The Beautiful Disruption

Timothy Willard

A cultural and theological podcast confronting despair with beauty, meaning, and metaphysical grit. Hosted by author and theologian Timothy Willard, The Beautiful Disruption explores aesthetics, faith, and the hope that outlasts the machine. One part poetry, one part philosophy, all brewed with a strong cup of tea. timothywillard.substack.com

  1. 12/06/2025

    My Peace I Give You

    Episode Summary In this week’s episode, Chris and I sit down in her study to talk through the heart behind Oh Night Divine, my new Advent series. It’s a short, intimate conversation about the power of nostalgia and how hope acts as a structure for our days. Enjoy this quiet companion to today’s reflection. My Peace I Give You We step now into the second week of Advent, the week of Peace. But the word “peace,” as Jesus uses it in John 14, is so layered and so full of divine fullness that it’s almost impossible to hear it the way his disciples heard it unless we recover what he actually meant when he said, “My peace I give to you. I do not give as the world gives.” Here’s the full verse: “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” (NIV) That word for peace is eirēnē, and it is not the Greek equivalent of “no conflict” or “good vibes” or even the sentimental peace on earth, goodwill toward men that we all hear this time of year. Those phrases live on the surface of things, and they aren’t necessarily “bad.” Of course, we want peace in our world—the end of conflict. But Jesus is speaking of something more dynamic. He is giving us His peace. Which means: whatever this peace is, it originates from the divine life itself. Take a moment and think about that. I think we too often buzz by these words without considering their actual depth. This is where C.S. Lewis’s idea of transposition becomes helpful and a necessary theological grammar. Lewis argued that whenever a higher reality enters a lower one, the lower realm can only express it by analogy. And this, Lewis believed, is how God meets us. He is not reduced to humanity; he is transposed into it. That means he doesn’t lose the fullness of who he is; he is both fully God and fully human. It’s mindbending. I like to think about it like the full ocean entering the narrow fjord (we discussed this a few weeks back on the podcast). When that happens, it creates a tidal current: the ocean water is still the ocean water, but narrowed into this small space, forming maelstroms, and causing the water level to rise. That’s a transposition; the infinite (ocean) pressing itself into the finite (fjord) without ceasing to be infinite. This is the shape of the Incarnation. And it is also the shape of the peace Jesus gives. He is not offering the world’s kind of peace: the negotiated ceasefire, the absence of trouble, or the temporary relief from chaos. He is offering a heavenly peace, originating in the Trinity and given as a gift to humanity through the miracle of the Incarnation. It is cosmic in scope. This is the time of year when we celebrate the ultimate transposition of the higher going into the lower. The peace we find through Jesus is his peace. Not the world’s version, but His own. It is not about a feeling, but about a way of being, rooted in his wholeness. When we have that kind of peace, we can face trials of many kinds because it is a peace not based on human acts. It is the steadying nature of God himself, giving you the peace of mind to endure as you rest in his divine fullness. So, it’s not the absence of trouble, but the presence of Himself. Today and this evening, take a short walk and reflect on God’s peace; where it comes from, what it contains, and the potential for it to shape your life. Is it even possible that God has offered you peace, but you have yet to partake of it? We do this, as humans, don’t we? We go out of our way, almost, to muscle through hardship on our own, all the while, Jesus stands there saying, “Here, take my peace. Let it renew and restore you.” I love how Eugene Peterson frames this notion of peace in his New Testament paraphrase, The Message: Don’t fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God’s wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It’s wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life. (Philippians 4:6-7) A sense of God’s wholeness—he nailed it. In other versions, the final part of verse seven reads like a doxological blessing. May the peace of God guard your hearts. Doesn’t that make more sense now, when we understand peace as God’s wholeness? That’s how peace guards your heart. It is him guarding your heart with a divine tranquility that surpasses our comprehension. Isn’t the Christian life so wonderfully cosmic? An Invitation If you’d like to walk through the rest of Advent with me—day by day, under the stars, in Scripture, and in the wonder of Christ’s coming—you can join Oh Night Divine anytime. Each morning brings a fresh reflection, an audio reading, and a simple printable to mark the day. The Beautiful Disruption is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. Join our quest to disrupt the world with beauty. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit timothywillard.substack.com/subscribe

