The Deep Blue

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The Deep Blue is a weekly live podcast where spiritual seekers, creators, and guides dive deep into the soul’s journey of awakening. Hosted live on TikTok every Friday night, each episode invites a new voice from the spiritual community to share their raw, honest story of waking up — the turning points, the breakdowns, the breakthroughs, and the beauty in between. Whether you’re just beginning to question things or you’ve been walking the path for a while, The Deep Blue is a space for connection, reflection, and expansion. Come sit with us. Let’s go deep — together.

  1. 1 DAY AGO

    The Empath’s Trap: How to Set Boundaries Without Closing Your Heart

    In this solo Q&A episode, Blue dives into the deep end of listener questions, exploring everything from the mechanics of the afterlife to the practical application of Internal Family Systems (IFS) in daily life. We explore:•Trapped Spirits & Limbo: Why the "in-between" phase might be a projection of our own awakening rather than a literal trap. •The Empath's Survival Kit: How to maintain boundaries and control over your "senses" without shutting off your natural connection to others. •IFS & Wounded Parts: Navigating Internal Family Systems to stop the "wounded child" or "defensive adult" from grabbing the microphone. •Healing as a Circle: Why the "linear" path is an illusion and why we must revisit our trauma with new maturity. •The Sensory Hack: Using blindfolds and intentional listening to find the silence between thoughts and drop into deeper brainwave states. We break down why empathy is often a developed survival skill and how to reclaim your senses to stay grounded in an overstimulating world. Whether you're curious about astral projection or trying to navigate the complex "wounded parent" parts of your own psyche, this conversation is designed to help you remove the filters between you and Source energy. Support the Podcast & Save $$ Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ 🌐 Follow Blue- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Website- https://blueflower.love ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh

    1h 5m

  2. 2 FEB

    How to Forgive the Unforgivable and Reclaim Your Peace

    Are you confusing forgiveness with allowing someone to keep hurting you? In this episode, Blue welcomes back Loralin Engel to dive deep into the complexities of childhood, strict parenting, and the ultimate lesson of forgiveness. Loralin shares her experience growing up in a military household and later navigating a relationship with a narcissistic mother who she felt she had to "endure" for decades. We explore the transformative moment in 2019 when a string of personal tragedies—from a house fire to the loss of a close friend—led Loralin to a massive emotional explosion and, eventually, a profound spiritual awakening. This conversation is a roadmap for anyone struggling to separate forgiveness from reconciliation and learning how to trust the "fleeting thoughts" of their highest self. We explore: • The Military Upbringing: Moving from the Philippines to the U.S. • Escaping Suffocation: Why Laurel ran away at age 18 to escape strict authority and the belittling of her friends. • Enduring the Narcissist: Recognizing the cycle of guilt, pity-seeking, and emotional drainage from a self-centered parent. • The Forgiveness Breakthrough: Why choosing to forgive the situation is a soul agreement that doesn't require maintaining a relationship. • Identifying the difference between the ego’s repetitive stories and the higher self’s quiet, single-sentence guidance. Support the Podcast & Save $$ Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity 🌐 Follow Loralin: https://www.loralinengel.com/ YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@loralinengel TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@mandalapainter Follow on Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/groups/505181006485344 🌐 Follow Blue- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Website- https://blueflower.love ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/

    55 min

  3. 26 JAN

    The Truth About Your Imagination No One Tells You

    Tired of feeling stuck in cycles of anger and anxiety? In this episode, Blue explores the profound mechanics of the human imagination—not just as a creative tool, but as the literal projector of our physical reality. We unpack how the same mechanism we use for childhood play is often co-opted by trauma to facilitate dissociation and survival. Blue shares personal stories about dismantling the program of "not being artistic" and reveals a powerful inner child practice that led to a massive emotional breakthrough. If you’ve ever wondered if what you see with your eyes closed is as real as what you see with them open, this episode is for you. We explore: •The Imagination as a Projector: Why your mind doesn't distinguish between "real" and "imagined" •Survival Dissociation: How the nervous system uses imagination to protect the body during trauma •The Trap of Limerence: When fantasy stops being medicine and starts being poison •Awakening the 5 Senses: Why grounding in your physical body is the key to clearer manifestation •The Power of Play: Why doing what you loved at age six is the "secret sauce" for adult clarity Support the Podcast & Save $$ Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity 🌐 Follow Blue- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Website- https://blueflower.love ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/

    44 min

  4. 19 JAN

    Why You Should Be Practicing Telekinesis

    Tired of feeling stuck in cycles of anger and anxiety?Intuitive healer and telekinesis explorer Anna Zahn joins Blue to reveal a shocking truth: practicing telekinesis isn't just about moving matter—it's one of the fastest ways to master your mind and regulate your nervous system. In this episode, Anna explains how she used "the intuitive playground" to move beyond chronic pain and fibromyalgia.We dive into the science of Psi abilities and why sitting with a piece of tin foil might be the most effective meditative practice you've ever tried. We explore: •Why telekinesis is the ultimate "tangible" feedback loop for meditation •How practicing with the "Egely Wheel" measures your internal life force •The connection between full-body bliss, Kundalini energy, and moving matter •How "play" and "experimentation" allow you to bypass years of restrictive belief systems •The real-world impact: Using telekinesis to find patience and regulation in everyday chaos Support the Podcast & Save $$ 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity🌐 Follow Anna- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@thewildaura Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/the.wild.aura ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXhWant to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love

