My Life Through Music

Bishop Freesh
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In the My Life Through Music Podcast I share and guide likeminded lovers of music through my life while aligning the influential and meaningful moments with the songs and music that were there at the time, or describes the thoughts, feelings, and emotions I was experiencing at those places and those times. If you love and appreciate all varieties of music the way I do, then you are invited to take your own walk down memory lane as you reconnect with the beauty and power of the internal playlist that has been with you your entire life and is waiting to be brought back to life once again!

  1. 08/19/2025

    For Those About To Rock (We Salute You) - AC/DC

    B-Battery 3/35 FA... Werthiem, Germany. Late 1990- Early to mid 1992...When the doors of Bravo Battery closed behind me, a sound that I would get to know all too well and never forget, I KNEW that my life was about to change... once again!!!! I'm 54 years old, I've been in many different types of units in two different MOS's. I have served with, and have observed men who used many different leadership styles. Looking back, and I mean this with the fullest sincerity that I can humanly muster... My First Sergeant (I'll give him the nickname "Grim Reaper" which fits him exactly) in B-Battery 3/35 FA was the very embodiment of brutality wrapped in authority. He was mean, loud, and unrelenting. His very demeanor, along with his words cut deeper than the bark of his orders. His presence alone was enough to drain the air from a room. Compassion was a language he did not speak!! He seemed to delight in our pain, while physically and emotionally breaking us down as he thrived on pushing us past misery into exhaustion! It was as if our suffering was the fuel for his satisfaction. To this day, he stands as the meanest, most ruthless individual I have ever encountered on this planet.And yet… therein lay the paradox! I LOVED to HATE him! Why? Because hating him was easy. But at the same time, I HATED to RESPECT him! The reason that I respected him was because buried in that cruelty was an undeniable truth! As much as I hate to admit, he made me better! His torment forged my resilience, his harshness hammered weakness out of me, and his mercilessness carved strength where I didn’t know it existed. He was the monster I despised, BUT, also the fire that tempered me and played one of many HUGE roles in making me the person I am today. And I have to thank him for that...https://youtu.be/nBM1-DwjA8I?si=psRe8SGXBDzIjTU1 - "For Those About To Rock (We Salute You)" - AC/DC

    31 min

  2. 07/01/2025

    Where I Come From - Montgomery Gentry

    There’s a moment in basic training I’ll never forget! Not because of what ALMOST happened, but because of WHO stopped it from happening. I was fired up! My heart was pounding and my blood was hot. One of the other guys had pushed me way too far! The disrespect, the words, the attitude... everything! The whole thing was about to explode. I wasn’t even thinking, and at the moment, I didn’t care about consequences. I was ready to throw hands, and in basic, that could’ve meant getting recycled, losing rank (or which I had none), or worse. But just before I could swing, I felt two strong arms grab me from behind. It was one of my battle buddies! My friend from Nebraska who physically yanked me back. He didn’t just stop a fight, he saved me from making a huge mistake. One that could’ve changed everything. That’s what it means when someone has your back. It’s not just about stepping in when things go bad, it’s about stepping up when you’re about to go bad. It’s about knowing you’ve got someone who sees the bigger picture, who cares enough to keep you from doing something stupid! Having someone’s back means accountability, loyalty, and love in the form of tough truth. And in that moment, my friend had mine. https://youtu.be/zzoTITn7zC0?si=hQnYtzAIi0ZkjRY0 - Where I Come From - Montgomery Gentry

    23 min

  3. 03/02/2025

    Long As I Can See The Light - Creedence Clearwater Revival

    What is home to you? Do you remember when you left home for the first time? What was it like? Why did you leave? Were you off to college? Did you just want to get out into the world and see what was out there? Did you go into military service like I did? This is the story of when I left home along with some of the thoughts, feelings, and emotions that I experienced during that time, and the realization that Arizona, my home was, and will forever be, ingrained in my soul! https://youtu.be/fu_fjQXAra4?si=0sNuBj9k5EH4JQfW - "Long As I Can See The Light" - Creedence Clearwater Revival ***AdditionalSong(s)https://youtu.be/bPfFvM0AFG0?si=YLMtAWT5Te8xVmzB - "Arizona" - Scorpions

