Small Steps with God

Jill from The Northwoods

Small Steps with God is a practical guide to learning how to study the Bible thoughtfully and faithfully. Through clear teaching on exegesis, historical context, and careful reading, this podcast helps listeners move beyond surface-level interpretations and grow in confidence as students of Scripture. Episodes explore how meaning is drawn from the text—not read into it—along with series like MIRRORS, which examine biblical figures and historical groups to reflect on faith, obedience, and daily life. This is a place for steady growth, honest thinking, and learning to walk closely with God—one small step at a time.

  1. 4d ago

    Why Did Sabbath Become So Complicated?

    Flag before publishing: the raw transcript cites "Exodus 28" for the Ten Commandments passage, that's actually Exodus 20. I've corrected it in the cleaned transcript and the notes below, but worth double-checking your script. I grew up with a rules-heavy version of Sabbath, the kind where you couldn't turn a light switch on or even turn the pages of a book. This episode is me tracing how Sabbath actually got started in Genesis, how it became a command, and how it turned into the exhausting rulebook I remember from childhood, and what Jesus was actually restoring when He pushed back on it. REST BUILT INTO CREATION, NOT A FIX FOR THE FALL Genesis 2:2–3 shows God resting on the seventh day, not because He was tired, but as part of the original design. Rest predates sin. It was never a patch for human weakness. A TEST BEFORE IT WAS A COMMAND In Exodus 16, Sabbath shows up first as a trust exercise with the manna. Can Israel believe God provided enough on day six that they don't have to keep grinding on day seven? It's a test of trust before it's ever written down as a rule. TWO REASONS FOR THE SAME COMMAND Exodus 20 ties Sabbath to creation. Deuteronomy 5 ties it to being rescued from slavery in Egypt. Both reasons are valid, and Deuteronomy adds that the rest extends to servants, animals, and foreigners, not just the head of the household. HOW A TRUST EXERCISE BECAME 39 CATEGORIES After the exile, when Nehemiah found people back to ignoring Sabbath, the guardrails got tighter and tighter, eventually landing on 39 categories of forbidden labor drawn from the tabernacle-building instructions sitting next to the Sabbath command in Exodus. WHAT JESUS WAS ACTUALLY RESTORING When Jesus heals on the Sabbath and lets His disciples pick grain, He's not throwing out the command. He's restoring its purpose: "The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath." Mercy had gotten buried under the fence built to protect it. REST AS TRUST, NOT A RULEBOOK Paul in Colossians 2 and Hebrews 4 point past the day itself to the rest Jesus makes possible. The takeaway isn't a new list of do's and don'ts. It's trusting that six days of work is enough, and actually stopping. I still don't have this fully figured out for myself, and I say that honestly in the episode. But the invitation is the same for me as it is for you: not a rulebook, an actual rest. If Sabbath means something different to you now than it used to, I'd love to hear about it. Email me at northwoodsjill@fastmail.com, or find everything at jillfromthenorthwoods.com. Jill’s Links https://jillfromthenorthwoods.com/ - Find my podcasts, videos, downloads and ways to contact me https://www.youtube.com/@smallstepswithgod https://www.buymeacoffee.com/smallstepspod https://x.com/NorthWoodsJill Email the podcast at NorthwoodsJill@fastmail.com “Scripture quotations are from the ESV® Bible (The Holy Bible, English Standard Version®), © 2001 by Crossway, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved. The ESV text may not be quoted in any publication made available to the public by a Creative Commons license. The ESV may not be translated in whole or in part into any other language.” Scripture quotations marked CSB have been taken from the Christian Standard Bible®, Copyright © 2017 by Holman Bible Publishers. Used by permission. Christian Standard Bible® and CSB® are federally registered trademarks of Holman Bible Publishers. “The Scriptures quoted are from the NET Bible® http://netbible.com copyright ©1996, 2019 used with permission from Biblical Studies Press, L.L.C. All rights reserved”. Bible Maps and images used with permission from https://www.bible.ca/maps/ or https://www.freebibleimages.org/illustrations/bj-ot-world/ Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software. Free for non-commercial use by individuals or organizations. May be presented before live audiences; may be posted on social media; may be re-distributed. May not be used commercially. May not be modified or included in published works without permission; contact permissions@faithlife.com. Attribute as: “Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software ()”. By choosing to watch this video or listen to this podcast, you acknowledge that you are doing so of your own free will. The content shared here reflects personal study, faith perspective, and opinions and is intended for informational and inspirational purposes only. I am not a licensed pastor, seminary-trained theologian, or biblical scholar. Any scriptural interpretation, commentary, or reflections offered should not be considered a substitute for guidance from your own pastor, church body, or faith community. Theological understanding is a lifelong journey — I encourage you to study alongside your own tradition and trusted spiritual leaders. You are solely responsible for any decisions or actions you take based on this content.