    1h 24m

  5. 12 JAN

    Why You Avoid Your Shadow: The Truth About Victimhood and Healing

    You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity Tired of feeling stuck in cycles of anger and anxiety? Blue reveals the raw truth about how shadow work is the key to deconstructing the ego and reintegrating the injured parts of the inner child. In this episode, we define shadow work not just as psychological theory, but as the active process of navigating the subconscious baggage we’ve spent a lifetime avoiding. After years of personal exploration through IFS therapy and somatic releasing, Blue shares how to transform your triggers into opportunities for self-love. We explore: •Why we resist shadow work to avoid the "victim" label in our own story •The crucial role of safe relationships in uncovering parts of ourselves we cannot see alone •How to drop into the body to find the emotions the head tries to intellectualize •The "Golden Shadow": Why the people you admire are mirrors of your own greatness •A live breakthrough with a listener on healing from deep childhood trauma and reclaiming personal power Support the Podcast & Save Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXhWant to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love

    57 min

  6. 5 JAN

    How to Break the Cycle of Generational Trauma and Violence

    Tired of feeling stuck in cycles of anger and anxiety? Spiritual teacher and trauma expert Marcus Gregory Richardson reveals the raw truth about how generational trauma "programs" the brain for violence, and the spiritual framework needed to deconstruct the ego and heal the inner child. Marcus is a leading voice in the integration of psychology, biology, and spirituality. After surviving a harrowing childhood of neglect and extreme physical abuse, Marcus transformed his life into a mission of teaching others how to regulate their nervous systems and reclaim their authentic selves. We explore: •Why your "personality" is often just a trauma-driven program •How childhood abuse causes literal brain damage and chronic inflammation •The "Matrix" moment: How out-of-body experiences reveal our true nature •Why "thinking" and "believing" are the biggest barriers to spiritual knowing •The truth about "Fate" and why letting go of control is the ultimate power move Support the Podcast & Save $$Use Code BLUE & Save 15%🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUEYou don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity 🌐 Follow Marcus- LinkTree- https://linktr.ee/marcusgregoryrichardson TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@marcusgregoryrichardson Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/marcusgregoryrichardson/ Facebook-https://www.facebook.com/MarcusGregoryRichardson77 ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love

    2h 8m

  7. 29/12/2025

    My Spiritual Journey as a Police Officer

    In this solo episode , Blue Flower shares his story of experiencing a profound spiritual awakening while still serving as a police officer. From starting out working in a jail to years of service on the road, Blue reflects on how meditation, intuition, and energy work began to overlap with his law enforcement career. He describes moments where he trusted his inner pull to find people, calmed tense situations through energetic presence, and even held space at death scenes in ways the uniform alone could not prepare him for. This candid and vulnerable episode explores:💠Awakening while working in law enforcement💠Learning to trust intuition on and off duty💠Holding space in trauma and death scenes💠Synchronistic guidance in a cold case investigation💠Facing the dark night of the soul after leaving policing💠Complex PTSD, therapy, and shadow work💠Encounters with float tanks, altered states, and an Aztec moon goddess Blue’s awakening didn’t happen in a monastery or retreat center — it happened in uniform, in the streets, and in the silence that followed. Support the Podcast🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery. ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live Fridays on TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh

    1h 4m

  8. 22/12/2025

    Dealing With Your In Laws Over the Holidays

    The holidays don’t just bring celebration — they bring family dynamics. On this episode, Blue leads a grounded, practical conversation about navigating in-law relationships during the holiday season. Rather than focusing on blame or avoidance, Blue explores why in-law dynamics are often so activating, how childhood conditioning resurfaces in family environments, and what it actually takes to move through these situations with clarity, compassion, and self-respect. This episode covers:🔵Why partners often regress emotionally around their families🔵How childhood nervous system patterns resurface during holidays🔵The importance of entering family gatherings with awareness and compassion🔵Creating clear time boundaries around arrivals and departures🔵The difference between healthy boundary-setting and avoidance🔵How in-law triggers often reflect deeper personal healing work🔵Nervous system regulation, fight-or-flight responses, and emotional capacity This conversation reframes in-law stress as an opportunity for growth, communication, and nervous system awareness — without bypassing the reality of how difficult these relationships can be. ✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery. Support the Podcast & Save🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool ClothingUse Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXhWant to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love

    47 min
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The Deep Blue is a weekly live podcast where spiritual seekers, creators, and guides dive deep into the soul’s journey of awakening. Hosted live on TikTok every Friday night, each episode invites a new voice from the spiritual community to share their raw, honest story of waking up — the turning points, the breakdowns, the breakthroughs, and the beauty in between. Whether you’re just beginning to question things or you’ve been walking the path for a while, The Deep Blue is a space for connection, reflection, and expansion. Come sit with us. Let’s go deep — together.

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  • Creator
    Blue Flower
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    21
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Blue Flower
  • Show Website
    The Deep Blue