    26 min
  2. 11/13/2025

    The Crisis of Modern Love

    Episode Summary What if love isn’t a moral checklist but the shape of reality itself? In this episode, Tim contrasts the world’s idea of love with divine love by exploring agapē as the self-emptying gravity of God—the Trinitarian life that holds the world together—and how our own speech, identity, and action regain weight when we participate in that divine motion. The Beautiful Disruption is a reader-supported publication. Join the disruption and be part of the machine resistance 🤓. The Big Fall Discount is still available. Get a forever discount today. Hello Friends, Why the cosmic night sky photo? Because, as you’ll hear in today’s episode, love—God’s love—is cosmically big. And, as it’s turned out, our exploration of agape has now brought us to the big self-emptying moment of the incarnation. That will be next week’s episode. I can’t wait. Let me break down what we covered and give you a few questions to ponder related to today’s episode. Oh Night Divine We are in the season of the incarnation. And Advent draws near. In today’s episode, I talk more about my new Advent series, Oh Night Divine. It will be great for spiritual reflection, family discussion, and personal enrichment. Will you join me for this special Advent series that explores what it looks like to chase beauty during the Christmas season? —> Oh Night Divine — Chasing Beauty During Advent is available now for presale. Buy today and get 20% off: $16.00 Many people are opting for the spiritual formation route. When you buy my Marveling course, you get Oh Night Divine free. This is my favorite project right now. I’m honored and humbled so many of you are resonating with its theme and are joining the journey. Riven—When Light Pours In I mentioned—as the oversharer that I am—my dream of Riven. Over the past few weeks, as I’ve returned to the rhythm of weekly podcasting, I’ve been thinking about what it means to build something that’s more than just a recording schedule. The reason I moved my family to Oxford was to be equipped; to learn what it was that God wanted me to say and spend the rest of my life saying it. My new revived rhythm of public writing and teaching has reignited this dream. I keep imagining a small space on our property—a 26x26 studio tucked among the trees. A place to paint, write, teach, record, pray, and gather. The Riven Studio 🥰. “Riven” means split open, but not in a destructive way—it’s the kind of opening that lets the light in. Christ’s body was riven; the temple veil was riven; and through those openings, life poured into the world. That’s the kind of work I want to build—work where beauty and truth meet us at the level of the heart. I’ve always envisioned Riven as a re-imagining of what a 21st-century L’Abri might look like—not an institution, but a small fellowship of beauty, imagination, and sincere searching. A place where people could come to ask questions, to heal, to make things with their hands again, to rediscover the presence of God through beauty. Whether Riven becomes a press, a creative space, or one day even a retreat house, the dream is simple: to carve out a haven where the riven places of our lives become doorways for grace. If this inspires you—stirs something in you. Please drop me an email or leave a comment below. Or click over to my website and read more about the dream and ways to give towards it I’m only in the early stages of developing the vision statement, but you’re welcome to review it and prayerfully consider how you can be part of what we’re planning. —> Click here. Questions & Reflections from the Episode * Which “dimension” of God’s love is hardest for you to believe? * Height — God’s transcendence and sovereignty * Depth — Christ’s descent into your grief * Width — God’s embrace of the whole world, including you Why? Journal about it or discuss with a friend, co-worker, or loved one. This is what I discussed with my parents. It was fun and very encouraging. * What would it look like to “empty” something this week? Not in a self-negating way, but in a Christlike way: * A preference? * An agenda? * A need to control? * A hidden resentment? What would creative relinquishment look like? I’m referencing here what I described as God withdrawing himself to create—the higher into the lower (Lewis’s “transposition”). * In what ways has sentimentalism shaped your understanding of “love”? I know, that’s a hard one. Now think about culture. How has culture’s version of love: * Softened its cost? * Drained its power? * Replaced holiness with niceness? * Emphasized preference over truth? Where is God inviting you into the real thing? * What kind of “beauty” do you chase? Like Psyche: a beauty that leads upward into transcendence—outside and beyond yourself? Or like Orual: a beauty you want to possess—like a commodity, like a thing you control? * Which part of the divine-life invitation stirs you most? * Participating in God’s self-giving life * Being drawn into the Trinity’s eternal exchange * Seeing love as ontology, not ethics * Becoming a person of weight and substance * Entering the “riven” places where the light gets in Why? Journal the answers. Discuss with a trusted friend. Ok, that’s all for this week. I’m excited for next week, and plunging into the incarnation and Oh Night Divine. I’ll see you then! And, for paid subscribers. Be looking for another “live” posting. We’ll go behind the scenes and discuss more about love and the Advent series. Cheers, Tim The Deconstruction Video Check out from 1:43 onward—and definitely around 1:55(ish). That’s where Rhett talks about the greatest of these—love. And then ask yourself. What love are you talking about? What does that mean? If faith and hope matter less, then define the love that should rule the faith and rule the world. TBD Library * “Transposition” — C.S. Lewis, The Weight of Glory (An Essay Collection) * Till We Have Faces—C.S. Lewis * Confessions—Augustine, “… my weight is my love.” This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit timothywillard.substack.com/subscribe

