BiPolar Coaster

Hanzi83

Wanna hear the thoughts of a Pakistani conspiracy theorist who didn't think he would ever be anything &never thought he would live that long because he was too stupid/ignorant which was heightened by getting famous Stern show &then when the wokeness occurred of being a token minority, was kicked to the curve and he has been blacklisted ever since? Well this is the podcast for you. Whatever I say on this podcast are irrational thoughts, & I don't have all the facts and mainly theories. It is a comedy/conspiracy podcast. Since I am facing potential threats, any voicemails left will b

  1. 4d ago

    Buzzing in the Walls pt 2

    Troll coming up w mediocre fan fiction of me-they worry about me spiritually which is why they need me alive-when ppl say they need me here it is normally meant for more abuse and entertainment purposes-ppl want to align or oppose me to be characters in my life-over the last decade having diff handlers audition to be in my life-femcels wanting men to go incel route-spying on my journal entries-Hunter Biden on the gay mafia-how cogs become recruited feds-the troll pretending by online activity that he is liberal because they will activate him to do something-future sacrifices-WWE being the obvious villains-WWE Radio and how WWE has always controlled the media-cogs finding ways to get at my psyche so I end up breaking down-Sopranos fandom-ppl will show off aesthetic but still check to make sure Im miserable-establishment cogs having a “love me daddy” attitude toward their industry leaders-how me showing interest makes other cogs get noticed by the higher ups invested in me-tactics done to try and make me snap while they activate buzzing in the walls-countering irrational thoughts-trying to connect really exposed ppl who couldn’t stand I was trying to find some happiness-always will have to be a loner so I don’t get hurt-trying to fight off old self behavior-subtle bullying tactics-how I connect and then alienate ppl-ppl taking advantage of my insecurities-being one of the ugliest ppl on this planet-eventually cleansing ppl from my mind-how Im a big challenge mentally-Old Stern bits-regret paying advice forward-regret being consumed by alt media-how I channel Howards authentic nature while everyone copies his tropes-The Game YG Verzus-Tabloid discourse-AI-New Music-getting bored with redundant narratives in political discourse-New Ali G movie-Unfunny streamers-Israel discourse-forced Hasan discourse-fake left ignore China’s alignment w Israel-America First mind set-Troy Jackson vs Susie Collins-fake culture war promotion for Odyssey-very brief unmotivated recaps of Smackdown TNA and AEW Collision

  2. Jul 23

    We’re in the Godfather 3 Era of Entertainment and Politics

    Recaps of last week’s TNA Smackdown SNME AEW Collision-Weird dreams I have had-This week’s Raw and NXT recaps-New music-mental health and not knowing what to expect going back to comedy-putting my guard up-being in the Godfather 3 era of political/entertainment discourse-anti conspiratorial fake liberals-hypocrisy from older establishment comedians and free speech-Chappelle using gay slur to mock JD Vance-how older Stern segments are rebranded in today’s climate-Trolls-Hollywood being conservative-gimmicked online promotion for the movie Odyssey-cleansing mentally before going to open mic-friendly Lyft drivers-being reminded of the past socially-forcing politics in world cup discourse-identity politics in limited ways-anti women sentiment being normalized-forcing anti Semitism in the midst of genocide and genuine plight-gimmicked boycotts-Cardi B being a forever discourse character-Omega reacting to tweet about Ospreay-Sammy Guevara potentially leaving AEW-fuckability politics-Vince McMahon/Janel Grant-counter programming discourse getting boring-we are in the worst era of wrestling analysis-Dana White scripted meltdown-celeb involvement w sports has never felt more watered down-funded streamers-crazy fandom-Not watching WWE Unreal-Election rigging-grifters luring ppl into fundamentalism-Iran US war-legal open carry-conservative figures exposed for being creeps w no real consequences-future women enslavement-glorified political thots-funded chaos-Platner defenders-True crime discourse and AEW Dynamite recap

