The Everything Experiment

Austen LeTourneau

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A podcast exploring life after autopilot.

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#017: The Life-Changing Power of Self-Expression

For a long time, I was trying to figure out who I was without fully expressing myself in the process... really expressing myself. And that's because… awareness only gets you so far. At some point, you have to stop editing yourself and actually let yourself be seen. In this episode of The Everything Experiment, I talk about the liberating feeling of expressing yourself honestly: not for attention, validation, or performance, but because it feels aligned with who you really are. We explore: • Why self-expression becomes easier the more honest it is • The connection between authenticity and nervous system freedom • Letting go of trying to fit into someone else’s lane • Why expressing yourself reinforces identity The more I lean into what feels true to me... whether that’s through conversations, videos, humor, thoughts, movement, creativity, or simply documenting life as it unfolds... the more connected I feel to who I've always been. And that's the point of all of it... to remember who you are, and reconnect with what's been inside you all along. ========== Keep exploring 🌍 austenletourneau.com ==========

28 min
May 26

#016: The Truth That Shows Up When You Run Out of Options

There’s a strange thing that happens when pressure builds long enough... The options narrow, the distractions disappear, and eventually… the things you’ve been avoiding get harder to outrun. After being laid off, I found myself trying to build the smartest next step, something practical, strategic, and capable of creating stability. But over the last few weeks, another realization has been surfacing beneath all of it: What if pressure doesn’t just force decisions… what if it reveals who you actually are? In this episode, I explore the uncomfortable tension between survival and truth, capability and calling, and the difference between building something because it makes sense versus pursuing something because it feels undeniably honest. This is another real-time exploration of what happens when the version of life you think you should choose starts competing with the one that feels most alive. If you’ve ever questioned your career, identity, path, or whether the thing you’re pursuing is truly yours, this conversation is for you. ========== Keep exploring 🌍 austenletourneau.com ==========

25 min
May 19

#015: The Energy of an Honest Life

Ever had that feeling in life where nothing is fully guaranteed… but something inside of you starts to shift anyway? In this episode, I talk about what it’s felt like stepping into something that finally feels honest. After being laid off, I found myself standing in uncertainty again, trying to figure out what came next, questioning whether I should return to another corporate role or take a real shot at building something of my own. What started as a conversation turned into a real business, real momentum, real meetings, and a growing sense that I might finally be moving toward the kind of life I actually want to live. What’s been most surprising isn’t just the business itself… it’s the way my body and energy have responded to it. My sleep rhythm is changing, my workouts feel different, I feel more grounded, more alive, more present. And even though I still don’t fully know where this path leads, there’s a calm underneath the uncertainty that I haven’t felt in a long time. This episode is about that feeling. The feeling of alignment, the energy of moving honestly, and the realization that sometimes your body recognizes the right direction before your mind fully catches up. This is a real-time conversation about what happens when life starts feeling like your own again. ========== Keep exploring 🌍 austenletourneau.com ==========

27 min
May 12

#014: When You Don't Know What's Next

There are moments in life where something shifts, and nothing feels certain anymore. No clear direction, no guaranteed outcome, just the space between what was… and what’s next. In this episode, I’m recording before a conversation that could shape the next chapter of my life. After recently being laid off from my day job, I find myself in a place a lot of us eventually face… where the old path is gone, and the new one hasn’t fully revealed itself yet. This isn’t a recap, this isn’t a "lesson learned," this is what it actually feels like to be in the middle of it. If you’ve ever felt stuck, uncertain, or like you’re standing at a crossroads without a map... this one’s for you. ========== Keep exploring 🌍 austenletourneau.com ==========

