Full But Not Finished

Stefanie Michele
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Full But Not Finished is for anyone who's tried to "just stop eating when you're full" and realized it's never that simple. Hosted by Somatic and Intuitive Eating counselor and coach Stefanie Michele, this podcast dives into the ongoing work of recovery -- where fullness doesn't always mean satisfaction, and where food, body image, and nervous system work is never finished. Each episode unpacks the psychology, nervous system patterns, and cultural conditioning that shape eating behaviors, showing why willpower alone doesn't work and what real regulation looks like. If you've lived the binge–restrict cycle, felt trapped in body image spirals, or wondered why "normal eating" feels out of reach, this is where we make sense of it — not with rules, but with integration, somatic tools, and a more human way forward.

  1. 3 days ago

    36. Can You Have Food Freedom With Food Restrictions? A listener goes gluten-free for health reasons

    More from Stef: Binge Eating to Intuitive Eating (BE2IE) Self-Study Course iamstefaniemichele.com/iamstefaniemichelecourse.com What happens when a food restriction is not coming from diet culture, but from an actual health need? In this episode of Full But Not Finished, I'm answering a listener question about giving up gluten for an autoimmune condition, feeling better physically, and then suddenly feeling the old psychological pull of restriction, scarcity, rebellion, and white-knuckling come back. We talk about the difference between a true health accommodation and a food rule, why even medically appropriate restrictions can still register as scarcity, and what gets in the way of staying connected to food freedom when your body genuinely needs something different. I also get into food morality, perfectionism, satisfaction, autonomy, and why your psychology may rebel against a protocol that starts to feel like obedience, even when your health matters. This episode is for anyone trying to care for their body without falling back into old binge/restrict cycles, orthorexic thinking, or the belief that food freedom means never having boundaries around food. Topics covered: medical food restriction, gluten, autoimmune conditions, intuitive eating, food freedom, food morality, orthorexia, binge restrict cycle, scarcity mindset, health accommodations, and restriction recovery. Substack (essays on body image, appetite, and the nervous system) iamstefaniemichele.substack.com Instagram (daily thoughts + short-form content) instagram.com/iamstefaniemichele

    36 min

  2. 17 Jun

    35. Not Recovered, But Not Ashamed: a listener's story

    In this episode, I'm joined by Minea for a conversation about food recovery, body image, control, and what happens when you understand the concepts but still don't feel safe enough to let go. This is not a neat success story, and that is exactly why I wanted to share it. Minea talks about growing up as a child who loved food, the moment her body began to feel like something other people could judge, the early pull toward control, and the confusing shift into feeling out of control around food after years of trying to stay in control. We also talk about shame, identity, perfectionism, productivity, attachment, fear of weight change, and the hard-to-name place where someone can have deep self-awareness and still feel caught between what they understand and what they feel able to do. This conversation may not be right for everyone, especially if you are currently feeling pulled toward control or struggling to feel steady in your own food and body work. Please take care of yourself while listening. For the person who has ever thought, "I understand all of this, so why am I still here?" — this episode is for you. More from Stef: Binge Eating to Intuitive Eating (BE2IE) Self-Study Course iamstefaniemichele.com/iamstefaniemichelecourse.com Substack (essays on body image, appetite, and the nervous system) iamstefaniemichele.substack.com Instagram (daily thoughts + short-form content) instagram.com/iamstefaniemichele Topics include binge eating after restriction, eating disorder recovery, body image, weight gain fear, perfectionism, shame, compulsive exercise, nervous system regulation, intuitive eating, attachment, resistance, and the reality of being in the middle of healing

    1 hr

  3. 10 Jun

    34. When You Can't Stop Exercising

    Last week, I talked about resistance to exercise and how movement can become safer when it is no longer tied to weight loss, punishment, or proving yourself. This week is the other side of the coin: what happens when exercise becomes compulsive and rest starts to feel threatening. Movement can be genuinely regulating. It can help us feel strong, embodied, capable, grounded, and in control. But that is also why it can become hard to stop. For some people, exercise becomes the one place they can access agency, discharge anxiety, manage food guilt, or feel safe inside their own body. In this episode, I'm talking about compulsive exercise through a nervous system lens: why the behavior can make so much sense, why slowing down can feel dysregulating at first, and why the goal is not to demonize movement, but to find a dosage that is sustainable. We'll talk about: why exercise can become addictive the difference between choosing movement and feeling controlled by it exercise as compensation, regulation, escape, and agency why rest can feel like collapse all-or-nothing patterns with movement how to start building a more sustainable relationship with exercise why slowing down is not a lack of discipline, but its own skill Movement can stay in your life without taking over your life. Mentioned in this episode: the difference between movement as regulation and movement as compulsion, rest as a nervous system challenge, and what it can look like to tolerate the fear of doing less. More from Stef: Binge Eating to Intuitive Eating (BE2IE) Self-Study Course iamstefaniemichele.com/iamstefaniemichelecourse.com Substack (essays on body image, appetite, and the nervous system) iamstefaniemichele.substack.com Instagram (daily thoughts + short-form content) instagram.com/iamstefaniemichele

