Join our host Caitlin as she shares audio journals compiled over the first six months of her pregnancy. You’ll hear Caitlin learning in real time as she explores her fears, hopes, insecurities, physical changes, gender feels, her own privileges and biases, pregnancy milestones, musings on the miracle of life, partnership, and much more. BOOKS THAT INFORMED THIS EPISODE: Raising Them: Our Adventure in Gender Creative Parenting By Kyl Myers https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/raising-them-kyl-myers/1134799521 Expecting Better: why the conventional pregnancy wisdom is wrong- and what you really need to know By Emily Oster https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/310896/expecting-better-by-emily-oster/ Cribsheet: a data-driven guide to better, more relaxed parenting, from birth to preschool By Emily Oster https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/572658/cribsheet-by-emily-oster/ BUY BLACK OWNED FROM THESE BOOKSTORES ACROSS THE COUNTRY: https://lithub.com/you-can-order-today-from-these-black-owned-independent-bookstores/ PERINATAL RESOURCES: Learn about birthing advocacy, queer birth workers & full spectrum doulas https://www.instagram.com/birthingadvocacy/ Birth From The Earth, providing holistic well womb-man & midwifery care, childbirth ed, birth & postpartum care, lactation support, and birth worker training in NYC INFO: https://birthfromtheearth.vpweb.com FOLLOW: on Instagram @birthingplacebx DONATE HERE to the scholarship and indicate this is for The Amber Rose Isaac Access to Home Birth Scholarship: Venmo @Birthfromtheearth. DONATE HERE to the birth center: https://linktr.ee/birthingplacebx The Motherhood Center of NYC, providing care for perinatal mood & anxiety disorders, support groups and more https://www.themotherhoodcenter.com Planned Parenthood, always: https://www.plannedparenthood.org THE DOWN THERE: VISIT US! at thedowntherepodcast.com to learn more about our show, find resources from show notes, a transcript of an episode, or send us an email. FOLLOW US ON INSTAGRAM! @thedowntherepodcast for fun DownThere facts, info about our guests, accounts we 3, and much more https://www.instagram.com/thedowntherepodcast/ CREDITS: Music, Sound Design, Editing: Kate Marvin Producers: Molly Hennighausen, Caitlin Smith Rapoport Logo Design: Jean Kim Studio Thanks for listening! xoxo TheDownThereTeam This episode is sponsored by Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Disclaimer: Health links are made available for educational purposes only, and should not be interpreted as medical advice. All health information should be discussed with your healthcare provider.