    51 min
  3. 11/07/2025

    Through the Narrows

    Episode Summary What if love’s absence is more than heartbreak—it’s collapse? In this episode, I explore Paul’s haunting triad in 1 Corinthians 13 —speech without love, being without love, and action without love —and follow it through the narrows, where divine self-giving holds the world together. If The Beautiful Disruption inspires you, join us and become a paid subscriber. If 10% of all my subscribers upgrade, I'll leap to full-time writing, teaching, producing, and speaking—bringing beauty to a world in search of meaning. Thank you all for your support. I’m here in this space because of and for you. Hello Everyone, This week is special. I promised something for Advent, and today I’m making it available for pre-sale: O Night Divine: Chasing Beauty During the Christmas Season O Night Divine is four weeks of meditations on the journey of Advent and what it means to chase beauty during the Christmas season. I’ve loved creating this project for you. The journey begins on November 30th. Oh Night Divine will include: * 22+ reflections during Advent * Audio reflections * Bonus seasonal essays for reading by the fire * I’ll compile all the reflections into a neatly designed, downloadable, and printable PDF * Price: 20$. * Today’s Pre-sale Discount: 20% off, now $16. So, here’s the special I have for you. Well, actually, there are three ways to receive a pre-sale discount: * By purchasing Oh Night Divine by itself today, you will get a 20% discount for a limited time. So, this one is for anyone and everyone. Click HERE to purchase. * When you join Marveling —my signature three-chapter course on cultivating wonder—you’ll receive O Night Divine, free, totally on me. Click HERE to purchase. * Paid Substack friends: check your inbox tomorrow for your inner-circle discount link. Just a hint, there’s a six and a zero in your discount. So, if you’ve considered upgrading to a paid subscriber, now is a great time to do it. Advent is coming. Let’s prepare our hearts for the Light together. Finally, my art shop is live. I’ll be adding new pieces regularly. Click on over and explore. If you have a question, DM or email me. Through the Narrows What happens to the world when love withdraws? In this episode of The Beautiful Disruption, we return to Paul’s opening verses in 1 Corinthians 13. He begins not by giving us emotional sentiment. He invites us to consider a very important possibility: the world without love. Without agapē, Paul says, our words deform into noise, our being collapses into nothing, and our actions lose weight. It’s a sobering reality for us who live in the machine world. Love is what holds reality together. Because we all know, “all you need is love.” Think about our unraveling culture: our content-saturated speech, our curated identities, and our performative activism. We are a culture devoid of heavenly love, the costly kind of love, the high mountain pass of love. But there is hope. And it comes through the narrows. It’s the way love creates through self-limitation. Simone Weil and George Steiner describe creation itself as divine withdrawal, the torrent of infinite being pressed through the constriction of finitude. Like a massive river flowing into the narrows, it’s reduced to a small area, producing a glorious spectacle of raw power and beauty. Like the tidal current at Saltstraumen, Norway, God’s self-giving love surges through the narrows to carve beauty into the world. This is the withdrawal of the loving one: the withdrawal creates a givingness in the world. This is the power of love's presence. When love enters, truth, goodness, and beauty cohere again. But when love is absent, everything collapses. One thing I loved thinking about was how all this relates to us in our everyday lives. I like thinking of myself as a tidal current, don’t you? For artists, makers, parents, pastors, craftsmen, entrepreneurs, and well, basically everyone, this is a call to live through the narrows—to pour ourselves into acts of love that give form and radiance to others. * How can you live through the narrows today, this week, next? How can you pour yourself into others, into your craft, into your daily work that gives radiance to others? * For the artists here, it is not about self-expression. That is the lie of modern society. Art is about withdrawal. Your challenge this week is to create through this lens. Create one thing that expresses beauty—that radiance beyond—so when others see your work, they see that which is hidden and wonderful in our world expressed in your creation. * Evaluate your speech, your gifts, your actions. Are they full of the high mountain pass withdrawal nature of love? Or are they loaded with void? That's a tough question, yes, I know. But it’s what I ask myself all the time. Ok, that’s all for today. Love you guys! Please leave a comment below with your thoughts. Or shoot me an email or DM. I love hearing from you guys. Head on over to my fresh site and pre-order the Advent special, Oh Night Divine, and tell a friend about it. I’ll see you next week! Cheers, Tim Links to the Advent Special: * Pre-Order Oh Night Divine HERE. * Explore my Marveling course HERE. Links Mentioned * Explore what a tidal current is here. * The Narrows— “where the trail is the Virgin River.” What I’ve Been Watching * Alex O’Connor & John Lennox: Why this Oxford Mathematician is Confident God Exists Listen + Share 🎧 Listen on Substack🎧 Listen on Spotify🎧 Listen on Apple Podcasts If this episode stirred something in you, I’d be honoured if you shared it with a friend or left a five-star review. Every little bit helps new listeners discover The Beautiful Disruption. Thanks for listening! This episode is public, so feel free to share it. Support My Work This podcast and publication are 100 percent listener-supported. If you believe in work and want to help me make it full-time, consider becoming a paid subscriber. For a limited time, get 25% off a paid subscription for life. Word Study * γίνομαι / γέγονα – gegona, “I have become,” “to become,” denoting change of state. Used here to show the deformation of the speaker. * εἰμί – eimi, “I am,” “to be,” the core verb of existence; without love, ontology collapses. * ὠφελέω / ὠφελοῦμαι – ōpheloumai (the verb that was too long for me to pronouce:), “I am profited,” “to profit, benefit, be helped”; Paul uses it to deny the moral utility of loveless deeds. Without love, speech, being, and action collapse. This is literally what is happening in our culture at every level. Speech: rhetoric, communication, writing, education, reduced to mere content. Being: identity, existence—confusion and distortion of what is real; we no longer know who we are as individuals, male, female. Action: virte signaling, activism without heart. See how when you look at the verbs, you can place an overlay of cultural distortion over it and see how important it is to follow the more excellent way … of Christ, of love. From the TBD Library: * Real Presences & Grammars of Creation, by George Steiner * Gravity and Grace, Waiting for God, The Need for Roots, by Simone Weil Coming Next Week We’ll get into—finally!—what love is. Until then, gush your presence through the narrows and love like Christ. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit timothywillard.substack.com/subscribe

