Messy & Iconic

Jonnemarie Kahwaty

this podcast is for every ambitious, free-spirited, multidimensional creative who spent years boxing herself in, following other people's rules, silencing her voice, and ignoring her intuition who is NOW entering her ICON era by breaking alll the rules, falling in love with her messy, magical fully authentic self-expression, learning to lead with desire, and create her own path to abundance, success & happiness (and loving feeling it ALL along the way!)we also just love to be cozy & have fun!! ☕️🔮💅💫tune in every ✨messy monday✨ for inspiring new perspectives, hot takes, cozy bestie chats, and raw reflections on life, love, entrepreneurship, health, self-care, and spirituality—all designed to help you love yourself a little harder, trust yourself a little more deeply, and express yourself a lot more fully.🎙 About Your Host:As a former software engineer turned content creator, musical artist, entrepreneur, and coach, Jonnemarie Kahwaty is living proof that intuition, authenticity, and passion can build a wildly fulfilling and abundant life. As a spiritual life coach, intuitive business mentor, and embodiment guide, Jonnemarie supports heart-led entrepreneurs in creating full-body-f*ck-yes lives and businesses by sharing their intuitive & creative gifts with the world. Her work is strategic and energetic, centering around breaking boring business rules, trusting your intuitive leadership, getting out of your head and into your body, embodying unapologetic confidence, and simply remembering that having fun & being yourself are your quickest shortcuts to success. Through her transformative coaching, immersive workshops, and globally streamed podcast, Jonnemarie has supported 400+ clients in liberating their truest expression and channeling their multidimensional creative energy into self-made, soul-aligned success, magnetic presence, and iconic impact. It's time to make idealistic your new realistic, because you're not just here to survive....you're here to THRIVE! 😉

  1. JAN 19

    54. I'm quitting my job to follow my dreams...again // why I’m no longer a “coach” & it’s scary AF

    Well...the title says it all! In this episode, I share the life-changing breakthrough that's been building over the last few months (and honestly my entire life) and everything that's led to my ultimate decision to pivot and step back from my coaching business this year to pursue my lifelong dreams of music, artistry, entertainment, performance, and expression. I will always love coaching and I'll still be offering coaching, support, and community in a variety of ways, but it will look different than it has the past 2.5 years, and we're still very much in the messy middle of letting that vision evolve. Recording and listening back to this episode – fully accepting, acknowledging, and claiming these desires – feels like coming home to myself in a way I've been too afraid to do my entire life until now. Thank you for being with me on this journey and for supporting me as we step into this new chapter! 3 I love you! In today's episode... Looking back at the (now incredibly obvious) signs I ignored: my lifelong pull toward music, film, and the entertainment industryWhy most of us ignore our most aligned path because it feels too easy The 2 intuitive messages I received from psychic channels that clocked my misalignment a year in advance (that I ignored for months ofc)How the universe literally shoved the music path in my face (I mean literally)Paying attention to the frequency of words in your body as clues to clarityThe realization that broke me out of the coaching box & redefined my entire purpose  My journey of de-pedestaling money and success to see my true desiresThe completely unexpected networking event that opened my eyes to a whole new world of possibility How to know when it's actually time to leave your job or switch directions (fear vs. intuition)Discerning misalignment from fear and resistance when navigating pivotsWhen self-responsibility becomes too much & the trap of always needing a reason Permission to make intuitive decisions without perfect certainty or justificationHow I'm embracing my alignment-first philosophy for success and life in a whole new wayWhy dropping "expert mode" is the key to receiving moreWhy the word "cool" is a hack into your higher selfHow I naturally balanced my relationship with structure and flow without forceHow I fell back in love with consuming in a way that fuels me, instead of burns me outWhat's next for me (big vision, next steps, social media break & more!)...and so much more! also featuring... giving up on trying to make fetch happen my theme song of the year & 2010 teen nostalgia latest podcast & YouTube obsessions card pull & my psychedelic NYE epiphany Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal from Pixabay YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

