A Colourful Past Podcast

Danny Shannon

Colourful Past is a raw, honest podcast hosted by Danny Shannon, exploring the moments that shape us, the turning points, the setbacks, the breakthroughs, and the courage it takes to change. Through powerful conversations with people from all walks of life, the podcast dives into transformation, identity, resilience, mental health, addiction, recovery, purpose, and what it really means to rebuild and thrive. These are stories of people who have lived a colourful past, and are now creating meaningful, fulfilling futures.

Episodes

  1. 3D AGO

    I Was Seen as an Object for People To Hurt and Use! | A Colourful Past Podcast

    I Earned This F&#King Chair: The 18-Year-Old Rule That Forced Me to Stop Blaming My Parents for Addiction. Did a peer in her 12-step fellowship really accuse her of driving her partner to his death? Rebecca Savage shares her raw journey from a childhood riddled with sexual trauma and physical violence to radical accountability mindset. This is an uncensored look at navigating toxic recovery communities and the devastating consequences of complex grief and guilt. Rebecca, who is 11 years clean, opens up about the moment a simple piece of advice "Anything that happened to you before you're 18 you can blame that on your parents. Anything that you've done though after 18 that's on you" forced her to pivot from a victim mentality to responsibility. We discuss the immense pain of losing custody of children to addiction and the decade of supervised visits. Rebecca tackles the shame of body shaming in 12 step meetings and facing extreme weight stigma while at 163 kilos. She explains the deep personal reasoning behind the 12-step relationship suggestion, sharing the heartbreak of her partner's relapse and overdose death. This interview is essential for anyone doing trauma-informed recovery or seeking to stop the generational trauma cycle. 00:00 - Viral Hook: I Earned This Chair 04:35 - The Consequences of Ignoring the 12-Step Relationship Suggestion 10:41 - Why Waiting Two Years Is Essential for Foundation and Survival 13:58 - "You Killed Him": Surviving Toxic Recovery Room Gossip 15:09 - Refusing to Be Shamed Out of Recovery: I Earned This Chair 25:21 - Dealing with Extreme Stigma: Facing False Accusations and Body Shaming 30:57 - Trauma Timeline: Born Dead and Childhood of Violence 38:51 - The Pain of Losing Custody of Children to Addiction 46:17 - The 18-Year-Old Rule: Victim Mentality to Accountability Shift 48:16 - How Drugs "Saved My Life" by Numbing Sexual Trauma 56:37 - The Work That Healed Me: Addictive Healing and Complex PTSD #TraumaInformedRecovery #AccountabilityMindset #IEarnedThisChair #18YearOldRule #ToxicRecoveryCommunities #LosingCustodyToAddiction #ComplexPTSDHealing #AddictionToResponsibility #BodyImageInRecovery #12StepRelationshipRule

    1h 20m
  2. FEB 8

    I Was Born a Heroin Addict: Glen Fisher's Violent Past, King's Cross Drug Deals, and Redemption!

    In this incredibly raw and special episode of A Colourful Past Podcast, host Danny Shannon sits down with Glen Fisher, the founder of the Leg Up Project and author of Predators Paradise. While Glen is widely known for his compassionate work with mental health and the homeless today, this conversation strips back the layers to reveal a past marked by intense violence, deep-seated anger, and drug addiction.Glen was literally born a heroin addict, as his mother was using heroin while pregnant with him. He recounts growing up in an environment where violence was the "only language" he understood, leading to a "get them before they get me" mentality. His personal drug use, which started with "intro drugs" like speed and acid, escalated after the murder of his 16-year-old girlfriend, Linda.The interview covers his life in King's Cross as a 16-year-old dealer, working for bikers and constantly using speed. Glenn details getting kicked out of his flat after a police raid, which led to the introduction of heroin—a drug that offered him an instant "reset" and stopped his head from "talking" but quickly resulted in a devastating "jack rabbit" or heroin habit. To feed his addiction, he resorted to "scummiest" acts, including ripping off buyers and dealers.Glen also provides a stark account of police corruption and violence in King's Cross, recalling being beaten by officers who targeted him after his name was used in a letter to the Ombudsman.Now two and a half years off the methadone program and in long-term recovery since 2010, Glen shares the profound irony of his journey: today, he helps the same people he was on the streets with over a decade ago. This is a powerful, uncensored story of trauma, addiction, and finding purpose on the path to becoming the "calmness and peaceful person" he is now. * Glen Fisher * Danny Shannon * A Colourful Past Podcast * Leg Up Project * Predators Paradise * Heroin Addiction * Methadone * King's Cross * Drug Dealer * Violence * Trauma * Homelessness * Recovery * Police Corruption#GlenFisher #TheLegUpProject #ACPPodcast #AddictionRecovery #TraumaHealing #Homelessness #KingsCross #HeroinAddiction #MethadoneTreatment #Podcast #Inspiration #BeforeAndAfter #DrugDealing #ViolenceRecovery

    1h 32m
  3. JAN 28

    Son of Underworld Crime Boss Exposes Father's Secret Life of Abuse | A Colourful Past Podcast

    On A Colourful Past Podcast, host Danny Shannon sits down with special guest Sean Reed, the son of notorious Melbourne crime figure and underworld identity, Stuart John Reed. Sean, who is four and a half years clean, shares his story for the first time. He reveals the terrifying truth about his upbringing, including being taught the "street code" while witnessing his father commit horrific acts, such as regularly assaulting women and sexually abusing women and children, including Sean himself. Sean recounts being coerced into covering up his father's sexual abuse, which led to him taking on the role of a father at age 14. He details his father's life as an outlaw motorcycle club president and speed manufacturer, running interstate drug and cash runs as a child, and how he eventually found his identity in drug use to numb the trauma. Sean explains how he's finally finding his true self and healing, with the help of Narcotics Anonymous and breath work, which he is now a passionate facilitator of.#SeanReed #UnderworldIdentity #TrueCrime #AddictionRecovery #TraumaHealing #ChildhoodTrauma #SexualAbuseSurvivor #NarcoticsAnonymous #Breathwork #HopeCartel #ACPFam#MelbourneCrimeson of underworld identity, underworld crime boss son, Stuart John Reed son, Sean Reed interview, trauma recovery story, addiction recovery journey, childhood sexual abuse, healing from trauma, breath work for trauma, outlaw motorcycle club president, speed manufacturer, a colourful past podcast

    58 min

About

Colourful Past is a raw, honest podcast hosted by Danny Shannon, exploring the moments that shape us, the turning points, the setbacks, the breakthroughs, and the courage it takes to change. Through powerful conversations with people from all walks of life, the podcast dives into transformation, identity, resilience, mental health, addiction, recovery, purpose, and what it really means to rebuild and thrive. These are stories of people who have lived a colourful past, and are now creating meaningful, fulfilling futures.

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