  2. Sep 9

    Genesis 1 Says You Were Never a Mistake

    I've been sitting with an uncomfortable question this week: if I really believe every person carries the image of God, does that change who I'm willing to be patient with? This episode doesn't tie up neatly, and I don't think it's supposed to. **The King's Statue, Reimagined** In the ancient world, a king would set up a statue of himself in places he ruled but couldn't personally live in. That statue wasn't decoration. It stood in for him. Genesis borrows that exact idea to describe what it means for us to be made in God's image, and it changes what "image bearer" actually means. **No One Is Exempt** Genesis doesn't reserve the image of God for kings, scholars, or any special class. It's everyone, which was radical for its time. Every person you interact with today, including the ones who are difficult on purpose, carries that same standing. **You Were Never a Mistake** Even if you grew up hearing you were an accident or a burden, every soul was known before the beginning. That's not just a nice thought about self-worth. It's meant to hold up under the hardest version of that question. **Jesus and the People We'd Rather Skip** Jesus tied this directly to how we treat the people we're most tempted to walk past, the same idea behind the Good Samaritan story. It's not a vague spiritual metaphor. It's aimed at specific people in your specific life. **Mercy That Doesn't Excuse the Wrong** Believing someone carries the image of God doesn't mean their actions get erased or that consequences disappear. I try to untangle that balance carefully here, because it's easy to swing too far in either direction. The takeaway I keep coming back to: the next person you interact with today is carrying something that isn't yours to dismiss, and neither are you. Small steps, but not small stakes. You can find everything I do at jillfromthenorthwoods.com, and you can reach me directly at jill@startwithsmallsteps.com. Jill’s Links https://jillfromthenorthwoods.com/ - Find my podcasts, videos, downloads and ways to contact me https://www.youtube.com/@smallstepswithgod https://www.buymeacoffee.com/smallstepspod https://x.com/NorthWoodsJill Email the podcast at NorthwoodsJill@fastmail.com “Scripture quotations are from the ESV® Bible (The Holy Bible, English Standard Version®), © 2001 by Crossway, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved. The ESV text may not be quoted in any publication made available to the public by a Creative Commons license. The ESV may not be translated in whole or in part into any other language.” Scripture quotations marked CSB have been taken from the Christian Standard Bible®, Copyright © 2017 by Holman Bible Publishers. Used by permission. Christian Standard Bible® and CSB® are federally registered trademarks of Holman Bible Publishers. “The Scriptures quoted are from the NET Bible® http://netbible.com copyright ©1996, 2019 used with permission from Biblical Studies Press, L.L.C. All rights reserved”. Bible Maps and images used with permission from https://www.bible.ca/maps/ or https://www.freebibleimages.org/illustrations/bj-ot-world/ Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software. Free for non-commercial use by individuals or organizations. May be presented before live audiences; may be posted on social media; may be re-distributed. May not be used commercially. May not be modified or included in published works without permission; contact permissions@faithlife.com. Attribute as: “Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software ()”. By choosing to watch this video or listen to this podcast, you acknowledge that you are doing so of your own free will. The content shared here reflects personal study, faith perspective, and opinions and is intended for informational and inspirational purposes only. I am not a licensed pastor, seminary-trained theologian, or biblical scholar. Any scriptural interpretation, commentary, or reflections offered should not be considered a substitute for guidance from your own pastor, church body, or faith community. Theological understanding is a lifelong journey — I encourage you to study alongside your own tradition and trusted spiritual leaders. You are solely responsible for any decisions or actions you take based on this content.

