WICKED.

Mztyk Mariesa
  • 5.0 (10)
  • Self-Improvement
  • Updated Weekly

Podcast for women who DARE to walk in their true identity, power, and magic. Who go against societal culture of being seen and not heard, who are the black sheep and powerhouses the structure tries to defeat.. and for those who want to learn how!

  1. Feb 13

    I am ready to share: My Story

    This episode is my story of having my last baby and how it turned my entire life inside out. I talk about what happened inside my marriage, surviving narcissistic abuse and domestic violence, losing my home, my income, and the family structure I thought would last forever. This is about hitting rock bottom and having to pull myself out of hell with nothing but instinct and will. About becoming a single mother while in the throws of deprivation, grieving, still trying to stand. And I’m still climbing. This episode is about what women are actually made of when everything is stripped away and the kind of strength you don’t find. You become it.

  2. 10/10/2025

    Surviving Narcissism: Tavia's Story

    In this episode, Mztyk sits down with Tavia for a raw conversation on narcissistic abuse- how it creeps in quietly, takes hold of your mind, and leaves you questioning your own reality. Together, they unravel the narcissistic abuse cycle and the manipulative tactic known as DARVO (Deny, Attack, Reverse Victim and Offender) which is a crucial red flag to recognize when breaking free from toxic dynamics.Tavia shares her personal insights on how these patterns form slowly over time, the subtle ways a narcissist gains control, and how survivors can begin to reclaim their power. The discussion also dives into how religious conditioning and upbringing can unknowingly shape our beliefs about love, and submission, setting the stage for abuse to thrive.This episode is a must-listen for anyone healing from emotional manipulation or learning to spot the early signs of control disguised as love.

  3. 09/17/2025

    Surviving Domestic Violence: Ana's Story

    In this powerful interview, Ana shares her harrowing story of surviving domestic violence at the hands of a partner who showed no signs of aggression until after marriage. What began as a calm, caring relationship quickly turned into a nightmare—escalating to physical attacks even while she was eight months pregnant. The breaking point came when he threatened her life in front of their young daughter. With courage and faith, Ana made her escape to Paris, where a series of miracles aligned to open the way for her and her child to find safety. This episode sheds light on the hidden faces of abuse, the strength it takes to leave, and the divine timing that carried Ana through the darkest moments. Visit my website for consultations, online coven, products and more!

  4. 09/12/2025

    Surviving Domestic Violence- Jaxx's Story

    In this episode of WICKED, I sit down with my friend Jaxx, a survivor of an unthinkable DV situation. What began with arguments slowly escalated into terrifying levels of abuse, eventually involving gun violence. For two years, fear kept her from leaving, afraid of the ripples it might cause, unsure of how to break free. The breaking point came in a moment no mother should ever face: a gun held to her head while she breastfed her baby. By some stroke of fate, Jaxx survived, and now she’s here to share her story. Today, she is using her voice to help with prevention, awareness, and helping women find ways to leave before it’s too late. This conversation is raw, powerful, and a reminder that silence can be deadly-but speaking up can save a life.

  5. 08/27/2025

    Surviving DV-Whitley's Story S2 E1

    In this powerful episode, I sit down with Whitely, a woman who endured and survived a horrific case of domestic violence. Her story is raw, unfiltered, and a chilling reminder of how dangerous silence can be. Whitely shares not only the brutal reality of what she went through, but also the strength it took to reclaim her voice and her life. This conversation is both a warning and a call to action. She urges women to trust their intuition when something feels off, to speak up, and to never let fear or shame silence them.

  6. 07/09/2025

    Unholy, Unhealed, & Loving It E37

    They told you to heal, align, and rise above it. But what if the most sacred thing you could do... is stay exactly where you are? In this episode of WICKED, I’m pulling apart the spiritual obsession with being “fixed” before you’re worthy of love. We’re talking rage. Grief. Shame. The parts of you that have been buried, silenced, and labeled “too much.” This is the truth no one wants to say: self-love isn’t about becoming holy, healed, or pure. It’s about loving yourself while unholy and unhealed-raw, real, and rising in your own wild way. If you’ve ever felt trapped in the endless self-improvement loop… this one’s for you. It’s time to stop performing healing and start reclaiming your wholeness.

    Unholy, Unhealed, & Loving It E37

  7. 06/27/2025

    Embodying Bliss E36

    Peace is something we are all currently chasing, and its the chasing thats keeping you out of your bliss. Bliss is something you can obtain even when walking through the fire- you just have to refuse to turn away. In this episode, Mztyk speaks to the wild feminine force within you that doesn’t flee from darkness. The force that would rather devour it. You’ll learn how to stop resisting heavy emotions and start letting them shape you into something unstoppable. Bliss isn’t found by escaping the storm. It’s found by becoming the eye of it.

  8. 06/11/2025

    Becoming Self Embodied E35

    In Becoming Self-Embodied, Mztyk pulls back the veil on how women have been taught to betray themselves: through quiet compliance, chronic self-sacrifice, and disconnection from their own body and wisdom. The inner goddess, once loud and clear, has been muffled by centuries of silencing. But she’s still there, waiting in the shadows. This episode is a reclamation, a remembering, a guide back to your inner temple. Here the sacred feminine doesn’t ask for permission, she leads. When you activate her, your life begins to move in rhythm with your truth, and you will be forever set free. Join my online Coven for Women: www.thewisewomannetwork.com Online Course: Pathway to Bliss My website 📱 CONNECT WITH ME:Instagram TikTokEmail: feralfeminine66@gmail.com

    Becoming Self Embodied E35
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About

Podcast for women who DARE to walk in their true identity, power, and magic. Who go against societal culture of being seen and not heard, who are the black sheep and powerhouses the structure tries to defeat.. and for those who want to learn how!

Information

  • Creator
    Mztyk Mariesa
  • Years Active
    2023 - 2026
  • Episodes
    41
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Mztyk Mariesa
  • Show Website
    WICKED.