    34 min
  4. 10/30/2025

    The High Mountain Pass of Love

    What if love isn’t sentimental—but structural? In this episode, I explore Paul’s “more excellent way” in 1 Corinthians 13 as a high mountain pass—the narrow, risky, breathtaking road of transformation. Love, it turns out, isn’t comfort; it’s ascent. It’s the way that changes the air you breathe. The Episode Love is the most overused word in our world—and the least understood.Paul’s words, “I will show you a more excellent way,” aren’t about feelings. They’re an invitation up the mountain, a call to the “beyond-measure path” where beauty, risk, and endurance meet. In this reflection, we trace: * Faith, Hope, and Love as the architecture of existence—the divine geometry that orders our being. * Tolkien’s “eucatastrophe” and why hope is the structure of time itself, bending us toward reunion. * Paul’s “hyperbolic way,” as the noble path that elevates and refines. * Why our culture’s definition of love—mere affirmation—falls short and can lead to isolation. * How true love carries the grit, endurance, and thin-air beauty of a mountain pass. “Love is the mountain pass. Love is the “way beyond measure.” Love is the geometry of God’s own heart.” This isn’t a how-to on relationships. It’s a pilgrimage—a way of seeing again.When Paul speaks of love, he’s describing the very curve of divine being: a love that ascends, stretches, and never stops reaching. Listen + Share 🎧 Listen on Substack🎧 Listen on Spotify🎧 Listen on Apple Podcasts If this episode stirred something in you, I’d be honoured if you shared it with a friend or left a five-star review. Every little bit helps new listeners discover The Beautiful Disruption. Thanks for listening! This episode is public, so feel free to share it. Support My Work This podcast and publication are 100 percent listener-supported. If you believe in work and want to help me make it full-time, consider becoming a paid subscriber. For a limited time, get 25% off a paid subscription for life. Word Study: Hyperbolē Hodos — The Surpassing Way Paul’s phrase in 1 Corinthians 12:31, “a more excellent way,” comes from two Greek words: ὑπερβολή (hyperbolē) — literally “a throwing beyond.”Later used for what is surpassingly great, beyond measure, even a mountain pass. ὁδός (hodos) — a road, journey, or way of life.In the New Testament, it becomes a name for the Christian life itself (Acts 9:2; 19:9). Also, Jesus refers to himself as “the way.” And the writer of Hebrews writes about a “new and living way.” The repetition invites us to look deeper. Together, hyperbolē and hodos give us a breathtaking picture: Love is not a static virtue; it’s the high mountain pass of the soul.It’s the surpassing way—demanding, ascending, yet leading toward light. This is the geometry of love: Alignment with the Good that reorders the self.Love is not a shortcut to ease and affirmation but the formation of our days—our way of being with God and one another that transforms everything it touches. From the TBD Library: * The Anxious Generation — Jonathan Haidt * The Four Loves — C.S. Lewis * On Faerie Stories — J.R.R. Tolkien * 1 Corinthians 12–13 — Paul’s “more excellent way” * AI, Gravitational Time Dilation, and Learning to Love Life - The Podcast of Blaine Eldredge Coming Next Week We’ll go deeper into Paul’s words—“Without love, I am nothing”—and explore how a world without love becomes hollowed of meaning. Actions lose weight. Speech loses Logos. Until then, stay rooted in light. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit timothywillard.substack.com/subscribe