  3. Sep 1

    169 - Genesis - Where the Story Begins

    We just closed the entire New Testament with the last word of Revelation, and now we’re doing something I’ve been looking forward to for a long time: starting the Old Testament. But we’re not doing it the same way. Instead of walking chapter by chapter the way we did through the Gospels and the epistles, we’re going story by story, because that’s how the Old Testament is actually built. Here’s what’s ahead as we open Genesis. Why story by story instead of verse by verse. The New Testament gave us clear letters written to clear audiences at clear moments. The Old Testament doesn’t work that way. So as we move through Genesis and beyond, we’ll follow people, places, and events, and take however many episodes each story needs, whether that’s Moses at the Red Sea or the golden calf at Sinai. Who wrote Genesis, and when. I hold to Mosaic authorship. Genesis never names its author, but Scripture consistently points to Moses across all five books, and Jesus himself quotes Genesis as Mosaic. I also address the documentary hypothesis (the J, E, D, P theory) and why I don’t find it persuasive against the coherence of the text itself. The toledot structure. Genesis is built around a repeated Hebrew phrase, toledot, “these are the generations,” that shows up roughly ten times and marks each transition to a new family line. It’s the skeleton of the whole book, not a patchwork of unrelated old stories. Why the timing matters. Moses wasn’t writing ancient history for its own sake. He was writing to a specific generation, camped on the edge of a land they hadn’t entered yet, freshly out of 400 years of slavery and trying to become a nation for the first time. Genesis answers the question hanging over that whole camp: why us, and why this land? Two audiences, not one. The obvious audience is the Exodus generation and their children. But the first eleven chapters, creation, the fall, the flood, Babel, aren’t about Israel at all. They’re about humanity as a whole, and that matters because Israel needed to understand the condition of the whole human race before they could understand why they were chosen out of it. Where we’re headed. From here we’ll walk through creation, Eden, Adam and Eve, Cain and Abel, Noah, Babel, and then the four generations of promise: Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, and Joseph. Every step narrows from the whole universe down to one family, and every step is God working out the same promise: descendants, land, blessing, and eventually a Messiah. If there’s one question this whole book is answering, it’s “who.” Who made everything. Who made the rescue plan. Who kept every promise. Genesis 1 starts next time. Jill’s Links https://jillfromthenorthwoods.com/ - Find my podcasts, videos, downloads and ways to contact me https://www.youtube.com/@smallstepswithgod https://www.buymeacoffee.com/smallstepspod https://x.com/NorthWoodsJill Email the podcast at NorthwoodsJill@fastmail.com “Scripture quotations are from the ESV® Bible (The Holy Bible, English Standard Version®), © 2001 by Crossway, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved. The ESV text may not be quoted in any publication made available to the public by a Creative Commons license. The ESV may not be translated in whole or in part into any other language.” Scripture quotations marked CSB have been taken from the Christian Standard Bible®, Copyright © 2017 by Holman Bible Publishers. Used by permission. Christian Standard Bible® and CSB® are federally registered trademarks of Holman Bible Publishers. “The Scriptures quoted are from the NET Bible® http://netbible.com copyright ©1996, 2019 used with permission from Biblical Studies Press, L.L.C. All rights reserved”. Bible Maps and images used with permission from https://www.bible.ca/maps/ or https://www.freebibleimages.org/illustrations/bj-ot-world/ Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software. Free for non-commercial use by individuals or organizations. May be presented before live audiences; may be posted on social media; may be re-distributed. May not be used commercially. May not be modified or included in published works without permission; contact permissions@faithlife.com. Attribute as: “Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software ()”. By choosing to watch this video or listen to this podcast, you acknowledge that you are doing so of your own free will. The content shared here reflects personal study, faith perspective, and opinions and is intended for informational and inspirational purposes only. I am not a licensed pastor, seminary-trained theologian, or biblical scholar. Any scriptural interpretation, commentary, or reflections offered should not be considered a substitute for guidance from your own pastor, church body, or faith community. Theological understanding is a lifelong journey — I encourage you to study alongside your own tradition and trusted spiritual leaders. You are solely responsible for any decisions or actions you take based on this content.