    41 min

  4. 3 Jun

    33. How to Rebuild Your Relationship with Exercise (after diet culture)

    Exercise can be hard to separate from weight loss, calorie burning, food compensation, discipline, and body control. In this episode, I'm talking about how to rebuild your relationship with movement after dieting, binge eating, restriction, or years of using exercise as a way to change your body. For a lot of people, exercise does not feel neutral. It can bring up old rules, old pressure, old fear, old rebellion, or the sense that movement only matters if it leads to weight loss or somehow "counts." But movement can also be something else. It can be a way to move energy through the body. It can help discharge anxiety, shift a flat or frozen state, interrupt rumination, and create a different relationship with your own body. It can be slow, ordinary, rhythmic, gentle, practical, or enjoyable. It does not have to be organized around punishment, compensation, or proving anything. I also talk about what happens when diet culture thoughts still show up while you're trying to move differently. Those thoughts may be present because they were built over time. Their presence does not have to define the meaning of what you are doing now. This episode is about reclaiming exercise and movement from diet culture, and finding a way back to movement that feels more like support than self-control. In this episode, I talk about: why exercise can feel charged after years of dieting how movement gets paired with weight loss, control, and morality exercise as a way to move energy through the nervous system why low motivation may be connected to overwhelm, not laziness how slow, steady movement can help thaw a flat or frozen state how higher-energy movement can help discharge anxiety why diet culture thoughts may still appear how to build a new relationship with movement without making it another rule More from Stef: Binge Eating to Intuitive Eating (BE2IE) Self-Study Course iamstefaniemichele.com/iamstefaniemichelecourse.com Substack (essays on body image, appetite, and the nervous system) iamstefaniemichele.substack.com Instagram (daily thoughts + short-form content) instagram.com/iamstefaniemichele

    43 min

  5. 27 May

    32. Supporting a Partner Through Binge Eating Recovery (a conversation with my actual husband)

    In this episode, Stef talks with her husband, Mike, about what it was like to support her through years of binge eating, restriction, body shame, and recovery. They talk about what he noticed in the early years of their relationship, what he misunderstood, what helped him understand binge eating more clearly, and why trying to "fix" it usually didn't work. They also discuss the quieter parts of support: listening without judgment, staying steady when recovery felt terrifying, not making weight gain the center of the relationship, and having a life outside of the eating disorder so the relationship could still hold more than distress. This conversation is for anyone supporting a partner, spouse, friend, or family member through binge eating recovery, and for anyone in recovery who worries that their struggle is taking up too much space in their relationship. It is a real look at what support can sound like when someone does not fully understand the eating disorder, but is still willing to stay present, learn, and keep taking the next step with you. More from Stef: Binge Eating to Intuitive Eating (BE2IE) Self-Study Course iamstefaniemichele.com/iamstefaniemichelecourse.com Substack (essays on body image, appetite, and the nervous system) iamstefaniemichele.substack.com Instagram (daily thoughts + short-form content) instagram.com/iamstefaniemichele

