Roots and Refuge Podcast

Jessica Sowards
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Hey there, darling! My name is Jess. There was a time that all I wanted in the world was a little farm where I could raise my family and grow our food. Now, that's exactly what exists outside my door. In watching it unfold, a new dream was formed in my heart – to share this beautiful life with others and teach them the lessons we've learned along the way. Welcome to the Roots and Refuge podcast, friend. I am so glad you're here.

  1. A Life In Season

    12/17/2025

    A Life In Season

    Hey y'all, welcome back to the Roots and Refuge Podcast. Today's episode is a tender one. It's about fully living in the season you're in even when that season is uncomfortable, uncertain, or deeply painful. I'm sharing honestly about the past year our family has walked through: fertility treatments, hope, loss, surrender, and the quiet work of trusting the Lord with desires I cannot carry on my own. I talk about what it's been like to hold an open heart as my older children step into young adulthood, and how grief and longing have sharpened my awareness of what is right in front of me. This episode isn't about escaping hard seasons or rushing toward what comes next. It's about presence. About resisting the pull to live in the past or anxiously project ourselves into the future. About the truth that not everything that feels uncomfortable is bad and that being fully present may be the greatest gift available to us right now. I share reflections on living seasonally not just in the garden or the kitchen, but in the soul. I  call it combing out the tangles of the heart and trusting God's steady presence in the midst of it all. If you've been navigating a season of waiting, loss, transition, or quiet surrender, I hope this episode feels like a chair pulled up beside you. You can also continue this conversation with me over on my new Substack, A Life In Season, where I'm writing more deeply about living present and faithful in every chapter of life. In this episode I also referenced a past episode with my friend Regan. You can hear that podcast here.  Thanks for being here, and for walking alongside me in every season.  If you've found value in this project, consider supporting the podcast on Patreon, where you can listen early and join our monthly Q&A. As always, I bless you until next time.

    36 min
  2. Wielding my Humanity

    08/20/2025

    Wielding my Humanity

    Hey y'all, welcome back to the Roots and Refuge Podcast! Today I'm sharing the deep heart-work I've been sitting with this summer—how to truly be human in a world that often demands otherwise. This episode isn't just about homesteading or daily rhythms, though those are part of it. It's about reclaiming rest, nourishment, relationship, and presence as sacred and non-negotiable. I talk about raising a standard in my own life—sleeping enough, feeding myself well, tending relationships, and choosing not to trade my humanity for hustle. In a time where the digital world feels less real and more overwhelming, we have to decide what kind of life we want to build. And for me, that starts with wielding my humanity with intention and grace. Thank you for spending time with me today. If you've found encouragement here, consider supporting the podcast on Patreon, where you can listen early and join our monthly Q&A. As always—I bless you, until next time.

    48 min
  3. The Stories of My Homestead

    06/18/2025

    The Stories of My Homestead

    Hey y'all, welcome back to the Roots and Refuge Podcast! In this week's episode, I'm sharing some stories from the early days of our homestead, the hard lessons, the high hopes, and the deep love that has grown in the soil of our farm over the years. This episode was recorded in a season of low battery mode for me, a time when I was physically and emotionally drained, but still showing up to care for my animals and tend to the life we've built. In the quiet of these days, I find myself remembering. From the goats that first stole my heart to the steep learning curves of loss and perseverance, this is a reflection on how far we've come and how familiar this once-dreamed-of life has become. I talk about the value of seasoned love; in marriage, in farming, and in the calling to steward well. This isn't about the novelty of a new adventure, but the deep roots of a life lived slowly and intentionally. Thank you for spending time with me today. If you've found encouragement here, consider supporting the podcast on Patreon, where you can listen early and join our monthly Q&A. As always—I bless you, until next time.

    39 min
  4. How the Garden Taught Me to Stay

    06/11/2025

    How the Garden Taught Me to Stay

    Hey there, darlings welcome back to the Roots and Refuge Podcast. In this episode, How the Garden Taught Me to Stay, I'm sharing some tender thoughts on restlessness. You know that feeling that makes you want to change everything when life gets too quiet, too slow, or too honest? The garden, in its steady and unhurried way, has taught me something different. It taught me to be present, to hold still when everything in me wanted to run. I talk about the difference between moving out of fear and choosing stillness from a place of peace, and ultimately the great fruit that steadfastness enables us to grow. Sometimes, staying put is the bravest, most faithful thing we can do. If you've found something useful here, consider supporting the podcast on Patreon, where you can listen early and join our monthly Q&A. As always, I bless you until next time.

