The Fear Archive

The Fear Archive investigates the real stories behind horror films. Every episode, hosts Amanda Kagiwada and Michael Ryan Assip dig into the actual cases, killers, hauntings, and conspiracies that Hollywood turned into your favorite scary movies — and ask whether the film or the truth is more disturbing. From Ed Gein and Psycho to the Gainesville Ripper and Scream, from MK-Ultra and The Manchurian Candidate to Faces of Death and the internet gore ecosystem — if a horror film has a real story behind it, the Fear Archive will find it. New episodes every other Wednesday. A Violet Hour Media production.

  1. 14h ago

    River's Edge vs. Marcy Conrad | 13 Teenagers Saw the Body. Nobody Called the Police.

    There is a body lying on a riverbank. She has been there for two days. Somewhere between eight and thirteen teenagers have seen her. Some came back multiple times. Not one of them called the police. Her name was Marcy Renee Conrad. She was fourteen years old. Her boyfriend strangled her and then brought his friends to look. What those teenagers chose to do next — or rather, what they chose not to do — became one of the most disturbing cases ever studied in American adolescent psychology. In this episode of The Fear Archive, Amanda and Mike pair the real 1981 murder of Marcy Conrad in Milpitas, California with Tim Hunter's River's Edge — one of the bleakest, most unsettling portraits of American teenage life ever committed to film. The cast alone is extraordinary: Keanu Reeves before he was Keanu Reeves, Crispin Glover at his most unhinged, Ione Sky, Dennis Hopper. Tim Hunter went on to direct Breaking Bad, Twin Peaks, The Sopranos, and Mad Men. River's Edge is why those shows wanted him. But this episode is not really about the film. It is about the question the film refuses to let go of. What does it look like when an entire generation loses its capacity for moral feeling? And who is responsible when that happens? Amanda and Mike also go deep on the full lineage of nihilistic American teen cinema that River's Edge helped define — Stand By Me as its mirror image, Over the Edge as the invisible foundation, Kids, Gummo, Welcome to the Dollhouse, Mean Creek, Super Dark Times, George Washington, and the Greg Araki Teenage Apocalypse trilogy. This is the episode for anyone who has ever felt that the official version of American adolescence was missing something true. Anthony Jacques Broussard was convicted of first degree murder in 1983 and sentenced to 25 years to life. He was released on parole in 2023. The teenagers who saw Marcy's body and said nothing were never prosecuted — California had no statute requiring bystanders to report a death. It still does not. Marcy's mother Dolores Conrad spent decades fighting to change that. The effort largely failed. Marcy Conrad would have been sixty years old this year. Hosted by Amanda Kagiwada and Michael Ryan Assip. Executive produced by Cassie Jozefov. A Violet Hour Media production. LISTENER WARNING: This episode contains discussion of murder, intimate partner violence, sexual assault, and the moral failures of institutional systems. It is heavy in real ways. Popular Topics Include: River's Edge 1986 film, Marcy Conrad case, Milpitas California murder 1981, bystander effect teenagers, Keanu Reeves early films, Crispin Glover River's Edge, Dennis Hopper River's Edge, Ione Sky, Daniel Roebuck, Josh Peck, Neil Jimenez screenwriter, Tim Hunter director, Breaking Bad director, Twin Peaks director, Stand By Me 1986 film, Stand By Me vs River's Edge, Over the Edge 1979 film, Kids 1995 film Larry Clark, Gummo 1997 Harmony Korine, Welcome to the Dollhouse Todd Solondz, Mean Creek 2004 film, Super Dark Times film, George Washington 2000 David Gordon Green, Greg Araki Teenage Apocalypse trilogy, Totally F****d Up 1993, The Doom Generation 1995, Nowhere 1997, nihilistic teen cinema, Reagan era film, moral collapse American teenagers, bystander law California, Anthony Broussard parole 2023, true crime California, Fear Archive podcast, horror podcast, Amanda Kagiwada, Michael Ryan Assip, Violet Hour Media Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

    1h 14m
  2. Jun 17

    Dead Air | Ep. 06 | Amanda Got 7AM Odyssey Tickets and Mike Was Part of a CIA Study