  3. Jul 17

    Lindsey Grammar aka I am Running Out of Ideas for Podcast Titles

    Brief thoughts about returning to open mic-Recaps of last week’s TNA Smackdown, AEW Collision, this week’s Raw AEW Dynamite and NXT-going into my mind state going back to comedy after a month hiatus, and not knowing if it will be the same post melt down-not writing my irrational thoughts down for several days-Forest fires in Canada and how the air quality looked so yellow it gave me a Tony Soprano level trigger of one of my most infamous 2011 dreams-comments about me going aggressive over women cogs in media when Ive literally risked my life going at top level men in the game so limited identity politics won’t work on me especially if pick me’s in media are auditioning to be Mar A Lago bimbos online political fandom mad at me for calling propagandists that normalized Platner-How todays personalities want to be Howard Stern but all they are is Ralph Cirella-Alt media personalities are uncharismatic-every cog in the game being initiated-every delegation adding to the divide-how I want to be a spirit-country vs country aesthetic-glorified thots-AIPAC funding both sides of discourse-grifting off genocide-glad Im not sought after-Taking advantage of ppl spying journal entries-embracing irrational thoughts-not needing to please ppl to have a social life if it reminds of the past-regretting going back on IG-suspecting everyone lies-blind fandom-Howard and Vince similarities-not knowing half of the staffers released by Stern Show-Me doing more consistent broadcasting than Howard-being black balled-being punished by the hive mind-how being into women gives them the upper hand-Hollywood always being conservative and funding the internet discourse-looking at all the angles of potential scenarios-regressive behavior-Trolls-Dreams-Jay Z Concert discourse-the beef in hip hop and where it is going-Chuck Schumer farting- Ebro Rosenberg-Music from last week-DSOTR TNA Episode 3-power slap-Conor McGregor-wrestling conspiracies-CM Punk discourse Mia Yim/Keith Lee-Meltzer Mercedes-Lindsey Graham dead-Is Mitch McConnell alive-Streamers not main character ready and won’t take accountability-ICE-the fake libs deny Bill Clinton is a creep-the fake libs and left uplifted Hunter Biden only for him to hang out w Nick Fuentes Gimmicked elections-Boosie Trump-dumbing down Joe Rogan-Iran war-fake martyr politicians-gender affirming care-Israel aid-Fetterman against democrats

  4. Jul 10

    Served on a Platner Again

    Fending off the “imaginary” tactics that don’t officially exist-going over the accumulation of what Ive been through the last decade or so and how current situations remind me of the overall accumulation-really lengthy almost 2 hour rant about the Graham Platner stuff and how ppl keep falling for recycled marketing perpetuated by the compromised alt media-blind fandom for streamers, alt media and celebs have led to really dumbed down behavior-content farming off controversial ppl makes them more money-dividing us by groups with funded discourse-being sent recruiters and the mental health from the system forcing handlers-horoscopes/dreams-buzzing in my walls-wanting to give into irrational thoughts to teach myself a lesson for trying to see the good in people-ppl auditioning to play roles in my life-how I assume everyone is an agent- how ppl tell me they need me around but then try to make me unhappy and paranoid as ever-why I dont bust balls with certain ppl-regressive premises-taking advantage of vultures who monitor my private thoughts who then judge me while they are the ones invading my privacy-being put through many tests-how ppl want the unstable Hanzi from Howard Stern but you get a more refined, vitriolic one-how the ppl who have blown up in their popularity should be thankful I was blackballed because I would’ve raised the bar too high with my realness-punished for trying to pay advice forward-never having true allies-not desperate to be social-Jay Z discourse-Drake-gender wars within entertainment-Dark Side of the Ring TNA episode 1 and 2 thoughts-Chelsea Green-Sheamus-Conor McGregor-Trump involved with World Cup-Tyler Robinson trial-DOGE- Mass shootings-Recaps of Raw NXT and AEW Dynamite w the booking of MJF and Sami dropping their world titles

  5. Jul 6

    Buzzing in the Walls

    Mental health and systemic tactics meant to drive me crazy-how being kind to ppl makes them show their true hand to take advantage-when I feel bad for irrational rants the system ante up on the tactics-they amplify harassment to provoke me to make physical threats but when I tear down the psyche they get extra irrational that Im not self destructing-most of my life has been having to dumb down my ability to cater to other mediocre people-future sacrificial lambs-how vultures will pretend to care after I die-the long term effects of doing too much gossip-Dreams-cogs giving creeps carte blanche while putting me through 80 million purity tests-no one can match my realness-factions doing Howard Stern tactics-not gonna feel bad about cogs future sob stories-vultures doing behind the scene tactics to make it look like Im going on the offensive when Im constantly playing defense-always being followed-envisioned convos-having bigger fish to fry than dealing w new recruits-if I break balls ppl who dish it out can’t take it-who gets propped up in what era-turning genuine plight and turning it into culture wars-trying to break free from consuming the fundamentalist entertainment industry-bailing out of social shit when ppl get too comfy around me-using my vulnerability to my advantage-not much music releases-Lil Uzi rehab leak-white parties by billionaires-fed influence in hip hop discourse-incentive for extreme fandom-streamers doing a gen z f**k boy version of what Stuttering John used to do-Jay Z casino bid discourse-gimmicked ways to keep beef era going-BET awards antics toward SZA/Doechii-normalizing anti women sentiment-identity politics being used in the most on surface way-initiated cogs-fundamentalism in all industries-not being able to truly confide in anyone in the game-current tv shows-Louis CK comedy special Using politics and race for discourse with WNBA-Tucker’s third party-end times prophecy-fake libs help the right by denying any conspiratorial elements-Hague discourse-gimmicked discourse over Taylor Swift arranged showbiz marriage-blind fandom-turning politics into TMZ style-funded extremists-fandom shocked their fav celebs are supporting fascism-self immolation-fake left and libs gimmicked fighting-DSA storylines and some wrestling discourse that is getting boring-Recaps of AEW Collision, Smackdown and TNA