  4. Aug 25

    168 - The Shape of the Old Testament (Before We Start Genesis)

    Thirty-nine books, more than thirty authors, a thousand years of history, and somehow it’s one story. If you handed that pile of material to anyone cold, you’d expect a mess. Instead you get the Old Testament: one God, one promise made early and kept slowly across kings, shepherds, prophets, and exiles who mostly never knew each other. Before we start Genesis in September, I wanted to step back and show you the shape of the whole thing, because once you see the shape, every individual story sits inside it a lot more clearly. The Old Testament moves in four distinct movements, not just 39 random books. The Law (Genesis through Deuteronomy) lays the foundation: who God is, who we are, and how one family was chosen to carry His promise forward. The History (Joshua through Esther) shows that covenant getting lived out messily in real time, through conquest, failure, monarchy, exile, and eventually return. Wisdom and Poetry steps outside the timeline entirely. Job wrestles with suffering that doesn’t make sense, Psalms gives you a vocabulary for praise and lament alike, Proverbs hands you practical daily wisdom, and Song of Songs uses marriage as an image for Israel’s relationship with God — a thread that runs through both testaments. The Prophets are God’s covenant lawyers, seventeen books calling His people back from drifting, warning honestly about judgment, and always leaving the door open with a promise of restoration and a coming Messiah. “Major” and “minor” prophets refers only to the length of the book, not its importance. The through-line across all four sections is promise and faithfulness. God makes the promise in Genesis, humanity keeps failing to keep its end, and God keeps showing up anyway. That’s not a New Testament idea grafted backward — it’s the entire architecture the New Testament completes. Most of us live our own faith the way we read the Old Testament with no sense of its shape: one isolated day at a time, wondering why our own history feels more like the cycle of Judges than a straight line to victory. It was never supposed to be a straight line. Wherever you’re at right now, whether it feels like a Law season, a History season, a Wisdom season, or a Prophets season, that’s the most biblical place to be. Starting in September, we begin Genesis, story by story instead of chapter by chapter, so the pieces stay connected instead of getting scattered. Jill’s Links https://jillfromthenorthwoods.com/ - Find my podcasts, videos, downloads and ways to contact me https://www.youtube.com/@smallstepswithgod https://www.buymeacoffee.com/smallstepspod https://x.com/NorthWoodsJill Email the podcast at NorthwoodsJill@fastmail.com “Scripture quotations are from the ESV® Bible (The Holy Bible, English Standard Version®), © 2001 by Crossway, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved. The ESV text may not be quoted in any publication made available to the public by a Creative Commons license. The ESV may not be translated in whole or in part into any other language.” Scripture quotations marked CSB have been taken from the Christian Standard Bible®, Copyright © 2017 by Holman Bible Publishers. Used by permission. Christian Standard Bible® and CSB® are federally registered trademarks of Holman Bible Publishers. “The Scriptures quoted are from the NET Bible® http://netbible.com copyright ©1996, 2019 used with permission from Biblical Studies Press, L.L.C. All rights reserved”. Bible Maps and images used with permission from https://www.bible.ca/maps/ or https://www.freebibleimages.org/illustrations/bj-ot-world/ Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software. Free for non-commercial use by individuals or organizations. May be presented before live audiences; may be posted on social media; may be re-distributed. May not be used commercially. May not be modified or included in published works without permission; contact permissions@faithlife.com. Attribute as: “Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software ()”. By choosing to watch this video or listen to this podcast, you acknowledge that you are doing so of your own free will. The content shared here reflects personal study, faith perspective, and opinions and is intended for informational and inspirational purposes only. I am not a licensed pastor, seminary-trained theologian, or biblical scholar. Any scriptural interpretation, commentary, or reflections offered should not be considered a substitute for guidance from your own pastor, church body, or faith community. Theological understanding is a lifelong journey — I encourage you to study alongside your own tradition and trusted spiritual leaders. You are solely responsible for any decisions or actions you take based on this content.

  5. Aug 18

    167 - The NT - How Do 27 Books Written 50 Years Apart Tell One Story?)

