BiPolar Coaster

Hanzi83

Wanna hear the thoughts of a Pakistani conspiracy theorist who didn't think he would ever be anything &never thought he would live that long because he was too stupid/ignorant which was heightened by getting famous Stern show &then when the wokeness occurred of being a token minority, was kicked to the curve and he has been blacklisted ever since? Well this is the podcast for you. Whatever I say on this podcast are irrational thoughts, & I don't have all the facts and mainly theories. It is a comedy/conspiracy podcast. Since I am facing potential threats, any voicemails left will b

  1. 3d ago

    Fighting off Panic Attacks

    Performing comedy while fighting off panic attack-Troll coming up w deranged fan fiction-going over accumulative stress and root cause-trying to die happy that I didn’t go regressive-bored with rebranded discourse-being in my head-being a social experiment-trying to reduce social media use-questioning why Im here-listening to old Stern segments-sabotage-karaoke version of edgy stuff-insecurities-not knowing who is listening to this podcast-paying it forward—avoiding self destruction mode-industry higher ups who hate me-curtailing irrational thoughts-15 year of tests cog behavior represents the majority—bored with wrestling discourse-religious undertones-WWE being villains-AJ Styles-TNA Maclin-industry grooming being normalized-Trump interviews comparisons to Vince-Israel atrocities and grifters-forced viral stuff-gimmicked elections and anti establishment candidates-911 conspiracies-manufactured consent-political elements to promote Knicks game-Deluxe albums-Graham Platner- ppl discarding mental health-horoscopes-is effort worth it to fend off worst impulses-social climate reminding me of the past-Daphne Joy-gimmicked doctors-Trump at Knicks game so the media has something to talk about-Stephen A Smith-Talarico conspiracies-funded chaos-Laptop fiasco-fended off irrational thoughts-one setback makes me go through all of the list-higher ups contaminate-CM Punk rumors-Karmelo Anthony sentence-RAW NXT recaps-Trolls-Janel Grant-Connor McGregor-Joe Rogan-Epstein-AEW Dynamite recap

    5h 36m
  2. Jun 7

    A Happier Hanzi Doesn’t Draw a Podcast Audience

    Recorded through June 4th-June7th-gradually going into mental decline-podcast numbers being lower when Im not as angry-being social vs being alone terminally online-reality shows wrestling fandom-fighting off panic attacks-testing myself to see if I can be out social for more than once a week since Ive gotten used to isolation-having to be in the right mind set to do comedy-past trauma plays into current situations-family dynamics-bored w online storylines-hive mind mentality-growing up not thinking for myself-being topic dejour-brief music talk-Sauce Walka vs Drake-always incorporating women in industry beefs-current era not ready mentally for fall out after new edge lord era-Meg thee Stallion denouncing wifey life-Online discourse during PRIDE-gimmicked wins for positive cope-Dame Dash vs Jay Z-Bloodline vs the Elitw folklore Oba Femi-bullying in wrestling-Mick Foley-CM Punk-washed up celebs pulling out of WH 250 Fan Fest-gimmicked Ls-Ana vs Hasan fake feud-bored with forced content farming exploiting genuine plight-Jubilee debates-tokens-on surface conspiracies-Platner scandals-waiting a day before doing more podcast rants because irrational thoughts seep in-mental health talk-vultures threatened by me being happier-social anxiety-being vulnerable but keeping my guard up-never being in the present-forcing ppl into my life-Self sabotage-being in competition-industry drama-worrying about inheriting family’s worst traits-the price of fame-assisted suicide-blaming myself-fighting off urge to post irrationally-hate giving into my feelings-being reminded of high school shit-not wanting to use mental strength for evil-ppl obsessing over my moves-not wanting to be lured into incel movements-incentive for worst impulses-society getting worse-anything I do makes ppl hate me-rather convey my irrational thoughts then self destruct-main character syndrome-Hacks tv show-I can die happy knowing I had deep convos and didn’t come a worst version of myself-you will reflect or get reactionary hearing my rants-not going in depth w same political discourse-the fake left finding more ways to justify allowing white supremacists in movement-seeing the overview of the bigger picture-gimmicked martyrs-NXT Dynamite,Smackdown TNA and Collision recaps

