The Silent Footprints | Stillbirth, Miscarriage, SIDS, Stigma, Baby Loss, Grief, SHINE for Autumn Act, Advocate, Legislation,

Lisa Rowell

Have you lost a baby to miscarriage, stillbirth, or SIDS? Do you feel like no one understands the depth of your grief? Maybe you’re angry, bitter, depressed—or drowning in a sea of emotions that feel impossible to name, let alone explain. Perhaps you’ve heard well-meaning but hurtful comments or received advice that made you feel even more isolated. You might be wondering, Where is God in all of this? Or why our country hasn’t done more to prevent stillbirths and support grieving families. You are not alone. And this podcast is for you. I’m Lisa Rowell. In 2013, I gave birth to my stillborn daughter, Julianna Grace. That moment shattered my world. I didn’t know how to survive the pain. I wrestled with God, with grief, with questions no one seemed to want to answer. Ten years ago, I found myself on the edge of despair, holding a bottle of liquor and a handful of pills, ready to give up—until God stepped in and changed everything. From the ashes of that heartbreak, a calling was born. Through The Silent Footprints, I invite you into a space that is real, raw, and unapologetically honest about infant loss. Here, we break the silence and stigma around miscarriage, stillbirth, SIDS, and early infant death. We talk about what it's like to grieve in a world that doesn’t know what to say—and how to heal when your heart feels shattered. My Christian faith has been the foundation of my journey, and it’s through God’s strength that I found purpose in my pain. I started the Julianna Grace Ministry by creating grieving baskets for parents like me. That effort grew into funding cuddle cots and caring cradles for local hospitals—tools that allow families precious time with their babies. Later, God opened the door for me to help pass legislation in Louisiana, offering tax credits to families of stillborn babies and giving dignity through certificates of miscarriage. This podcast isn’t just about healing—it's about action. I believe we can change the way our nation handles stillbirth and miscarriage. I believe grieving families deserve recognition, support, and resources. You’ll hear about efforts to pass laws across the country, tools like fetal monitoring apps, and ways you can advocate in your own state or even at the national level. Through heartfelt stories, faith-filled encouragement, and practical advocacy tips, The Silent Footprints empowers grieving parents to honor their babies and reclaim their voices. Whether you're freshly grieving or years down the road, this podcast will walk with you through the valleys and help you find purpose on the other side of pain. You may feel broken right now, but God is not finished with your story. You are not alone. Your baby’s life mattered. And your life still holds meaning. As Psalm 27:13 says, “I would have lost heart, unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.” I never thought I’d feel joy again—but God made a way. Now I want to share that hope with you. So, if you're tired of suffering in silence, if you're ready to heal, speak out, and even create change—subscribe and join me. Let’s walk this road together, one step, one story, one prayer at a time. “Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord.” – Psalm 27:14

  1. Jun 9

    96 | Count the Kicks: Legislation, Awareness, and the Movement Saving Babies' Lives with Jen Roway Healthy Birthday

    Send us Fan Mail In this episode, we sit down with Jen Roway from Healthy Birth Days to talk about an exciting development in stillbirth prevention legislation: The BUMP Act. Recently introduced in North Carolina, the Building Understanding of Movement in Pregnancy Act is bipartisan legislation designed to ensure families receive clear, consistent information about fetal movement and warning signs — while improving provider response and addressing health disparities across the state. The BUMP Act is built on three core principles: Educate, Train, and Empower. It would bring the Count the Kicks campaign statewide, standardize life-saving provider training, and make sure every expectant parent has access to evidence-based stillbirth prevention information. We also share some exciting news — we will be heading to Washington, D.C. to bring awareness to National Stillbirth Prevention Day on September 19th. This is a powerful opportunity to take this conversation to a national stage and advocate for families across the country.  Progress may feel slow, but it is happening — and your voice matters more than ever. 🎙️ Ready to take action? You don't have to wait. Whether it's supporting the BUMP Act or starting the conversation in your own community, there are ways to get involved right now. Click the links below to learn more, connect with us, and find out how you can help bring lifesaving awareness and better care to every family in your state. Healthy Birth Day Advocacy  Support The BUMP Act in North Carolina LETS STAY CONNECTED: Link Tree Instagram Facebook Twitter Website Give if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

    57 min
  2. May 26

    94 | Lisa… He’s Gone: Eli’s Story and the Fight to Save Babies with Haley McDougle

    Send us Fan Mail “Lisa… he’s gone.” Those are the words I will never forget—the moment grief and anger collided when my sister, Haley McDougle, called just one week before her baby shower… and just days before I was set to travel to Washington, D.C. to advocate for the Shine for Autumn Act and the Stillbirth Prevention Act—legislation that would later become law. Today, I have the profound honor of sitting down with my sister to share the story of her son, Eli—a life that forever changed our family in the deepest and most lasting ways. Haley was 36 weeks pregnant, and everything had been progressing normally. There were no warning signs, no reason to fear. Our family was full of anticipation and joy. But on a Sunday, Haley began experiencing stomach pain and noticed Eli wasn’t moving. After calling her doctor, she was advised to drink juice—guidance we now understand could have had devastating consequences. Planning to be seen the next day, she held onto hope. At her appointment, during what should have been a routine ultrasound, her worst nightmare was confirmed—Eli had passed. In this episode, we share not only Eli’s story, but the heartbreaking reality that loss has touched our family more than once. We also talk about how his life ignited a passion in me to fight for change—advocating for updated prenatal education, pushing for local and federal legislation, and raising awareness about preventable stillbirths. Eli’s life matters. His story continues to move hearts, inspire action, and remind us that even the shortest lives can leave the deepest impact. LETS STAY CONNECTED: Link Tree Instagram Facebook Twitter Website Give if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