    Twenty-seven books, written by eight different men, fishermen, a doctor, a tax collector, a rabbi-turned-church-planter, and the half brother of Jesus who didn’t even believe in him until after the resurrection, across fifty years and three continents, without any of them meeting to compare notes. If I told you that somehow adds up to one unified story, you’d think I was exaggerating. I’m not. As we close out our walk through the New Testament and get ready to start Genesis, this episode is a birds-eye flight over everything we’ve covered: the shape of the books, the ground the story covers, and why we’re heading back to the beginning next. The Shape: Four Acts The New Testament moves through four acts: the Gospels, showing four different angles on who Jesus is; Acts, the single book of pure narrative history describing a terrified handful of disciples becoming a movement that crossed the Roman Empire in one generation; the Epistles, twenty-two real letters to real churches with real problems, thirteen of them from Paul alone; and Revelation, the apocalyptic close that tells persecuted churches one thing above all, Christ wins. Paul, the Unlikely Author of Half the New Testament Paul wrote roughly thirteen of the twenty-seven books by himself, meaning half the New Testament came from a man who spent the first part of his life trying to destroy the church before spending the second part building it. The Ground: From Bethlehem to Rome The story starts in Bethlehem, a village so small the prophet Micah had to point it out by name, moves through Galilee, the backwoods fishing region nobody expected much from, and lands in Jerusalem for the trials, the cross, and the empty tomb. After Acts, the map blows wide open as the apostles carry the gospel to Antioch, Cyprus, Galatia, Macedonia, Greece, and Rome, and church tradition carries some of them even further, to India, England, and Spain. Mercy Before Judgment The two threads that stood out to me most as we finished Revelation: every day we’re given is God’s mercy, one more opportunity to come back to Christ before that door closes, and Revelation shows plainly what happens once it does. Why We’re Going Back to Genesis None of what we’ve just walked through makes sense without the Old Testament. The king in Matthew was promised in Isaiah, the suffering servant in Mark was already there, the Lamb in Revelation was pictured on the altar in Leviticus, and the very first covenant was made the night God covered Adam and Eve’s shame. Starting after Labor Day, we head into Genesis, moving story by story instead of chapter by chapter. The New Testament answers two questions: what does God require of us, and what has God done because we can’t meet it. Now we go back to where the answer to both first began to unfold. Jill’s Links https://jillfromthenorthwoods.com/ - Find my podcasts, videos, downloads and ways to contact me https://www.youtube.com/@smallstepswithgod https://www.buymeacoffee.com/smallstepspod https://x.com/NorthWoodsJill Email the podcast at NorthwoodsJill@fastmail.com “Scripture quotations are from the ESV® Bible (The Holy Bible, English Standard Version®), © 2001 by Crossway, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved. The ESV text may not be quoted in any publication made available to the public by a Creative Commons license. The ESV may not be translated in whole or in part into any other language.” Scripture quotations marked CSB have been taken from the Christian Standard Bible®, Copyright © 2017 by Holman Bible Publishers. Used by permission. Christian Standard Bible® and CSB® are federally registered trademarks of Holman Bible Publishers. “The Scriptures quoted are from the NET Bible® http://netbible.com copyright ©1996, 2019 used with permission from Biblical Studies Press, L.L.C. All rights reserved”. Bible Maps and images used with permission from https://www.bible.ca/maps/ or https://www.freebibleimages.org/illustrations/bj-ot-world/ Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software. Free for non-commercial use by individuals or organizations. May be presented before live audiences; may be posted on social media; may be re-distributed. May not be used commercially. May not be modified or included in published works without permission; contact permissions@faithlife.com. Attribute as: “Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software ()”. By choosing to watch this video or listen to this podcast, you acknowledge that you are doing so of your own free will. The content shared here reflects personal experiences, faith journey, and opinions and is intended for informational and inspirational purposes only. I am not a licensed pastor, theologian, or counselor. Any spiritual reflections, devotional thoughts, or suggestions offered should not be considered a substitute for guidance from your own pastor, faith community, or professional mental health provider. You are solely responsible for any decisions or actions you take based on this content.