41 min
May 5

#013: Stop Judging Yourself for How You Feel

Have you ever felt like your life is objectively good… but you still have moments where you feel frustrated, tired, sad? And then you start judging yourself for it? 🤔 In this episode, I explore the tension of feeling grateful for your life while also moving through frustration, sadness, or uncertainty, and why those emotions don’t cancel each other out. So many of us have been conditioned to override how we actually feel. To stay positive, to focus on what’s good, to remind ourselves how lucky we are. And while gratitude IS powerful… it doesn’t mean that our other feelings aren't valid. Multiple things can be true at once. You can be grateful and struggling. You can be supported and still feel stuck. You can recognize the good in your life and still feel frustrated by where you are. Both can be true. This episode is a reflection on learning to stop judging your emotions… and instead allowing yourself to actually experience them... because that’s what lets you move through them. Not by forcing positivity, or by suppressing what’s uncomfortable... but by being honest about what’s there. You're not wrong for letting yourself feel. ========== Keep exploring 🌍 austenletourneau.com ==========

29 min
Apr 28

#012: What Does It Feel Like to Stop Existing?

Yo… I had an experience recently that I haven’t been able to shake. I was sitting in a bath, just trying to slow things down, and I went into a meditation that took a turn I didn’t expect. At one point, it felt like I stepped outside of myself... like I wasn’t the one experiencing the moment anymore, but rather, the one observing it. And then something even stranger happened… It felt like I disappeared. Not physically, but the sense of “me” started to dissolve. Like my identity, my awareness, everything that feels like you, began to break apart and expand outward into something much bigger. And weirdly… it didn’t feel scary. There was this mix of peace, curiosity, and a kind of quiet sadness... like letting go of something you’ve always known, without really knowing what comes next. It made me start thinking about something I don’t usually sit with directly: What does it actually feel like to stop existing? Not from a religious perspective. Not from a definitive answer. But from the lens of experience, curiosity, and the possibility that there are parts of existence we may never fully understand. I don’t have answers in this episode. Just an experience… and the questions it left me with. ========== Keep exploring 🌍 austenletourneau.com ==========

27 min
Apr 21

#011: I Don't Think We're Meant to Move This Fast

Everything feels fast. Not just busy... but sometimes, relentless. Like life is constantly moving forward, and we’re just trying to keep up with it. And for a long time, that showed up for me as this underlying feeling of anxiety… always rushing, even through the smallest, everyday tasks. Now, of course, there are personal layers to that. But at a certain point, I started experimenting with something... I began asking myself, in real time: How slow can you go? It actually comes from my time studying acting under the Meisner technique, where a common theme was: "How subtle can you make it?” Because when something is overplayed, it doesn’t feel real. But the more subtle it becomes, the more grounded and believable it is. And somewhere along the way, that translated into life. So I started applying it to everything: walking, cooking, moving through the day… Just gently asking: How slow can you go, Austen? And what I noticed was interesting… In this episode, I explore the shift: the pace of modern life, the subtle pressure to keep up with progress, and what happens when you begin to question the speed… even just a little. Not to fix anything. Not to offer advice. Just to look at it honestly. Because the moment you begin to slow down… you might realize you never actually needed to rush in the first place. ========== Keep exploring 🌍 austenletourneau.com ==========

27 min
Apr 14

#010: Thinking About Death Changed How I Live

What happens when you stop avoiding the one thing every human shares? For most of my life, the idea of death felt distant… something to ignore, something to fear, something that only showed up in certain moments. But recently, that changed. Not in a dramatic way. Not in a dark way... In a quiet, honest way. I started actually acknowledging it, not just thinking about it, but allowing it to be real… and something unexpected happened. It didn’t make me anxious. It didn’t make me spiral. It made me calm. In this episode, I explore what shifts when we stop resisting the fact that life ends: how it changes our relationship with time, urgency, presence, and what actually matters. This isn’t about fear. It’s about clarity, and what happens when you finally see life for what it is… temporary, and because of that, pretty darn extraordinary. ========== Keep exploring 🌍 austenletourneau.com ==========

29 min

A podcast exploring life after autopilot.

Creator

Austen LeTourneau
Years Active

2025 - 2026
Episodes

17
Rating

Explicit
Copyright

© Austen LeTourneau
Show Website

The Everything Experiment