    21 min

  4. 12/07/2024

    Entre Nous - Rush

    I want to be as good as a friend to those who are friends to me! I've been so blessed with having so many incredible friends in every phase of my life! https://youtu.be/MiYXj8j2Mus?si=6UygVVdi4CMqQhKc. Entre Nous - Rush How many friends do you have in your life? Not acquaintances, but real friends? Friendship is extremely important to me because it has been a constant source of strength and joy throughout my life. So many wonderful friends have stood by me in times of need, providing comfort and support when I felt most fearful and vulnerable. They've also given me "tough love" when it was warranted, helping me grow and make better choices. They've shared in shared the happiest moments, celebrating my successes with genuine excitement, and have mourned with me during times of sorrow, showing compassion and understanding. From the smallest things to the great acts of love, my friends, all of them, have made my life richer and more meaningful; expessing the art of true humanity and the beauty of human connection. This is a story, of many, of one such individual...

    21 min

  5. 08/01/2024

    Soul Asylum - The Cult

    https://youtu.be/Btbf76dHYnI?si=-aOaxNArG-TXzO64 - Soul Asylum - The Cult Give me Ian Astbutry... with his hair the longest, and blackest. His voice the purest... and his soul the freest!! Have you ever had to say goodbye to someone you love, and you didn’t even want to? The pit in your stomach won’t go away. Words get caught in your throat. I didn’t want to, and we put it off for about as long as we possibly could… until we couldn’t… and we just had to finally say goodbye. Even in the midst of a painful goodbye, there are some beautiful memories, moments, and even some spiritual gifts that you can receive and hopefully… some gifts you can give to the other person as well. https://youtu.be/6BdfidzU9Gw?si=cEInC6u_kqqcWjva - A Lifetime - Better Than Ezra I know this song is about something different, but the vibe, tone, and feel of it reminds of her and that time. I don’t know exactly what it is…Perhaps it’s lines such as, "Graduation Day," Or, “We were standing on the hood of my car, singing out loud ‘till the sun came up.” Or, “And I know it wasn’t right, but it felt so good…” Maybe it’s the reference to her mother, who's influence was impactful back then and made a lasting impression ... Maybe it's the line, “I could drown in you,” or even, “...Till you pulled me through? Or "No one is allowed to be so proud" I don’t know, but the time we had together, “Felt like a lifetime…” Oh yeah, there even was an REM song... even though it's not the one sung about or referenced in this song. https://youtu.be/j7oQEPfe-O8?si=O38z2BEFd7J0unVa - The One I Love - R.E.M. https://youtu.be/r8OipmKFDeM?si=uLpkww0TXTeSgL8w - Don't Look Back In Anger - Oasis I have never regretted any of the relationships I’ve had in my life. Any of them! I was with each person because I wanted to be with them. Everyone I was ever involved with was different, unique, and beautiful in their own special way, and I never look back in anger, especially now. https://youtu.be/HKOuN50Ir-g?si=UFmf0kPju--mZYQ2 - 4am - Our Lady Peace I’ve never spoken about this particular event, and I won’t go into the details… I can’t… it hurts too much. What I will say is, during this period of time, while I was with “Attendance Girl,” I was supposed to be somewhere... and I wasn’t sure if I could make it. Hence, "And if I don't make it..." I won't go into any more than that...But there was a phone call, and... I never did make it... In this song they say, “And I hope to God I figure out what’s wrong.” Did I ever figure out what’s wrong? Yes, I did… What was wrong? Nothing, I’m human… and it’s alright now. https://youtu.be/ycM4y5-TfAs?si=NJLKbaSeiirTJl7N Sweet Child 'O Mine - Guns And Roses That next Spring, after our "goodbye," I heard this song. I heard in the right place, at the right time and I thought of her… The following Spring, a year later, I played it again on a day just like the year before. I kept playing that song year after year and… I just kept on doing it. And you know what? I still do to this day. Every Spring, on a gorgeous, bright, sunny day, I take a few minutes, play this song, and I think of her… with fondness and gratitude.

