The Principal Uncertainty

George Laufenberg
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What happens when the path you've followed stops making sense—when achievement delivers everything it promised except meaning? The Principal Uncertainty is a series of conversations about navigating the unmapped territory between who you've become and who you might be. Host George Laufenberg—a former wilderness educator, political operative, and cultural anthropologist—talks with people who've sat with uncertainty long enough to learn something from it: ministers and therapists, writers and researchers, anyone who's discovered that the questions matter more than the answers. These aren't interviews. They're thinking-out-loud sessions about presence, purpose, and the courage to stay in the not-knowing. (Theme Music: "New Journalism" by AVBE from #Uppbeat. https://uppbeat.io/t/avbe/new-journalism. License code: HDGCC9FPOKHO81UZ)

Episodes

  1. 6D AGO

    Not the Hardest Thing We've Done | Salmaan Kamal

    Send a text Dr. Salmaan Kamal is an internal medicine physician and addiction specialist at the VA Medical Center in West Los Angeles, where he cares for veterans experiencing homelessness. At every major crossroads — leaving Alabama for Princeton, returning home for medical school, turning down an Ivy League fellowship — he chose proximity to need and to family over prestige. In this conversation, we trace that pattern and what it taught him about trusting his own instincts. We talk about what happens when his daughter was born at 23 weeks and how surviving that changed the scale of everything that followed. And we get into the daily discipline of putting the phone away at six in the evening — what that discomfort actually feels like, and what's on the other side of it. Salmaan is one of the most thoughtful people I know. This conversation is about what it costs to stay that way. --- Salmaan Kamal, MD, was raised in Tuscaloosa, Alabama, and he attended Princeton University with a focus on global health and health policy. After graduation, Kamal worked as a policy associate at the National Coalition on Health Care in Washington, D.C., where he advocated for policy reform that improved value in the U.S. health care system. Kamal attended medical school at the University of Alabama at Birmingham (UAB), where he led the student-run free clinic for the uninsured. He completed internal medicine residency and chief residency at UAB Hospital, where he completed the Society of General Internal Medicine's Leadership in Health Policy Program. After residency, he completed the UCLA National Clinician Scholars Program, a health services research and public health fellowship. His work focuses on improving care for people with a history of homelessness, addiction, and criminal legal system involvement. He currently cares for people experiencing homelessness at the West Los Angeles VA Medical Center. For more on some of Salmaan's work: https://youtu.be/VG3R6XNC1Qk?si=_MNIzk2xDRqBMB4J and https://healthpolicy.ucla.edu/our-work/health-equity-challenge/finalists/2024/salmaan-kamal In this episode: - Growing up in Tuscaloosa with two physician parents — and the family intervention that sent him to Princeton instead of Alabama - The moment in the operating room when he realized he was the only one looking at the clock - A cold email, a twenty-minute walk across campus, and finding his people - What it means to choose a safety-net hospital over a bigger name — again and again - His daughter's birth at 23 weeks, and how "this is not the hardest thing we've done" became a family compass - Putting the phone away at six — what boredom actually feels like, and why productivity was the permission structure to start - The question he's sitting with now: what happens when the constraint disappears and work becomes optional again - What he'd build if he trusted himself completelyDr. Salmaan Kamal, MD, was raised in Tuscaloosa, Alabama, and he attended Princeton University with a focus on global health and health policy. Support the show The Principal Uncertainty is a podcast by George Laufenberg. It's not about finding solid ground — it's about staying oriented in open water.

    47 min
  2. A Shrine to Something | Alison Dilworth

    MAR 3

    A Shrine to Something | Alison Dilworth

    Send a text Alison Dilworth is a Philadelphia-based artist, muralist, and shrine-maker whose work spans the profoundly private and the intensely public. She is also someone who has spent her adult life thinking about what it costs to hold things — grief, love, other people's stories, a kid running toward traffic — and what it means to be genuinely present to any of it. We talk about what it means to make a shrine, and how that practice bleeds into everything else she makes. We talk about the difference between curiosity and bearing witness — and why that distinction matters more than it might seem. We talk about girlhood, about what it felt like to watch herself become visible to men before she had any framework for it, about the refusal that followed, and about the door she's walking through now on the other side of all that. We talk about a miscarriage, a snow cone, and a little girl named Dagitu who showed up at exactly the right moment without knowing why. And we talk about an elder neighbor with a shovel and a gaze that went straight through her. Alison is one of the people who taught me — without trying to — that holding space is a real thing you can do in the world. Talking to her again after fifteen years was a genuine joy. In this conversation: Making art in Philadelphia vs. New York — and why "time-rich" is the thingThe handmade books that hold other people's stories and are never for anyone elseWhat attention actually is, and what it means that it's been capturedCuriosity as childlike wonder vs. bearing witness as ethical presenceWhat it felt like to become visible to men as a girl, and the refusal that followedPregnancy loss, the Magic Gardens, and Dagitu's snow coneWhy she doesn't respect grownups — and why elders and children are the only ones worth beingPerimenopause as thresholdWhat it means to honor something invisibleThe Norris Holmes mural: Sky Woman, Eve, Alice, Miss Gloria — women who chose wisdom over safetyWhy the process is everything and the finished thing isn't hers anymore...more of Alison's work: https://www.instagram.com/brainsoulface/ Support the show The Principal Uncertainty is a podcast by George Laufenberg. It's not about finding solid ground — it's about staying oriented in open water.