    Dead Air is what happens between Fear Archive episodes — no research, no structure, no plan. Just Amanda and Mike talking until something disturbing comes up. It always does. This week: Amanda crashed an AMC app at 7AM to secure 70mm IMAX tickets to Christopher Nolan's The Odyssey on opening day. Peter put her in charge. She delivered. Mike still does not know what Tenet is about. They also cover: Amanda's review of Is God Is — the Tarantino-adjacent Southern Gothic revenge film everyone should be watching on a proper television. Mike's deep dive into Michael Jackson The Verdict on Netflix and why it completely flipped his understanding of the case. The Dead Internet Theory and whether most of what you are looking at online is AI-generated content designed to manipulate your decisions. A massive fire at the Hudson River Psychiatric Center in Poughkeepsie — a Kirkbride asylum built in 1867 that urban explorers have been documenting for decades. Amanda and Mike's separate and deeply unhinged teenage experiences breaking into King's Park and Pilgrim State. The GATE program, Soviet-era gifted education, and remote viewing. And Mike's confession that his Bank Street master's program involved being filmed by a TV news crew in behavioral simulations under a verbal NDA — and he may have been part of a study he never consented to. Also: Mother's Instinct on Netflix. Dorfan, a 1982 West German cannibal fan film getting a 4K remaster. Dirty sodas and Mormonism. Milk crate law. Purple pillows. And a murder fifteen minutes from Mike's house that he declines to fully describe on camera. Hosted by Amanda Kagiwada and Michael Ryan Assip. Executive produced by Cassie Jozefov. A Violet Hour Media production. LISTENER WARNING: This program contains strong language, discussion of violent crime, and Mike possibly being a government test subject. Popular Topics Include: Fear Archive podcast, Dead Air podcast, Christopher Nolan Odyssey film, Christopher Nolan IMAX, Dead Internet theory, AI generated content, Kirkbride asylum, Hudson River Psychiatric Center Poughkeepsie fire, King's Park Psychiatric Center, Pilgrim State Hospital, urban exploring New York, GATE program conspiracy, gifted and talented education CIA, Michael Jackson The Verdict Netflix, Is God Is film, Mother's Instinct Netflix, horror podcast behind the scenes, Amanda Kagiwada, Michael Ryan Assip, Violet Hour Media, horror podcast Philippines, Filipino horror podcast, pinoy podcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

    1h 11m
  3. Jun 10

    Monster vs. Aileen Wuornos | The True Story Behind Charlize Theron's Oscar-Winning Role

    Monster vs. Aileen Wuornos is the Fear Archive episode that asks the question true crime almost never asks: when society creates someone like this, does it have the right to destroy her? One day before her execution, Aileen Wuornos looked directly into a camera and said: we have evil in us. All of us do. And my evil just happened to come out because of the circumstances. She was not wrong. She was also completely terrifying. Those two things do not cancel each other out. Aileen Carol Pittman was born February 29th, 1956 — a leap year baby, as if the universe could not quite commit to her existing. Her father was a convicted child molester who died by suicide in prison without ever meeting her. Her mother abandoned her at four. She was pregnant at thirteen, on the streets at fifteen, trading sex for food. Not one functioning support structure at any point in her life. Then she killed seven men on the Florida highways. Then the state of Florida executed her. Patty Jenkins' 2003 film Monster gave Charlize Theron her Academy Award for Best Actress — one of the most discussed acting transformations in Hollywood history. Theron gained thirty pounds, shaved her eyebrows, wore prosthetic teeth, and built an entire inner life for a woman she clearly believed deserved more than a headline. The film was made for one and a half million dollars. It grossed sixty-four million. Aileen Wuornos was executed in October 2002. Monster opened in December 2003. She never saw it. In this episode, Amanda and Mike examine the full real case alongside the film and Nick Broomfield's two documentaries — which exposed the exploitation circus surrounding Aileen on death row — and the Karla Faye Tucker comparison that reveals exactly how American society decides which women deserve sympathy and which ones deserve the needle. Her last words referenced the 1996 Will Smith movie Independence Day. Big mother ship and all. Hosted by Amanda Kagiwada and Michael Ryan Assip. Executive produced by Cassie Jozefov. A Violet Hour Media production. LISTENER WARNING: This program includes discussion of murder, sexual violence, childhood abuse, capital punishment, and the execution of women. Please proceed with caution. Popular Topics Include: Aileen Wuornos, Monster 2003 film, Charlize Theron Monster, Charlize Theron Oscar transformation, Charlize Theron Best Actress Oscar, actors who transformed for roles, female serial killer, Aileen Wuornos true story, Patty Jenkins director, Monster film true story, Nick Broomfield documentary, Selling of a Serial Killer, Life and Death of a Serial Killer, capital punishment women, death row women, Florida serial killer, highway killer, sex worker serial killer, Karla Faye Tucker comparison, true crime horror podcast, Fear Archive, horror podcast, Amanda Kagiwada, Michael Ryan Assip, Violet Hour Media, horror podcast Philippines, Filipino horror podcast, pinoy podcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

