Wall of Silence

Chris Marchand

The ACNAtoo Story—an account of church abuse and coverup in the Anglican Church of North America. First full episode releases April, 2024

  1. JAN 15

    Episode 17: Due Diligence? Reactions to the Ruch Verdict Part 1

    On December 16, 2025 the Anglican Church in North America's Court for Trial of a Bishop released their verdict for the presentments against Bishop Stewart Ruch: acquitted on all charges. In this episode members of ACNAtoo (Abbi Nye, Audrey Luhmann, Heather Griffin, and Whitney Harrison) discuss their reactions to the verdict and the 71 page trial order the court released. Did the members of the court follow basic due diligence in the process they followed to reach their verdict? Though not comprehensive, this episode hopes to answer that in part, while continuing to point those seeking understanding to the two presentments against Ruch, the detailed timeline of events put together by ACNAtoo, and other documents directing us to Bishop Ruch's actions and demonstrating why there was so very little "firsthand" testimony given in the trial by abuse survivors and whistleblowers in the Diocese of the Upper Midwest. Provided below are links to a number of those sources. You can read a transcript of this episode here. Links and resources referred to in the episode: The ACNA's landing page for Bishop Ruch's trial can be found here, and the full text of the trial order can be found here. ACNAtoo's response on the Ruch Verdict Ruch Acquitted on All Charges—article by Arlie Coles from The Living Church ACNAtoo's comprehensive timeline of events—Piecing It All Together: Part 01, An Accusation and Arrest (Part 1 of 5) The texts for the lay presentment against Ruch and the bishops' presentment, and a general page about the presentments from ACNAtoo. Please see the footnotes as the bottom of the lay presentment page for full citations of firsthand sources. Article by Helen Keuning detailing her accounts of Ruch's leave of absence. Washington Post article about Bishop Julian Dobbs: "He suspended the archbishop, but faced his own probes — financial ones" Suspended ACNA Bishop Founds Breakaway Church—article about Bishop Derek Jones and his break away Anglican denomination by Arlie Coles from The Living Church

    1h 12m
  2. 11/14/2025

    Ep. 15: Crisis or Conspiracy?: Washington Post Aftermath part 1—a live discussion with ACNAtoo

    This episode features a live conversation with members of ACNAtoo responding to the aftermath of the Washington Post articles that have come out by journalist Ian Shapira. Along with details about the articles and the abuse survivors that did not fit into the articles, they also share their insights about what is happening at the provincial level regarding the accusations towards Archbishop Steve Wood and Bishop Ruch's trial. Supporters of ACNAtoo and listeners of the podcast were able to join the conversation and ask questions via the message box. Abbi Nye moderated those questions and was joined by Audrey Luhmann, Heather Griffin, and Conor Hanson. Please note: further accusations and developments have come out since recording this conversation, which is acknowledged in the episode's introduction and referenced in the article links given bellow. You can read a transcript of this episode here. Articles from the Washington Post, Living Church, and other sources: U.S. Anglican Church archbishop accused of sexual misconduct, abuse of power A bishop’s secret church trial and the U.S. Anglican Church in turmoil Second woman says N. American Anglican Church archbishop sexually harassed her N. American Anglican archbishop takes paid leave in wake of allegations Inhibited Bishop Sues ACNA Abp Wood Announces Leave of Absence ACNA Archbishop Faces Second Sexual Misconduct Complaint Accountability and Discipline of Bishops in the ACNA (from ACNA website) GAFCON Communique: The Future Has Arrived No Schadenfreude for the ACNA In ACNA’s upside-down world, abuse survivors are considered the problem by Abbi Nye Is the church broken? by Chris Hill Open letter from victims of Derek Jones to the ACNA Concerns from my heart about the deep ACNA leadership crisis: Kendall Harmon Twitter thread from Audrey Luhmann Twitter thread from Arlie Coles Twitter thread from "monk of justice" Twitter thread from Marissa Burt

    1h 44m
  3. 06/18/2025

    Ep 12 The Presentment of Bishop Stewart Ruch Part 2—The Letter

    This second episode surrounding Bishop Stewart Ruch's presentment trial centers around a letter Megan Tucker (featured in the first episode as one of the writers of the lay presentment) read to Bishop Ruch in 2023. Also included in the episode is a followup response to the Nephtali Matta interview from the Holy Post podcast with a reflection surrounding "safety" in our churches, excerpts from a legally recorded meeting with Bishop Ruch where he responds about his knowledge of Josh Moon's past, insights from ACNAtoo member Audrey Luhmann, and a relevant song from songwriter and church music leader Rachel Wilhelm. You can find a transcript of this episode here. Links and articles referenced in this episode: From the ACNA: "News and Updates on The Ecclesiastical trial of Bishop Stewart Ruch III" Information from the ACNA on Bishop Ruch's trial details From ACNAtoo: "Statement Regarding ACNA Provincial Update on Bp. Ruch's Ecclesiastical Trial" Web Archive version of the ACNA's trial update page ACNAtoo article: "In the Matter of Stewart E. Ruch III, Bishop of the Diocese of the Upper Midwest" Resources from Diane Langberg on bringing church to sexual abuse offenders can be found here and here. You can view the 1997 Rich Mullins concert Live From Lufkin Texas here. Here are two recent X/Twitter threads with insightful commentary on Bishop Ruch's presentment, from Arlie Coles and Marissa Franks Burt. Along with all music streaming services, you can find out about Rachel Wilhelm and her music here and here. Lyrics to "Vengeance With a Sword": Hear a bellow from the mountain, True disaster will go forth From my holy habitation comes Vengeance with the sword. A great whirlwind will be lifted From the farthest parts of earth And the situation shifted, you’ll be kicked up from the dirt. Shepherds, run and wail, Roll about in your own filth. Leaders of the flock, Your own slaughter is fulfilled For the trust, the trust that you have killed. All your peaceful houses cut down, All your pastures will be marred, Like a lion I have left my lair to roar alarm. You will not be lamented, Or gathered, or buried. Strewn, will be all the bodies Like refuse and carrion. A calamity will rumble From the wine inside your cup And if you refuse to take it I’ll make you drink it up. Fall and rise no more, Drain the vintage of my wrath. Shepherds of the flock, You won’t survive the judgment passed; It will fall suddenly and fast. Hear a bellow from the mountain, True disaster will go forth, From my holy habitation comes Vengeance with the sword.

    1h 13m
4.4
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68 Ratings

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The ACNAtoo Story—an account of church abuse and coverup in the Anglican Church of North America. First full episode releases April, 2024

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