SORRY SATAN THIS SOUL IS FOR THE SAVIOR

Kerie Hamilton
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Welcome to SORRY SATAN THIS SOUL IS FOR THE SAVIOR, a channel dedicated to healing, hope, and transformation. This is a place where survivors share their stories of overcoming trauma, abuse, adversity, and life's most difficult challenges. Mental health professionals, advocates, and experts provide education, insight, and practical tools to help individuals understand trauma, recovery, and personal growth. Host Kerie combines lived experience with professional knowledge to offer guidance, encouragement, and meaningful conversations about healing from childhood wounds, toxic relationships, grief, betrayal, and other trauma-related experiences. Our mission is simple: to help people turn pain into purpose, find strength in their stories, and discover that healing is possible. Because what happened to you may be part of your story; but it does not have to define your future. Subscribe and join a community committed to healing, growth, faith, and resilience.

  1. 4d ago

    Parenting/Dating with Children and with a Narcissistic Partner

    What happens when the person you have to co-parent with is also the person who constantly manipulates, controls, gaslights, or creates conflict? Or what if you are dating and cannot break from the trauma bond with the narcissist and you have children involved? In this raw and honest episode, we unpack the reality of parenting with a narcissist—from narcissistic co-parenting and emotional manipulation to smear campaigns, reactive abuse, parental alienation, and the impossible pressure of trying to protect your children while maintaining your own peace. You’ll learn how narcissistic behavior can impact children, why high-conflict co-parenting feels so exhausting, and how to stop getting pulled into the cycle of defending, explaining, and reacting. Because sometimes healing isn’t about getting the narcissist to understand. It’s about learning how to stop letting their chaos control your peace and becoming the safe, emotionally healthy parent your children need.

  2. 5d ago

    When Abuse Makes You React: The Truth About Reactive Abuse

    What happens when someone pushes you, provokes you, gaslights you, manipulates you, and then uses your reaction as “proof” that you are the problem? In this powerful episode of SORRY SATAN THIS SOUL IS FOR THE SAVIOR with Kerie Hamilton, we unpack reactive abuse: what it is, how abusers can provoke emotional reactions, and why your response does not erase the pattern of abuse that came before it. Because sometimes the reaction everyone sees is only the last chapter of a story they never witnessed. They showed everyone your reaction. They just forgot to tell them what they did to create it.😡

  3. 6d ago

    THE BODY KEEPS SCORE. THE NARCISSIST CAN COST YOU MORE THAN YOUR PEACE.

    Nobody talks enough about what happens to your body when you live in survival mode. Constant stress. Walking on eggshells. Hypervigilance. Anxiety. Sleepless nights. Emotional exhaustion. You keep trying to survive the relationship… while your body is screaming, “I don’t feel safe.” And let me make this clear: YOU ARE NOT “too sensitive.” Your nervous system may be responding to prolonged stress. The healing begins when you stop making their chaos your responsibility. You don’t need their apology to choose peace. You don’t need their validation to choose yourself. And you don’t need to destroy your health trying to prove your worth to someone who keeps hurting you. PROTECT YOUR PEACE BECAUSE IN TIME; YOUR HEALTH WILL FORCE YOU TO‼️ #NarcissisticAbuse #Narcissist #TraumaHealing #EmotionalAbuse #NarcissisticAbuseRecovery #HealingJourney #Survivor #ToxicRelationships #NervousSystemHealing #MentalHealthAwareness #ChooseYourself #SelfWorth #TraumaRecovery

  4. Aug 11

    Why Was I Attracted to the Narcissist? The Truth About Trauma Bonds, Self-Abandonment & Healing

    Why was I attracted to the narcissist in the first place? The brutal truth is sometimes we don’t recognize narcissistic abuse because the relationship feels familiar, not because it’s healthy. When you’ve learned to ignore your own needs, silence your intuition, overgive, and prove your worth to receive love, you can mistake emotional chaos for connection. In this episode, we unpack the uncomfortable truth behind narcissistic abuse, trauma bonds, self-abandonment, emotional dependency, and the patterns that can keep us attached to people who continually hurt us. Healing isn’t about blaming yourself for what happened. It’s about finally asking: “Why did I abandon myself to be loved by someone else?” The turning point comes when you realize you were never asking for too much…you were asking the wrong person. This is the journey from self-abandonment to self-love, from trauma bonding to freedom, and from surviving narcissistic abuse to reclaiming who you were always meant to be. You don’t have to lose yourself to keep someone else. Choose yourself. Reclaim yourself. Never abandon yourself for someone else’s love again.