    41 min
  5. 10/23/2025

    The Seeing That Condemns

    Episode Summary In this episode of The Beautiful Disruption, Tim Willard explores how Romans 1 exposes our modern blindness. Creation still reveals God’s power and beauty, yet we suppress that revelation—laughing at horror, aestheticizing death, and drowning in noise. From Paul to Jude to the Psalms, Tim traces how beauty and truth become acts of resistance in a culture of suppression. The call is simple but demanding: fight not with rage, but with love and presence. Be rooted. Be planted in light. Hello Everyone, My apologies for the late posting. Not only was today a full day, in the best way, but it was also one in which I had to deal with technical difficulties. Oh, how we love our machines, right? Meh. I want to welcome all the new subscribers. I’m so honored you’ve decided to give the Disruption a chance. And, a reminder to everyone, that the entire archive is open to all for, well, a little while. So, please, take a moment and poke around. I hope you find something here that inspires you. Today, I piggyback off of last week’s reflection, extending it into how we can resist the undercurrent of our zeitgeist of evil. And what’s exciting is that working on these two episodes inspired me to take a deep dive into Christian love—what is it, really? And is Paul’s famous passage more than just a blueprint for romantic relationships? I’m excited to share that with you next week. In the meantime, I hope you enjoy this episode. If it sparks a thought, leave a note in the comments and share it with your friends. Thank you all for trusting me with your inbox and for the time you spend with my words and thoughts on this platform. I’m humbled you’re here. Support My Work This publication and podcast are completely listener and reader-supported. You are the lifeblood of this space, and your contributions through paid subscriptions make all of this possible. Please consider how you might help me reach my goal of making this writing project my full-time occupation. For a limited time, get 25% off a paid subscription forever. Rooted in Light: My Study on Psalm 1 The Hebrew Triad of Evil Ok, in this section, I’ve included my study notes. I love translation—and translating through an uncommon lens. For example, sometimes, when commentaries skew more moral in their insight and context, I like to look at the range of meaning of the words from a cosmological or ontological perspective. It’s fun, and it pushes me to think about God’s word from a broader perspective, rather than always focusing on behavior (ethical/moral). So, I hope this inspires you. Psalm 1 opens with three words that thrum like a warning drumbeat: רְשָׁעִים (rĕšāʿim) – “the wicked”Those who act against justice; the morally restless. חַטָּאִים (ḥaṭṭāʾim) – “the sinners”From ḥāṭāʾ, “to miss the mark.” Not the ignorant, but those who habitually aim wrong. לֵצִים (lēṣim) – “the scoffers”From lûṣ, “to mock or deride.” These are the cynics—the ones who sneer at holiness itself. Each ends with that heavy -im (ים) plural. The words stick out and their guttural sound sits in your throat, congested and communal. What I’ve learned is that evil in Hebrew poetry is rarely solitary—it gathers, councils, sits. The righteous man is singular; the wicked arrive in crowds. The Descent: Walk → Stand → Sit Psalm 1 traces a moral kinesis (movement) in three verbs: * Walks in the counsel of the wicked – curiosity. * Stands in the path of sinners – identification. * Sits in the seat of scoffers – residence. This movement is striking. It’s the physics of corruption: movement slows into stillness, stillness hardens into cynicism. I asked myself, “Why is scoffer at the end and not the beginning. But it makes sense that that scoffer is sitting—I picture a bitter person, hands folded, mocking and scoffing at the world. They are sedentary in their wickedness. By the final line, the scoffer has made wickedness and unbelief a home. Mockery is the terminal posture of the soul—it cannot truly see what it laughs at. The film of evil blinds it. The Righteous Contrast: The Planted One Then comes the reversal. I love this: “He shall be like a tree planted by streams of water…” (1 : 3) שָׁתוּל (shātûl) – “planted” or “transplanted.”Not wild growth. This is a cultivated planting—a deliberate placement. The blessed life is cultivated and rooted by design. פֶּלֶג (peleg) – “channels, divisions.”Irrigation streams—ordered flow. Grace moves with structure. יִצְלִיחַ (yatsliaḥ) – “to prosper, to go forward well.”The image is not material success but rhythmic fruitfulness. Think, life in season, rest in winter, renewal in spring. The psalmist contrasts the scoffer’s sterile seat with the believer’s fruitful rootedness. Where the mocker calcifies, the righteous grows in the light of God—a spiritual photosynthesis. 🌲☀️ The Sound of Depth in a Surface Age Modern culture mirrors the scoffer’s posture—quick to react, thinly rooted. Our digital lives resemble what Deleuze and Guattari (see below for a link to their insane book) called the rhizome: surface-level connections without depth, crabgrass culture sprawling endlessly but never descending. Psalm 1 answers with the opposite architecture: the tree. A life that descends before it ascends (think, Lewis’s “Corn King” analogy). Roots before branches. Silence before speech. 🫚 To live righteously is to grow down into mystery before reaching up toward light. A Meditation I like to think of blessedness as a kind of weight of love pulling us homeward. The NLT renders blessedness as joy of delight. Either way, it’s not empty happiness; it’s a movement of blessing toward God. To be “planted by streams” is to dwell in the flow of Logos, the Word whose water renews creation. Where the scoffer sits, the saint stands; where the world mocks, the faithful marvel. To mock is to wither. To marvel is to grow. Liturgy Practice: Each morning this week, name one place in creation where you sense God’s presence breaking through the visible. Journal it. Thank God for it. And let that gratitude root you for the day. Prayer: Lord, plant me by Your streams. Make my life rhythmic, not reactive; rooted, not restless. Guard me from the seat of cynicism and let my words bear fruit in their season. Hard Reflection Question: No one likes to think of themselves as a scoffer. But, in prepping this, I got honest and asked myself: Tim, are you a seated scoffer in areas that you’re blind to? Evil doesn’t always rip us from our day to day. It uses subtlety to slither in and move us away from God. How about you—any areas of your life where the scoffer rears its head? The Beautiful Disruption Library This is a living canon of wonder, clarity, and truth. For the beauty chasers, the light bearers, and those who still believe there’s more to the world than meets the eye. Here you’ll find links to our growing list of resources. Each episode, I will add to the list so that we can, together, build an excellent resource library. Today’s new additions are bolded. Links to Resources Mentioned in Episodes * The Beauty Chasers: Recapturing the Wonder of the Divine, by Timothy D. Willard * C.S. Lewis * The Abolition of Man * That Hideous Strength * Mere Christianity * The Screwtape Letters * The Last Battle * George Steiner * Grammars of Creation * Real Presences * The Aesthetics of Architecture, by Roger Scruton * The Aesthetic Understanding, by Roger Scruton * Beauty: A Very Short Introduction, by Roger Scruton * Roger Scruton, “Why I Became a Conservative | The New Criterion,” February 1, 2003, https://newcriterion.com/article/why-i-became-a-conservative/. * The Hebrew Bible: A Translation and Commentary * Simone Weil, The Need for Roots: Prelude to a Declaration of Duties Towards Mankind * A Thousand Plateaus, Deleuze & Guattari * Pierre Marie-Emonet, The Dearest Freshness Deep Down Things * The Old Way of Seeing, by Jonathan Hale * Blaine Eldredge’s post on re-enchantment: * My former podcast, in which I discuss more of Jonathan Hales’s thoughts on architecture: The Saturday Stoke The Saturday Stoke #51 Timothy Willard This is a public episode. 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    31 min
  6. 10/15/2025