    1h 1m
  3. May 12

    92 | An Unconventional Prescription: Strength Training in a High-Risk Pregnancy with Isabelle Fisher

    Send us Fan Mail Listen today as Isabelle Fisher shares how from the very beginning , complications threatened the stability of the pregnancy—starting with heavy bleeding in the first trimester and progressing to a diagnosis of IUGR(Intrauterine Growth Restriction) caused by a calcified placenta and poor umbilical blood flow. By 32 weeks, everything changed. Faced with strict bed rest, the loss of her normal routine, and the reality that her baby girl was measuring weeks behind, this mother entered a season filled with constant monitoring, uncertainty, and unwavering hope. What happens next is both surprising and inspiring. After weeks of little improvement, her doctor made an unconventional recommendation: to return to light strength training—specifically upper body movement—to reintroduce circulation and activity her body had been accustomed to. In the weeks that followed, subtle but significant changes began to occur. Blood flow improved, nutrients reached her baby more effectively, and remarkably, her daughter turned from breech to head down. Though the journey ultimately led to an emergency C-section at 36 weeks, her baby girl arrived stronger than expected—a testimony to resilience, faith, and the body’s incredible response. In this episode, we explore the emotional highs and lows of this journey and reflect on the moment her OB affirmed what she now believes: that movement may have played a key role in giving her daughter the strength she needed in those final weeks. LETS STAY CONNECTED: Link Tree Instagram Facebook Twitter Website Give if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

    39 min
  4. May 5

    91 | Still Blooming: Creating Community After Loss with Neisa Murry

    Send us Fan Mail Today I sit down with the heart behind Hearts & Halos: Infant and Pregnancy Loss Awareness to hear the story that changed everything. What began as unimaginable grief—five miscarriages and the loss of a stillborn baby—became the foundation for a mission rooted in compassion, connection, and healing. She shares her personal journey through loss, the questions no one prepares you for, and the quiet reality so many families face without support. Out of that pain came purpose: the creation of Hearts & Halos, a nonprofit dedicated to walking alongside families navigating infant and pregnancy loss. Since launching in March 2025, Hearts & Halos has become a source of hope and community. Through healing bags, creative outlets like painting workshops, remembrance events, and virtual support circles, they are creating safe spaces where grief is acknowledged and no one has to feel alone. They’ve also helped connect families to vital resources, including counseling and financial assistance for end-of-life services. This episode is a powerful reminder that even in the darkest moments, something meaningful can grow. It’s about honoring the babies who are deeply loved, supporting the families who carry that love, and building a community where healing can begin—together. Amazon Link Email: heartsandhalosorg@gmail.com LETS STAY CONNECTED: Link Tree Instagram Facebook Twitter Website Give if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

    52 min

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Have you lost a baby to miscarriage, stillbirth, or SIDS? Do you feel like no one understands the depth of your grief? Maybe you’re angry, bitter, depressed—or drowning in a sea of emotions that feel impossible to name, let alone explain. Perhaps you’ve heard well-meaning but hurtful comments or received advice that made you feel even more isolated. You might be wondering, Where is God in all of this? Or why our country hasn’t done more to prevent stillbirths and support grieving families. You are not alone. And this podcast is for you. I’m Lisa Rowell. In 2013, I gave birth to my stillborn daughter, Julianna Grace. That moment shattered my world. I didn’t know how to survive the pain. I wrestled with God, with grief, with questions no one seemed to want to answer. Ten years ago, I found myself on the edge of despair, holding a bottle of liquor and a handful of pills, ready to give up—until God stepped in and changed everything. From the ashes of that heartbreak, a calling was born. Through The Silent Footprints, I invite you into a space that is real, raw, and unapologetically honest about infant loss. Here, we break the silence and stigma around miscarriage, stillbirth, SIDS, and early infant death. We talk about what it's like to grieve in a world that doesn’t know what to say—and how to heal when your heart feels shattered. My Christian faith has been the foundation of my journey, and it’s through God’s strength that I found purpose in my pain. I started the Julianna Grace Ministry by creating grieving baskets for parents like me. That effort grew into funding cuddle cots and caring cradles for local hospitals—tools that allow families precious time with their babies. Later, God opened the door for me to help pass legislation in Louisiana, offering tax credits to families of stillborn babies and giving dignity through certificates of miscarriage. This podcast isn’t just about healing—it's about action. I believe we can change the way our nation handles stillbirth and miscarriage. I believe grieving families deserve recognition, support, and resources. You’ll hear about efforts to pass laws across the country, tools like fetal monitoring apps, and ways you can advocate in your own state or even at the national level. Through heartfelt stories, faith-filled encouragement, and practical advocacy tips, The Silent Footprints empowers grieving parents to honor their babies and reclaim their voices. Whether you're freshly grieving or years down the road, this podcast will walk with you through the valleys and help you find purpose on the other side of pain. You may feel broken right now, but God is not finished with your story. You are not alone. Your baby’s life mattered. And your life still holds meaning. As Psalm 27:13 says, “I would have lost heart, unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.” I never thought I’d feel joy again—but God made a way. Now I want to share that hope with you. So, if you're tired of suffering in silence, if you're ready to heal, speak out, and even create change—subscribe and join me. Let’s walk this road together, one step, one story, one prayer at a time. “Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord.” – Psalm 27:14