  3. Jun 2

    Insert Your Own Title This Time

    New Music releases-how it feels like listening to depressing music when Im happier-how mental strength maintained getting a long in my personal life-anticipating the come down-sitcom thinking-2020s juxtaposed to the late 90s and early 00s-having a good therapy session-past thoughts-preparing for vultures to strike-positive visualization-long term mental effects from streaming-Dreams-ppl who mentally whore themselves-feeding the internet-Euphoria ep 7 thoughts-Trump-TKO-Ludwig Kaiser-Tucker support-limited online victories to do positive cope-using political discourse to promote NBA finals-Jaxon Dart vs Abdul Carter-Peter Thiel-streamer wars-Hasan/Kyrie-Smackdown AEW Collision WWE Clash In Italy recap-Being tested mentally in personal life but fending off irrational thoughts-punished by the past for connecting w new ppl trying to maintain good mood w potential mental setbacks-when being told Im funny when negative my natural inclination is to lean into that-billionaires want mental health discarded-gimmicked discourse trumping genuine plight-controlled opposition-entertainment washing-hating the process over specific cogs and puppets-blind fandom-wrestling discussion-Jay Z freestyle at Roots picnic-the overview of the beef going beyond music-media role in taking sides-no one talking about actual art form because beef era waters it down-it becomes about feeding the internet-the regressive direction-Joe Budden Drake folklore-Daphne Joy and Diddy leaks-Thoughts on Euphoria finale-Raw Recap

    5h 35m
  4. May 29

    Fending off Irrational Thoughts and Worst Impulses

    Recorded portions over the several days-addressing trolls who will only be important latching onto me who they deem irrelevant-getting into psyche of recruited trolls-how edge lord shit is not sustainable long term mentally-paying good advice forward-vultures cant reach me mentally so they nee to bring me to their level-being in a better mood until the irrational come down-blind fandom-easier to be alienated when trolls want you at your worst-growing up in a less nuanced-royal lineages-worst impulses-assuming the worst and hoping for the best-mentally preparing for social situations-being jaded-incentive for being foot soldiers for fav celebs-how industry has ruined convos w Stan cultures-Hasan targeted by DOJ-fundamentalist regimes-gay republicans trope-WH shooter-Ricky Gervais/Tom Hanks-Elon a cyborg?-Double or Nothing recap-May 29th portion-feeling better fending off irrational thoughts and reasy for vulture trolls to pounce on my vulnerability-industry initiations -history of women cogs in wrestling being discarded-staying away from becoming reactionary—growing up in an edge lord era-when you have a vision of what you want the hive mind will shut it down-political cogs weaponizing identity politics and using genuine plight-Hasan thots-Thomas Massie Tucker Carlson-More forced discourse over the roast and WWE level of comedy-Marlon Wayans on trans jokes-Akademiks-RIP Rob Bass-Drake stats and the fandom-next year WM weekend-McMahon discourse-Cody on heel turn-Raw NXT AEW Dynamite recap

  5. May 24

    Does the Title Make a Difference at This Point

    Mental health update-feeling bad for irrational rants-trying to focus less on discourse when I see overview of things and how most things are filler Seeing reboots of 90s/00s propaganda-being from an era where it was dumbed down and how we were influenced by entertainment-envious of ppl who grew up in an era where there was allowed nuance-never having true freedom-past trauma-how marketing drama waters down art forms-horoscopes-the media reaction to Drake’s albums & no one looking at bigger picture of beef era and learning from the past-marketing mafia sacrifices for true crime marketing-Euphoria thoughts-The Boys series finale-Ronda Rousey-WWE White House-Tony Khan-AEW sports washing-TKO being obvious villains-AEW controlled opposition-Ludwig Kaiser arrest-avoiding more forced Hasan discourse-bad faith arguments when shootings happen-Stephen A Smith-Mark Fuhrman-Kars for Kids-Reparations for Trump supporters-Luigi Mangione-Tucker-fake left using bad faith arguments to support Hamas-Forcing more Chud the Builder-MTG vs AOC-gimmicked product placement-Hunter Biden Candace Owens-Thomas Massie-billionaires funding discourse-manufacturing consent-streamers-downplaying conspiracies-RAW NXT AEW Dynamite TNA Smackdown recaps-holding out on being irrational on IG-feeling like George Costanza making bold statements and going against my word vulnerability being pounced on-ppl taking advantage of stuff I vent about-how every cog will have their Hanzi meltdowns-trolls instilling paranoia reflecting on mortality-hackers-obsessive hatred for me-rebranded edginess-more fall out from Kevin Hart roast-Colbert vs Trump-gay republicans-SNL-New Music-more on Ludwig-Tulsi Gabbard resigns-rebooted tipping discourse-country vs country aesthetic-Online reaction to the Boys finale-Ashley St Clair-SNME Recap

