Target Memory

Pacific Clinician Collective

Target Memory is a podcast exploring the psychology of emotional memory, trauma reprocessing, and deep therapeutic change through the lens of EMDR, Brainspotting, and modern trauma treatment. Produced by Pacific Clinician Collective (PCC) , a California educational nonprofit supporting trauma-informed clinicians through affordable EMDR consultation, reflective practice, and continuing education. Learn more at pacificcliniciancollective.com. Join the Learn at Pinnacle app to earn FREE CE Credit for listening to our episodes: https://learnatpinnacle.com/education

Episodes

  1. Jun 14

    Racial Trauma in the Therapy Room: How to Attune EMDR (A Worked Case)

    FREE CEs for listening to this episode She has no single “worst day” - just a hundred small ones, stacked. This is what race-based traumatic stress looks like in the therapy room, and how to attune EMDR to treat it. A full worked case, phase by phase. Free CE if eligible. Some clients don’t have one big trauma to target. They have a thousand small ones: the meeting where her idea was ignored then praised on someone else’s lips, the hair touched without asking, the badge checked at a door no one else got stopped at - stacked over years, in a context that isn’t over when they leave the room. That’s race-based traumatic stress, and the standard “find the worst event” frame can miss it entirely. In this episode of Target Memory, Host and Certified EMDR Therapist M.R. Estante, follows one composite client, “Dana,” through the 8 phases of the EMDR Adaptive Information Processing (AIP) to illustrate culturally attuned trauma treatment in action - not in the abstract. Strategies such as attuned history-taking and target sequencing, what to do when “safe place” doesn’t exist for a client, how to build relational and ancestral resources, and how to choose a positive cognition that’s both adaptive and accurate for the client. Respectful of the protocol, fidelity to the treatment model, grounded in the peer-reviewed literature (Carter; Shapiro’s AIP model; Nickerson; the Journal of EMDR Practice and Research), and aligned with APA multicultural standards. What may have been charted as “treatment-resistant” when the real issue was a protocol that hadn’t been attuned to the person in front of you - this episode explores. For EMDR-trained clinicians, trauma therapists, and anyone working with complex, cumulative, and racialized trauma. 🎧 Join the Learn at Pinnacle app to earn FREE CE Credit for listening to this episode! (learnatpinnacle.com/education) This episode is for Education only - not therapy, supervision, or consultation. “Dana” is a fictional composite for teaching. FULL SHOW NOTES Racial Trauma in the Therapy Room: How to Attune EMDR (A Worked Case) Some clients don’t have one big trauma to target: they have a hundred small ones, stacked over years, in a context that isn’t over when they leave the room. In this episode, M.R. Estante (Rheba) follows one composite client, “Dana,” through the EMDR phases to show culturally attuned trauma treatment in action: recognizing race-based traumatic stress, attuned history-taking through the AIP lens, resourcing when “safe place” isn’t simple, and choosing positive cognitions that are both adaptive and true. Grounded in the peer-reviewed literature; respectful of the protocol; aligned with APA multicultural standards. 🎧 Join the Learn at Pinnacle app to earn FREE CE Credit for listening to this episode! References / further reading: — Carter, R. T. (2007). Racism and psychological and emotional injury: Recognizing and assessing race-based traumatic stress. The Counseling Psychologist, 35(1), 13–105. — Shapiro, F. (2018). Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) Therapy (3rd ed.). Guilford Press. — Nickerson, M. (Ed.). (2017). Cultural Competence and Healing Culturally Based Trauma with EMDR Therapy. Springer Publishing. — Cultural Adaptations of the Standard EMDR Protocol in Five African Countries. Journal of EMDR Practice and Research. — Lewis, B., et al. (2025). Cultural adaptations to the assessment and treatment of trauma experiences among racial and ethnic minority groups: A mixed-methods systematic review and meta-analysis. Trauma, Violence, & Abuse. — American Psychological Association. (2017). Multicultural Guidelines: An Ecological Approach to Context, Identity, and Intersectionality. — Menakem, R. (2017). My Grandmother’s Hands. Central Recovery Press. This podcast is for education only and is not therapy, clinical supervision, or consultation. If you’re struggling, please reach out to a licensed mental health professional or 988.

