The Infertile Diaries

Whitney Henneman and Lindsey Tomaszewski

From Heartbreak to Hope: Two infertility survivors, Whitney and Lindsey, are creating the space and curating the stories we wished we had in our time of need. With 8 years of infertility between them and over 15 years of resulting ministries, we take on all things infertility with honest faith-based conversations, expert insights, and real stories. Your stories!

Episodes

  1. 5d ago

    8: Rachel Griffin's Story

    Episode 8: Rachel Griffin’s Story (Child Loss, IUGR, Grief) Can you imagine walking through the unthinkable? The kind of heartbreak no parent should ever have to experience and somehow discovering, in the middle of your deepest grief, that God is not only real… but that He is still good? In this deeply moving episode of The Infertile Diaries, we enter a sacred and incredibly difficult space as Rachel shares the unimaginable story of losing her precious son, Miles, just 12 days after his birth. Rachel opens her heart and vulnerably shares what it means to grieve a child while holding tightly to an unwavering faith in God. Her story is heartbreaking, but it is also a powerful testimony of hope, faith, and the ways God can meet us in the darkest moments of our lives. Rachel’s testimony reminds us that even when we cannot understand the “why,” we are never alone. God goes before us, walks beside us, and sometimes in the most unexpected and deeply personal ways reminds us that He is near. For anyone who has experienced the loss of a child, or loves someone who has, we hope Rachel’s story makes you feel seen and a little less alone. Miles’ life was far too short, but his life has a purpose. His story deserves to be told, his memory deserves to be honored, and his beautiful little life continues to touch hearts. We believe Miles’ story was meant to be shared with the world. 🤍 In this episode we are diving into: Infant lossChild lossIntrauterine Growth Restriction (IUGR)High risk pregnancy Medically complicated pregnancyGrief Faith HopeHealingMotherhoodSpousal challenges during grief Resilience Perseverance Personal JourneyMotherhoodFamily BuildingGrief Support Abel Speaks Organization  Be sure to subscribe and follow along as we release new episodes every other week. Resources Mentioned: Intrauterine Growth Restriction (IUGR): https://americanpregnancy.org/pregnancy/intrauterine-growth-restriction/Abel Speaks Organization: https://abelspeaks.orgNon-profit website for Infertility Grants: Everyonedeservesafamilygrants.comOn-line infertility support: @Hope.Infertility Infertility Support Book: A Barren Cry: An Infertility & Miscarriage Devotional link: https://a.co/d/01DcGhQcHope Infertility Support Link: https://www.ourfamily.church/small-group-details?id=2121 Connect with us through instagram @infertilediariespodcast  We would love to hear your stories and topic suggestions by email: infertilediariespodcast@gmail.com  *The information shared on this podcast is for educational and informational purposes only and is not intended as medical advice. Always consult your physician or qualified healthcare provider regarding your individual circumstances. The views and experiences expressed by guests are their own and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or the podcast. This podcast is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health, legal, or pastoral counseling.

