For seven years, Anne Desjardins struggled with unexplained symptoms, medical dismissal, depression, and thoughts of suicide before finally receiving a Lyme disease diagnosis. Today, she's helping others find the hope she once desperately needed. In this LIVE from ILADS interview, Tick Boot Camp co-host Rich sits down with Anne Desjardins, a Pennsylvania Lyme disease advocate, Ayurvedic practitioner, support group leader, and host of The Silver Lyming podcast. Recorded at the 2025 International Lyme and Associated Diseases Society (ILADS) Conference in San Antonio, Texas, their conversation explores delayed Lyme disease diagnosis, neurological symptoms, medical gaslighting, mental health, integrative healing, financial hardship, and the power of sharing patient recovery stories. Anne opens up about losing her independence, struggling to remember people's names, and reaching a point where she no longer wanted to live. She also shares how her diagnosis, treatment, lifestyle changes, and supportive community helped her rebuild her life and discover a new purpose. Her story is a reminder that a difficult chapter doesn't have to be the final chapter—and that hearing someone else's recovery story can help make hope feel possible again. Seven Years of Symptoms Before a Lyme Disease Diagnosis Anne believes she contracted Lyme disease in Pennsylvania, one of the states most heavily affected by tick-borne illness. She began noticing symptoms around age 30, but her initial attempts to find medical answers were unsuccessful. Healthcare professionals repeatedly attributed her symptoms to stress, depression, or being overly emotional. Anne remembers trying to explain that she was becoming depressed because she felt physically ill every day—not the other way around. Over time, her symptoms became increasingly disruptive: Hearing loss in her left ear Heart palpitations and episodes of fluttering Severe dizziness, particularly when turning her head Memory loss, confusion, and difficulty concentrating Speech problems, including stuttering Overwhelming fatigue and reduced ability to perform daily activities Depression, social withdrawal, and suicidal thoughts She eventually became concerned that she might have a brain tumor. After years of unsuccessful medical appointments, a physician finally suspected Lyme disease and ordered testing. When the result came back positive, Anne felt an overwhelming sense of relief. She finally had a diagnosis that could help guide her next steps. Medical Gaslighting, Depression, and the Mental Health Impact of Chronic Illness Anne describes how repeated dismissal affected her confidence, relationships, and emotional well-being. When doctors told her nothing was wrong, she began questioning herself. She became embarrassed by her cognitive symptoms and increasingly avoided social situations. At one event, she introduced herself to the same person twice within minutes because she couldn't remember their first interaction. Daily activities such as showering, doing laundry, cleaning, or visiting friends became difficult. Anne also discusses using alcohol to cope with years of physical and emotional suffering. Eventually, she experienced suicidal thoughts and wondered whether she would ever regain her life. Rich asks whether those thoughts were driven by the illness itself, the prolonged diagnostic journey, or the hopelessness that developed along the way. Anne believes multiple factors contributed. She describes feeling disconnected from herself and eventually learning to recognize that distressing thoughts did not define her identity. Her experience highlights why mental health support and compassionate medical care are important for people living with disabling chronic symptoms. If you're struggling with thoughts of suicide, you deserve immediate support. In the United States, call or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline. For additional conversations about the psychological impact of Lyme disease, explore Tick Boot Camp's mental health and Lyme disease interview with therapist Christina Kantzavelos. Lyme Disease Treatment and Anne's Personal Healing Journey After receiving her diagnosis, Anne began antibiotic treatment through her family physician. She initially experienced significant improvement, describing the experience as finally feeling human again. However, some neurological and cognitive symptoms returned during treatment. She received additional antibiotics and eventually began working with a clinician experienced in treating Lyme disease. Anne describes approximately two and a half additional years of antibiotic treatment, alongside herbal supplements and other supportive approaches. One influential resource was Unlocking Lyme by Dr. Bill Rawls, MD. Unable to comfortably read at the time because of her cognitive symptoms, Anne listened to the audiobook and found encouragement in Dr. Rawls' recovery story. She gradually incorporated