Still A Part of Us

Winter Redd and Lee Redd

4.9 (65)
Parenting
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Still A Part of Us is a place where moms and dads can share the birth story of their child who was stillborn or who died in infancy. #stillmychild #pregnancyloss #stillbirth #infantloss #SIDS

1d ago

I Felt A Huge Bubble Of Love And Support Around Us | Advice From A Mother Of Stillbirth

Winter has a discussion with Morgan about her sweet son Fenn, who was stillborn at 37 weeks. Morgan talks about how she was able to find a good therapy group and personal counselor that helped her stay grounded. She also talks about how she loves hearing from friends and family that remember Fenn. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/ #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

51 min
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Jun 14

This Cannot Be Part Of Our Journey | A Mother's Stillbirth Story

Winter chats with Morgan about her sweet little Fenn, who was stillborn at 37 weeks due to unknown reasons. Morgan talks about how she was really excited for this pregnancy and she was feeling confident in her birth plan, but it wasn't going to to go exactly how she had planned it. Fenn was going to be an addition that was greatly wanted and anticipated by the whole young family. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/ Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/ #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

1h 41m
Jun 7

I Love To Share Her Story And Not Feel So Alone | Advice From A Mother Of Loss

Winter and Kelli talk about what has helped since the passing of Oakley, who lived for 3 hours after birth. Kelli talks about the wonderful women who had also lost children, that were able to help guide her and comfort her. Kelli talks about finding purpose in pumping her milk and donating it to a local milk bank. Kelli reads a letter she wrote to Oakley. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/ #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

40 min
May 31

She Is As Strong As An Oak Tree | A Loss Mother's Story

Kelli and Winter talk about the birth and life of Oakley, who died shortly after birth due to chorioamnionitis. Kelli talks about how after 6 heartbreaking miscarriages, they were so excited to welcome into their family Oakley. Kelli talks about how the pregnancy was going well, but she started to have premonitions about loosing Oakley. Kelli tells us about the birth and the struggle after. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/ Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/ #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

1h 38m
May 24

I Love Her Name, Please Say Her Name To Me | Advice From A Mother Of Loss

Sara talks with Winter about her daughter Felicity, who was stillborn at 27 weeks due to unknown reasons. Sara talks about how she is able to show her daughter honor through all she does to remember her. Sara talks about the many people who were able to show great support by just talking and saying her name. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/ #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

40 min
May 17

I'm Grateful For The Last Couple Of Times I Heard Her Heart Beat | A Stillbirth Mother's Story

Winter speaks with Sara about her daughter Felicity who was stillborn at 27 weeks due to unknown reasons. Sara talks about how she and her husband were so excited to have their second child so close in age to the oldest. Sara talks about being in a new city and having to find a midwife for this pregnancy. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/ Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/ #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

1h 24m
May 3

The Grief Is Here Ready To Be Cracked Open | Advice From A Father Of Stillbirth

Christian talks with Winter about things that have helped since the stillbirth of his daughter Josephine due to an umbilical cord accident at 8 months. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/ #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

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00: Why We're Doing a Podcast about Stillbirth and Infant Loss

It's nice to meet you! Thank you for joining us on our introductory episode of our podcast, Still A Part of Us. We're going to be talking about stillbirth and infant loss and asking fellow loss moms and dads to share the story of their children. Make sure to subscribe to the podcast on Google Podcasts, Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Stitcher, and anywhere else you listen to podcasts. You can find shownotes, social media links, information on how to support the podcast financially, and a sign-up for our newsletter at www.stillapartofus.com. Thanks for helping us remember that our children are still a part of us! Winter and Lee Redd Special thanks to the talented musician Josh Woodward for the opening song "Vanishing Note". You can find his work at www.joshwoodward.com.

07/23/2019

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18 min

4.9

out of 5

65 Ratings

The comfort and support I need ❤️

10/30/2023

KimPossible911

I’ve been listening since July 2023 when I lost my little boy and I’ve been waiting for an episode like that of Farrah and Samira. Listening to these personal interviews has been such a blessing and comfort because it proves that I’m not alone even though my own experience is so unique. It really is the best part of my morning. It’s a weight off my chest and a breathe of fresh air. Thank you thank you for making these podcasts. -Randi, Orem UT
I’m a Grandmother

10/22/2023

farm.haint

This podcast is so beautiful. Thank you for creating these episodes. Grief of a lost baby is really hidden, which makes it so much more isolating as an experience in processing. I’ve cried at each episode. So thankful for the men and women who share the story of their babies.
This podcast is really interesting

08/09/2022

May.:.

I'm just starting my career in birthwork and this podcast has enlightened me about a aspect a birth I wasn't familiar with. I think it's important to see the good, bad, and ugly if you're going to be in this field. It's very tragic but these stories are so important
Not alone

05/03/2022

KatyDrew13

After my baby passed away in February 2022 I longed for a place I could hear birth stories like mine. These stories are so beautiful and I find myself crying with the parents who have gone through a devastating loss like me. Thank you so much for every story and for the guests for sharing.

Still A Part of Us is a place where moms and dads can share the birth story of their child who was stillborn or who died in infancy. #stillmychild #pregnancyloss #stillbirth #infantloss #SIDS

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Winter Redd and Lee Redd
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Still A Part of Us

I Felt A Huge Bubble Of Love And Support Around Us | Advice From A Mother Of Stillbirth

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This Cannot Be Part Of Our Journey | A Mother's Stillbirth Story

I Love To Share Her Story And Not Feel So Alone | Advice From A Mother Of Loss

She Is As Strong As An Oak Tree | A Loss Mother's Story

I Love Her Name, Please Say Her Name To Me | Advice From A Mother Of Loss

I'm Grateful For The Last Couple Of Times I Heard Her Heart Beat | A Stillbirth Mother's Story

The Grief Is Here Ready To Be Cracked Open | Advice From A Father Of Stillbirth

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00: Why We're Doing a Podcast about Stillbirth and Infant Loss

The comfort and support I need ❤️

I’m a Grandmother

This podcast is really interesting

Not alone

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I Felt A Huge Bubble Of Love And Support Around Us | Advice From A Mother Of Stillbirth

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This Cannot Be Part Of Our Journey | A Mother's Stillbirth Story

I Love To Share Her Story And Not Feel So Alone | Advice From A Mother Of Loss

She Is As Strong As An Oak Tree | A Loss Mother's Story

I Love Her Name, Please Say Her Name To Me | Advice From A Mother Of Loss

I'm Grateful For The Last Couple Of Times I Heard Her Heart Beat | A Stillbirth Mother's Story

The Grief Is Here Ready To Be Cracked Open | Advice From A Father Of Stillbirth

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