Wife On The Rocks I Gaslighting, Addiction, Codependency, Al Anon, Alcoholism, Recovery

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Did you marry the man of your dreams, only to now find alcohol seeping into every part of your family? As a woman of faith, committed to your vows, do you struggle to walk out your convictions amidst the chaos and confusion that has devastated your marriage? Do you wish you had someone to confide in without judgment, consequences later or let’s be honest, hearing the worst advice EVER from well meaning people? Despite your relentless efforts, do you feel betrayed, stuck in a cycle, praying for a breakthrough and wondering if things really will be ok? This is how everything was in my marriage for SO long!! I get it! In this podcast you will find hope regardless of your current situation. As you tune in each week your spirit will be lifted as you recognize that you are NOT in this battle alone. You will come to know that only through Him can you learn to model a much needed peaceful presence to your children, whose little hearts are also wondering if things will be ok. My mission is to share my experience, strength and hope with women like me who are praying for breakthrough. The Lord’s light shines even in the darkness of addiction, and the darkness cannot overcome it. I am a wife, a homeschooling momma, and a woman who has learned that nothing is impossible for God. Sometimes I wish I hadn’t had to learn all of this while withstanding circumstances that I would have rather avoided - but then would my faith be this strong without all the trials? You might listen and mistakenly assume that I have it “all figured out”, because if I am honest, I still can’t figure out how to keep track of my phone most days. However, I , without a doubt, have found a peace that surpasses understanding and I want to share everything God has taught me with you as you navigate this road as well. I have found that applying the Bible to my situation allows me to shift my eyes off the problem and to refocus on my God who can redeem and restore otherwise hopeless situations. Psalms 55:22 tells us, “Cast your burdens on the Lord and he will sustain you. He will not permit the righteous to be moved”. In the eye of the storm it is hard to have a right perspective when everyday you are walking on eggshells trying to keep your family together! I have a suspicion that I am not alone here and if you can relate with anything I have said, then this podcast is for you. Nothing changes if nothing changes, right? :) So, if you are ready to experience some breakthrough, listen up. You do not have to do this alone and you didn’t find this podcast by accident. Take a deep breath even when it seems impossible. Be willing to trust that God can do more than you even imagine.....right where you are today which is so far from where you wanted to be. I know you are running everywhere and doing everything for everyone, but THIS moment of rest is for you! Allow me to serve you a little peace on the rocks.

  1. 3d ago

    EP 57 4 Financial Red Flags in an Alcoholic Marriage

    Financial problems in an alcoholic marriage aren't always obvious at first. Sometimes it's money disappearing without explanation. Sometimes it's missed work, unpredictable income, impulsive spending, or bills that aren't getting paid. I neer thought things would progress to where they did and left me and the kids in a financial pickle! And sometimes the bigger concern isn't what is happening today—it's realizing how financially vulnerable you could be if things do spiral or if something unexpected happens! In Episode 57 of Wife On The Rocks, I'm answering listener questions about alcoholism, marriage, and finances and sharing four financial red flags—or hard lines—that I believe wives need to pay attention to when addiction is affecting their home. This isn't about controlling your husband's money or assuming the worst. It's about understanding your own financial reality and recognizing when addiction may be putting you or your children in a vulnerable position. The Lord provided in miraculous ways for me and my kiddos when things spiraled in our lives! I believe we experienced many miraculous unexplained finanacial provision! However, I learned in subsequent relapses to watch out for a few signs when it came to money and addiction and that is what I want to share today! Questions to Ask Yourself In this episode, we'll talk about questions like: Do you have access to money if you suddenly need it? Do you know what's actually happening with your household finances? Is money disappearing or being spent in ways you can't account for? If your husband's income changed—or disappeared altogether—what would happen? Could you continue paying the mortgage or rent, utilities, groceries, insurance, and other necessities? Are you financially dependent on someone whose ability to work or manage money is becoming increasingly unpredictable? If depression, anxiety, stress, or physical symptoms began affecting your ability to work, would your family still be financially okay? Are there financial behaviors connected to his drinking that you've been minimizing because dealing with them feels overwhelming? These aren't questions meant to create fear. They're questions that can help you see clearly where you are today and identify areas where you may need more information, access, or protection. Because when addiction is present, financial instability can become another way the entire family feels its effects. You don't necessarily need to have every answer today. But there are certain financial red flags that shouldn't continually be ignored. In this episode, I'll walk you through four of those hard lines and help you think honestly about whether your family's finances are adequately protected. FREE Zoom Call Coming Soon! I'm hosting a FREE Zoom call where we can connect and talk more about navigating addiction in your marriage. Keep watching for the date!! I'll be adding the details to the show notes as soon as they're available, so check back soon! Have a Question for the Podcast? I'm answering real listener questions on Wife On The Rocks, and yours could be next. If you have a question about alcoholism, marriage, finances, boundaries, parenting through addiction, recovery, or something happening in your own home, email me at: Hello@wifeontherocks.com You can remain anonymous when your question is discussed on the podcast.