  6. May 19

    The Fall Out of the Fall Out of Mental Vulnerability

    Last Week's Raw NXT AEW Dynamite Recaps-Mental Health fall out from last podcast and potential mind games-trolls doubling down-weaponizing my mental health-turning artforms into drama-years of notes on tactics used against me-unsubscribing from a lot of alt media-higher ups contaminate everything in my life-decades of agents marketed drama -being passed down to different Iceberg Slims-lack of true freedom of speech-future vindication- wokeness-the numbers game-mental health victory made others spiral as much as they wanted me to-vultures- instilling drama so you never have mental clarity-Howard Stern gave vultures a style to run with-cogs could not truly handle the role they have given me-Tony Soprano level therapy sessions- realizing inexperienced cogs need to experience the bad before understanding their mental illness-worst impulses- Katt Williams humiliation ritual-preparing for mental battles and people disturbing my peace-earning the right to call my shots mentally-regressive behavior will wear the unwell done as it accumulates-Unbiased Drake recap and the discourse around his ICEMAN heel persona and not so much on the other albums-being in the worst era of analysis from hip hop media-DJ Khaled Palestine-Mainstream comedy becoming sports entertainment-online media watering down comedy like reality shows watered down artists leverage-Tony Khan- Joe Rogan-bored with political discourse-Fundamentalists regimes-fake left embracing white nationalists-AEW Collision and TNA recap-More Mental Health stuff and envisioning every scenario possible-being a social experiment the last 20 years-punishment for being irrational-tokens-preparing for alienation-people looking for public meltdowns-not giving into the drama-my word standing on its own-people doing tactics I have studied for decades-cogs all ending up alone in the end because we are all discarded-people want darker side to come out-how I lash out about my thoughts-dealing with mentally unwell people-industry spies keeping an eye on who says what-irrational hatred for by people who secretly listen-spending days away from political and wrestling discourse that I don't even give a shit if my recap from last week's Raw is out of date

  7. May 14

    Punished For Being Vulnerable

    Tormenters trying ruin minor mental health victory-how when being vulnerable you have to prepare for vultures-done with the mind games-how future cogs won’t be able to handle their future Ls-powerful ppl only interested in ppl Im interested in-future enemies and sacrifices-making incel types nervous advocating for women-spying on therapy sessions and journal entries-mentally unwell cogs not getting their mental checked -going cold hearted when they push me-don’t gossip about others to connect-how the game destroys friendships-women bosses-messing with my mental health—Troll spying and threatening-clone versions-worst time in my life to try and trigger me when Im able to do it-dealing with illuminati’s junior varsity class-mentally empowering me w these tactics-last resort attempts to break me-being honest and speaking from the heart-the elite’s aesthetic means nothing if my mental health triggers ppl who will never get better-intimidating me in how to write in my journal entry-exposition of tactics used against me-incels not wanting women to be seen as equals-trying to push me back into depression-internalized misogyny-willing to give up comedy but will keep showing up like George Costanza—maybe wasting time advocating-closeted conservatives- I try to build ppl up in a world where they want to tear everyone down-fake freedom of speech-more impossible tests-cogs pit against me will lose mental battle long term-perks won’t help-Howard Stern’s tactics-weaponized sex-get used to being alone-trying to improve mental health- freedom of choice-would’ve chosen Chelsea Handler to be my boss over Howard Stern-Akademiks-Verzus-Drake storylines before album- in depth recap of Kevin Hart roast and WWE presentation of comedy-Euphoria-New music-TKO-MVP vs HHH-TNA-booking structure-MTG AOC Ana Kasparian-scripted viral moments-Hasan influence-Tump-culture war product placement

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Wanna hear the thoughts of a Pakistani conspiracy theorist who didn't think he would ever be anything &never thought he would live that long because he was too stupid/ignorant which was heightened by getting famous Stern show &then when the wokeness occurred of being a token minority, was kicked to the curve and he has been blacklisted ever since? Well this is the podcast for you. Whatever I say on this podcast are irrational thoughts, & I don't have all the facts and mainly theories. It is a comedy/conspiracy podcast. Since I am facing potential threats, any voicemails left will b

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