  6. Jul 2

    For the Integrity of this Podcast

    The first 2 1/2 hours is recaps of TNA Slammiversary, AEW Forbidden Door, NXT GAB, RAW, NXT episode-trolling tactics-mental health-creating chaos in my life-cogs are still unwell even w all the perks if they get mad at my lowly opinion-edge lord schtick does not stand out if Im not around because ppl are surrounded by the hive mind-ppl who partake in mind games will have the same done to them and no one will sympathize w them-distracting myself the second week of not going to comedy with wrestling-billionaires funding ppl to monitor me-unwell cogs happy Im not in a good place mentally-organizing setbacks in the middle of recording podcast-triggering vultures who monitor me with my vitriolic journal entries-needing to go shopping for clothes-forces making it difficult to move on-the rebooted versions will never be as real with me-new recruits can’t go one on one with me mentally-might look like a slob but have boss level mentality-watering down art forms-vultures forming super teams most wrestling discourse is forced and just there to monetize off of-systemic injuries-Big E on mental health—beef within hip hop media watered down since Drake Kendrick beef-gimmicked celeb discourse-Willy Wonka competition show-Bill Maher Kevin Spacey-fake left using genuine plight to do product placement for badly made right wing movies-ppl still denying any conspiratorial thinking-controlled opposition-gimmicked online debates-viral clips meant to make ppl reactionary-fake smears against “anti establishment” figures-Taylor Swift gimmicked wedding-AEW Dynamite recap-more mental health and created chaos-how I shake the hive mind on my own-Pooh Shiesty-Jelly Roll scandal-Lebron-wrestling discourse-leaked audio of Vince

  7. Jun 24

    How Did This Podcast Reach 700 Episodes (Keep Me Hanging On Edition)

    June20/21-listening to different covers-preparing mentally to put comedy behind me-makes it easier because no one will end up seeking me out because why give me any validation-eventually ppl get discarded from my memory-Dreams-Revisiting Artie Lange vs Teddy fight-industry heavy weights discarded me for the last 10 years-paying the price for trying to connect-not doing what I did in the past-being undermined for trying to be happier-not being as connected and liked as other cogs-years of being stuck with trolls harassment-was nothing to ppl but a prop and social experiment-trying to find other hobbies-wondering if I should feel bad for irrational rants-mental health techniques-dealing with non stop purity tests-online feds standard for comedy-no point in putting effort for art form when ppl want it to get worse-forced opposition-how its best to be solo-won’t miss ppl prying into my business-doing my own tests-feel better not being on IG—political propagandists using plight to lure the masses into fundamentalism-Iran war ended-Cuba quitting communism-Obama era-Tulsi Gabbard-sports washing-bored with Drake beef discourse as well as pro wrestling-media normalizing Conor McGregor-New Music releases-June22-Smackdown recap-struggling week one not doing open mic-Journal Entries-my kindness is seen as a weakness-always will be a loner-the system not letting me die-bored w repetitive discourse when I see the overview-Tommy Dreamer accusations and no one will get to root cause of this mafia frat industry-forced botches-conspiracies-fundamentalist regimes-gimmicked Knicks discourse-Tucker-June23rd-Mental illness talk-possible repercussions-telepathic convos-initiations in wrestling and Bully Ray rage baiting to distract from it-why things became so political but the free speech purists don’t have the free speech to tell you why-glad to be scaling back socially-no one can match my mental energy-Trump pool discourse-Ro Khanna-Recaps of TNA AEW Collision Raw-June 24th NXT being soulless-dreams and mental health

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Wanna hear the thoughts of a Pakistani conspiracy theorist who didn't think he would ever be anything &never thought he would live that long because he was too stupid/ignorant which was heightened by getting famous Stern show &then when the wokeness occurred of being a token minority, was kicked to the curve and he has been blacklisted ever since? Well this is the podcast for you. Whatever I say on this podcast are irrational thoughts, & I don't have all the facts and mainly theories. It is a comedy/conspiracy podcast. Since I am facing potential threats, any voicemails left will b