Vocation

Matty

A Vocational journey to understanding the Truth and the Self

  1. JAN 2

    #11 - The True History of The Exodus | Ralph Ellis

    In this conversation, Ralph Ellis discusses his extensive study of revisionary theology, focusing on the historical inaccuracies in biblical texts. He explores the significance of astro-theology in ancient religions, the historical context of the Exodus, and the parallels between the biblical narrative and the Hyksos exodus from Egypt. Ellis emphasizes the importance of Josephus Flavius as a historical source and suggests that the Santorini eruption may explain the miracles described in the Exodus. The discussion challenges conventional interpretations of biblical events and highlights the need for a revised understanding of history. Chapters: 00:00 Introduction to Ralph Ellis and His Work 07:58 Astro-Theology: The Foundation of Ancient Religions 15:39 The Hyksos Exodus: A Parallel to the Biblical Exodus 31:58 Historical Records/Sources of the Exodus 53:18 Moses's Miracles Explained 57:56 Pharaoh Ahmose's Tempest Stela 59:59 Moses's Miracles Continued 01:06:46 The Black Swan Events in Ancient Egypt 01:11:24 The Jericho Conundrum 01:19:30 The Hyksos as Shepherd Kings 01:29:44 The Genesis Story and Akhenaten's Influence Follow me on: X: https://x.com/Vocation0110 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6EkGvmnGiWrN46iGasNRp2 Apple podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/vocation/id1865523490 Find Ralph on: Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/RalphEllis/videos X channel: https://x.com/ralphyellis Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ralph.ellis.144/ Paperback and Tablet books: Egyptian Testament Series: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0753FWD9D The King Jesus Trilogy: https://www.amazon.co.uk/The-King-Jesus-Trilogy/dp/B09Q3H8H84 Audio books: https://play.google.com/store/audiobooks/series?id=iXAuHAAAABimZM

    1h 30m
  2. 12/31/2025

    #10 - Individuation and the Will to Meaning | Michael Tsarion

    In this profound episode (#10), host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion explore individuation and the will to meaning, drawing from Tsarion's article amid winter solstice symbolism of renewal. They contrast Jung's expansive libido as psychoid energy with Freud's reductive view, emphasizing teleology (Aristotle's entelechy, Schelling's freedom as divine proof) and Frankl's will to meaning over Nietzsche's will to power or negation. Central themes include repressed rage from superego conditioning and parental tyranny, stored somatically and requiring bioenergetic shadow work for release, alongside critiques of psychedelics, materialism's denial of nature's intelligence, and modern regression into conformity or a looming "Pathocalypse." Tsarion advocates transmuting power-driven will into purposeful alignment for authentic growth amid societal control and cultural decay. Chapters: 00:00 The Significance of the Winter Solstice 02:57 Individuation and the Will to Meaning 11:24 Jung's Perspective on Libido 19:50 The Influence of Historical Context on Understanding 24:50 The Telos of Consciousness 32:17 The Will to Meaning vs The Superego 42:03 Repressed Rage and Its Psychological Impact 53:37 The Role of Rage in Shadow Work 57:45 The Debate on Psychedelics in Therapy 01:00:26 The Will to Meaning vs. Will to Negation 01:30:25 The Coming Pathocalypse Follow me on X: https://x.com/Vocation0110 Follow Michael at: https://unslaved.com/ https://www.michaeltsarion.com/ https://michaeltsarion.substack.com/ https://www.michaeltsarion.com/individuation.html

    1h 45m
  3. 12/31/2025

    #09 - The Western Contrarium vs Eastern Non-Dualism | Michael Tsarion

    In this provocative episode, host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion critique the infiltration of Eastern non-dualism and New Age ideologies into Western thought, framing them as regressive traps promoting self-denial, escapism, and collectivism amid modernity's spiritual voids. Drawing on his article "Better Dead than Real," Tsarion champions Western contrarium—the dynamic tension of opposites—as essential to existence, truth (aletheia as unconcealing), telos (inherent purpose in nature), and authentic selfhood. He contrasts Aristotle's physus vs. techné, Heidegger's existential wonder, Hegelian dialectics, and Ayn Rand's rational selfishness against Eastern anatta and maya, warning of their psychological regression and elite manipulation. The discussion advocates reclaiming pre-Christian paganism as nature worship, individualism, self-sufficiency, and reconnection with ancestral roots to resist urban alienation, materialism, and control mechanisms. A staunch defense of Western metaphysical vitality over monistic dissolution. Chapters: 00:00 The Influence of Eastern Thought on the West 05:25 Concerns About Non-Dualism and New Age Movements 09:37 Historical Context of Western Spirituality 11:55 Understanding Eastern Philosophies and Their Traps 23:13 The Concept of Contrarium and Its Importance 25:31 Exploring Telos and Its Relation to Existence 38:47 Exploring the Nature of Truth 44:36 What Underlies the Contrarium 47:21 The Role of Selfhood in Modern Society 50:47 The Philosophy of Selfishness and Ayn Rand 01:05:15 The Rise of Paganism and Its Cultural Significance 01:13:33 Nature, Self-Sufficiency, and Modern Parenting Follow me on X: https://x.com/Vocation0110 Follow Michael at: https://unslaved.com/ https://www.michaeltsarion.com/ https://michaeltsarion.substack.com/