    2h 17m
  2. JAN 12

    53. My 2026 Experiment: Year of FUN // the keys to ease & playing your way to success

    2026 is the year I make more money than I've ever made WHILE having more fun than I've ever had – and it can be for you too!  Today I'm breaking down all the keys to my YEAR OF FUN experiment including the goals I'm setting, moves I'm making, and  principles I'm living by to prioritize play and ease every single day.  I also go deep into sharing the real, unsexy inner work I've done over the past few years that has led me here, along with the secret weapons, real-time energetic shifts, in-the-moment decisions, tiny habits & day-to-day actions that I'm continuing to prioritize to make Year of FUN a success! In today's episode... My 2026 business season reveal: priorities, pace & the approach I'm taking this yearWhat's on my 2026 bingo card?!👀The #1 daily question that cuts my to-do list in half, erases pressure & keeps me turned on instead of burnt outSpilling the tea on my play-first biz philosophy – how it works & why it worksMaking 2026 my year of FUN: what my days, choices & schedule actually look likeWhy most women say they WANT to prioritize play but never actually do—and the fear underneath that keeps them stuck The tiny moments that actually change everything & what daily embodiment work actually looks like in real timeThe unsexiest secret to becoming iconic The biggest power move you can make as an ambitious womanWhat it actually takes to allow ease into your life & businessWalking the true intuitive path to success: how to actually get paid to be youWhat it actually looks like to lead with desire day by day My 2 biggest secret weapons in life & businessMy go-to question for instant clarity: fear vs. intuition discernmentIntuition 101 refresher: the basics you might be forgettingThe subtle shift from force to flow (simple mindset tweaks that change everything)What I don't resonate with in the coaching industry & online marketing adviceThe top manifestation mistake that keeps you chasing goals, instead of allowing & aligningThe keys to worthiness,  ease, divine feminine embodiment & leadershipThe only practice that actually breaks attachment and clears resistanceThe paradox of visibility (feeling seen & feeling free)The manifestation hack no one talks about (beyond "what's the feeling underneath")My new favorite worthiness mantra & instant mood-shifter to start your day withBig money breakthrough: why I went from having NO money goal for 2026 to actually increasing my money goal for 2026...and so much more! also featuring... funny TV story the divine power outage that sparked a week of breakthroughs (ha sparked)Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal from Pixabay YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

    1h 59m
  3. JAN 5

    52. Plan an ICONIC year with me! // alignment-first goal setting for intuitive women & my go-to yearly ritual (ft. my most unhinged 2026 goals)

    Today I'm taking you behind the scenes through my yearly visioning, goal setting, and planning process! Feel free to listen  and then implement the process in your own way, or grab a notebook and your laptop and follow along with me! This process is thorough, fun, creative and designed for women who need a structure that supports their intuitive flow, not suppresses it. It's ADHD-friendly by meeting you where you're at and is intentionally designed to prevent and avoid pressure and overwhelm! I also share an incredibly important perspective & energetic element to bring to into this process that will make ALL the difference for you going forward into the year. TEMPLATE LINKED HERE! In today's episode... Pep talk for rebuilding momentum after the holidays & getting back into the swing of thingsA new perspective on new year's goal setting and yearly planningWhy I go against popular biz advice & don't plan my entire year at onceThe most important factor in goal-setting to ensure success that most people overlook Why typical success frameworks & goal-setting advice doesn't work for intuitive, creative women (and what actually does)The keys to feminine productivity and why the masculine approach leaves most women feeling disappointed, pressured & overwhelmedAligning your goals & priorities with your cycle and the seasons (without sacrificing productivity)My exciting words and themes of the year! Using your intuitive discernment and full body yes to prioritize soul-aligned desires over ego-driven attachments My favorite intention-setting hackSome of my most unhinged 2026 goals The reason I have no revenue or sales goals this year The top goal-setting mistakes (especially for intuitive women)The quickest way to filter & prioritize your goals intuitively  Why simply writing your goals & planning isn't enough on it's ownMy go-to process to reverse engineer my big vision into simple actionable daily habits and tasks My secret weapon for staying aligned throughout the year without overwhelm Scheduling hacks & structures that support your natural energy flow & creativity (esp for ADHD fam!)...and so much more! also featuring... my fav new alarm clock & teathe evolution of my relationship with alcohol over the yearsmy brain short-circuiting  JOIN THE ICONS ONLY TELEGRAM GROUP!  https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5 Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal from Pixabay YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