  2. Sep 30

    EP 56 Dishonesty in Addiction: The Lying is Worse Than the Drinking

    Sometimes, it isn’t just the drinking that destroys trust in an alcoholic marriage. It’s the lying. Being told one thing while seeing and experiencing something completely different can leave you questioning everything. You may find yourself replaying conversations, looking for evidence, checking details, and wondering whether you can trust your own perception of what is happening in your home. In Episode 56 of Wife On The Rocks, we talk about the erosion of trust caused by lying in active addiction—and why many wives eventually feel like the dishonesty has become even more painful than the alcohol itself. We discuss why someone in active addiction may lie, minimize, hide, deny, or tell you what they think you want to hear. The lying may be directly connected to alcohol—how much they drank, whether they drank, where they were, or what happened—but it can also begin spilling into seemingly unrelated areas of life. And eventually, nothing seems to add up. In this episode, we discuss: Why lying and addiction so often become intertwined The difference between direct lies about substance use and the countless indirect lies that can surround addiction How denial allows someone to continue believing—or insisting—that things really aren't that bad Why being repeatedly told something that contradicts what you're actually seeing can be so painful and disorienting How broken promises and being told what you want to hear slowly erode trust Why you may begin questioning everything when the story you're being given doesn't match your lived experience The painful reality that addiction can sometimes pull the spouse into dishonesty too—covering, making excuses, hiding what's happening, or giving other people explanations that aren't really true What happens in a marriage when you no longer know which version of reality you can trust I know what it is like to think: “Something isn't adding up.” When what I thought was happening and what I was being told were two completely different things, I began questioning everything. If you've experienced this, you may not simply be struggling with your husband's drinking. You may also be grieving the loss of something foundational to marriage: the ability to trust that what your spouse tells you is true. This episode puts words to that experience and helps you begin separating what you are being told from what you are actually seeing, experiencing, and know to be true. Have a question for the podcast? If you have a question about alcoholism, marriage, boundaries, parenting through addiction, recovery, or something you're experiencing in your own home, I'd love to hear from you. Send your question to: Hello@wifeontherocks.com Your question may be answered in a future episode of Wife On The Rocks.

  3. Aug 12

    Ep 55 Codependency & Natural Consequences in Active Addiction

    Listener Question Part 2:  "I find myself trying to control my husband's drinking and even some other things. We own a successful (for now) business and I manage it with him—but he is dropping the ball a lot. I don't know how to not fix his messes! I really cover for him a lot—maybe to save face myself a bit. Am I supposed to just let him tank everything? The business was his dream (NOT MINE), but this past year (the drinking has sky-rocketed) he has made mistakes and let things go that I don't see how to fix. Gosh I'm really struggling and so happy to have found you!" In this second part of our Listener Q&A, we continue answering this heartfelt question about navigating alcoholism, codependency, and running a business with an addicted spouse. When addiction begins affecting finances, work, and the future you've built together, where does support end and enabling begin? How do you protect your family without taking responsibility for someone else's addiction?  In this episode, we discuss: Why every situation is different—and why there isn't a one-size-fits-all answer The blurry line between supporting your spouse and slipping into codependency Why natural consequences are often necessary for addiction recovery—even when they're painful and EXTREMELY Unfair to spouses and kids 😔  How taking over responsibilities can unintentionally delay recovery How fear and shame can keep us covering for our spouse's mistakes If you've ever found yourself asking, "Am I helping... or am I enabling?" and struggled with how to even balance that in impossible situations this episode is for you my friend! Part 1 of this Question: https://wifeontherocks.podbean.com/e/ep-53-the-impact-of-addiction-on-business-and-income/?token=e048e9e60dac043ef5d5c50126d6098c  📩 Have a question for a future Listener Q&A episode? Email me at hello@wifeontherocks.com. SEO Keywords: codependency, alcoholism recovery, addiction and business, natural consequences, enabling vs. helping, high-functioning alcoholism, alcoholic spouse, wife of an alcoholic, addiction recovery, Christian marriage, Christian wife, boundaries in addiction, alcohol addiction.