  5. Aug 10

    Narcissistic Personality Disorder: Understanding NPD, Narcissistic Abuse & the Patterns Behind It

    What is Narcissistic Personality Disorder—and how is it different from narcissistic behavior? In this episode, we’re taking a deeper look at Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD), what it actually means clinically, and why the term “narcissist” is often misunderstood. We’ll explore the characteristics associated with NPD, including grandiosity, a need for admiration, entitlement, difficulty with empathy, relationship difficulties, and patterns of behavior that can deeply affect the people around them. But there’s an important distinction: not everyone who displays narcissistic traits has NPD. A diagnosis belongs to a qualified mental-health professional. Most importantly, this conversation isn’t about labeling or diagnosing someone from a distance. It’s about understanding the patterns, recognizing what isn’t healthy, and learning that you don’t need someone else’s diagnosis to validate your experience. Because sometimes healing begins when you stop asking: “What is wrong with them?” …and start asking: “What do I need to do to protect and rebuild myself?”

  6. Aug 7

    Trauma Bond Addiction: The Psychology of Emotional Addiction

    Why does leaving a toxic or narcissistic relationship feel like withdrawal? Because a trauma bond can function much like an addiction. The cycle of love bombing, emotional abuse, intermittent reinforcement, and reconciliation can create powerful neurological and emotional dependence. * What trauma bond addiction is * Why you crave the person who hurt you * The brain science behind emotional addiction * How narcissistic abuse creates trauma bonds * Signs you’re addicted to the relationship, not the person If you’ve ever asked, “Why can’t I just leave?” or “Why do I miss someone who destroyed me?”…this conversation is for you.

  7. Jul 20

    🚩 4 Signs You Keep Attracting Unhealthy Love

    Do you keep attracting emotionally unavailable, toxic, or unhealthy partners? It isn’t bad luck; it may be unhealed patterns. In this episode we uncover the four biggest signs that you’re attracting unhealthy love and explore how childhood wounds, trauma bonds, people-pleasing, anxious attachment, and low self-worth can quietly shape your relationships. You’ll learn: * The hidden patterns behind toxic relationships * How trauma influences who you’re attracted to * The difference between healthy love and familiar pain If you’ve ever wondered, “Why do I keep attracting the wrong person?” this episode is for you.

  8. Jul 6

    From Rock Bottom to Redemption: My Faith Testimony of Finding Jesus

    This episode isn’t about my story; it’s about God’s faithfulness. I share my testimony not for me… but for you. For the one who feels like they’re not enough. For the one wondering whether to hold on or let go because the weight of this world has become heavier than the hope of another day. For the one who can’t see the love within themselves because pain has drowned out the truth. For the one who has believed the lies of the enemy instead of embracing the unconditional love of God. No two stories are the same, and I will never compare my trauma to anyone else’s. But one truth changed everything for me: Jesus understands suffering. He was rejected, abandoned, betrayed, falsely accused, mocked, beaten, humiliated, arrested though innocent, unjustly condemned, grieved, and misunderstood. He entered into human suffering so that no one would have to face it alone. As I began reading Scripture, I realized I wasn’t just learning about Jesus—I was meeting the One who understood every chapter of my life. The greatest lesson I learned is this: suffering did not define the end of Jesus’ story, and it doesn’t have to define yours. The cross wasn’t the end. It was the beginning of victory. In this episode, I share how God met me in my darkest moments, transformed my pain into purpose, restored hope where I thought none remained, and showed me that my testimony was never meant to point people to me—it was always meant to point them to Him. If you’re struggling with trauma, abuse, rejection, grief, depression, anxiety, hopelessness, or you’re searching for God in the middle of your pain, I pray this testimony reminds you that your story isn’t over. My testimony isn’t proof of who I am. It’s evidence of who He is. And if He did it for me, He can do it for you. If this episode encouraged you, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with someone who needs hope today.

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Welcome to SORRY SATAN THIS SOUL IS FOR THE SAVIOR, a channel dedicated to healing, hope, and transformation. This is a place where survivors share their stories of overcoming trauma, abuse, adversity, and life's most difficult challenges. Mental health professionals, advocates, and experts provide education, insight, and practical tools to help individuals understand trauma, recovery, and personal growth. Host Kerie combines lived experience with professional knowledge to offer guidance, encouragement, and meaningful conversations about healing from childhood wounds, toxic relationships, grief, betrayal, and other trauma-related experiences. Our mission is simple: to help people turn pain into purpose, find strength in their stories, and discover that healing is possible. Because what happened to you may be part of your story; but it does not have to define your future. Subscribe and join a community committed to healing, growth, faith, and resilience.

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