  6. Aug 11

    166 - Why God Cares About Structure (And You Should Too)

    What if God’s first action wasn’t creation out of nothing, but organizing something that was already a mess? In my twenties, I loved chaos — it felt interesting, like things being shaken up. I’ve since learned two things: I don’t actually love chaos, and God’s original work in Genesis was to get rid of it and put things in order. This episode traces that pattern — order versus chaos — from Genesis all the way through Paul’s letters to Corinth. Tohu Wa Bohu: Formless and Void Genesis 1:2 describes the earth as tohu (formless, confused, wasteland) and bohu (empty) before a single day of creation happens. God doesn’t wave the chaos away — He organizes it day by day: three “forming” days that build categories and boundaries, followed by three “filling” days that pour substance into that structure. Chaos at the Foot of the Mountain While Moses receives exact, detailed instructions for the tabernacle on Sinai, the people below melt down gold and build a calf — Exodus describes the scene as unrestrained and out of control. Same nation, same moment, two completely different postures toward order. Order in the Camp Numbers 2 lays out, tribe by tribe, exactly how a couple million wandering Israelites camp and march. God cares enough about the practical structure of His people’s daily life to detail it precisely. Paul and the Church at Corinth Centuries later, worship in Corinth had devolved into chaos — people talking over each other, competing for attention. Paul writes plainly: God is not a God of disorder but of peace. This isn’t a stylistic preference; it’s a statement about God’s character. Structure Isn’t Performance None of this is about anxious perfectionism or a spotless calendar. Structure in Scripture isn’t a standard to fail at — it’s what makes flourishing possible, the same way a garden flourishes with rows and trellises instead of just growing wild. The Gospel Underneath None of us keep order perfectly. But the same God who spoke order into the world at creation is still doing that work in us — not because we’ve earned it by organizing ourselves well enough, but because ordering chaos is simply what God does. Three steps this week: name the place in your life that currently looks like chaos rather than an ordered camp, remember that structure usually makes freedom sustainable rather than opposing it, and hold both truths together — God calls you toward order, and God meets you in the chaos before you get there. I’m Jill from the Northwoods. My new email is northwoodsjill@fastmail.com, and you can find everything at jillfromthenorthwoods.com. Jill’s Links https://jillfromthenorthwoods.com/ - Find my podcasts, videos, downloads and ways to contact me https://www.youtube.com/@smallstepswithgod https://www.buymeacoffee.com/smallstepspod https://x.com/NorthWoodsJill Email the podcast at NorthwoodsJill@fastmail.com “Scripture quotations are from the ESV® Bible (The Holy Bible, English Standard Version®), © 2001 by Crossway, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved. The ESV text may not be quoted in any publication made available to the public by a Creative Commons license. The ESV may not be translated in whole or in part into any other language.” Scripture quotations marked CSB have been taken from the Christian Standard Bible®, Copyright © 2017 by Holman Bible Publishers. Used by permission. Christian Standard Bible® and CSB® are federally registered trademarks of Holman Bible Publishers. “The Scriptures quoted are from the NET Bible® http://netbible.com copyright ©1996, 2019 used with permission from Biblical Studies Press, L.L.C. All rights reserved”. Bible Maps and images used with permission from https://www.bible.ca/maps/ or https://www.freebibleimages.org/illustrations/bj-ot-world/ Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software. Free for non-commercial use by individuals or organizations. May be presented before live audiences; may be posted on social media; may be re-distributed. May not be used commercially. May not be modified or included in published works without permission; contact permissions@faithlife.com. Attribute as: “Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software ()”. By choosing to watch this video or listen to this podcast, you acknowledge that you are doing so of your own free will. The content shared here reflects personal experiences, faith journey, and opinions and is intended for informational and inspirational purposes only. I am not a licensed pastor, theologian, or counselor. Any spiritual reflections, devotional thoughts, or suggestions offered should not be considered a substitute for guidance from your own pastor, faith community, or professional mental health provider. You are solely responsible for any decisions or actions you take based on this content.

