Hot Mess Scriptures

Kelly
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Hot Mess Scriptures is a soft-spoken rebellion against toxic positivity, perfection culture, and pretending you’re okay when you’re not. This is where healing gets messy, emotions are allowed, faith meets doubt, and self-growth happens in real time — not the Instagram version. Hosted by Kelly, each episode is part journal, part reality check, part “wait… is it just me?” No gurus. No manifest-your-way-out-of-feelings nonsense. Just honest conversations about becoming, unlearning, spiraling, rebuilding, and trying again. Come as you are. Leave a little more self-aware.

Episodes

  1. 10/10/2025

    WTF ARE YOU FEELING!?

    Ever felt like you’re supposed to “stay positive” when you’re actually falling apart? Yeah… same. In this episode, I unpack the truth about emotional dissonance — that weird in-between space where you’re forcing light when everything feels heavy. We’re getting real about what it means to actually feel your feelings without losing your glow. No fake positivity. No spiritual bypassing. Just raw honesty, grounding truths, and the kind of real talk your soul’s been craving. If you’ve been tired of pretending you’re okay — this one’s for you.

    37 min

  2. 03/10/2025

    Manifestation 101 | Lazy girl guide!

    Let’s be real: manifestation isn’t about 369 hacks, fancy journals, or buying crystals you’ll forget in a drawer. It’s way simpler—and if you don’t get the basics right, you’re just wasting energy. In this episode, I’m exposing the real secret behind manifestation: attention + faith. Forget overthinking. Forget “doing it perfectly.” If you’ve ever wondered why your manifestations feel stuck, this is the wake-up call you need. Miss this, and you’ll keep wondering why everyone else’s dreams show up before yours.

    39 min

  3. 19/09/2025

    WTF Is Consistency Anyways?

    Motivation is cute… until it disappears. In this episode of WTF Podcast, I’m spilling the real tea on why consistency, habits, and discipline will carry you way further than that random 3am burst of inspiration. We’ll talk about why waiting for motivation is like waiting for your ex to text back (pointless💀), how small habits literally rewire your brain, and why discipline—yeah, the “boring” one—is actually the biggest flex you can have. So if you’re tired of starting strong and then ghosting your own goals, this one’s for you. Let’s break down the myths, drag motivation a little, and figure out how to actually stick to the things that matter. 🔊 Featuring my usual chaotic honesty, random laughs, and of course, a little tough love. Music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/simon-folwar/disco-fever License code: 6CHDSMOGGETVAAI6

    57 min

  4. 12/09/2025

    WHAT THE FEAR

    Fear is messy and loud. It’s sometimes the thing that’s standing between us and the life we want. In this episode I talk about my personal relationship with fear ( I also talk about some of the things I found through deep rabbit hole research of fear itself). We’ll unpack: •why fear paralyzes us from starting. •why fear actually has a purpose, but it’s not the one we think. •my own struggles with self doubt, perfectionism, and waiting for “the right moment” •how I’m learning to shift my mindset so fear doesn’t contol me anymore. 🎶Music info: Music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/simon-folwar/disco-fever License code: 6CHDSMOGGETVAAI6 Note❗️ You may notice the volume shift in a part of the episode since I recorded at two different times ( I’m still learning and experimenting with my setup). Thanks for sticking with me through the imperfections- that’s part of the journey too!

    59 min

  5. 05/09/2025

    Fear of starting sh*t

    Why is it so damn hard to just start? Whether it’s a podcast, the gym, or chasing that wild dream you keep putting off… fear has a way of whispering all the wrong things in your ear. In this episode, I get real about the messy beginnings, the doubts, and why waiting for the “perfect time” is the biggest scam of all. If you’ve ever felt stuck on the sidelines of your own life, this one’s for you. Grab your earphones, let’s talk about fear, and maybe even laugh at it together. Because the truth is — the magic only shows up after you start. ⸻ Music Credit 🎶 Music from Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/simon-folwar/disco-fever License code: 6CHDSMOGGETVAAI6

    33 min

  6. EPISODE 1

    WTF AM I EVEN DOING HERE?!

    The WTF Podcast is officially LIVE. I didn’t plan this, I just hit record. In this first episode, I talk about why starting this was so scary, why I decided to finally just DO it, and how messy beginnings are still powerful. If you’re waiting for the perfect time to start something, this is your sign.

    8 min

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Hot Mess Scriptures is a soft-spoken rebellion against toxic positivity, perfection culture, and pretending you’re okay when you’re not. This is where healing gets messy, emotions are allowed, faith meets doubt, and self-growth happens in real time — not the Instagram version. Hosted by Kelly, each episode is part journal, part reality check, part “wait… is it just me?” No gurus. No manifest-your-way-out-of-feelings nonsense. Just honest conversations about becoming, unlearning, spiraling, rebuilding, and trying again. Come as you are. Leave a little more self-aware.

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  • Creator
    Kelly
  • Years Active
    2K
  • Episodes
    6
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Kelly
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    Hot Mess Scriptures