Sluggish

Jesse Meadows
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Sluggish

Re-politicizing mental illness and embracing the weird. www.sluggish.xyz

  1. Attention Tunneling w/ Fergus Murray

    APR 8

    Attention Tunneling w/ Fergus Murray

    Could the theory of monotropism help explain ADHD? What about executive dysfunction, or my Bipolar 2 misdiagnosis, or OCD? Can you trick yourself into a flow state? Is rumination just flow, but evil?? All this and more in conversation with writer, science educator, and chair of the Autistic Mutual Aid Society Edinburgh, Fergus Murray! 📝📝Transcript Links: * Monotropism.org * Fergus’ website * Weird Pride Day * Attention, Monotropism, and the Diagnostic Criteria for Autism, Murray et al 2005 * Monotropism Questionnaire pre-print * you can also take the Monotropism Questionnaire for funsies here * Monotropism and Well-being, Fergus’ 2023 talk at the Scottish Autism Research Group Conference * Me complaining about the capitalist propaganda in Flow: The Psychology of Optimal Experience * Towards autistic flow theory: A non-pathologising conceptual approach, 2024 * Loops of Concern by Sonny Hallett * ‘Autism is the Arena and OCD is the Lion’: Autistic adults’ experiences of co-occurring obsessive-compulsive disorder and repetitive restricted behaviours and interests 00:00 Intro / Monotropism vs Polytropism 03:26 The Monotropism Questionnaire 05:43 On Being a ‘Serial Monotropist’ 10:48 ADHD and Monotropism 15:00 Monotropism vs Executive Dysfunction 18:11 On Autistic Flow Theory 24:51 ‘Tunnels not Tasks’ 27:36 Intersubjective Flow (Flowing Together) 28:56 The Light and Dark Side of Flow 32:46 Autism and Chronic Illness 35:23 Monotropism and OCD 39:12 Weird Pride This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.sluggish.xyz/subscribe

    43 min

  2. FEB 9

    Reclaiming Our Digital Lives w/ Lou Millar-McHugh

    In this episode, I chat with UX designer, leftist technologist, and creator of Irrational Technology, Lou Millar-McHugh, about the sort of questions we really need to be asking about our relationship to social media. We also talk about: why understanding is more important than control, how social media literacy could improve leftist comms strategies, the problem with screen time apps and gamification, ADHD tech beyond productivity, and why Jonathan Haidt sucks so much!! LINKS: * Irrational Technology: Substack, TikTok, Youtube * A Leftist Guide To Staying Off Your Phone (Notion) * Social Media Strategy Template for Social Change Orgs (Notion) * Pre-print showing screen time apps don’t work: Skeggs and Orben, Social Media Interventions to Improve Wellbeing * Beyond the Essay: New Ways of Critical Reflection, a project exploring how to create digital spaces that lead readers toward critical reflection * my discussion thread on ADHD technology (add your 2 cents!) * the video essay I made on Digital Madness * some of Lou’s excellent book recommendations for further reading!!!! * transcript 00:00 Intro 01:22 Lou's Background and Educational Project 02:25 The Concept of Irrational Technology 04:14 Persuasive Design 06:03 Critique of Addiction Metaphors and The Anxious Generation 10:48 A Leftist Critique of Technology 12:54 User Autonomy and Social Media 15:11 How to Develop Effective Leftist Media Strategies 22:33 A Leftist Guide to Staying Off Your Phone 27:19 How Personalization in UX Design Creates an Illusion of Control 28:34 Why Screen Time Apps Don’t Work 29:44 The Problem with Gamification 32:37 ADHD Technology and the Benefits of Simplicity 37:22 Lou’s Content Creation Process 40:59 The Platforms Lou Will Be Using in 2025 47:37 Where to Find Lou’s Work This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.sluggish.xyz/subscribe

    49 min
  3. Neuroqueering w/ Marta Rose and KR Moorhead

    08/15/2024

    Neuroqueering w/ Marta Rose and KR Moorhead

    What does neuroqueering look like? What shape is time? How is executive functioning like compulsory heterosexuality?? All this and more in today’s episode featuring my dear friend Marta Rose, a queer AuDHD writer and artist who founded Divergent Design Studios, an online peer support space for neurodivergent creatives, and KR Moorhead, an AuDHD, gender non-compliant educator, author, and creative writing mentor. This fall, they’re running a 12-week course with Meg Max of Writers in Bloom called Neuroqueering Your Creative Practice, and I was curious to hear more about what neuroqueering means in their own lives. Find KR at krmoorhead.com and Marta at The Spiral Lab! NOTES: * Episode transcript * Sign up for Neuroqueering Your Creative Practice * Join Divergent Design Studios * Read Neuroqueer: An Introduction, Neuroqueer Heresies, and Authoring Autism * Download Marta’s Spiral Time ebook * Marta and I mention the concept of “curatorial journalism” in discussing how she sees herself as a connection-maker — we got this from the writer Seth Abramson. See: his writing on metamodernism and metajournalism * Adrienne Rich’s 1980 essay Compulsory Heterosexuality and Lesbian Existence * The book I bring up at the end about neurodivergent writing styles is Autistic Disturbances by Julia Miele Rodas * KR’s best radical memoir rec is Fierce Femmes and Notorious Liars by Kai Cheng Thom This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.sluggish.xyz/subscribe