  7. Aug 4

    165 - C.S. Lewis's Paradox: Taking The Next Right Road

    Have you ever known — actually known — that you were on the wrong road, but kept walking anyway? I've done that literally, driving lost and just deciding to see where it goes. But I've done it with my life too: moving forward, making real progress by every visible measure, while some part of me sensed I wasn't heading in the right direction at all. This episode is about that particular kind of faithfulness — the one that looks like turning around. C.S. Lewis's Paradox In Mere Christianity, Lewis argues that progress means getting nearer to where you actually want to be — and if you're on the wrong road, going forward just gets you further away, faster. "The man who turns back soonest is the most progressive man." Our culture treats turning back as failure and pressing on as virtue; Lewis says the opposite is often true. Refusing to turn back when you know you're wrong isn't determination — it's being stuck and dressing it up as strength. A Wrong Road I Was On I was pushing hard toward graduate school and a career as a professor — a full ride, years of undergraduate work invested. Then I became a Christian at 22, and it suddenly struck me: I was going the wrong direction, even though that direction looked appealing and I'd already invested so much in it. The Silver Chair's Four Signs In C.S. Lewis's Narnia story, Aslan sends Jill and Eustace on a quest with four signs to remember, warning that things won't look the same once they're down in Narnia. They walk past the first sign, miss the second, and cross straight over the third without recognizing it. The turning point isn't a clever forward move — it's their companion Puddleglum stopping everyone and forcing them to say out loud: we missed it, we have to go back. Pharaoh and Jonah: Two Ways of Seeing the Sign Pharaoh doesn't miss the ten plagues — they're unmissable, one after another. He sees clearly and chooses to keep walking anyway, hardening his heart every time. Jonah is the mirror image: he reads God's instruction perfectly, understands it completely, and runs the opposite direction on purpose. But Jonah's story doesn't end on the boat — after the storm and the fish, he does the one thing Pharaoh never does. He turns around. The Prodigal Son, Found The son who took every wrong turn available, spent everything, and ended up feeding pigs finally comes to his senses and heads home. What he gets isn't a lecture or a probationary period — his father was already scanning the horizon for him. Turning back wasn't the humiliating part of the story. It was the part where he gets found. Three small steps for the road you're actually on: name one road, honestly, that you've kept pressing forward on even though you've known for a while it's the wrong direction. Ask yourself what's driving that — is it pride like Pharaoh's, watching the signs and staying the course anyway? And let the turning back be met the way the prodigal son was met — not with shame, not with a fresh set of hoops to run through, but simply as coming home. If you want to sit with this more: Lewis makes the direct argument in Mere Christianity, tells the full story in The Silver Chair, and Luke 15 gives you the ending all of this points toward. I'm Jill from the Northwoods. Find everything at jillfromthenorthwoods.com. Jill’s Links https://jillfromthenorthwoods.com/ - Find my podcasts, videos, downloads and ways to contact me https://www.youtube.com/@smallstepswithgod https://www.buymeacoffee.com/smallstepspod https://x.com/NorthWoodsJill Email the podcast at NorthwoodsJill@fastmail.com “Scripture quotations are from the ESV® Bible (The Holy Bible, English Standard Version®), © 2001 by Crossway, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved. The ESV text may not be quoted in any publication made available to the public by a Creative Commons license. The ESV may not be translated in whole or in part into any other language.” Scripture quotations marked CSB have been taken from the Christian Standard Bible®, Copyright © 2017 by Holman Bible Publishers. Used by permission. Christian Standard Bible® and CSB® are federally registered trademarks of Holman Bible Publishers. “The Scriptures quoted are from the NET Bible® http://netbible.com copyright ©1996, 2019 used with permission from Biblical Studies Press, L.L.C. All rights reserved”. Bible Maps and images used with permission from https://www.bible.ca/maps/ or https://www.freebibleimages.org/illustrations/bj-ot-world/ Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software. Free for non-commercial use by individuals or organizations. May be presented before live audiences; may be posted on social media; may be re-distributed. May not be used commercially. May not be modified or included in published works without permission; contact permissions@faithlife.com. Attribute as: “Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software ()”. By choosing to watch this video or listen to this podcast, you acknowledge that you are doing so of your own free will. The content shared here reflects personal experiences, faith journey, and opinions and is intended for informational and inspirational purposes only. I am not a licensed pastor, theologian, or counselor. Any spiritual reflections, devotional thoughts, or suggestions offered should not be considered a substitute for guidance from your own pastor, faith community, or professional mental health provider. You are solely responsible for any decisions or actions you take based on this content.