additional changes into her daily routine, including: Dietary adjustments and avoiding foods she personally felt worsened her symptoms Eliminating alcohol and caffeine Herbal approaches discussed with her healthcare provider Hot yoga and regular movement Mindfulness, spirituality, and self-reflection Exploring Ayurveda and holistic wellness practices Anne credits these combined changes with helping her regain function and improve her quality of life. She emphasizes that her transformation happened gradually over several years. Her experiences reflect an individualized recovery journey rather than a treatment protocol proven to work for everyone. In particular, hot yoga, restrictive diets, and herbal products have not been established as cures for Lyme disease, and prolonged heat exposure can pose risks for some patients. Discovering Ayurveda and a New Perspective on Health As Anne's health improved, she became increasingly interested in Ayurveda, a traditional system of medicine originating in India. She was drawn to its emphasis on daily routines, seasonal changes, nutrition, and the relationship between physical and emotional well-being. Anne eventually pursued formal education to become an Ayurvedic practitioner. She describes this experience as part of a broader personal transformation. Rather than viewing recovery solely as the absence of symptoms, she began exploring how her experience had changed her priorities, relationships, and understanding of herself. Anne acknowledges that she would never have chosen the suffering she experienced, but she now values the perspective and sense of purpose that emerged from it. Turning Pain Into Purpose Through Pennsylvania Lyme Advocacy As Anne regained her health, she became determined to help others avoid the isolation and confusion she had experienced. She began leading a support group through the PA Lyme Resource Network, a volunteer-driven nonprofit focused on tick-borne disease education, prevention, patient support, and advocacy. Anne is associated with the organization's Berks County region and has participated in community outreach and prevention education. She also discusses becoming involved in Pennsylvania's public education efforts connected to Act 83, the state's Lyme and Related Tick-Borne Disease Surveillance, Education, Prevention and Treatment Act. Her advocacy focuses on helping people recognize potential tick-borne disease symptoms, understand prevention strategies, and find supportive resources. The Financial Burden of Lyme Disease Anne speaks candidly about the financial challenges many patients face. Her own treatment journey was expensive, and she describes hearing from people who struggle to afford testing, appointments, treatment, housing, or basic necessities. She also raises concerns about insurance coverage and access to knowledgeable healthcare professionals. Rich and Anne agree that patients should not have to face financial devastation while searching for answers. For Pennsylvania residents seeking community support or practitioner referrals, the PA Lyme Resource Network's patient resources provide a starting point. The Silver Lyming: A Podcast Dedicated to Hope and Healing Anne eventually transformed her advocacy into a podcast called The Silver Lyming. The title reflects her belief that meaningful growth, connection, and purpose can sometimes emerge from extremely difficult experiences. At the time of this interview, Anne had recently released her 75th episode. Her podcast features people who share their experiences with Lyme disease, tick-borne infections, chronic illness, and recovery. Rather than focusing exclusively on symptoms and suffering, Anne seeks out stories that demonstrate different paths toward improved health and renewed purpose. She believes hearing from people who have made progress can help listeners feel less isolated and more hopeful about their own futures. Anne also discovered that podcasting benefits the guests themselves. Several have told her that sharing their experiences publicly helped them process what they had endured. For Anne, the podcast has become a place where people can speak openly, feel heard, and connect with others who understand. Listen to The Silver Lyming with Anne Desjardins on Apple Podcasts. Why Positive Lyme Disease Communities Matter Rich and Anne discuss the importance of finding supportive spaces during chronic illness. Both recognize that patients need opportunities to express frustration, grief, anger, and disappointment. However, Anne explains that when she was seriously ill, she actively searched for stories of people who had improved. She found those stories encouraging at a time when her future felt uncertain. Rich emphasizes the value of multiple patient-led podcasts and advocacy platforms. Different hosts bring different perspectives, ask different questions, and connect with different audiences. He explains that Tick Boot Camp wants peop