TransPreacher Podcast

TransPreacher

Pastor Joelle Henneman (she/her/hers) serves as the pastor of the United Methodist Church for All People. Her passion for ministry comes in widening the circle of God’s love to include all people. TransPreacher is dedicated to offering a transgender view on faith, life, and politics. Follow @TransPreacher transpreacher.substack.com

  1. Transitional Grace

    APR 15

    Transitional Grace

    Today is a day of big feelings. Tomorrow, I have top surgery. Right now, I am swirling with all the emotions of that reality. The feelings are overwhelming, probably fueled by the fact I had to stop taking estrogen weeks ago after having it in my system for the last four years. Nothing like a hormone crash right before surgery. I am feeling gratitude, fear, relief, disbelief, joy, and awe that this is really happening. In 2010 I ran my first marathon and remember standing at the start line I kept repeating the line out loud, “holy s**t, this is actually happening.” That is how I feel today. This feels like a threshold. It feels like I am stepping into something I never thought was possible. I can remember not that long ago looking at pictures of trans women on social media and thinking none of this would be possible for me. I never imagined that I could have long hair and painted nails. Something like top surgery felt as realistic as winning the Boston marathon. Something I would love to do, but not in the realm of possibility for me. I lived with a quiet, persistent fear that if I stepped into my truth, I would lose everything. That the church would turn its back on me. That my family would not understand. That I would have to choose between authenticity and safety. That fear was real. It shaped how I moved through the world. And yet, here I am. This may be the last major step in my gender transition. That carries its own significance. Not as an ending, but as a metamorphosis that has been unfolding for years. My family did not disappear. My sons have been my greatest allies and even my mom responded to a picture of me wearing implants by saying how nice I looked. The church did not universally reject me. In many places, it opened its arms wider. Today I have become one of the leading voices for Trans justice in the global denomination. I’ve published one book on transgender faith and have another on the way. There is a part of this journey that I can hardly put into words. Eighty-three different people donated to my gofundme. People who gave what they could so that I could access a surgery my insurance would not cover. Eighty-three acts of grace. This is not just fundraising. This is community. This is people saying to me, your life matters. Your wholeness matters. You matter. This surgery is not something I am doing alone. Even though it is my body, my decision, my journey, it has never been just mine. This is what it looks like when a community journeys together. When people celebrate one another. When they refuse to let someone carry the weight of becoming on their own. What I am stepping into tomorrow has been made possible by grace. Not abstract grace, but embodied grace. Grace that looks like a donation notification. Grace that looks like my phone blowing up today with words of encouragement. Grace that looks like someone not only choosing to stand with me, but taking action to help me grow. I am overwhelmed by that. This moment is not just about changing my body. It is about witnessing what is possible when fear does not get the final word. When we give God the space to move. God loves me too much to have left me in my self-loathing but has worked through community to make transformation happen. Every Sunday at Church for All People we say God loves us just the way we are and God is not finished with me yet. Today, that statement is everything. In scripture, grace is often described as gift. Something unearned, something given freely, something that transforms us. I am seeing that so clearly right now. Every person who gave, every person who supported, every person who is praying for me, they are part of that grace. They are part of my becoming. So today, on the eve of this surgery, I am holding all of it. The past version of me who could not imagine this. The present moment that feels almost too big to fully take in. And the future that is opening up on the other side of tomorrow. In this moment, I am giving thanks. Thanks for a body that has carried me this far. Thanks for a community that refused to let me walk alone. Thanks for a God whose grace keeps showing up in ways I never could have predicted. Tomorrow, I step into something new. Today, I pause here. In awe. In gratitude. In the presence of a grace that has brought me all the way to this moment. This is not the completion of a transition, but the beginning of living fully into my givenness, into joy. Get full access to TransPreacher at transpreacher.substack.com/subscribe