    24 min
  2. Jun 13

    Your Inner Critic Might Not Be Yours: Is It A Perpetrator Introject?

    Inner Critic or Perpetrator Introject? An EMDR Therapist on the Voice You Can’t Affirmation Away. Your inner critic might not be yours. For trauma survivors, that harsh inner voice is often a “perpetrator introject” and you can’t affirmation it away. An EMDR therapist on what the self-talk trend gets wrong, and what actually heals it. Check out the Show Notes on the FREE CEs for Listening to this Episode! Everyone talks about the inner critic: quiet it, befriend it, download an app for it. For a lot of people, that helps a little. With survivors of childhood trauma and abuse, the cruel inner voice often isn’t a bad habit you can journal or affirmation away. It’s something with a name: a perpetrator introject , a part of the self that took on the voice of someone who hurt you,. Why? The belief that keeping it was once safer than the alternative … and still is. Host and Certified EMDR therapist Maria Rheba Estante, LMFT, LPCC unpacks the difference between an ordinary inner critic and a trauma-based introject. This episode explores why positive affirmations can backfire, why and what recent EMDR research findings - including the 2025 Introject Decathexis Protocol - indicate about the counterintuitive strategies to actually resolve it. Navigating the nuances in complex cases is means that treatment may not move in a straight line. This podcast is for education only and is not therapy, clinical supervision, or consultation. If you’re struggling, please reach out to a licensed mental health professional in your state. If you are in crisis, contact 988 to reach the National Crisis Hotline, or call 911 and go to your nearest hospital emergency. SHOW NOTES Your Inner Critic Might Not Be Yours Everyone’s talking about the inner critic. Almost nobody’s talking about this: for survivors of abuse, that harsh inner voice often isn’t a habit you can affirmation away - it’s a perpetrator introject, a part of the self that took on the voice of the person who hurt you. Let’s unpack what that means, why affirmations can make it worse, and what the newest EMDR research says about the counterintuitive way to heal it. 🎧 Join the Learn at Pinnacle app to earn FREE CE Credit for listening to this episode! In this episode: ​Where the inner-critic trend gets it right and where it stops​Perpetrator introject vs. ordinary negative self-talk​Why “I am safe, I am worthy” can make a trauma survivor feel worse​The three-task framework from current EMDR research: orient, reconsider, lower the fear​The reframe that changes everything: a protector wearing the perpetrator’s face​Free peer-reviewed research now that the Journal of EMDR Practice and Research is Open Access Resources Mentioned ​Coy, D. M. (2025). The Introject Decathexis Protocol: An EMDR-based approach to unbind perpetrator parts. EMDR International Association.​Journal of EMDR Practice and Research — Gold Open Access via AAAS Science Partner Journals (2025).​Van der Hart, Groenendijk, Gonzalez, Mosquera, & Solomon (2013, 2014). Dissociation of the personality and EMDR therapy in complex trauma-related disorders. Journal of EMDR Practice and Research. EMDR Consultations for Certification focused on Perpetrator Introjects I Sundays at 5pm PT: www.SacramentoEMDRtherapost.com **EMDRIA Consultants in Training (CIT) can provide up to 15 of the 20 consultation hours required for Certification.*** Consultations are overseen for treatment fidelity and quality by Approved Consultant Briana Smith, LMFT Target Memory is produced by Pacific Clinician Collective, a California educational nonprofit supporting trauma-informed clinicians through affordable consultation, reflective practice, and continuing education. Advanced trauma trainings in EMDR, Brainspotting, Deep Brain Reorienting are expensive. High costs keeps skilled care out of reach for the clinicians and clients who need it most. Learn more at pacificcliniciancollective.com.

    25 min

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Target Memory is a podcast exploring the psychology of emotional memory, trauma reprocessing, and deep therapeutic change through the lens of EMDR, Brainspotting, and modern trauma treatment. Produced by Pacific Clinician Collective (PCC) , a California educational nonprofit supporting trauma-informed clinicians through affordable EMDR consultation, reflective practice, and continuing education. Learn more at pacificcliniciancollective.com. Join the Learn at Pinnacle app to earn FREE CE Credit for listening to our episodes: https://learnatpinnacle.com/education