    1h 16m
  3. On The Other Side of Boredom | Adam Ekberg

    FEB 18

    On The Other Side of Boredom | Adam Ekberg

    Send a text Adam Ekberg is a photographer whose work lives in the permanent collections of the Museum of Contemporary Art Chicago, the George Eastman Museum, the Museum of Fine Arts Houston, and the Worcester Art Museum. His solo exhibition Minor Spectacles ran at the George Eastman Museum in 2023. Adam and I met years ago when our kids were in forest school together in rural New Jersey — one of those places where you sign a waiver so your preschooler can use an axe. He's one of the most delightfully goofy people I know, and also one of the most serious artists I know. Those things are connected, and I wanted to understand how. This conversation covers enormous ground. It begins with a barn fire — a four-year-old in spaceship pajamas holding a glow stick, watching hundreds of feet of flame erase something he took for granted was permanent. From there we move through the man across the street who taught Adam to watch ants for hours, through years of caring for people with HIV and AIDS in early-2000s Portland, to a night on a mountain in Maine when a disco ball, a flashlight, and a smoke machine produced the photograph that made everything snap into focus. We talk about the game of Go and why clinging to what mattered fifty moves ago will kill you. About riding a bicycle at twelve miles an hour as a way of not quite being anywhere. About the difference between making something for real and making it in Photoshop — and whether that difference matters. About the pocket watch his dying friend gave him with a note that said have a different relationship to time. And we talk about boredom — specifically, what lives on the other side of it. The land within all of our minds that opens up when you sit with the discomfort long enough to push through. Fair warning: the range of this conversation goes from Bluey to Walter Benjamin. (cover photo: A Disco Ball on the Mountain, 2005, courtesy of the artist and CLAMP, New York) Support the show The Principal Uncertainty is a podcast by George Laufenberg. It's not about finding solid ground — it's about staying oriented in open water.

    1h 30m

  4. FEB 3

    Everything Is Relational | Kanwal Matharu

    Send a text Kanwal Matharu is a cornea surgeon, Fulbright scholar, and global health educator who has spent his career building pipelines between American academic medicine and under-resourced communities around the world. He's also my friend—we met when he was a freshman at Princeton and I was working in residential life, and I've watched him navigate the distance between idealism and institutions ever since. In this conversation, we talk about what it means to align your career with your faith, what he learned about strategy and relationships as a young trustee on Princeton's board, and why he's come to believe that "soft relations carry so much more weight" than procedural wins. We also talk about the costs of the path he's chosen—the isolation that comes with subspecialty training, a called-off engagement, and sitting cross-legged in borrowed slippers on his last day in Egypt, practicing patience after everything went sideways. This is a conversation about service, sacrifice, and what it means to keep going when the story isn't as clean as you thought it would be. Support the show The Principal Uncertainty is a podcast by George Laufenberg. It's not about finding solid ground — it's about staying oriented in open water.

    1h 5m
  5. Companionable Silence | Lynn Casteel Harper

    JAN 8

    Companionable Silence | Lynn Casteel Harper

    Send a text What do you do when the people you're caring for can't give you certainty that you're doing it right? Lynn Casteel Harper—minister, chaplain, and author of On Vanishing: Mortality, Dementia, and What It Means to Disappear—spent years with people living with dementia. Not trying to fix them or bring them back, but learning to read a different kind of language: silence that isn't empty, presence that doesn't require words, companionship that survives the loss of recognition. This conversation is about what she learned in that work—about gentleness as a form of power rather than weakness, about staying present when certainty isn't available, and about what happens when you stop trying to eliminate uncertainty and start learning from it instead. We talk about Hannah Arendt's distinction between power and violence, the Biosphere 2 trees that couldn't grow without wind, why she's writing "ungently" about gentleness, and the question that keeps coming up in these conversations: what are you loyal to that you didn't choose? If achievement has brought you to questions your current framework can't answer, this might be for you. Support the show The Principal Uncertainty is a podcast by George Laufenberg. It's not about finding solid ground — it's about staying oriented in open water.

    1h 7m
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What happens when the path you've followed stops making sense—when achievement delivers everything it promised except meaning? The Principal Uncertainty is a series of conversations about navigating the unmapped territory between who you've become and who you might be. Host George Laufenberg—a former wilderness educator, political operative, and cultural anthropologist—talks with people who've sat with uncertainty long enough to learn something from it: ministers and therapists, writers and researchers, anyone who's discovered that the questions matter more than the answers. These aren't interviews. They're thinking-out-loud sessions about presence, purpose, and the courage to stay in the not-knowing. (Theme Music: "New Journalism" by AVBE from #Uppbeat. https://uppbeat.io/t/avbe/new-journalism. License code: HDGCC9FPOKHO81UZ)

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    George Laufenberg
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  • Episodes
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