    28 min

  6. 05/17/2024

    Stick To Your Guns - Bon Jovi

    I was running out of answers... So I blurted out, “Well… I’m not working construction for YOU all my life!!” “That’s perfectly fine, son! As a matter of fact, I DON’T want you working construction for me your whole life… that’s the whole PURPOSE of this conversation! Then his tone got serious and his words slowed down as he said to me, "But… that’s not what I asked you… I asked you, what are you going to do?” I thought I knew what I was going to do, but I needed his help... In this video I tell story of the heated conversation I had with my dad after my first semester of college. I dive into the reasonings behind my thought process, what I based my decision on, and how I arrived at it. I also talk about some of the many "gems of wisdom" found in this incredible song and how they may be applied to our lives. https://youtu.be/752furk6Tk8?si=DLFoI-BkN0xbqLMN - Stick to Your Guns - Bon Jovi In the Gag Reel after the video, I noticed that I misspoke saying that this event happened 24 years ago. After hearing and seeing it, to my horror, I realized that happened actually happened 34 YEARS AGO! Oh my, where did it all go? I've managed to capture some of the time in these previous videos, and I'll continue to try to capture many more as this project continues. Everyone has a story! They're all different, unique, and beautiful! What's yours? As always, thanks for reading, thanks for watching. Background music was provided by Mm Roughneck, downloaded through Pond 5. Thank you. As I obviously cannot play the song I'm talking about, I try to have background music that I feel captures the feeling and spirit of the song and subject matter that I'm talking about, whether I create it or download it.

    25 min

  7. 12/09/2023

    Home Sweet Home - Mötley Crüe

    In a small studio apartment in Northwest Phoenix during the early fall of 1989, I found myself sitting at a quaint café-style table against a kitchen wall, with two neatly stacked cassette covers on top of a thin book to the right of my plate. The top cover belonged to Bauhaus’ “The Sky’s Gone Out…” We had been listening to it the night before while “Attendance Girl” sat at her desk focused on her homework while I quietly reclined on her futon across the room completely immersed in the hypnotizing and haunting sounds of "Swing the Heartache” as it delicately and slowly weaved through her apartment like a curious, hungry snake. The cassette beneath it was turned around and I couldn’t see the sleeve. Out of curiosity, I picked it up to see what was under it, and with a surprised look on my face, thought, “Motley Crue… Theater of Pain?” I yelled towards the opened bathroom door, “I didn’t know you liked Motley Crue?” She came to the opening, one hand on the door frame and an eyeliner pencil in the other and simply said, “Home Sweet Home?!” As if I should've already intuitively known. I was like, “Yeah?” Not getting it. She looked right at me and said, “Well, you know the part where it says, ‘My heart’s like an open book, for the whole world to read?’” Again I said, ”Yeah?” (Thinking to myself, Please!! I’ve heard that song literally 100’s and 100's of times). And then she said, “Well, that line really moves me… It, it means something to me…” Then, she looked away for a brief moment, as if she were looking into nothingness, and disappeared back into the bathroom... Isn't it crazy how a song can bring back such vivid memories?… Sometimes I wonder… do OTHERS who were there remember those same things, too? Mötley Crüe - Home Sweet Home https://youtu.be/MyByixMoCKE?si=oojgBBzmlA_CXYBU Bauhaus - Swing the Heartache https://youtu.be/RZNhjZFP0Y0?si=28_Ty9N6y7YInqMx This is an incredible song! Listen to all the SOUNDS in this, and Peter Murphy's voice is PERFECT for this genre of music! When he sings, "And she wants to be a better singer..." Man, for some reason that is that just so haunting mesmerizing, and ominous sounding to me... **All background music was created in Garage Band. I played the piano sections using my M32 Komplete Kontrol MIDI keyboard. As I've mentioned before, my goal is to try to make music and sounds to add an extra layer of emotion or atmosphere to the video. While it's not great, and I'm not a musician, I thoroughly enjoy the process behind it and I think it's better than having just my voice there.