    1h 54m
  4. 12/29/2025

    51. 2025 EXPOSED // untold stories, honest lessons & raw reflections from my biggest highs & lows of the year

    This episode is a raw, unfiltered month-by-month reflection of my life and biz evolution in 2025. My highest highs, lowest lows, biggest lessons, and EVERYTHINGGG in between. Enjoy :) in this ep, i talk about.. behind-the-scenes of every launch I ran this year, including my first sold-out offer, my first $9k sales month, and my biggest 'flop' launch  burning out immediately after my first successful launch of the year and how it changed my business going forward  the rollercoaster of my rent check bouncing and my first trip to Paris happening in the same month the identity integration & intuitive nudges that led to my 2 highest months in biz in a row how letting go of a $200/month income stream led to my first $9k month finally breaking out of shame spiral and rewiring my default from self-blame to self-love  getting burned by clients multiple times this year & what i learned from it overgiving, being taken advantage of & boundaries i learned to set in my biz this year the biggest shifts & experiences that made me 10x better of a coach and leader my most surprising launch results of 2025 digging into some of the deepest & most difficult shadow work I've ever done  my brand evolution and why i'm feeling more secure in myself than ever before entering 2026 what happened when listening to my body became my #1 business strategy the most impactful routines, habits & biz practices I've adopted in 2025...and sooo much more! also featuring: my new favorite habit that is already changing my lifemy Buffalo accent my least favorite Oracle card JOIN THE ICONS ONLY TELEGRAM GROUP!  https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5 Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal from Pixabay YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

    1h 46m
  5. 12/22/2025

    50. Hot takes & unfiltered ICONery with my TWIN SISTER!

    celebrating Christmas week AND our 50th episode with 2x the mess and 2x the ICONery featuring a first-time special guest - my twin sister, Sabrina! in today's episode, we discuss... Small things that have been bringing us joy this holiday season (share what's been bringing you joy recently in the comments or DM me!)what happened the first time sabrina lied to my mom lol the virtual vs in person debate (and why I actually prefer virtual coaching to IRL...but not therapy)the ingredients of FUN my brother’s (inferior or superior?) podcast why I hate running into people I know unexpectedlypodcast formats that suck vs podcast formats that SLEIGH dealing with creative FOMO & jealousygiving yourself permission to pivot the formula of ICONery (and hot debate over if ICONery is/should be a word)when it’s time to move on from a holiday tradition embracing festive spirit & finding joy over the holidays, regardless of external circumstances stupid TikTok narratives not giving a f*ck!!  ...and so much more! also featuring: lots of christmas clockshotter than cocoa takessean connery???JOIN THE ICONS ONLY TELEGRAM GROUP!  https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5 VLOGMAS 2017 PLAYLIST LINKED HERE Episodes featuring Sabrina the most: Day 1, Day 3, Day 6, Day 8, (kinda 9 & 10), Day 15, Day 20, Day 23, Day 24 .. okay I guess she was in a lot of them lol! Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal from Pixabay YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

