Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

Aaron...DJ, Musician, Superhero

Come on a ride along with a Veteran Homicide Detective as the twists and turns of the job suddenly end his career  and nearly his life; discover how something wonderful is born out of the Darkness. Embark on the journey from helping people on their worst days, to bringing life, excitement and smiles on their best days.

  1. 1D AGO

    They Were Wearing My Badge and It Broke Me...

    Send a text A Valentine’s date to the local sportsman show took an unexpected turn when I rounded a corner and found my old police department at a booth. Handshakes, hugs, and shared jokes felt like time travel—then the flood hit. I left smiling and walked away shaken, second-guessing, and grieving a version of myself I’d buried under “I’m fine.” This episode is a raw, thoughtful walk through identity, tribe, and the nervous system’s need for safety. I talk about what I truly miss—the people, the mission, the shorthand—not the grind or the weight of the badge. We unpack why numbness can be a protective reflex, how grief signals that our past mattered, and why nostalgia isn’t failure but unfinished business. If you’ve left a uniform, a startup, a stage, or any high-identity role, you’ll recognize the tug-of-war between who you were and who you’re building now. From therapy notes to prayer and small group support, I share tools that helped me translate old strengths—structure, purpose, recognition—into a new life with slower wins and deeper presence. We explore choosing rooms rather than needing to run them, measuring impact by trust instead of urgency, and building belonging intentionally. The goal isn’t to recreate yesterday; it’s to carry forward its best parts without getting trapped in them. I offer questions to help you spot where old measures of worth still rule your day and how to integrate them without looking back like Uncle Rico. If this story opens something in you or sheds light on someone you love, lean in. Hit play, share it with a friend who might need it, and tell me: what part of your past still fits, and what are you tailoring for your future? Subscribe, leave a review, and join the conversation so we can build this new room together. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook

    22 min
  2. FEB 12

    I Confused Being Needed, With Being Loved

    Send a text What if the loudest thing you miss after the badge isn’t the siren—it’s the sense that you mattered the second you walked into a room? Aaron opens up about the ache that follows a career in law enforcement, the shock of corporate indifference, and the deeper truth that the job didn’t create his identity crisis—it exposed it. From a childhood where strength meant silence and love felt earned, to decades of equating usefulness with worth, this is a raw look at how performance can become a stand-in for belonging. We walk through the uncomfortable middle: the removal of life’s scoreboard, the parked-truck questions—Who am I if I’m not needed?—and the slow work of building a life that supports the nervous system, not just the resume. Aaron shares how therapy, scripture, and a surprising mentor are helping him accept love without having to hustle for it. He reframes strength as honesty and vulnerability, tells the story behind a family apology that broke a generational pattern, and names the addiction few first responders discuss: being the most necessary person in the room. Along the way we challenge a hard belief—performance equals value—and offer a different map: let purpose come from how you live, not just what you do. If you’ve lost a title, a uniform, or a version of yourself, you’ll hear language for the grief, practical ways to sit without fixing, and permission to pass the baton so someone else can carry the weight. Stay with us to the end for a quiet reminder worth writing down: you were valuable before you did anything at all. If this resonates, subscribe, share with someone in transition, and leave a review so others can find the show. Then tell us: What belief about your worth are you ready to retire? Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea!   Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook

    39 min
  3. FEB 5

    Parallel Lives: One Story, Two Strangers

    Send us a text A badge on the shelf. A heart full of noise. Matt spent seventeen years with the California Highway Patrol, serving everywhere from Los Angeles freeways to Humboldt County backroads, from media briefings to late-night notifications no family should receive. One summer day in 2016—a call involving a toddler close in age to his own child—pierced any belief that grit alone could carry the weight. What followed was years of pushing through, waves of panic no one saw, a controversial shooting he supervised with no debrief to follow, and the quiet dread of feeling like the “brotherhood” had gone silent. We sit down for a candid, unguarded conversation about what PTSD looks like when the uniform comes off: the way small towns make every scene feel personal, the pressure to appear fine, and the fear of becoming a liability to a system that counts heads more than hearts. Matt shares what actually helped—therapy, faith, ketamine-assisted treatment, and a powerful experience at Mighty Oaks that led to sobriety and a turning point. He never stopped serving his community; he just changed the stage. As DJ Radd, he brings sound, light, and presence to weddings and school dances, trading sirens for smiles and rediscovering the joy of helping people on their best days. This is a story about identity after the job, about choosing meaning when the noise won’t stop, and about building a second career that heals. We talk practical tools for first responder mental health, the realities of CHP roles beyond traffic stops, and how music, mentorship, and faith create a path forward. If you’ve wondered whether purpose can survive trauma, or how to support someone who’s carrying more than they let on, you’ll hear hard truths and real hope. If this resonates, share it with a friend, subscribe for more conversations like this, and leave a review with the moment that stayed with you. Your words help the next listener find a lifeline. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea!   Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook

    1h 20m
  4. FEB 4

    SnapShot: Breaking Bad....