  4. Jul 29

    Ep 54 The Impact of Addiction on Business and Income

    Wife on The Rocks Marriage and Business - Listener Question "I find myself trying to control my husbands drinking and even some other things. We own a successful (for now) business and I manage it with him- but he is dropping the ball a lot. I don't know how to not fix his messes! I really cover for him a lot- maybe to save face myself a bit. Am I supposed to just let him tank everything? The business was his dream (NOT MINE), but this past year (the drinking has sky-rocketed) he has made mistakes and let things go that I don't see how to fix. Gosh I'm really struggling and so happy to have found you!" Sending you some serious love,  Annonymous Listener Can a marriage — and a business — survive alcoholism? In this episode, I answer a listener whose family business is impacted as her husband's drinking progresses.  The blurry line between supporting your spouse and slipping into codependency Why "band-aid fixes" can't outrun the progressive disease of addiction How alcoholism impacts a family business and the difficult decisions that follow If you're a Christian wife navigating alcoholism, addiction, codependency, or the challenges of owning a business with an alcoholic spouse, this episode is for you.   Contact Me: hello@wifeontherocks.com Send me your own question that I can answer on the Podcast!

  5. Jul 15

    Ep 53 Rehab for a YEAR? Alcoholism Treatment Options

    In this episode of Wife on the Rocks, we continue last week's listener question and dive deep into one of the hardest parts of the recovery journey — deciding what rehab actually looks like for your family. We unpack the differences between detox and rehab, what happens in those first critical days, and why alcohol withdrawal should never be handled alone. Then we get into the emotional weight of longer programs — six months, a year, sometimes more — and what it really costs a family when a husband, father, and provider steps away to get help. We cover: ● The difference between detox and rehab, and why that first step matters ● Weighing your husband leaving for months at a time ● The dream of family-inclusive recovery — and why it barely exists ● Navigating pastors and spiritual leaders who may not fully understand addiction ● The real cost of rehab, insurance, and workplace recovery policies ● Practical first steps: who to call, and what to do first when someone is ready for help. This episode is for every wife wondering if she's making the right call — and for anyone who's ever thought about escaping to the Swiss Alps just to get through the hard days.

  6. Jun 12

    Ep 52 He's FINALLY Ready for Help: What I Wish I Knew BEFORE Rock Bottom

    “My husband finally agreed to get help… What do we do now?” For years you may have prayed for your husband to recognize his alcoholism and addiction. But as wives when that moment finally comes, along with relief and hope, we feel overwhelmed with a whole new path of decisions to navigate. What rehab program does he need? What if he chooses the wrong one? Should it be a Christian recovery program? What if this is our only chance and we mess it up? In this Listener Q&A episode of Wife on the Rocks, we talk about what it was really like navigating detox, rehab, treatment decisions, and recovery as a family. We discuss: What I thought addiction treatment would look like vs. the reality • Why getting help quickly can matter when someone struggling with alcohol addiction is finally willing • The challenges of insurance, availability, and finding a rehab program • Why some faith-based programs may carry God’s name but not always reflect God’s heart • The struggle of accepting the recovery path your husband chooses — even if it’s different than what you imagined • Letting go of control and trusting God with the open doors If you are a Christian wife wondering how to help your alcoholic husband, questioning rehab options, battling codependency through all of this, or trying to trust God through addiction recovery, this conversation is for you! Lean in to hear our experience 3 And stay tuned — next week we’ll continue answering more listener questions about alcoholism, treatment, and recovery. 📩 Have a question for a future Listener Q&A episode? Email: hello@wifeontherocks.com   Interested in Coaching or Programs available? Email hello@wifeontherocks.com to be placed on the waiting list!