    1h 9m
  6. 12/15/2025

    49. My unexpected CRASH OUT // f*ck perfectionism, pressure-free sales secrets & your most valuable hidden asset

    i crashed out after last week's episode and it healed something i didn't even know needed to be healed.  i break it all down, drop some unexpected marketing & sales gold, and more! today i'm sharing... Celebrating a tiny musical win (share your tiny win in the comments or DM me!)Sharing one of my biggest 2026 goals for the first time out loud!Breaking down my crash out that came after last week's episode How posting last week's ep healed my perfectionism How last week's crash out led to one of my biggest breakthroughs of the yearDiscovering your most valuable hidden asset & remembering your worthThe REAL key to selling without ick OR PRESSUREA hot & spicy rant on magnetic marketing & timeless sales strategies Why marketing has almost nothing to do with marketing knowledge (and what it actually has EVERYTHING to do with)The #1 marketing mistake that's keeping your content from landing with your dream clients How I shift from attracting disempowered clients to attracting empowered women who know what they want & are committed to making it happenThe only true way to build confidence to express yourself authenticallyThe ONE simple difference between live emotional processing that makes everyone feel awkward and authentic vulnerability that inspires and activates your communityThe simple practice that has me feeling UNSTOPPABLE lately...and so much more! also featuring: the same # of distractions but FEWER filler words (hopefully lol)why is ELF so weird???GUYS I FORGOT THE CARD PULL HAHA I'M SORRY IT'S STILL NEW & I WAS LATE JOIN THE ICONS ONLY TELEGRAM GROUP!  https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5 Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal from Pixabay YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

    1h 7m
  7. 12/08/2025

    48. I WAS WRONG // intuitive downloads, surprise $2k day, mindset of a leader & december magic!

    i had to fight myself so hard to not edit or re-record this episode lmao even tho it's honestly really good. owning. it. 💅🏻 today we dive into... the energetics & textbook shifts behind my $2k day & new client!the mindset hack that could 50x your december 2025 revenue (if you let it)my biggest intuitive hit this week and the exciting new offer it sparkedusing social media as a tool instead of an identity and building real community on & offlineself-trust, leadership, and the fear (read: myth) of "being wrong"identity, nuance and the key to letting your beliefs evolve & be challenged without people thinking you’re dumb, flaky, inconsistent or hypocriticalthe story of when and why I stopped being vegan after 4 yearsexpanding your perception of what's possible & giving yourself permission to show up differently in a world of infinite potentialthe real definition of confidence & how to embody it 24/7mental stamina in entrepreneurship & my epic PR gym hack ...and so much more! also featuring: a tip on adhd scheduling to prevent procrastination me trying & failing a new intro like 20xcard pull & lighting a fire under your ass CUZ UR A BAD B*TCH BORN TO LEAD A MF MOVEMENT JOIN THE ICONS ONLY TELEGRAM GROUP!  https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5 WATCH THE BUTTERY FLAKY CRUST VID! https://youtu.be/DIrQ9ilL8aw?si=GSa-X96y2iYVhV3S Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal from Pixabay YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

    1h 6m

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this podcast is for every ambitious, free-spirited, multidimensional creative who spent years boxing herself in, following other people's rules, silencing her voice, and ignoring her intuition who is NOW entering her ICON era by breaking alll the rules, falling in love with her messy, magical fully authentic self-expression, learning to lead with desire, and create her own path to abundance, success & happiness (and loving feeling it ALL along the way!)we also just love to be cozy & have fun!! ☕️🔮💅💫tune in every ✨messy monday✨ for inspiring new perspectives, hot takes, cozy bestie chats, and raw reflections on life, love, entrepreneurship, health, self-care, and spirituality—all designed to help you love yourself a little harder, trust yourself a little more deeply, and express yourself a lot more fully.🎙 About Your Host:As a former software engineer turned content creator, musical artist, entrepreneur, and coach, Jonnemarie Kahwaty is living proof that intuition, authenticity, and passion can build a wildly fulfilling and abundant life. As a spiritual life coach, intuitive business mentor, and embodiment guide, Jonnemarie supports heart-led entrepreneurs in creating full-body-f*ck-yes lives and businesses by sharing their intuitive & creative gifts with the world. Her work is strategic and energetic, centering around breaking boring business rules, trusting your intuitive leadership, getting out of your head and into your body, embodying unapologetic confidence, and simply remembering that having fun & being yourself are your quickest shortcuts to success. Through her transformative coaching, immersive workshops, and globally streamed podcast, Jonnemarie has supported 400+ clients in liberating their truest expression and channeling their multidimensional creative energy into self-made, soul-aligned success, magnetic presence, and iconic impact. It's time to make idealistic your new realistic, because you're not just here to survive....you're here to THRIVE! 😉