    Send us a text Ever watched a TV scene and felt the hairs on your neck rise because it looked a little too real? We take you behind the tape with a former police supervisor who trained at federal academies, ran field operations at clandestine sites, and testified as an expert on meth labs—then weighed that experience against the pop-culture juggernaut that turned a high school chemistry teacher into a criminal icon. We start with the on-the-ground reality: how officers learned to recognize dangerous setups, shut them down safely, and protect evidence and neighborhoods from toxic contamination. From rural backroads to cramped apartments, the process demanded precision, protective gear, and calm under pressure. Then we stack that against TV’s most famous meth storyline, noting where it mirrored real methods and where it deliberately left out critical conversion steps to avoid copycat risk. It’s a rare look at how accurate storytelling can educate without crossing safety lines. From there, we zoom out. You’ll hear a concise history of meth—from early synthesis and mid-century pill sales to the legal clampdowns that pushed production underground. We unpack how precursor controls changed the game, first shrinking local cook sites and then driving manufacturing to cross-border superlabs with industrial scale. That shift changed purity, pricing, and risk, turning small-town cleanups into complex international cases. The through-line is sobering: when chemicals get restricted, supply chains adapt, and the fight moves to new terrain. Finally, we connect the dots to everyday life. Cartel pipelines fuel thefts, break-ins, and constant pressure on community safety. We talk about the human toll—families dealing with addiction, investigators facing threats, and the exhausting grind of long cases that still matter because they prevent the next round of harm. If you care about smart drug policy, real-world policing, and how pop culture intersects with public safety, this snapshot delivers clarity without sensationalism. Listen, share with a friend who loves crime dramas, and leave a review telling us what part challenged your assumptions most. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook

    12 min
  5. JAN 29

    From Silence to Strength: One Time Is Too Many

    Send us a text The request came from a listener who couldn’t shake Ashley’s story and needed us to say the quiet part out loud: one time is too many. We leaned in. Drawing on years of investigative work and personal history, we walk through why survivors delay reporting, how shame and family dynamics keep people silent, and what it takes to reclaim power on your own terms. No pressure tactics. No sensationalism. Just clear guidance on timing, consent, and the right to stop, start, and set boundaries while telling your story. Ashley’s case is a hard truth in focus: abusers rarely have only one victim. When one person speaks, others surface. That’s why disclosure is both personal healing and community protection. We explain how trauma-informed interviewing works, why validation often matters more than legal outcomes in the moment, and how a single disclosure can uncover patterns that were hiding in plain sight. The goal isn’t to rush you into court; it’s to give you control over pace and process so you can breathe, decide, and move forward with support. We also name the common myths: that silence equals consent, that a single incident doesn’t count, that reporting destroys a family. Responsibility lies with the offender, not the survivor. If you choose to speak, do it with a trusted ally—a therapist, advocate, or trained officer—who will listen for what you say and what you’re not yet ready to say. You are not alone. Your voice matters. If this conversation resonates with you or someone you love, share it, save it, and send it to a friend who needs a steady hand. If you find this meaningful, subscribe, leave a review, and tell us what support would help you or your community take the next step. Your feedback shapes the work—and your voice might be the one that helps someone finally feel seen. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook

    20 min
  6. JAN 22

    I sold my Motorcycle: Devalued...Grief....and Triumph

    Send us a text A color-changing straw at 4:45 a.m. shouldn’t spark a life reset, but sometimes the smallest ask reveals what really matters. We start with a simple ride for coffee and end up peeling back layers of identity, grief, and the deep human need to feel valued. Along the way, I read a listener’s email that moved me to the core, not because it praised the show, but because it proved that honesty can pull someone back from the edge toward faith and light. The heart of this story is a motorcycle sale that isn’t about metal or miles. It is about a life that once revolved around adrenaline, a badge, and long rides that were the only times my wife and I truly connected. PTSD, injury, and change left the bike sitting still while I clung to what it represented. Therapy helped me see the truth: I wasn’t losing a machine; I was grieving a doorway to connection. With space carved out by leaving law enforcement, I gained the bandwidth to be present with my family every day, not just on a two-week trip. Trading a symbol for a daily practice of presence is a painful win, but a win all the same. We dig into the difference between being busy and producing, and why a lack of clear benchmarks can drain meaning at work. I share how I’m setting simple metrics, seeking mentorship, and choosing momentum over perfection. We talk about church, worship, and the ache of losing roles that once made me feel useful, and how re-engaging is less about being seen and more about serving with heart. Under it all is the core wound: moments and institutions that left me feeling like I didn’t matter. Naming that wound allows a practical plan—identify where value already exists, build on it, and replace grief with purpose through action, faith, and community. If you’re stuck in an OODA loop of negativity, consider this your nudge to step out of it. Ask the hard questions, strain the story to its essence, and take one concrete step toward purpose today. If this resonated, follow the show, share it with a friend who needs it, and leave a review so others can find their way back to hope. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea!   www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook

    36 min
  7. JAN 15

    The Last Call: A Mother's Story After Losing Officer Tara O'Sullivan... "We've Got It From Here"

    Send us a text A routine call. An ambush. A family rerouted in a single night. We sit with Kelley O’Sullivan to remember her daughter, Officer Tara O’Sullivan—who she was before the uniform, how she earned her badge, and what it means to carry her legacy when the cameras move on. Kelley brings us into the rooms that mattered: the Explorer meetings where a mentor lit the spark, the Sacramento State Program that demystified hiring, the academy mats where grit outlasted size, and the field training car where hard feedback became real growth. Then the story narrows to a backyard filled with outbuildings, a barricaded suspect with ghost guns and cameras, and seconds that changed everything. Kelley recounts the call no parent wants, the hospital hallway that felt endless, the moonlit procession, and the complicated logistics of public mourning when a line‑of‑duty death becomes headline news. What follows isn’t closure—it’s truth. We talk about how grief evolves from shock to the difficult “and,” where sorrow and gratitude coexist. Kelley shares what people get wrong about closure, why memorials matter year after year, and how she turned pain into service by working with Sacramento PD and speaking to new recruits. Along the way, we honor Tara’s discipline, curiosity, and toughness—the student of American Sign Language, the teammate who never dropped the plate, the officer who kept showing up. If stories of courage, community, and hard-earned hope matter to you, press play. Then share this episode with someone who needs it, leave a review so more people can find it, and tell us what part of Tara’s legacy moved you most. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea!   Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook

    1h 26m
  8. JAN 11 · BONUS

    SnapShot: Courtroom Crossfire: Transparency Protects You When The Truth Is Uncomfortable

    Send us a text A small-town friendship can feel unbreakable—until it meets the cold edge of a courtroom. When a road trip turned tragic and a meticulous installer faced a murder charge, I found myself in uniform, standing between loyalty and law. One hallway hug became a lightning rod for optics and office politics, and two subpoenas put me on the stand for both the state and the defense. What followed forced a simple, uncomfortable discipline: tell the truth the same way every time. We walk through the early days at The Music Box, where craft and care were learned one cable at a time, and how that same expertise—bypassing a safety interlock on an in-dash screen—fed into a fatal crash that shook our community. I share the view from inside the justice system: the DA’s relentless pursuit, why second-degree murder demands intent, and how distracted driving can be criminal without being murder. If you’ve ever wondered where accountability ends and overcharging begins, this story shows how mens rea, evidence, and clear statutes keep justice on track. Inside the courtroom, leading questions tried to cast my friend as a villain or a saint. My job was neither. It was to say what could be proven: yes, he could bypass a safety wire; no, he didn’t intend to kill. Along the way, I learned what transparency costs, why integrity outlasts optics, and how trust in the system rises or falls on our willingness to be precise. This is a candid look at friendship under pressure, the ethics of testimony, and the legal lines that separate tragedy from murder. If this resonates, share it with someone who cares about fair charging and honest policing. Subscribe for more stories where justice, ethics, and human choices intersect, and leave a review with your take: when should friendship step back—and when should it stand firm? www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook

    9 min

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Come on a ride along with a Veteran Homicide Detective as the twists and turns of the job suddenly end his career  and nearly his life; discover how something wonderful is born out of the Darkness. Embark on the journey from helping people on their worst days, to bringing life, excitement and smiles on their best days.

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