  7. May 19

    EP 51 Parenting With An Alcoholic: Emtional Outbursts & Protecting Kids

    In this Listener Q&A episode of Wife on the Rocks, I answer a heartbreaking question many wives silently carry: 👉 “How do I parent and protect my children when my husband struggles with alcoholism and emotional outbursts?” If you are parenting with an alcoholic spouse, trying to balance being a wife while also protecting your children emotionally, this episode is for you. Let's talk honestly about: • Substance Abuse and emotional development / maturity • Research surrounding children raised in alcoholic homes and ACOA (Adult Children of Alcoholics) • Why addiction and alcoholism affect a parent’s ability to emotionally regulate, connect, and disciple children well • Emotional outbursts from husband's battling addiction • The difficult tension Christian wives feel between loyalty to their marriage and protecting their children. This episode also explores the reality that many wives feel — even when their instincts are telling them their children need emotional safety, stability, and protection, your husband may be telling you something different with his outbursts and it can be SO confusing.  You are not alone. This conversation is compassionate, honest, and designed to help you better understand how addiction impacts families! 📩 Have a question for a future Listener Q&A episode? Email: hello@wifeontherocks.com 💛 Interested in coaching or future resources? Email to join the waitlist and learn more.

  8. Jan 29

    Bonus Episode: BIG Announcement & Trusting God In Alcoholism AND Recovery

    Wondering why there has been a pause in new episodes? Tune in to find out why!  God can do more than we ask or imagine and I will explain what that is looking like in my life right now ♥ Years ago in active addiction I didn't know if we would survive it! I didn't know if the drinking would ever stop or if the alcoholism would ever change to recovery for our family! I knew He COULD do it, but it was so hard to even see it on the bad days! Can you relate? There is ALWAYS HOPE!!

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Did you marry the man of your dreams, only to now find alcohol seeping into every part of your family? As a woman of faith, committed to your vows, do you struggle to walk out your convictions amidst the chaos and confusion that has devastated your marriage? Do you wish you had someone to confide in without judgment, consequences later or let’s be honest, hearing the worst advice EVER from well meaning people? Despite your relentless efforts, do you feel betrayed, stuck in a cycle, praying for a breakthrough and wondering if things really will be ok? This is how everything was in my marriage for SO long!! I get it! In this podcast you will find hope regardless of your current situation. As you tune in each week your spirit will be lifted as you recognize that you are NOT in this battle alone. You will come to know that only through Him can you learn to model a much needed peaceful presence to your children, whose little hearts are also wondering if things will be ok. My mission is to share my experience, strength and hope with women like me who are praying for breakthrough. The Lord’s light shines even in the darkness of addiction, and the darkness cannot overcome it. I am a wife, a homeschooling momma, and a woman who has learned that nothing is impossible for God. Sometimes I wish I hadn’t had to learn all of this while withstanding circumstances that I would have rather avoided - but then would my faith be this strong without all the trials? You might listen and mistakenly assume that I have it “all figured out”, because if I am honest, I still can’t figure out how to keep track of my phone most days. However, I , without a doubt, have found a peace that surpasses understanding and I want to share everything God has taught me with you as you navigate this road as well. I have found that applying the Bible to my situation allows me to shift my eyes off the problem and to refocus on my God who can redeem and restore otherwise hopeless situations. Psalms 55:22 tells us, “Cast your burdens on the Lord and he will sustain you. He will not permit the righteous to be moved”. In the eye of the storm it is hard to have a right perspective when everyday you are walking on eggshells trying to keep your family together! I have a suspicion that I am not alone here and if you can relate with anything I have said, then this podcast is for you. Nothing changes if nothing changes, right? :) So, if you are ready to experience some breakthrough, listen up. You do not have to do this alone and you didn’t find this podcast by accident. Take a deep breath even when it seems impossible. Be willing to trust that God can do more than you even imagine.....right where you are today which is so far from where you wanted to be. I know you are running everywhere and doing everything for everyone, but THIS moment of rest is for you! Allow me to serve you a little peace on the rocks.

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