Lowkey Chaotic

Zoë Lilou

☀️Currently on summer break. Season 2 loading…☀️ Lowkey Chaotic feels like sitting inside Zoë Lilou’s mind as she tries to untangle love, shame, identity, ambition, and self-destruction in real time - raw enough to make people feel exposed, but honest enough to make them feel less alone.

  1. 24 jun

    I'm Tired of My Own Narrative

    Before disappearing for summer, I wanted to leave you with one final thought: I think I'm tired of my own narrative. In this episode, we're talking about sobriety, growing pains, outgrowing old versions of ourselves, and why I think I've reached the point where I need fewer revelations and more experiences. Thank you for spending this season with me. See you after summer.

    40 min.

  2. 9 jun

    Why Do We Want Validation From People Who Don't Care?

    I met someone in LA and immediately found myself doing what so many of us do: trying to prove I was worth getting to know. In this episode, we're talking about validation, attention, self-worth, and why one person's indifference can sometimes outweigh the appreciation of hundreds of others. Because the question isn't why they didn't see us. The question is why we keep letting strangers decide whether we're worth seeing.

    46 min.

  3. 28 mei

    I Think I've Been Wrong About a Few Things

    a little life update from california. in this episode, i share a realization i've been having about how my first relationship - and the abuse that existed within it - may have shaped my relationship to intimacy in ways i didn't fully understand until now. we also talk about procrastination, routine, perspective shifts, and a few things that have been making more sense lately.

    49 min.

  4. 14 mei

    I Want To Feel Seen

    This episode starts with me attending a physiognomy class and somehow ends with me unpacking wanting to feel understood. We talk about the loneliness of being hyper-observant, the difference between attention and recognition, and why so many women feel deeply unseen despite constantly being looked at.

    52 min.

  5. 6 mei

    She Still Lives In Me

    The girl that used to willingly make very self-destructive choices still lives in me. Nowadays the craziest things I do are nothing compared to who I used to be… but she still lives in me.And she came out a little this morning.

    40 min.

  6. 28 apr

    Why Do I Feel Wrong All the Time?

    I get into: hypervigilance and constantly reading between the linesfeeling like you have to “solve” every interactioninternalized shame and always assuming you’re the problemand how these patterns might come from the environments we grew up inThis episode is about what happens when awareness turns into self-blame and why everything can start to feel personal, even when it’s not.

    54 min.

  7. 20 apr

    A Convenient Escape

    It’s interesting how loud people get when it comes to correcting misinformation but where is that same energy when the information is actually correct? An episode about how statistics can become a convenient escape and how the focus shifts from the point to the detail.

    42 min.

  8. 14 apr

    Cheating Doesn’t Automatically Make You a Bad Person

    Apparently I’m pro-cheating now. All because I said that cheating once doesn’t make you a horrible person forever and people did not like that. So let’s unpack it. What even is cheating? Why does it trigger us so deeply? Why do we need it to mean something so clear? And why are we so uncomfortable with the idea that people are more than their worst moment? This isn’t about defending cheating. It’s about understanding people without losing your boundaries.

    46 min.
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☀️Currently on summer break. Season 2 loading…☀️ Lowkey Chaotic feels like sitting inside Zoë Lilou’s mind as she tries to untangle love, shame, identity, ambition, and self-destruction in real time - raw enough to make people feel exposed, but honest enough to make them feel less alone.

Informatie

  • Maker
    Zoë Lilou
  • Jaren actief
    2025 - 2026
  • Afleveringen
    47
  • Beoordeling
    Expliciet
  • Copyright
    © Zoë Lilou
  • Website van aflevering
    Lowkey Chaotic

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