    7 min
  2. Sermon given to the Church of the Young Prophets

    MAR 22

    Sermon given to the Church of the Young Prophets

    Intersectionality is a word that has become a great source of hope for me. At its core, intersectionality is the recognition that our lives are not shaped by just one identity or one struggle, but by many overlapping realities. Race, gender, class, sexuality, immigration status, disability, all of these intersect, shaping how we experience the world, how we are treated, and how we survive. Intersectionality reminds us that justice cannot be partial. Liberation cannot be selective. If it leaves anyone behind, it is not yet liberation. For too long we have treated struggles as isolated, as if racism has nothing to do with economic injustice, as if transphobia has nothing to do with patriarchy, as if the marginalization of immigrants has nothing to do with nationalism. But the truth is, these forces are interconnected, and so must be our resistance. The church, if we are honest, has struggled to live into this truth. For the last sixty years, we have watched a steady decline in church participation. Sanctuaries that were once full now echo with emptiness. Programs shrink, budgets tighten, and anxiety grows. It can feel like we are standing in the valley described in Ezekiel 37, surrounded by dry bones. Bones that once lived, once moved, once had purpose, now scattered and lifeless. But God asks Ezekiel a question that echoes to us today, “Can these bones live?” Ezekiel wisely responds, “O Lord God, you know.” Because the answer is not simple. The bones cannot live if we keep doing what we have always done. The bones cannot live if we continue to center the same voices, protect the same power structures, and exclude those whom Jesus consistently drew near to. The bones cannot live if we are afraid of transformation. But the Spirit of God does something unexpected. God tells Ezekiel to prophesy to the bones, to speak life where there is none, to call forth connection where there is fragmentation. Bone to bone, sinew to sinew, flesh upon flesh, breath entering where there was only emptiness. And what if the new life of the church depends on that same kind of reassembly? What if the Spirit is calling us not to preserve what was, but to become something new by centering those who have been pushed to the margins? What if immigrants, queer people, people of color, people living in poverty, the disabled, those long excluded, are not a threat to the church’s future but the very breath of life we have been missing? Intersectionality is not just a social theory. It is a spiritual truth. Because the body of Christ has never been whole when parts of the body are cut off. This is where the story of Lazarus in John 11 speaks so powerfully to us. Jesus arrives at the tomb of his friend, who has been dead for four days. The grief is real. The loss is heavy. Jesus weeps. And yet, Jesus calls out, “Lazarus, come out.” And Lazarus does. Still wrapped in grave clothes, still bound, still not fully free, he comes out of the tomb. This is a coming out story. The courage it takes to step into the light, to emerge from what has confined you, to be seen for who you truly are. For many LGBTQ people, that moment of coming out is deeply resonant with Lazarus stepping into the open air. But the story does not end there. Because Jesus then turns to the community and says, “Unbind him, and let him go.” Lazarus cannot remove the grave clothes on his own. He cannot fully free himself. His liberation requires the participation of the community. It requires people willing to come close, to touch what others might avoid, to do the sacred and uncomfortable work of unbinding. This is intersectionality in action. Liberation is not an individual act. It is communal. It is interconnected. As Martin Luther King Jr. described, we live in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly affects all indirectly. I have seen that truth in my own life. In less than a month from now I will be having top surgery. My insurance will not cover this necessary surgery, but in their absence I have experienced the power of interconnected community in a tangible way. More than 70 people have contributed to my gofundme. This is not just financial support. That is a community saying, “We see you. We believe in your wholeness. Let us unbind you.” Each donation is an act of solidarity. Each gift is a declaration that my freedom is bound up with theirs. That my ability to live authentically is not mine alone, but something we create together. That is what the church is called to be. Not a place where people are told to fix themselves before they belong. Not a place where only certain identities are centered and celebrated. But a place where we recognize that we need each other. That our liberation is intertwined. That the Spirit breathes life into dry bones when we come together across our differences and commit to justice that includes everyone. Intersectionality invites us to ask deeper questions. Who is missing from our tables? Whose voices have we ignored? Whose bodies have we deemed unwelcome? And what would it look like to not just include them, but to center them? Because when those who have been marginalized are brought to the center, something transformative happens. We begin to see more clearly. We begin to love more fully. We begin to embody the kind of community that Jesus was always creating. The valley of dry bones is not the end of the story. The tomb of Lazarus is not the end of the story. Decline, death, and despair do not have the final word. The Spirit is still moving. The voice of Christ is still calling. And the invitation is still before us, to come out, to unbind one another, to participate in a liberation that is as expansive as God’s love. So may we have the courage to embrace intersectionality not as a threat, but as a gift. May we see in one another the interconnected web of mutuality that binds us together. And may we become a community where dry bones rise, where the bound are set free, and where new life emerges in ways we never imagined possible. Amen. Get full access to TransPreacher at transpreacher.substack.com/subscribe