    Charlie Kirk, Leviathan, and the Battle for the City of God

    Episode Summary: Charlie Kirk’s assassination shocked the culture—but what does it reveal about the world we’re living in? In this episode of The Beautiful Disruption, Tim Willard explores the machine world, the aesthetics of evil, and the deep longing for a lasting city—the polis tou Theou. Drawing from Hebrews 13:14, C.S. Lewis, and the writings of John, this is a reckoning with despair—and a call to live toward the City of God. Hello Everyone! I know. It’s been a minute. But if you’ll give me your ear, in today’s newest episode of the revitalized podcast, I explain where I’ve been, what I’ve been doing, and what’s on my heart. It’s been a full few months, in the best of ways. In that fullness, I’ve been writing—studying—and preparing the next phase of my work. My next book proposal will, Lord willing, go out this week to my agent, then to publishers. I’ll be sharing more about that soon. I think you all will like the concept! I’m also returning to regular rhythms here on Substack. The essays will be monthly, and, for the time being, will go to everyone. And, I’ll be posting more audio reflections here on the podcast. Finally, I’m opening the archives for a few months so everyone can explore the conversations we’ve been having here over the last couple of years. So, if you are new here, please take this opportunity to poke the tires and see if you like the ride. If you’ve been tracking with me for a while, thank you, thank you, thank you. You mean the world to me. If you’re new: welcome to something a little slower, and hopefully, a little more human, and a lot more disruptive. The Beautiful Disruption. As always, I love hearing your thoughts. So, if you have a moment, please join the conversation in the comments below. Support My Work This publication and podcast are completely listener and reader-supported. You are the lifeblood of this space, and your contributions through paid subscriptions make all of this possible. Please consider how you might help me reach my goal of making this writing project my full-time occupation. For a limited time, get 25% off a paid subscription forever. Earlier this month, I was blessed with the opportunity to join my friend Jeanne Oliver on her podcast. I love talking with Jeanne—she’s so thoughtful, and is a true seeker of beauty, goodness, and truth. Hit the link button below to listen to our conversation. My Study on Evil: Two Faces of Evil in John’s Writing: Diabolos and Ponēros In his letters, John uses two distinct Greek words to speak about evil—each revealing something different about how darkness operates. * διάβολος (Diabolos) – literally “the slanderer.”This is the Devil as personal tempter and deceiver—the voice that divides, distorts, and accuses. John uses it for the individual instigator of sin (1 John 3:8; John 8:44). Diabolos is intimate: the whisper that corrupts a single heart. * ὁ πονηρός (Ho Ponēros) – “the Evil One.”This term reaches further than the personal tempter. John links it with the κόσμος (kosmos)—the world system that “lies in the power of the Evil One” (1 John 5:19). Ponēros describes the architecture of evil itself—the atmospheric, systemic distortion of truth that shapes culture, language, and desire. It is what we might call the spirit of the age (zeitgeist). Where Diabolos deceives individuals, Ponēros corrodes civilizations. One whispers to use personally; the other builds structures of falsehood. This is why John speaks of “the world” not merely as humanity, but as an arranged order of rebellion, a cosmos bent away from the Light. The Christian task is to walk in the opposite direction—to live as children of the Light within a system ordered by darkness. Faith, Hope, and the Architecture of the City to Come Here are my notes from my continuing study on “city” and “hope.” Can you get a hint at what my next book might be about? 🤓 The writer of Hebrews weaves one of the most breathtaking metaphysical tapestries in the New Testament. His words turn philosophical terms from both the Hebrew Scriptures and Greek thought into a single architectural vision—faith as the structure of hope, and God as the architect of reality. 