29 episodes

I dabbled in poetry in high school and into my early 20's but then stopped writing for almost 20 years. A few years ago, a number of personal issues came to a head and I had no real choice but to face them and start working through them. As part of that working through them, I began writing poetry again and it has become a very powerful and effective tool for me in rediscovering and reconnecting with myself, which is at the heart of my recovery. In The Poet (delayed), I'll share some of my poetry and discuss it with different guests. But the real point of the podcast is to use my poetry to start conversations about trauma, healing and personal growth.

The Poet (delayed‪)‬ Scott Edgar

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I dabbled in poetry in high school and into my early 20's but then stopped writing for almost 20 years. A few years ago, a number of personal issues came to a head and I had no real choice but to face them and start working through them. As part of that working through them, I began writing poetry again and it has become a very powerful and effective tool for me in rediscovering and reconnecting with myself, which is at the heart of my recovery. In The Poet (delayed), I'll share some of my poetry and discuss it with different guests. But the real point of the podcast is to use my poetry to start conversations about trauma, healing and personal growth.

    This Be the Verse by Philip Larkin

    This Be the Verse by Philip Larkin

    This Be The Verse
    BY PHILIP LARKIN


    They f**k you up, your mum and dad.
    They may not mean to, but they do.
    They fill you with the faults they had
    And add some extra, just for you.


    But they were f****d up in their turn
    By fools in old-style hats and coats,
    Who half the time were soppy-stern
    And half at one another’s throats.


    Man hands on misery to man.
    It deepens like a coastal shelf.
    Get out as early as you can,
    And don’t have any kids yourself.




    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at poetdelayed@gmail.com.


    My first book of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, is availabe for purchase at


    The King's English Bookshop


    and


    Amazon.com



    Special Guest: Tyler Mathis.

    • 54 min
    Wild Geese by Mary Oliver

    Wild Geese by Mary Oliver

    I'd love to hear any thoughts about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at poetdelayed@gmail.com.


    WILD GEESE
    by Mary Oliver


    You do not have to be good.
    You do not have to walk on your knees
    For a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
    You only have to let the soft animal of your body
    love what it loves.
    Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
    Meanwhile the world goes on.
    Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
    are moving across the landscapes,
    over the prairies and the deep trees,
    the mountains and the rivers.
    Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
    are heading home again.
    Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
    the world offers itself to your imagination,
    calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting —
    over and over announcing your place
    in the family of things.




    My first book of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, is availabe for purchase at


    The King's English Bookshop


    and


    Amazon.com



    Special Guest: Josh Baron.

    • 1 hr
    The Capacity of Your Tears

    The Capacity of Your Tears

    We can't do it all alone. Sometimes, we need to reach out for help and that's not always easy. In fact, in my experience, it's rarely easy. In this episode, I discuss three obstacles that get in my way of asking for help.




    The Capacity of Your Tears


    How many mornings
    Are filled with desperate tears
    That never sound
    In another's ears because
    You feel they are
    Hopeless
    And only serve to ease
    Your pain for the coming day:
    So why worry others when
    The tears will come again
    Regardless?


    But how many mornings
    Before your pain exceeds
    The capacity of your tears?




    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at poetdelayed@gmail.com.


    My first book of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, is availabe for purchase at


    The King's English Bookshop


    and


    Amazon.com

    • 1 hr 6 min
    The Burning Comes First

    The Burning Comes First

    Yes,
    You will rise from the ashes,
    But the burning comes first.


    For this part,
    Darling,
    You must be brave.


    by Kalen Dion


    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at poetdelayed@gmail.com.


    My first book of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, is availabe for purchase at


    The King's English Bookshop


    and


    Amazon.com

    • 25 min
    Terrible Potential (redux)

    Terrible Potential (redux)

    TERRIBLE POTENTIAL


    I see it now
    For years I only sensed it
    Or saw the dissipating dust tails of its approach
    But it filled me with terror
    And there was no cover or protection
    So I ran
    As fast as my child stride could take me
    Not even knowing what it was –
    Only that it was coming
    But that made the fear so much more
    In my little mind
    So I ran harder
    Until I forgot why I was running –
    Only knowing that I couldn’t stop


    But I see it now
    Its shape is fluid and undefined
    And its terrible potential fills my mind
    I want to keep running – retreating
    But it won’t stop and
    It’s closing the gap and
    It’s more terrible than I ever thought
    But its real – I see it now
    And I know
    There’s no escape, there never was.
    But I want to keep running anyway
    Until it overtakes me
    I won’t see it coming; it will just happen and be done
    But my insufficient legs refuse to carry me anymore
    So I prostrate myself as an offering


    I know you’re coming, I whisper,
    And I offer myself willingly


    This is not defeat, I reassure myself
    Then lower my eyes
    And brace for its fury


    But my mind keeps moving – defiantly
    It knows truths that my body forgot
    And reminds me:


    You were born with claws
    And they’re with you still –


    And I remember and feel them
    They are deep, but I feel them and they are there
    So, I raise my body from the dirt and
    My eyes to the distance
    It is closer now – the gap disappearing
    But not my fear. My fear is growing
    (broadcast loudly by my beating heart)
    But I no longer want to run
    Nor offer myself willingly
    Instead, I watch it come and I wait – in fear, true
    But I wait to receive it
    And I steady myself.


    I have claws and I feel them
    And I will meet it face to face
    I have terrible potential too
    I feel it now.




    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at poetdelayed@gmail.com.


    My first book of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, is availabe for purchase at


    The King's English Bookshop


    and


    Amazon.com

    • 1 hr 4 min
    Love People Equally

    Love People Equally

    My daughter Ruby and I were the only ones home, so I decided to record an episode of The Poet (delayed) with her. We talked about her track and field season that just finished up, softball, boys, poetry, music, flying fish and boys.




    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at poetdelayed@gmail.com.


    My first book of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, is availabe for purchase at


    The King's English Bookshop


    and


    Amazon.com



    Special Guest: Ruby Edgar.

    • 36 min

Customer Reviews

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10 Ratings

10 Ratings

msmech ,

Completely unique

Such a beautiful way speak about the art of healing.

Koder Karl ,

Vulnerable and Insightful

Scott is willing to jump in and explore his internal world with us in such a genuine manner. His voice feels safe and comforting. Josh was a fantastic guest and it was a joy to listen in on the conversation.

baronjosh ,

Great podcast

Scott is open and vulnerable as he discusses the difficult issues he addresses in his poetry. This is a great show for people interested in poetry or in examining their lives.

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