    55 min
  4. Jun 3

    Dead Air | Ep. 05 | Mike Peed the Bed and the Amityville Flies Are Real

    Dead Air is what happens between Fear Archive episodes — no research, no structure, no plan. Just Amanda and Mike talking until something disturbing comes up. It always does. This week: Mike took magnesium because he read on Reddit that writers use it to have vivid dreams. It worked. He dreamed he was urinating. He was not dreaming. He woke up, slipped on dog vomit on the way to the bathroom, and started the day covered in both. This is how the episode opens. It does not get more dignified from there. Amanda watched twelve Amityville films back to back while her house filled with actual flies. Not metaphorically. Every time flies appeared on screen she had to pause the movie because there were real flies buzzing around her. The electric fly racket was broken. It was a situation. Also: the original Amityville Horror manuscript was reportedly cursed, the spirits follow anyone who thinks about them, and the only protection is crossing running water. Mike moved upstate and crossed a river. He thinks he is probably fine. Hosted by Amanda Kagiwada and Michael Ryan Assip. Executive produced by Cassie Jozefov. A Violet Hour Media production. LISTENER WARNING: This program contains strong language and discussion of bodily functions, horror content, and mild chaos. Popular Topics Include: Fear Archive podcast, Dead Air podcast, horror podcast bonus episode, Amanda Kagiwada, Michael Ryan Assip, magnesium vivid dreams, Amityville horror, Amityville flies, ghosts can't cross running water, horror podcast behind the scenes, Violet Hour Media, bed wetting adults, horror film recommendations, sleep study, nightmare magnesium, Amityville curse Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

    1h 2m
  5. May 27

    Cannibal the Musical vs. Alfred Packer. Five Dead. The Judge Said He Ate Them.

    Six men walked into the Colorado mountains in February 1874. One walked out. He was not starving. He had more money than he left with. And when they found the bodies, they had been butchered and consumed. The judge at Alfred Packer's sentencing delivered one of the most extraordinary lines in American courtroom history: there were seven Democrats in Hinsdale County, sir, and you ate five of them. Packer's story changed four times. Every version conveniently made him the last man standing. Before South Park. Before Team America. Before any of it — Trey Parker was a film student at the University of Colorado who made a musical about Alfred Packer. Cannibal the Musical is funny. Genuinely, surprisingly, disturbingly funny. Which raises the question this episode of The Fear Archive cannot stop asking: why does this story make us laugh when it should make us sick? Amanda and Mike dig into the real case in full — the Gold Rush setting, the impossible winter crossing, the bodies, the escapes, the conviction, the folklore — and into the specific cultural mechanism that turns the most disturbing human acts into legend. The Donner Party. The Essex. The 1972 Andes plane crash. America has always been obsessed with the line survival forces us to cross. Alfred Packer crossed it. And then he smiled about it. Hosted by Amanda Kagiwada and Michael Ryan Assip. Executive produced by Cassie Jozefov. A Violet Hour Media production. LISTENER WARNING: This program includes discussion of cannibalism, survival horror, and graphic real-world details. Please proceed with caution. Popular Topics Include: Alfred Packer cannibal, Cannibal the Musical, Trey Parker film, Trey Parker before South Park, South Park creator student film, Colorado Gold Rush 1874, San Juan Mountains cannibalism, survival cannibalism true story, Donner Party comparison, Alfred Packer true story, black winter Colorado, Colorado cannibal, true crime horror podcast, Fear Archive, horror podcast, real stories behind horror films, Amanda Kagiwada, Michael Ryan Assip, Violet Hour Media, survival horror true crime, 1874 Colorado murders, he ate five of them Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

    57 min
  6. May 20

    Dead Air | Ep. 04 | First the Walls. Now the Car. Amanda Has a Dead Body Problem.