    13 min
  3. HB 249 Testimony

    MAR 18

    HB 249 Testimony

    Chairman Thomas, Vice Chair Swearingen, Ranking Member Synenberg, and members of the House Judiciary Committee, thank you for the opportunity to testify today. My name is Rev Dr Joelle Henneman, my pronouns are she/her, and I am the pastor of the United Methodist Church for All People here in Columbus Ohio. I preach the good news, I care for people who live in poverty, and I speak across Ohio, and nationally, about faith, justice, and compassion. I am here today because Ohio House Bill 249 could make my ministry a crime. HB 249 restricts adult cabaret performances from places “where minors may be present.” This bill is worded so broadly that it defines adult cabaret performers as those who, “exhibit a gender identity that is different from the performer’s or entertainer’s biological sex using clothing, makeup, prosthetic or imitation g******s or breasts, or other physical markers.” This definition could be used to include me preaching on a Sunday morning, providing pastoral care during the week, or sitting before you today. Under the language of HB 249, someone could claim that my presence itself is an adult performance simply because I am a transgender woman standing in front of an audience. If a child is present, the bill could expose me to criminal charges. That is not a theoretical concern. The bill’s language is broad and ambiguous. It does not clearly distinguish between theatrical drag performances and the everyday public presence of transgender people. When legislation is written this broadly, it invites selective enforcement and legal uncertainty. This bill sends a message to transgender people that their presence in public spaces is unwanted. Last year, after a worship service, a transgender woman in attendance shared with me that until she saw me she did not know a transgender woman could be a pastor or in any kind of leadership position. My presence led her to see herself and her potential differently. This bill would do the opposite. It tells people like me that our calling to serve our communities may be treated by the state as something indecent if our gender identity does not conform to someone else’s expectations. Throughout American history, laws about morality have often been used to silence marginalized voices. They have been used against Black ministers who challenged segregation, against women who sought the right to vote, and against LGBTQ people whose lives were labeled obscene simply for existing. HB 249 risks repeating that pattern. Children deserve safety and protection. In the United Methodist Church we take this seriously through our mandated Safe Sanctuaries program. But this bill does not protect children. Instead, it creates a vague legal framework that could criminalize people based on who they are rather than what they do. One of the central truths of the Christian faith is that every person is created in the image of God. This comes from the creation story in Genesis 1:26 that states, “God said, “Let us make humans in our image, according to our likeness.” This bill sends a message to transgender people that their presence is obscene, that my speaking about God before you today is obscene. That includes me as a transgender woman and my friends who are drag performers. Drag does not equate to nudity or erotica. In preparing for this testimony I could not find one instance of a drag performer harming a child in Ohio. Because of this, every person has sacred value and divine worth and deserves the freedom to live honestly and safely in the world. In our call to worship at Church for All People we confess every week, “No matter who we are or what we have done, we are all beloved children of God.” HB 249 threatens that dignity by turning identity into suspicion; and, public presence into criminality. I ask this committee to consider the real consequences of this legislation for transgender Ohioans. Do not pass this bill that would further criminalize our identity. Thank you for your time and your consideration Get full access to TransPreacher at transpreacher.substack.com/subscribe

    7 min
  4. Believe

    MAR 7

    Believe

    In the Gospel of John, Jesus meets a woman at a well in Samaria. She is unnamed, marginalized, and socially isolated. The text tells us she had been married five times and now lives with someone who is not her husband. Whatever the exact details of her life, the story presents her as someone pushed to the edges of her community. She comes to the well at midday, alone, when others would not be there. And yet it is to her that Jesus reveals something profound. The text says the woman believed him. Later, many Samaritans also believe because of her testimony. The Greek word behind “believe” is pisteuō. Pisteuō does not mean believing certain facts are true. It does not mean agreeing with the correct doctrines or signing onto the right creed. At its heart, pisteuō means to trust, to rely upon, to place confidence in someone. Over time, much of Christianity shifted the meaning of belief into an intellectual agreement. Faith became defined by whether one confessed the right understanding about God. Even salvation has been conditionally tied to belief as correct understanding. But that is not what pisteuō means. pisteuō is trust built from relationship. For people who have been pushed to the margins, the difference between belief as intellectual correctness and belief as relational trust is enormous. If faith is primarily about agreeing to the right set of facts, then institutions become gatekeepers. They decide who is orthodox enough to belong. But if faith is about trust, then something else happens. Trust grows in relationship. Trust is mutual. Trust cannot be coerced or forced through fear. It is built through being fully seen, fully known, and fully loved. The woman at the well trusted Jesus because he saw her and treated her as an equal conversation partner. He listened to her questions. He did not silence her voice. And in that moment of mutual recognition, belief grew from relationship. That is the kind of faith that can transform lives and transform communities. #lentphotoaday Get full access to TransPreacher at transpreacher.substack.com/subscribe

    3 min

Ratings & Reviews

About

Pastor Joelle Henneman (she/her/hers) serves as the pastor of the United Methodist Church for All People. Her passion for ministry comes in widening the circle of God’s love to include all people. TransPreacher is dedicated to offering a transgender view on faith, life, and politics. Follow @TransPreacher transpreacher.substack.com