1. Faith as Substance, Hope as Orientation Hebrews 11 opens with a sentence that sounds almost like poetry: “Now faith is the hypostasis of things hoped for, the elenchos of things not seen.” The Greek word hypostasis can mean “foundation,” “reality,” or “that which stands beneath.” In classical Greek, it described: * a building’s substructure, * the essence or real nature of something, * and even the steadfastness of soldiers holding the line. When Hebrews uses it, faith becomes the underlying reality—the solid floor—of all we hope for. Hope itself (elpizomenon) means more than wishful thinking; it’s the active expectation of the good and beneficial. Faith is therefore the present solidity of future goodness. Think of it like this: Hope gives direction, faith gives structure. 2. God the Architect and Craftsman In Hebrews 11:10, the author describes Abraham as looking forward to “the city with foundations, whose architect and builder is God.” The Greek titles are striking: technitēs and dēmiourgos—“artisan” and “maker.”The second term, dēmiourgos, comes straight from Plato’s Timaeus (a text I love), where the Demiurge is the cosmic Craftsman who shapes the universe after eternal patterns. But here’s what's awesome. The writer of Hebrews baptizes this idea: The God of Israel is not merely shaping pre-existent matter; He is the Creator who gives being itself its form and permanence. Faith, hope, and divine craftsmanship thus belong together—God builds reality; faith and hope are how humans participate in that construction. Faith and hope are not whimsical notions from the religious crutch of Christianity. No! They are bold, big, and beautiful words that define our daily reality and give us a structure for living. 3. The Polis Motif — City as Belonging Hebrews uses polis (city) four times (11:10, 11:16, 12:22, 13:14). In Greek, it means more than a cluster of buildings; it’s a community of shared life and purpose. By choosing polis instead of kosmos (“world”—as in many of our Bible translations), the author shifts the focus from geography to belonging. * In 11:10, Abraham longs for the city whose foundations are divine. * In 11:16, the saints desire a better, heavenly homeland. * In 12:22, worshipers already “come to Mount Zion, the city of the living God.” * In 13:14, believers “seek the city that is to come.” This “city” is the same radiant community glimpsed by the prophets—“We have a strong city; He sets salvation as its walls” (Isa 26:1)—and later by John in Revelation, the New Jerusalem descending, radiating God’s own light. 4. The Architecture of Hope Read together, Hebrews 11–13 sketches a cosmic blueprint. The result is a call to build now in light of what will endure. Faith lays the foundation; hope shapes the plan; love furnishes the dwelling with a kenotic people driven toward the divine act of a self-emptying love. Our lives become small replicas of the polis menousa—the “abiding city” whose light, in the end, will fill creation. The Beautiful Disruption Library This is a living canon of wonder, clarity, and truth. For the beauty chasers, the light bearers, and those who still believe there’s more to the world than meets the eye. Here you’ll find links to our growing list of resources. Each episode, I will add to the list so that we can, together, build an excellent resource library. Links to Resources Mentioned in Episodes * The Beauty Chasers: Recapturing the Wonder of the Divine, by Timothy D. Willard * C.S. Lewis * The Abolition of Man * That Hideous Strength * Mere Christianity * The Screwtape Letters * George Steiner * Grammars of Creation * Real Presences * The Aesthetics of Architecture, by Roger Scruton * The Aesthetic Understanding, by Roger Scruton * Beauty: A Very Short Introduction, by Roger Scruton * Roger Scruton, “Why I Became a Conservative | The New Criterion,” February 1, 2003, https://newcriterion.com/article/why-i-became-a-conservative/. * Pierre Marie-Emonet, The Dearest Freshness Deep Down Things * The Old Way of Seeing, by Jonathan Hale * Blaine Eldredge’s post on re-enchantment: * My former podcast, in which I discuss more of Jonathan Hales’s thoughts on architecture: The Saturday Stoke The Saturday Stoke #51 Timothy Willard The Beautiful Disruption is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. This is a public episode. 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    34 min
  7. 02/24/2025

    Am I Becoming More Real or Fading Away?