    45 min

  6. 19 May

    31. Hilary Duff, "Strong Not Small," and Body Diversity in Wellness

    Hilary Duff's "Strong Not Small" campaign has brought up a bigger conversation about wellness culture, diet culture, fitness ideals, and the way bodies are still expected to show up. On the surface, "strong not small" sounds like progress, especially for millennial women who grew up in the early 2000s celebrity body-shaming era. We were taught to fear weight gain, compare ourselves to famous women, and treat thinness as proof that we were disciplined, desirable, and doing life correctly. But what happens when the new ideal still looks very similar to the old one? In this episode, I'm talking about Hilary Duff's strength-training campaign, the shift from "skinny" to "strong," and how wellness culture can repackage diet culture in language that sounds more empowering. This isn't about criticizing Hilary Duff personally, and it's not about criticizing strength training. Movement, muscle, and feeling strong in your body can be genuinely supportive. The issue is the pressure that shows up when "healthy" still has to look toned, small, youthful, sculpted, and commercially beautiful. We'll get into why fitness and wellness messaging can feel inspiring while also activating the same body-image pressure many women are trying to recover from. I also talk about how social media, celebrity culture, wellness trends, and fitness campaigns shape what we believe is normal, even when we logically know celebrities have access to trainers, money, editing, time, and resources most people do not. Topics covered in this episode include: Hilary Duff's "Strong Not Small" campaign Millennial body image and early 2000s beauty standards Why "strong, not skinny" can still become a body standard The overlap between wellness culture and diet culture How fitness trends create pressure, rebellion, or over-compliance Why your nervous system absorbs imagery before your logic can argue with it The problem with equating health with visible aesthetics How to reconnect with movement, strength, and wellbeing on your own terms Questions to ask yourself when "shoulds" start moving in on your empowerment More from Stef: Binge Eating to Intuitive Eating (BE2IE) Self-Study Course iamstefaniemichele.com/iamstefaniemichelecourse.com Substack (essays on body image, appetite, and the nervous system) iamstefaniemichele.substack.com Instagram instagram.com/iamstefaniemichele

    41 min

  7. 13 May

    30. When Body Image Meets Aging: a conversation with Deb Benfield

    Aging is natural, but women are rarely allowed to experience it that way. In this episode, I talk with Deb Benfield, author of Unapologetic Aging, about the pressure women face to keep defying the evidence. This conversation is really about the promise underneath anti-aging culture: that if we can stay young enough, thin enough, smooth enough, or close enough to the ideal, we might stay safe, wanted, respected, and socially protected. Deb talks about why that promise is so powerful, why it becomes especially intense in midlife, and why it can cost women so much of their attention, creativity, sexuality, and actual life. We also talk about the body hierarchy, the fear of becoming irrelevant, the way younger women are being pulled into anti-aging fear earlier than ever, and what it means to come back into the body from the inside rather than constantly evaluating it from the outside. This is a conversation about aging, but more than that, it's about compliance, embodiment, and the possibility of using midlife for something more... fun. Deb Benfield is 67, a registered dietitian, nutrition therapist, and body image coach who has spent over 40 years working in the ED and body image world. Her current work focuses on helping people mend their relationship with their aging bodies. Deb's Unapologetic Aging Circle  Deb's Book: Unapologetic Aging More from Stef: Binge Eating to Intuitive Eating (BE2IE) Self-Study Course iamstefaniemichele.com/iamstefaniemichelecourse.com Substack (essays on body image, appetite, and the nervous system) iamstefaniemichele.substack.com Instagram (daily thoughts + short-form content) instagram.com/iamstefaniemichele

    44 min

  8. 6 May

    29. Gentle Nutrition After Diet Culture: How To Make It Simple

    Nutrition is a complicated, sometimes scary word after ED recovery or dropping out of diet culture. You may want more energy, steadier meals, better digestion, or a way of eating that supports your body more consistently. But the second nutrition enters the conversation, it can start to feel threatening. Old rules come back. The pressure to get it right comes back. Even a small thought about protein, vegetables, or blood sugar can start to feel like a case for rebellion. In this episode, I'm talking about how to include nutrition in a non-diet relationship with food without turning it into another set of rules or self-sabotage. I get into overthinking, rebellion, adding instead of subtracting, keeping nutrition basic, all-or-nothing thinking, and why one food does not cancel out another. I also talk about life seasons, because what makes sense for your food has to make sense inside your actual life. This is a conversation about letting nutrition become a neutral, shoulders down experience. More from Stef: Binge Eating to Intuitive Eating (BE2IE) Self-Study Course iamstefaniemichele.com/iamstefaniemichelecourse.com Substack (essays on body image, appetite, and the nervous system) iamstefaniemichele.substack.com Instagram (daily thoughts + short-form content) instagram.com/iamstefaniemichele

    41 min
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Full But Not Finished is for anyone who's tried to "just stop eating when you're full" and realized it's never that simple. Hosted by Somatic and Intuitive Eating counselor and coach Stefanie Michele, this podcast dives into the ongoing work of recovery -- where fullness doesn't always mean satisfaction, and where food, body image, and nervous system work is never finished. Each episode unpacks the psychology, nervous system patterns, and cultural conditioning that shape eating behaviors, showing why willpower alone doesn't work and what real regulation looks like. If you've lived the binge–restrict cycle, felt trapped in body image spirals, or wondered why "normal eating" feels out of reach, this is where we make sense of it — not with rules, but with integration, somatic tools, and a more human way forward.

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  • Creator
    Stefanie Michele
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    36
  • Rating
    Clean
  • Copyright
    © 2025
  • Show Website
    Full But Not Finished

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