A New Shade of Me

Jamie Rothe
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Losing three siblings changed everything, including me. Grief created a new shade of who I am, one I didn't ask for and am still learning to understand. This podcast is about stepping into that version of yourself with raw honesty and gentle compassion, holding space for the pain while finding hope as you slowly become someone new.

Episodes

  1. May 21

    Brittany: When Grief Multiplies

    What happens when loss keeps arriving? Infertility, two miscarriages, and the deaths of a sister and grandmother created a season of compounded grief that touched every part of Brittany's life. This episode explores the pain of unmet motherhood dreams, grieving a body that cannot sustain a pregnancy like it's done before, and the resilience required to keep moving forward while honoring every loss along the way.

    1h 24m

  2. Apr 30

    Stefanie: Her sister's coma and death deepened her once-flat view of love.

    It wasn’t until she stood as the emergency contact, hearing clinical updates while her sister lay in a coma, that grief truly found her. Before that, love felt steady but shallow. In that space between hope and loss, she felt the weight of every memory and unspoken word. The grief was overwhelming, but it revealed a deeper kind of love—no longer flat or distant, but raw, empathetic, and forever changed.To find Stefanie on Instagramhttps://www.instagram.com/_stefaniejoseph?igsh=MWI1ODFpbzM5dHl1ag==

    56 min

  3. Apr 13

    Nancy: As an intuitive medium, her early discovered gift helps her navigate grief

    Nancy found her gift in the middle of grief. As an intuitive medium, she learned to feel what isn’t always seen—connection, energy, and love that still remains. What helped her heal became a way to guide others, reminding them that even in loss, they are not alone and healing is still possible.Homework Nancy suggests for grief:Write two letters to your loved one—one to express any anger or unfinished feelings, and one focused on love and gratitude. When both are complete, fold them, hold them in your hands, and intentionally “release” your emotions into the paper. Then burn the letters as a symbolic way of letting go, imagining the smoke carrying your message to them. This same practice can also be used for healing from any trauma or with any person, living or passed.Nancy's contact information:nancy@nancyscheibe.comhttps://nancyscheibe.com/

    1h 16m

  4. Mar 28

    Robyn: Her Grief Comes in Layers of Suicide, Divorce, and Life Away From Her Kids

    Robyn’s life changed forever when she lost her mom to suicide. What followed were years marked by more loss, heartbreak, and starting over. But nothing compares to the quiet, daily pain of being far from her kids. Her story is one of deep grief and enduring love.

    58 min

  5. Mar 28

    Jenney: A Young Mother’s World Shattered Overnight.

    A young wife. A young mom. A loss no one prepares you for. Jenney’s story is one of pain, honesty, and resilience. This one will stay with you!

    1h 18m

  6. Mar 28

    Bethany: From Losing Her Mom to Becoming One After Divorce and Years of Infertility

    After deep loss and years of waiting, Bethany’s path to motherhood took a turn she never saw coming.

    1h 12m

  7. Season 1, Episode 1 Trailer

    Introduction

    After losing my brother to suicide in 2020 and two more siblings soon after, I found myself standing in a life I didn’t recognize. The old version of me was gone. Grief is messy and universal. We all grieve the loss of something or someone. But it is in the vulnerable details- the tears, questions, and quiet rebuilding- that grief becomes deeply personal and uniquely our own. Grief doesn’t just break your heart; it reshapes your identity and often painfully asks you to become someone new before you feel ready.This podcast is about getting to know the new person grief shapes you into. It’s about honoring the details of your loss and the patience and love required to meet yourself again. Each episode is an invitation to learn from someone’s personal experience, to grow, to gain perspective, and to discover the version of yourself waiting on the other side. Because one day, you’ll see — this new shade of you is beautiful and holds a depth of love and understanding only loss can teach.

    3 min

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Losing three siblings changed everything, including me. Grief created a new shade of who I am, one I didn't ask for and am still learning to understand. This podcast is about stepping into that version of yourself with raw honesty and gentle compassion, holding space for the pain while finding hope as you slowly become someone new.

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  • Creator
    Jamie Rothe
  • Years Active
    2K
  • Episodes
    7
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Jamie Rothe
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