From Destruction to Healing I was a little afraid of Cynthia Miller when I first met her. Her story was a little too weird for this small town Southern boy. Her “Kundalini Awakening” caused a radical shift in her perception, giving her the ability to “see though people” and to perceive their inner energy vibrations. I thought, “This can’t be real.” But after getting to know her, I soon realized that not only is she the real deal, she is one of the most generous, warm, and amazing people I’ve ever met. Her story is one of the most fascinating I’ve ever heard. Her childhood exposure to weapons-grade plutonium has brought her intense, life-long pain, but she’s overcoming that with even greater powers. And the best news of all is that we too can benefit from what’s she’s learned. In the true spirit of the Hero’s Journey, she’s bravely fought the demons of the H-Bomb; the greatest pain and destruction the world has ever known. And she’s coming back as a Guide to show us a way through. Read The Stories And See For Yourself Check out Cynthia Miller’s Books to get the full vivid descriptions of her life and how the healing works. The Art of Radical Gratitude: Your Guide to Love, Joy, and Abundance “Based on quantum physics, 35 years of clinical practice working with thousands of people, and a gut-wrenching personal experience.”” Unseen Connections, A Memoir from Pain to Joy “The conflict between pain, multidimensional bliss, and hidden seeing led to an astonishing breakthrough, a model for us to evolve into a new reality based on love, generosity, and gratitude.”” The Inner (R)Evolution “A synthesis of forty years of clinical practice, provides an internal map and guideposts to discover how to rewire your brain and nervous system, and reprogram your thought patterns.” The greatest secret in life is uncovering the truth of who you are. Gain the liberation to be in your authority, pleasure, and love. – Dr Cynthia Miller Work with Cynthia Check out her offerings called Soul Circuitry at her website. Three Ways to Experience This Interview with Cynthia Miller Listen to the audio podcast in your favorite player Watch the video on The David Bourne Channel on YouTube Read the transcript, below. What Is The David Bourne Show About? * Living Life to the Fullest * Problem Solving * Creativity * Connecting with Nature and Natural Cycles * Discovery Listen to Episode 009 of the David Bourne Show Subscribe to this show at Apple Podcasts | Google Podcasts | Spotify | Overcast Find all of the David Bourne Show Episodes here… http://DavidBourne.com/dbpodcast/ Episode Transcript David Bourne 00:00 Hey folks, it’s David Bourne. Welcome to The David Bourne show. In this episode, I am super excited about it is with my friend, Dr. Cynthia Miller. Her father was one of the builders of the first atomic bombs, including the two bombs that were dropped on Japan at the end of World War Two. Cynthia has lived an amazing life. But because of the close proximity to this massive destruction of atomic weapons, she suffered with debilitating pain her whole life. But amazingly, she’s found ways to overcome that pain. She has been practicing in clinical practice for 35 years working with 1000s of people. And what she does is she helps with her unique blend of cellular science, psychology and quantum physics, but in particular, just how she has overcome this pain with love, generosity, and gratitude. So hope you will enjoy this episode where we talk mostly about her memoir that I witnessed her writing. It’s called unseen connections a memoir, from pain to joy. You can also see other books she’s written at her website, Dr. Cynthia miller.com. Her latest is called the inner revolution, uncover the magic and delight of embodying your soul essence. And also we talk about a book she wrote earlier called The Art of radical gratitude, your guide to love joy, and abundance. So hope you enjoy this episode, I sure did enjoy my conversation with Dr. Cynthia Miller. Interview Start Well, I’m here today with Dr. Cynthia Miller, who I have known for few years. And it’s it’s been months and months, it’s probably been a year or more that I’ve wanted to interview, Cynthia Miller. So I am very excited to have you here today, Cynthia to hear about your life and your books, particularly your memoir that I know you’re rewriting. And so I’ll just say I’m very grateful to be here with you. Cynthia 02:22 I can say the same. I’m really excited to be here with you. David Bourne 02:26 Good gratitude is a big part of your life. It is. And so I thought starting with gratitude would be appropriate. Perfect. So before we say who you are, and what is what makes you who you are. I want to talk about a point in your in your memoir, which is unseen connections from pain and violence to joy. David Bourne 03:00 There’s a chapter that well, there’s a section