The Holy Hour

Diana Vilic

A podcast for misfits, almost-saints, and the ones who think they’ve gone too far. Every day, we break open the Catholic Mass readings with bold theology, gritty honesty, and raw hope. For the addict, the skeptic, the soul starting over—this is sacred ground. One reading, one reflection, one real prayer at a time.

Episodes

  1. 08/06/2025

    What Is This? (For Addicts)

    📖 The Holy Hour — Bonus Episode: What Is This? (For Addicts) Theme: When healing feels like hunger, and recovery feels like a fight — you are not failing. You’re in the grip of God. ⸻ Reading Anchors: • Exodus 16:2–4, 12–15 — Manna in the wilderness • Joshua 1–2 — Be strong and courageous. The enemy is already afraid. • Genesis 32 — Jacob wrestles with God and refuses to let go • 1 Kings 18–19 — Elijah calls down fire, collapses in exhaustion, and climbs a mountain to pray for rain ⸻ Key Topics Covered: • What it feels like to go through emotional and spiritual withdrawal during recovery • How we glamorize the pain of the past because at least it was predictable • Why healing doesn’t always look like a miracle — sometimes it looks like a crusty mattress and a cold cup of coffee • The danger of self-sabotage in the desert, and the God who waits out our fear • The boldness of Joshua and Rahab’s prophetic courage • The reality that to wrestle with God is to still be in His grip • Elijah’s total exhaustion after doing everything “right” — and how God responds with food, rest, and gentle presence • Recovery as a cycle of collapse and restoration — not proof of failure, but of transformation ⸻ Quotes & Theology: • “I am doing something new… do you not perceive it?” — Isaiah 43:19 • “Be strong and courageous… I will be with you wherever you go.” — Joshua 1 • “We have heard of your God… no courage is left in anyone.” — Rahab, Joshua 2 • “Jacob wrestled with God and would not let go until he received a blessing.” — Genesis 32 • “It is enough now, O Lord… I am no better than my ancestors.” — Elijah, 1 Kings 19 • Catechism §26 — “Faith is man’s response to God, who reveals Himself and gives Himself to man.” ⸻ Takeaway: If healing feels like hunger… If you’re still limping from the fight… If the walls are falling and you’re too tired to cheer— You’re not lost. You’re not failing. You’re not disqualified. You’re just in the middle of a miracle that doesn’t look like one yet. And the fact that you’re still wrestling? Means you’re still in His grip.

    9 min
  2. 08/06/2025

    The Our Father (For the Wrecked and the Wandering)

    This bonus episode takes a raw, grace-soaked look at the most well-known prayer in Christianity — The Our Father — and reclaims it for people who are hurting, doubting, recovering, or totally unchurched. Diana Vilic breaks down each line of the prayer through the lens of trauma, addiction, and spiritual exhaustion, pulling in the Catechism and saints, but speaking in language that feels safe for the ones who were told they were too far gone. Whether you’re in rehab, surviving abuse, or just trying to believe again — this one’s for you. ⸻ 📖 Featured Theology & Sources • Catechism of the Catholic Church: • CCC §1 – God draws close to us in every moment and calls us to seek Him • CCC §2761 – The Our Father as “the summary of the whole Gospel” • CCC §982 – No sin is too great for the mercy of the Church • St. John Paul II – “Prayer teaches us that the Father’s love is stronger than sin.” • St. Augustine – Describes the Kingdom of God as reigning in the human heart • St. John Vianney – “God binds Himself to forgive us the moment our hearts turn back toward Him in sorrow.” ⸻ 🔥 Key Themes • Reclaiming Prayer: The Our Father isn’t for the polished — it’s a survival cry • What “Father” really means: Not the man who hurt you. The one who stays. • Healing from spiritual abuse: You’re not too far gone, and God isn’t punishing you • Trauma-aware theology: Forgiveness doesn’t mean forgetting — it means choosing freedom • Daily surrender: “Give us this day…” isn’t about performance — it’s asking for enoughness • Praying through doubt: Even if you don’t believe, God still listens ⸻ ✝️ Takeaway If you’ve ever felt like the Our Father didn’t apply to you — this episode is your invitation to start over. Line by line. Scar by scar. You don’t need perfect faith. You just need a willingness to say: “God, if You’re real… I need You to come get me.”

    10 min
  3. 07/30/2025

    God Doesn’t Need You to Perform [7.29.25]

    God Doesn’t Need You to Perform 📅 Daily Reading Reflection for Tuesday, July 29, 2025 💬 Based on: Luke 10:38–42 (Martha & Mary) ⸻ 👋 Welcome to The Holy Hour A daily reflection for misfits, almost-saints, and anyone who loves God but feels like they’re too messy, too loud, or too far behind in their faith to be holy. Today, we’re talking about Martha and Mary—and what Jesus is actually calling us into when He says, “Only one thing is necessary.” Spoiler: It’s not productivity. And it’s definitely not a curated spiritual performance. ⸻ 🕯 What You’ll Hear: ​ Why your good intentions might be distracting you from the grace in front of you​ What contemplation really means—and why silence isn’t always about quiet​ How saints like Peter, John of the Cross, Teresa of Ávila, and St. Bruno prove that God isn’t afraid of your anger, questions, or mess​ A fiery reminder that God picked Peter, the loud, emotional, violent one, to lead the Church​ And a short prayer for anyone who’s been trying too hard to be someone they’re not ⸻ 📖 Today’s Gospel: “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things. But only one thing is necessary.” — Luke 10:41–42 ⸻ 🙏 One-Line Prayer: God, be near. Not when we finally calm down. Right here in the middle of the noise. ⸻ 🎙️ Hosted by Diana Vilic ✝️ Catholic theology for the misfits and the barely-holding-it-together faithful 📍New episodes drop daily with the Catholic readings. Real. Honest. Holy.

    9 min

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A podcast for misfits, almost-saints, and the ones who think they’ve gone too far. Every day, we break open the Catholic Mass readings with bold theology, gritty honesty, and raw hope. For the addict, the skeptic, the soul starting over—this is sacred ground. One reading, one reflection, one real prayer at a time.