    Dead Air is what happens between Fear Archive episodes — no research, no structure, no plan. Just Amanda and Mike talking until something disturbing comes up. It always does. This week: Amanda's old 1988 Nissan 240SX — yeast infection colored, beloved, sold to a stranger in Florida — turned up in the news when a dead body was found inside it. She tried to look it up and found nothing, because apparently dead bodies in Florida cars are too common to index. Mike's school has no running water because students have been flushing vapes down the toilets since 2021. Half a decade of vapes. The city had to bring tanker trucks. And somewhere in the middle of all of this, they end up on black holes, simulation theory, and whether you would enter a black hole if you could — knowing the current scientific consensus is that you would be stretched into spaghetti. The answer involves a self-destructive part of the human brain that neither of them can fully explain. Hosted by Amanda Kagiwada and Michael Ryan Assip. Executive produced by Cassie Jozefov. A Violet Hour Media production. LISTENER WARNING: This program contains strong language and discussion of death, crime, and topics that may be upsetting for some listeners. Popular Topics Include: Fear Archive podcast, Dead Air podcast, horror podcast bonus episode, Amanda Kagiwada, Michael Ryan Assip, dead body found in car, Florida true crime, black holes simulation theory, are we living in a simulation, horror podcast behind the scenes, Violet Hour Media, Obsession 2025 film, Curry Barker horror film, horror film recommendations, black hole theory, simulation hypothesis Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

    56 min
  7. May 13

    Compliance vs. The Strip Search Scam | 65% of People Would Have Done the Same Thing

    It is a normal day. A manager is checking receipts. Teenagers are laughing in the back. Grease pops, ice melts, orders come in. Then the phone rings. A man says he is a police officer. He sounds calm, professional, certain. He says an employee has stolen money. And over the next few hours, people will strip someone, search someone, and humiliate someone — not because they want to, but because they were told to. Starting in the 1990s and continuing into the early 2000s, a man called fast food restaurants across the United States — McDonald's, Wendy's, Taco Bell — claiming to be a law enforcement officer. Over 70 incidents were reported. The most infamous happened in 2004 in Mount Washington, Kentucky, where a teenage employee was detained, stripped, and assaulted over four hours by people following instructions from a voice on the phone. No badge. No proof. Just authority. In this episode of The Fear Archive, Amanda and Mike pair Craig Zobel's 2012 film Compliance with the real strip search phone call scam — and connect both to Stanley Milgram's landmark obedience experiments, which proved in 1961 that 65% of ordinary people would administer what they believed to be a potentially lethal electric shock to a stranger if an authority figure told them to. The question this episode asks is not why the perpetrator made the calls. The question is why nobody hung up. Hosted by Amanda Kagiwada and Michael Ryan Assip. Executive produced by Cassie Jozefov. A Violet Hour Media production. LISTENER WARNING: This program includes discussion of sexual coercion, psychological manipulation, and abuse. Please proceed with caution. Popular Topics Include: Compliance 2012 film, strip search phone call scam, David Stewart strip search scam, Mount Washington Kentucky McDonald's, fast food strip search true story, Milgram obedience experiment, Stanley Milgram shock experiments, psychology of obedience, true crime horror podcast, Fear Archive, horror podcast, real stories behind horror movies, Amanda Kagiwada, Michael Ryan Assip, Violet Hour Media, why do people obey authority, Craig Zobel film, obedience to authority Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

    58 min
4.8
out of 5
15 Ratings

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The Fear Archive investigates the real stories behind horror films. Every episode, hosts Amanda Kagiwada and Michael Ryan Assip dig into the actual cases, killers, hauntings, and conspiracies that Hollywood turned into your favorite scary movies — and ask whether the film or the truth is more disturbing. From Ed Gein and Psycho to the Gainesville Ripper and Scream, from MK-Ultra and The Manchurian Candidate to Faces of Death and the internet gore ecosystem — if a horror film has a real story behind it, the Fear Archive will find it. New episodes every other Wednesday. A Violet Hour Media production.

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