    56 min
  4. Doing Critical ADHD Studies with Hanna Bertilsdotter-Rosqvist + Lill Hultman

    07/02/2024

    Doing Critical ADHD Studies with Hanna Bertilsdotter-Rosqvist + Lill Hultman

    I recently discovered two papers by a group of researchers who are working on establishing a field of Critical ADHD Studies, and a couple of them were down to chat with me about it! Hanna Bertilsdotter-Rosqvist is a sociologist and a professor in Social Work at Södertörn University and co-editor of the book Neurodiversity Studies, and Lill Hultman is a postdoctoral researcher at Marie Cederschiöld University and senior lecturer in social work at Södertörn University. We discuss their experiences practicing ADHD collective storytelling, the challenges of being ADHD in academia, what intensity means in their lives, and what they’re most excited to explore in ADHD research by and for ADHDers. Episode transcript Naming Ourselves, Becoming Neurodivergent Scholars Intensity and Variable Attention: Counter-Narrating ADHD My sassy little Medium essay More on the double empathy problem, plus the study I mention about it This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.sluggish.xyz/subscribe

    41 min

  5. 05/09/2024

    The Politics of Flow and the Experience of Hyperfocus

    I had always assumed flow and hyperfocus were just different names for the same thing, but flow was framed as a superpower (Harness your flow state to achieve optimal performance!), and hyperfocus was framed as a deficit (Why can’t these autistic people stop talking about dinosaurs and get jobs??). But in the last five years, studies have begun trying to pull these concepts apart... This is an essay voice-over - you can read it @ sluggish.xyz This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.sluggish.xyz/subscribe

    10 min
  6. Neurodivergent Power, Not Superpowers w/ Robert Chapman

    03/05/2024

    Neurodivergent Power, Not Superpowers w/ Robert Chapman

    I got to talk to neurodivergent philosopher Robert Chapman about their new book Empire of Normality, which explains how norms of brain functioning got baked into our economic system. We talk about how a focus on individual rights and superpowers can only get neurodivergent people so far, why the line between neurodivergent and neurotypical is more squishy than you think, and how anti-psychiatry was actually good for capitalists, pretty bad for disabled people! We also discuss a materialist view of the rising ADHD and autism diagnosis rates everyone seems to be panicking about, how we might view these categories as real without reducing them to brain scans and synapses, and why executive dysfunction might just be the disability of our age. [Episode Transcript] NOTES: * Get Empire of Normality from Pluto Press * Follow Robert on Twitter @DrRJChapman or read their blog CriticalNeurodiversity.com * For an explainer on the pathology paradigm, see Nick Walker’s work * Here’s the blog post on executive function as ideology that I bring up * More stuff I wrote about the ADHD workshop in DC * SPK stands for Socialist Patients’ Collective, they were a radical group of psychiatric patients in 1970’s West Germany who wrote a manifesto called Turn Illness Into a Weapon * The books Robert lists as influences at the end are: The Politics of Disablement, Health Communism, Caliban and the Witch, How Europe Underdeveloped Africa, A Very Capitalist Condition You can send me an email at welcome2slugtown@gmail.com and/or get my work in your inbox by signing up at sluggish.xyz This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.sluggish.xyz/subscribe

    58 min

  7. 02/04/2024

    Distracted By The Dopamine Slot Machine

    (This is a voice-over of an essay, which is full of links and sources if you want to learn more.) This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.sluggish.xyz/subscribe

    15 min
  8. Creating New Climate Stories with Sarah Lewis

    09/08/2023

    Creating New Climate Stories with Sarah Lewis

    How do neurodivergent creatives function when we can’t executive function? What do we really mean when we say we want to be productive? And what does climate change have to do with our creative process? In this episode I talk to co-founder of Writer’s HQ and award-winning environmental journalist Sarah Lewis about the climate stories we tell and our struggles in telling them. Plus, Sarah explains what she thinks is missing from climate fiction these days, the limited kinds of apocalypse stories we hear, and what kind of stories we might want to try telling instead. At the end she also shares a juicy list of reading recommendations! Subscribe to follow her work at fictionalsarah.substack.com, or find her on basically any platform as fictionalsarah. For a transcript, check the tab on the web version of this post (but pls blame all typos on Substack’s AI, which created it) Links: * The inspo for this chat: Inner Worlds vs. Outer Worlds [Fictional Sarah] * We Need A New Word For Climate Change [Fictional Sarah] * When the Hero is the Problem by Rebecca Solnit * Joseph Campbell and the Myth of the Monomyth video essay by Maggie Mae Fish * Thrust by Lidia Yuknavitch * The Gondoliers by Karen Russell (read as a campfire story by The Woburn Public Library!) This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.sluggish.xyz/subscribe

    45 min
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Re-politicizing mental illness and embracing the weird. www.sluggish.xyz

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  • Creator
    Jesse Meadows
  • Years Active
    2023 - 2025
  • Episodes
    14
  • Rating
    Clean
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    © Jesse Meadows
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