  8. Jul 28

    164 - Art as Worship: A Biblical Case for Creativity

    Strip every work Christian faith ever inspired out of Europe, and the skyline changes completely — no cathedrals, no Bach, no Michelangelo, no illuminated manuscripts, no universities that grew out of monastery schools. In this episode, I ask a question most Christians don’t spend much time on: not what we should avoid in culture, but what we should be creating. Pope Leo’s Challenge to Writers A recent address to a gathering of writers got me thinking, even though I’m not Catholic — the reminder that stories preserve memory, search for truth, and cultivate compassion applies across every Christian tradition, not just one. Bezalel: The First Person Filled with the Spirit Most people picture a prophet or a king when they think of someone “filled with the Spirit of God.” The first person given that description in Scripture was an artist — commissioned to build the tabernacle with gold, wood, precious stones, and woven fabric. That detail says something about God’s own character. David, Solomon, and the Prophets as Artists David was a poet and musician whose songs are still sung three thousand years later. Solomon explored wisdom through poetry. The prophets communicated some of their most vivid truths through imagery — Ezekiel’s wheels, Isaiah’s seraphim, Daniel’s visions. Even Jesus taught primarily through stories, not abstract theology. The Monks Who Preserved Civilization Year after year, monks copied not just Scripture but classical works from Greece and Rome, preserving them for centuries with painstaking care. Without realizing it, they became the bridge that carried much of Western knowledge forward — and that copying was itself an act of faith. A Call to Make Art Again Christians once understood, almost instinctively, that creating something beautiful was itself a form of worship. I make the case for why it’s time to make that stand again — not instead of speaking truth, but alongside it. If you create — music, carving, writing, anything — I’d genuinely love to know how your faith shows up in it. Find every show I do at jillfromthenorthwoods.com. Jill’s Links https://jillfromthenorthwoods.com/ - Find my podcasts, videos, downloads and ways to contact me https://www.youtube.com/@smallstepswithgod https://www.buymeacoffee.com/smallstepspod https://x.com/NorthWoodsJill Email the podcast at NorthwoodsJill@fastmail.com “Scripture quotations are from the ESV® Bible (The Holy Bible, English Standard Version®), © 2001 by Crossway, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved. The ESV text may not be quoted in any publication made available to the public by a Creative Commons license. The ESV may not be translated in whole or in part into any other language.” Scripture quotations marked CSB have been taken from the Christian Standard Bible®, Copyright © 2017 by Holman Bible Publishers. Used by permission. Christian Standard Bible® and CSB® are federally registered trademarks of Holman Bible Publishers. “The Scriptures quoted are from the NET Bible® http://netbible.com copyright ©1996, 2019 used with permission from Biblical Studies Press, L.L.C. All rights reserved”. Bible Maps and images used with permission from https://www.bible.ca/maps/ or https://www.freebibleimages.org/illustrations/bj-ot-world/ Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software. Free for non-commercial use by individuals or organizations. May be presented before live audiences; may be posted on social media; may be re-distributed. May not be used commercially. May not be modified or included in published works without permission; contact permissions@faithlife.com. Attribute as: “Copyright 2014 Faithlife / Logos Bible Software ()”. By choosing to watch this video or listen to this podcast, you acknowledge that you are doing so of your own free will. The content shared here reflects personal experiences, faith journey, and opinions and is intended for informational and inspirational purposes only. I am not a licensed pastor, theologian, or counselor. Any spiritual reflections, devotional thoughts, or suggestions offered should not be considered a substitute for guidance from your own pastor, faith community, or professional mental health provider. You are solely responsible for any decisions or actions you take based on this content.

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Small Steps with God is a practical guide to learning how to study the Bible thoughtfully and faithfully. Through clear teaching on exegesis, historical context, and careful reading, this podcast helps listeners move beyond surface-level interpretations and grow in confidence as students of Scripture. Episodes explore how meaning is drawn from the text—not read into it—along with series like MIRRORS, which examine biblical figures and historical groups to reflect on faith, obedience, and daily life. This is a place for steady growth, honest thinking, and learning to walk closely with God—one small step at a time.