    1h 16m
  4. 12/31/2025

    #08 - Shadows of the Mind: Archetypes, Catastrophe, and the Gnostic Legacy

    In this riveting episode, host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion unpack the dominance of archetypal emotions in consciousness, critiquing left-brain usurpation (per McGilchrist) for fostering materialism, control, and desensitization while suppressing holistic right-brain perception. They explore interoception as the emotional core of awareness, the thought-emotion dichotomy, and how ancient cataclysms instilled ancestral trauma, splitting the psyche and empowering manipulative priestly castes. Tsarion traces secret societies' origins to Meritaten's Dragon Court and the Gnostic "fourth sect" (Essenes), contrasting it with the Vatican-aligned fifth, linking their infiltration (via Templars, Freemasonry) to modern socialism, media control, and identity crises driven by superego tyranny. A bold critique of Gnostic world-denial, power dynamics, and the irrational self's rebellion against engineered inauthenticity. Chapters: 00:00 The Role of Archetypal Emotions 07:40 Left Brain Dominance 12:25 Interoception and the Inner Thermostat 19:26 The Dichotomy of Thought vs Emotion 26:46 The Limitations of Left-Brain Thinking 32:47 Catastrophic Events and Ancestral Trauma 44:14 The Impact of Catastrophism The Role of High Priests 51:23 The Legacy of Meritaten and the Dragon Court 01:01:12 Fourth Sect vs Fifth Sect 01:15:49 Gnosticism 01:23:20 The Modern Implications of Gnosticism 01:29:49 The Power Dynamics of Secret Societies 01:37:49 The Crisis of Identity in Modern Society 01:47:22 The Irrational In Man Follow me on X: https://x.com/Vocation0110 Follow Michael at: https://unslaved.com/ https://www.michaeltsarion.com/ https://michaeltsarion.substack.com/ https://www.femaleilluminati.com/articles.html

    1h 58m
  5. 12/31/2025

    #07 - Mental Illness and Immorality | Michael Tsarion

    In this episode, Matty and Michael Tsarion delve into the intricate relationship between psychoanalysis, morality, and the unconscious. They explore how Freud's theories have shaped modern understanding of human behavior, the duality of moral centers within individuals, and the societal pressures that influence morality. The conversation also critiques the role of psychoanalysis in contemporary society, questioning the nature of mental illness and the search for authenticity amidst societal expectations. They discuss how societal structures and the architects of control influence behavior, leading to a re-contextualization of mental illness as a modern manifestation of ancient moral dilemmas. The dialogue emphasizes the importance of understanding the authentic self and the consequences of repression, ultimately framing the current state of society as a reflection of deeper psychological issues. Chapters: 00:00 Revisiting Freud: The Nature of the Id 07:02 The Unconscious as a Source of Wisdom 11:00 Is Man Really Bestial? 16:42 Freudianism vs Rationalism 21:59 Moral Responsibility in the Age of Psychoanalysis 36:58 The Conflict of Moral Centers 39:59 Rebellion of the Unconscious 42:44 The Role of Psychoanalysis 48:16 The Myth of Mental Illness 51:48 The Nature of the Unconscious 55:35 Why there is Resistance 01:09:08 How to the Architects of Control use psychology 01:19:19 Father Absence and Masculinity Crisis 01:20:22 The Role of Education in Shaping Identity 01:23:23 Homosexuality and Developmental Stages 01:29:40 The Origin of Liberalism & Communism 01:34:39 The Beast Within: Authenticity vs. Control 01:43:07 Gentle Parenting and Its Consequences Follow me on X: https://x.com/Vocation0110 Follow Michael at: https://unslaved.com/ https://www.michaeltsarion.com/ https://michaeltsarion.substack.com/

    1h 48m

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