    The Choice Between Everlasting Light and Everlasting Entropy "At that time Michael, the archangel who stands guard over your nation, will arise… Many of those whose bodies lie dead and buried will rise up, some to everlasting life and some to shame and everlasting disgrace. Those who are wise will shine as bright as the sky, and those who lead many to righteousness will shine like the stars forever." (Daniel 12:1-3) The Beautiful Disruption is my reader-supported publication. Consider becoming a paid subscriber to receive new posts and support my work. Light does not die. Every photon ever created still moves through the cosmos, untouched by time. So does something else. In Daniel 12, the angel Gabriel describes a time when two kinds of everlasting people will rise—those who shine with wisdom and those who fall into everlasting contempt. This is not poetic language. It is a description of metaphysical reality. We exist in a world that is both physical and metaphysical—a reality that is more than what our eyes can see. The Christian view of eternity is not an abstraction; it is the foundation of existence itself. Eternity is not just a future hope—it is woven into the fabric of reality. Did Plato See the Same Light as Daniel? Daniel’s vision speaks of those who “shine like the stars.” Simile, yes—but also a deeper truth about divine wisdom and its radiance. Consider Moses—his face burned with divine kavod (glory) after encountering God. This kavod was weighty, dense—a divine density. And then, the Light entered history itself. C.S. Lewis called it transposition—the higher entering the lower. The Incarnation was the great transposition of divine radiance into flesh. Jesus did not simply bring light. He was the Light. Plato, long before Christ, also envisioned an eternal reality. He described a realm of Forms—unchanging, weightless, perfect. In Timaeus, he saw the material world as a mere reflection of an eternal blueprint. In Phaedrus, he spoke of the soul glimpsing eternal truth before birth, then spending life trying to recollect it. For Plato, wisdom meant ascending to the eternal, escaping the transient world. But Daniel’s vision speaks of something descending—eternity entering time. The everlasting is not just something to reach for; it reaches us. And when it does, it transforms. Why Light Never Dies: The Science Behind the Eternal Imagine a world with no light. Not just without the sun, moon, or stars—but without light itself. Light is paradoxical. It has no mass, yet it shapes reality. A photon never decays—it exists forever unless absorbed. Roger Penrose’s Conformal Cyclical Cosmology (CCC) suggests the universe undergoes infinite cycles or “aeons.” Over time, all matter decays, leaving only massless particles like photons. In this vision, the universe becomes pure light—until it collapses into another Big Bang, and the cycle begins again. Yet, for all his theorizing, Penrose cannot explain one fundamental mystery: Why does something as infinite as light exist at all? Science offers no answer to this paradox. But Daniel’s vision does. Divine wisdom is light that does not fade. As light remains while matter falls into entropy, so too does wisdom transcend decay. What happens to those who embrace divine wisdom? Do they, too, become unbound by time? Everlasting? And what if we reject the Light? Do we enter into everlasting entropy—dissolution, loss of density, eternal contempt? Jesus, Light, and the Physics of Glory Jesus did not bring light—he was the Light. “I am the light of the world. If you follow me, you won’t have to walk in darkness, because you will have the light that leads to life.” (John 8:12) The Incarnation is the ultimate paradox: the infinite Light bending into finite form. Think of light’s infinite nature—massless, unbound by time. Now think of the Light of the World stepping into a world of decay. The divine kavod—the weight of God's glory—wrapped in flesh. This is the confrontation: the weight of light versus the entropy of decay. The universe itself hints at the choice we must make. Light or Entropy: The Choice Before Us Daniel’s vision presents us with two paths: * To shine forever—to bear divine wisdom, to take on weight, to become luminous. * To fade—to collapse into disorder, to dissolve into nothingness. Every day, we make this choice. Do we move toward the weight of glory, or do we become weightless? Etched in Gabriel’s words is a promise—light is the inheritance of the faithful. To shine forever is not an escape into a Platonic ideal. It is the endurance of real substantial transformation. The weight of light is a refining fire, not an easy ascent. To fade is not to cease existing—it is to lose all density, to be carried away by the entropy of meaninglessness. We stand at the threshold. The eternal does not remain distant; it reaches for us. Light bends low, calling us not merely to look upward but to embrace its radiance. The question is not whether eternity exists. The question is whether we will bear its weight. ✨ Please leave a comment below and share how the Light of God’s love has shaped you and encourages you daily. ✨ Welcome to all new subscribers! If you’re new to my writing, a great place to start is my book, The Beauty Chasers: Recapturing the Wonder of the Divine. I’m so glad and humbled you’re here. Thanks for entrusting your inbox to my writing. 🙏 Wishing everyone a wonderful, Light-filled week! Cheers, Tim 🏔️ Enroll in my new Marveling Course. Click here to explore more. This is a public episode. 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    7 min
  8. Finding Stillness in the Season

    12/10/2024

    Finding Stillness in the Season

    Happy Monday Everyone! Apologies for posting today’s Monday Memo so late. I had some tech difficulties mixed in with the reality of life with a family of five. And so, here I am at Panera Bread finally getting the edit to work, and this is a word of encouragement to you. In today’s terrace conversation, I discuss the importance of embracing the winter season and finding stillness amidst the darkness. I encourage you to engage with the changing environment, emphasizing the beauty of twilight and the need to step outside and experience nature. We must battle against inactivity during winter and realize the significance of intentionality in cultivating a stillness of mind and heart. Here are a few takeaways for you to chew on this week: * Intentionality is key to finding stillness in a busy world. * Finding stillness can lead to deeper connections with loved ones. * Winter is a time for contemplation and deep renewal. * The changing seasons provide opportunities for personal growth. * Twilight is a magical time that can enhance our mood. Special thanks to Cash for being such a good boy during the recording of today’s memo. :) Have a wonderful week! Cheers, Tim The Beautiful Disruption is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit timothywillard.substack.com/subscribe

    4 min

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A cultural and theological podcast confronting despair with beauty, meaning, and metaphysical grit. Hosted by author and theologian Timothy Willard, The Beautiful Disruption explores aesthetics, faith, and the hope that outlasts the machine. One part poetry, one part philosophy, all brewed with a strong cup of tea. timothywillard.substack.com