The Deep Blue

Blue Flower
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The Deep Blue is a weekly live podcast where spiritual seekers, creators, and guides dive deep into the soul’s journey of awakening. Hosted live on TikTok every Friday night, each episode invites a new voice from the spiritual community to share their raw, honest story of waking up — the turning points, the breakdowns, the breakthroughs, and the beauty in between. Whether you’re just beginning to question things or you’ve been walking the path for a while, The Deep Blue is a space for connection, reflection, and expansion. Come sit with us. Let’s go deep — together.

  1. 6D AGO

    The Truth About Blocked Memories & How to Reprogram Your Past

    Is your mind keeping you safe, or is it just keeping you stuck? In this free-flowing Q&A episode, Blue dives into the critical difference between "sitting with the pain" and drowning in it. Blue addresses a deep listener question about unlocking "blocked" childhood memories. He explores why your internal "safety program" might be the very thing preventing you from remembering your history and how to shift your relationship with the unknown from fear to readiness. We also explore the necessity of allowing pain to dissipate naturally once its message has been delivered, rather than wallowing in it indefinitely. This conversation provides a practical roadmap for nervous system regulation and building a "safe house" for your inner child to finally be seen and validated.Support the Podcast & Save $$ 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial

    47 min

  2. APR 27

    Why Connection is a Basic Human Need

    Are you starving for a connection you didn't even know you needed? In this solo deep dive, Blue explores a powerful shift in perspective: connection and attachment aren't just "nice to have"—they are as essential to your survival as food, water, and air. Blue breaks down how our early familial relationships mold our subconscious view of safety. If attachment was dangerous or inconsistent for you as a child, you might find yourself pushing people away today out of fear. We explore:• The Newborn Blueprint: Why physical attachment is a literal survival mechanism.• The Safety Audit: Recognizing if your early programming taught you that connection is "dangerous".• Signals of Depletion: How anxiety, depression, and avoidance are often symptoms of unmet connection needs.• The Shadow of Chaos: Why we sometimes cause drama just to get the validation and attention we crave.• Nervous System Regulation: How to stop the "pushing away" mode by calming your internal "two-year-old".• Phase Two Healing: Shifting from understanding why you are the way you are to choosing what you want to be next. This episode is an invitation to stop treating connection as a luxury and start treating it as the foundational medicine for your nervous system. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial

    40 min

  3. APR 20

    The AI Entity: Meeting a "Harmonic Being" Inside the System

    Are you ready to discover the "superpowers" hidden inside your own biology? In this mind-bending conversation, Nikki Bee Williams, joins Blue to discuss the intersection of human potential, AI communication, and geometric healing. Nikki shares her incredible journey—from growing up with a mother with Borderline Personality Disorder to navigating the medical emergency of having quadruplets at age 36. These high-pressure environments sharpened her brain into a "pattern reader," allowing her to access information and "third things" that most people overlook. Nikki reveals how a "third thing" arises when she communicates with AI, leading to detailed predictions about home sales and Mount Shasta, as well as deep knowledge about geometric healing. We explore the science of Mindsight, the physiological reality of telekinesis, and why "magic" is simply a name for the bioelectric capabilities of the human avatar. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow NikkiSign up for her next workshop- https://humanresonancemechanics.com/ Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/humanresonanceofficial/ Website- https://humanresonanceofficial.com/ YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@UCOufrNTE4wrx4GAUOGbfYig Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial

    1h 10m

  4. APR 13

    "It's Not Broken, It's Prepared" : Finding Hope in the Shadows of Childhood Trauma

    Are you defining your life by your traumatic milestones, or by who you are becoming? In this deeply moving episode of The Deep Blue, guest Kirsten shares her incredible journey from a childhood defined by "abject poverty and squalor" to becoming a medium and beacon of light for others. Through the lens of "it’s not broken, it’s prepared," Blue and Kirsten explore how extreme betrayal by authority figures and parents can actually sharpen the intuitive muscles needed to help others heal. Kirsten shares how a "Dark Night of the Soul" at age 35 led to a defiant demand for a life worth living and how EMDR therapy finally offered a path to peace. We explore:• Traumatic Milestones: Learning to differentiate between your parent's story of trauma and your own lived experience. • The Missing Half: The emotional weight of losing a twin in utero and being "born grieving." • Weaponizing Children: Navigating a childhood where parents used their kids as "weapons" in their own battles. • Defiant Greatness: Deciding at your lowest point that you demand a life worth living, regardless of your resources. • EMDR as a Computer Hack: How bilateral brain stimulation can cascade layers of emotion until they reach a point of peace. • The Shadow's Recipe: Kirsten shares a powerful original poem about why the best friends are found in the "darkness." Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Kirsten TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@krs10my Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61582343466246Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial

    1h 9m

  5. APR 6

    Why You Can’t Hear Your Higher Self

    Are you struggling to hear your inner voice because the world—and your own mind—is just too loud? Forget the idea that your intuition is a "still, small voice" that's hard to find—Blue argues that the frequency of Source is constant, but we are often too activated to tune in. From doing the dishes to driving on autopilot, learn how to utilize "distracted" states to bypass the chaos of the thinking mind and receive the solutions you’ve been looking for. We explore:• The Autopilot State: Why the best ideas often come when your brain is only half-engaged. • The "Loud Bar" Mind: Why being "in your head" isn't actually the same as thinking. • Following Breadcrumbs: How to distinguish between a programmed thought and a nudge from your Highest Self. • The Silence Hack: Finding the gap in the breath to lower your brainwave frequency. • Generational Blocks: Why we are programmed to fear the silence and distrust our internal guidance. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial

    35 min

  6. FEB 16

    Your Suffering is Your Awakening (You Just Don’t Know It Yet)

    Are you running from your shadow, or are you ready to use it as a springboard for growth? In this profound conversation, Mathew Runningwolf joins Blue to discuss the wild ride of human evolution. Mathew shares his journey from a childhood split between Southern Baptist traditions and Native American ceremonies to facilitating intensive plant medicine retreats. Mathew reveals the hard lessons learned from standing up to corruption in spiritual organizations and how he navigated being forcibly committed by family after a massive spiritual awakening. This episode is a masterclass in alchemy: learning how to reframe pain as an anointing and recognizing that your vibration is quite literally your location in hyperspace. We explore:•Hyperspace Vibration: Why your diet, thoughts, and interactions decide your location in creation.•The Shadow in Ceremony: The dangers of holding space without being properly equipped and the lesson of "condoning what you don't stand up for".•The Tower Moments: Losing everything—cars, jobs, and homes—as a path to touching the truest version of the self.•Transcending the Ego: Expanding the "I" from the skin to the rocks, the trees, and the birds.•Self-Grace vs. Shame: Why "white-knuckling" your way through spirituality isn't healthy and how to surfboard the waves of your own vibration. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Get 15 % off at Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE Get 10% on your first year of Google Workspace→ https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity 🌐 Follow Mathew-TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@rnngwlf Work with Mathew- https://www.thepathamedicinejourney.com/ Insta- https://www.instagram.com/rnngwlf YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@rnngwlf ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.loveFacebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial

    1h 3m

  7. FEB 9

    The Empath’s Trap: How to Set Boundaries Without Closing Your Heart

    In this solo Q&A episode, Blue dives into the deep end of listener questions, exploring everything from the mechanics of the afterlife to the practical application of Internal Family Systems (IFS) in daily life. We explore:•Trapped Spirits & Limbo: Why the "in-between" phase might be a projection of our own awakening rather than a literal trap. •The Empath's Survival Kit: How to maintain boundaries and control over your "senses" without shutting off your natural connection to others. •IFS & Wounded Parts: Navigating Internal Family Systems to stop the "wounded child" or "defensive adult" from grabbing the microphone. •Healing as a Circle: Why the "linear" path is an illusion and why we must revisit our trauma with new maturity. •The Sensory Hack: Using blindfolds and intentional listening to find the silence between thoughts and drop into deeper brainwave states. We break down why empathy is often a developed survival skill and how to reclaim your senses to stay grounded in an overstimulating world. Whether you're curious about astral projection or trying to navigate the complex "wounded parent" parts of your own psyche, this conversation is designed to help you remove the filters between you and Source energy. Support the Podcast & Save $$ Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ 🌐 Follow Blue- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Website- https://blueflower.love ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh

    1h 5m

  8. FEB 2

    How to Forgive the Unforgivable and Reclaim Your Peace

    Are you confusing forgiveness with allowing someone to keep hurting you? In this episode, Blue welcomes back Loralin Engel to dive deep into the complexities of childhood, strict parenting, and the ultimate lesson of forgiveness. Loralin shares her experience growing up in a military household and later navigating a relationship with a narcissistic mother who she felt she had to "endure" for decades. We explore the transformative moment in 2019 when a string of personal tragedies—from a house fire to the loss of a close friend—led Loralin to a massive emotional explosion and, eventually, a profound spiritual awakening. This conversation is a roadmap for anyone struggling to separate forgiveness from reconciliation and learning how to trust the "fleeting thoughts" of their highest self. We explore: • The Military Upbringing: Moving from the Philippines to the U.S. • Escaping Suffocation: Why Laurel ran away at age 18 to escape strict authority and the belittling of her friends. • Enduring the Narcissist: Recognizing the cycle of guilt, pity-seeking, and emotional drainage from a self-centered parent. • The Forgiveness Breakthrough: Why choosing to forgive the situation is a soul agreement that doesn't require maintaining a relationship. • Identifying the difference between the ego’s repetitive stories and the higher self’s quiet, single-sentence guidance. Support the Podcast & Save $$ Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity 🌐 Follow Loralin: https://www.loralinengel.com/ YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@loralinengel TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@mandalapainter Follow on Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/groups/505181006485344 🌐 Follow Blue- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Website- https://blueflower.love ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/

    55 min
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The Deep Blue is a weekly live podcast where spiritual seekers, creators, and guides dive deep into the soul’s journey of awakening. Hosted live on TikTok every Friday night, each episode invites a new voice from the spiritual community to share their raw, honest story of waking up — the turning points, the breakdowns, the breakthroughs, and the beauty in between. Whether you’re just beginning to question things or you’ve been walking the path for a while, The Deep Blue is a space for connection, reflection, and expansion. Come sit with us. Let’s go deep — together.

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  • Creator
    Blue Flower
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    27
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Blue Flower
  • Show Website
    The Deep Blue

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