where you have you’ve come out of the woods. You’re a big nature lover in just so many ways, and I want to talk about that too. You’ve come out of living in the woods, I believe and there’s been a either a financial crisis or someone has stolen all your money and you’re at your wit’s end. Do you know what story I’m talking about? Cynthia 03:37 I do I do. David Bourne 03:41 And, and gratitude. Saves you can you tell us that story? Yeah. How did you get to that spot? Cynthia 03:48 Yeah, well, I had just, I had sold my house and I put everything in storage. And I was traveling and I was on a little vacation up in the woods up in the mountains because I love being in the mountains. And I put every all the money, everything in the stock market I’ve been researching for years and I thought I did all the right things. I read all the books and so I thought I was doing okay, and then I came out of the woods. Cynthia 04:18 And I discovered that everything I had in the stock market was completely gone was that stock market scam. And then a few days later, I discovered that everything I had in storage had been stolen. And the storage company went was filing bankruptcy. So it’s like my whole life had just ended. And I was in massive pain and I didn’t know what to do. I was in the place where I knew no one David Bourne 04:55 I just felt really lost. Why were you in massive pain. While Cynthia 05:00 I had been in pain my whole life I had lots of radiation in my body from my dad’s work. And it was kind of like this electroshock in the back of my neck. That was constantly going. And I was 60 years old. Cynthia 05:20 And at that point, it was like, I want to be done. I want to be done with pain, I have nothing to live for, I have no way to survive. So on the day, I was going to end my life. This energy or this, these words, from my guts came up and said, choose gratitude. going, What on earth do I have to be grateful for? Was my response. Cynthia 05:52 And so there is this big inner battle between Choosing Gratitude and being done with everything. And finally, I had said, Okay, I’ll give gratitude a shot. I can always kill myself later. That was my out. And so I made a very deep commitment to Choosing Gratitude no matter what, and it seemed absolutely insane at times. Cynthia 06:19 Because my mind would go, how on earth can I be grateful for whatever it is? And I said, Well, we’re just going to do this. That’s, that’s the deal I made with myself. To choose gratitude, to choose gratitude no matter what. Yeah, but David Bourne 06:38 give us an example of what what do you mean? What would what would an example of you Choosing Gratitude mean? Cynthia 06:44 Okay, so at one point, this was like, nine months later, I’d finally gotten back on my feet, and I was, but everything was stolen. And here I am moving into my first little apartment. And I have this garage sale fork. And I’d had this beautiful silver. And I was really pissed that I had this horrible garage sale fork, it’s all I could afford. I said, I’m thankful for this fork, and I felt nothing. I wouldn’t thank you for my fork. Cynthia 07:22 And then my whole body started shifting, everything started relaxing. And I went thank you for my fork. And then a few minutes later, I realized I had this awakening, oh, the silver was all filled with radiation. It had been my parents, and it’d been our parents home. And then I inherited it. And so every time I was eating, I was stuffing radiation into my mouth. Cynthia 07:54 And so I went, thank you for stealing my fork. Wow, it was like this complete turnaround. And then a few minutes later, I was like, Oh, my goodness, but someone else is. Whoever took it as eating this radiation filled fork. And I was kind of like, oh, I don’t want them to be suffering. So sending gratitude to them. And energy to them. And so it was like, I never assumed I would want to be sending gratitude or good wishes to someone who’d stolen my things. David Bourne 08:33 Yeah, wow. That’s a big shift. Cynthia 08:37 Yeah. And so that just kept happening. As I sent gratitude to the pain in my neck. It started shifting. And I can see what’s going on in my cells in my body. And so I would thank it, and I could watch how the gratitude was moving in my body. And I could see the neurology change. And so I kept going and thanking this pain in my neck that I’d had for 60 years and started dissolving. David Bourne 09:12 So just becoming less painful. Cynthia 09:14 Yeah, yeah. Yeah. And so it took time. It wasn’t fast. It wasn’t like a five minute process, but it had been going on for my whole life. So I just kept thanking and thanking the radiation, which I never would have assumed I could even possibly do. So then I started seeing that all the low frequencies can’t exist in a higher frequency of gratitude. So whatever the fear is, that was