    45 min
  5. Growing a Culture

    06/03/2025

    Growing a Culture

    Hey there, darlings welcome back to the Roots and Refuge Podcast. Today we're digging into how to grow a life-giving family culture on purpose. From learning to be fully present at the dinner table to teaching our kids that hard work feels good, I share the seven pillars shaping our home—and the garden metaphors that keep me humble. We'll talk screens, Sabbath-style rest, telling the whole truth (even when it's awkward), and why patience is the secret sauce that lets all these seeds take root. Grab some iced tea, settle in, and let's tend what's already in our hands, one step at a time. If you've found encouragement here, consider supporting the podcast on Patreon, where you can listen early and join our monthly Q&A. As always, I bless you until next time.

    1h 5m
  6. To Enjoy The Food You Grow

    05/28/2025

    To Enjoy The Food You Grow

    Hey there, darlings welcome back to the Roots and Refuge Podcast. Today I'm sharing a slower, sweeter reflection on something that's been on my heart lately, the joy of growing your own food. With the busyness of spring, harvests starting to roll in, and everything asking for our attention, it's easy to rush past the wonder of it all. But I want to invite you to savor it. Whether you've grown one tomato or a whole pantry full of produce, there's joy to be found in every bite—if we choose to see it. Let's focus on being present, celebrating the small victories, and remembering why we started this life in the first place. If you've found encouragement here, consider supporting the podcast on Patreon, where you can listen early and join our monthly Q&A. As always, I bless you until next time.

    45 min
  7. Tending Whats In Your Reach

    05/14/2025

    Tending Whats In Your Reach

    Hey there darlings, welcome back to the Roots and Refuge Podcast. Today's episode is one I recorded as much for myself as for you. It's a message I wish 22-year-old me could have heard—back when my dreams felt so big and my limits felt so loud. If you've ever felt overwhelmed by what you can't do, this episode is a gentle reminder that there's sacred strength in doing what you can. I'm talking about tending your life like a garden—not in panic, not in perfection, but in presence. Whether you're in a season of limitations, raising babies, or just navigating a world that feels a bit too urgent, you're not alone. There is wisdom in your limits. There is grace in your pace. And there is peace in choosing to be rooted right where you are. This conversation touches on preparation, presence, performance, and the quiet rebellion of slow living. Let it encourage you to stop striving, to tend with care, and to trust that what's within your reach is enough. If you've found encouragement here, consider supporting the podcast on Patreon, where you can listen early and join our monthly Q&A. As always, I bless you until next time.

    47 min
  8. Motherhood: A Conversation with Regan

    05/07/2025

    Motherhood: A Conversation with Regan

    Hey there darlings, welcome back to the Roots and Refuge Podcast. In honor of Mother's Day, I invited my sweet friend Regan on for a deeply personal and honest conversation about motherhood—what it teaches us, how it changes us, and how it shapes the lives we're building. Regan is a new mom, and I'm just about to watch my oldest son turn twenty. We're in such different seasons, but we share a love for this calling and the sacred work it requires. We talk about sacrifice and legacy, growing our families and ourselves, grief and hope, presence and responsibility. From baby challenges to homestead dreams, from sleepless nights to small victories, this conversation holds space for the beauty and hardship of being a mama in today's world. If you've been longing for some solidarity and reflection in your motherhood journey—whether you're brand new to it or decades in—I hope you'll sit with us a while.  Also, if you've found encouragement here, consider supporting the podcast on Patreon, where you can listen early and join our monthly Q&A. As always, I bless you until next time. . Regan's writing can be found here: https://homemadehomestead.substack.com/profile/posts . A little note: We had some minor audio hiccups while recording—I'm trying out new software to bring remote guests on more regularly—but I didn't want to toss out such a meaningful conversation. Thanks for your grace as we grow.

    50 min
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Hey there, darling! My name is Jess. There was a time that all I wanted in the world was a little farm where I could raise my family and grow our food. Now, that's exactly what exists outside my door. In watching it unfold, a new dream was formed in my heart – to share this beautiful life with others and teach them the lessons we've learned along the way. Welcome to the Roots and Refuge podcast, friend. I am so glad you're here.

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  • Creator
    Jessica Sowards
  • Years Active
    2023 - 2025
  • Episodes
    92
  • Rating
    Clean
  • Copyright
    © 2023
  • Show Website
    Roots and Refuge Podcast

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