    20 min

  8. 09/28/2023

    Get a Haircut - George Thorogood and the Destroyers

    People had always told me that I could try harder and do better... In this story I talk about two major events. One, which happened the afternoon after my dad unexpectedly woke me up at 4:00 in the morning and told me we had to talk about something later that afternoon! It placed me at a turning point, a crossroads that would define the trajectory of my life in ways I couldn't yet comprehend. It was a time of profound choices, of unexpected revelations, and ultimately, of taking a leap of faith into the unknown. https://youtu.be/a9qIPAdLhfI?si=6V3xo9sOCBSfxE8u - "Get a Haircut" - George Thorogood and the Destroyers ******Additional Songs****** https://youtu.be/IyhJ69mD7xI?si=OOpa8nz-uJo4i-9Y - "Bad to the Bone" - George Thorogood and the Destroyers When I was 12 years old I saw this video on MTV and I thought it was SO cool, and I still do to this day! https://youtu.be/gmrC_Pij5gc?si=5454poMORKlelrMp - "Graduate" - Third Eye Blind "Can I get my punk ass off the street?" My dad basically was telling me that I had "goofed off" the whole time I was in high school and that I never "applied myself." Now he was giving me a "Deal of a Lifetime." Would I take it? https://youtu.be/Bx51eegLTY8?si=UGyUW3jbBFBG8t2p "Take My Breath Away" - Berlin What a great movie!! I loved it then... I still love it now! This song! The synthesizer, the melody, and that unforgettable voice will make an impression on your heart forever about the person you were with when you heard it for the first time... https://youtu.be/Ip9L8IvIsdQ?si=RmKI4LMrh-au6xR0 "Ah! Leah!" - Donnie Iris This song perfectly describes the feeling I had when I first opened my front door and saw her standing there! "Leah It's been a long, long time You're such a sight You're looking better than a body has a right to Don't you know we're playing with the fire But we can't stop this burning desire, Leah..." "...Here we go again, ah! Leah!" https://youtu.be/bXNsrC333FA?si=-e4U_ajUOeMxiVsZ "Sorry" - Buckcherry This is a beautiful song, in my opinion! I've been blessed to have many opportunities to "clear the air" and "make it right" with many people over the course of my life, and I do plan on talking about some of those opportunities in this project. I think I did here... When these opportunities arise, it's important to approach them with sincerity, humility, and a genuine desire to reconcile. It takes courage to address conflicts or issues that may have strained a relationship, but the potential rewards of healing and strengthening that connection are immeasurable. https://youtu.be/uiDYkhIXUzA?si=hWkVrUVbpueBRUrv "Cold" - Crossfade There's a beautiful set of lyrics at the end of the song that say: "I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me there's just no hope I never meant to be so cold..." When someone opens up, AND SOMEONE ALLOWS US to share the hidden parts of ourselves, it can be an incredibly powerful and bonding experience. It's an act of trust, a declaration that says, "I trust you enough to show you the real me, flaws and all." This vulnerability can foster a deeper connection and understanding between individuals. Background music created by Bishop Freesh using Garage Band, EXCEPT the last track, "Dirty Rock Trailer V.1" which was downloaded from Pond5, submitted by ROCKWAVE. THANK YOU!

    18 min
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In the My Life Through Music Podcast I share and guide likeminded lovers of music through my life while aligning the influential and meaningful moments with the songs and music that were there at the time, or describes the thoughts, feelings, and emotions I was experiencing at those places and those times. If you love and appreciate all varieties of music the way I do, then you are invited to take your own walk down memory lane as you reconnect with the beauty and power of the internal playlist that has been with you your entire life and is waiting to be brought back to life once again!

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  • Creator
    Bishop Freesh
  • Years Active
    2021 - 2025
  • Episodes
    56
  • Rating
    Clean
  • Copyright
    © Bishop Freesh
  • Show Website
    My Life Through Music

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