  2. Aug 27

    7: Cassie Manning's Story

    Episode 7: Cassie Manning (PCOS, IUI) Infertility can be an isolating and overwhelming journey, leaving many couples feeling lost, frustrated, and unsure of what to do next. ❤️ In this episode, we’re joined by Cassie Manning, who shares her personal infertility journey and the unexpected diagnosis of Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS). Looking back, Cassie wishes she had paid closer attention to her periods and educated herself more about reproductive health before trying to conceive. After just two rounds of IUI, Cassie and her husband welcomed their daughter into the world. But when they were ready to try for their second child, their journey didn’t unfold the way they had anticipated. Cassie takes us through everything , from her very first reproductive appointment and the unexpected guidance (and lack of guidance) she received from doctors, to finding a new doctor who worked alongside her to create a personalized plan that fit her budget, timeline, and emotional needs. Most importantly, Cassie shares an empowering message for anyone navigating infertility: educate yourself, ask questions, and advocate for your care. You know your body, and you deserve to have a voice in your fertility journey. 🫶 🎙️ Join us as Cassie shares her story, the lessons she learned along the way, and practical advice she hopes will help others feel more informed and empowered throughout their own infertility journey. In this episode we are diving into: InfertilityPolycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS)Intrauterine Insemination (IUI) In Vitro Fertilization (IVF)Infertility JargonInfertility Education Advocating for yourself at Reproductive Clinic Finding the right Reproductive Clinic Fit Understanding the statistics of getting pregnant IUI vs IVFEducation Gap in Reproductive Knowledge Personalized Approach with Protocol Choosing Emryos to transfer Egg Retrieval vs Transfer Transfer Timing Cheating with a Pregnancy Test before the 2 week wait is over Hard decisions of Embryos in StorageEducational Links for Infertility: A-Z fertility glossary: A-Z fertility glossary | HFEA What is the optimal number of IUI cycles before changing treatment ? P-061 What is the optimal number of IUIH cycles before changing treatment ? | Human Reproduction | Oxford Academic IUI: review and systematic assessment of the evidence that supports global recommendations: https://academic.oup.com/humupd/article/24/3/300/4858544?utm_source=chatgpt.com&login=false Cumulative clinical pregnancy rates after COH and IUI in subfertile couples: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/20540664/ IUI and cumulative live birth rate: https://repository.monashhealth.org/monashhealthjspui/handle/1/43259?utm_source=chatgpt.com Resources: -Non profit website for Infertility Grants: Everyonedeservesafamilygrants.com -On-line infertility support: @Hope.Infertility  -Infertility Support Book: The Barren Cry: An Infertility & Miscarriage Devotional: https://a.co/d/01DcGhQc -Hope Infertility Support Link: https://www.ourfamily.church/small-group-details?id=2121 Connect with us through instagram @infertilediariespodcast  We would love to hear your stories and topic suggestions by email: infertilediariespodcast@gmail.com  *The information shared on this podcast is for educational and informational purposes only and is not intended as medical advice. Always consult your physician or qualified healthcare provider regarding your individual circumstances. The views and experiences expressed by guests are their own and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or the podcast. This podcast is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health, legal, or pastoral counseling.

  3. Aug 13

    6: Jaclyn Misch's Story

    Episode 6: Jaclyn Misch  (MRKH, Surrogacy, IVF, Advocacy) On this episode of The Infertile Diaries, we have the incredible honor of welcoming Jaclyn Misch, former Miss Michigan, whose personal journey has transformed her platform into a powerful voice for women living with MRKH syndrome, a rare condition in which a woman is born with an absent or underdeveloped uterus. Jaclyn takes us back to the moment she received her diagnosis at just 16 years old and shares the emotional and physical journey that followed as she pursued IVF and surrogacy in hopes of becoming a mother. She opens up about welcoming her son, Logan, while also vulnerably sharing the devastating heartbreak of losing her daughter, Harper, at 20 weeks in utero. Through unimaginable loss, financial and emotional challenges, and the uncertainty that can accompany infertility and surrogacy, Jaclyn continued moving forward with faith, perseverance, and an unwavering hope of building her family. But her story doesn’t stop there. Jaclyn shares her experience with surrogacy and induced lactation, including the Newman-Goldfarb Protocol and the incredible possibility of breastfeeding without experiencing pregnancy herself. She also takes us behind the scenes of her pageant journey and shares how she has used public speaking and her platform to raise awareness for MRKH and advocate for women facing similar diagnoses. This is a deeply personal conversation about infertility, child loss, surrogacy, faith, motherhood, and the courage it takes to keep going when the path to building your family looks completely different than you ever imagined. Jaclyn’s story is ultimately one of hope and a powerful reminder of what can happen when we continue to persevere, hold onto our faith, and refuse to give up on the dream placed on our hearts. In this episode, we dive into: MRKH syndrome & MRKH awarenessReceiving an infertility diagnosis at 16IVF & fertility treatmentGestational surrogacyPregnancy & child lossBuilding a family after infertilityInduced lactation & the Newman-Goldfarb ProtocolFaith through grief and uncertaintyResilience & perseveranceMotherhoodAdvocacy & infertility awarenessJaclyn’s pageant journeyFinding hope when your path looks different than you imaginedBe sure to subscribe and follow along as we release new episodes every other week. Resources Mentioned Follow Jaclyn Misch: Instagram: @jaclynmisch MRKH Support: Beautiful You MRKH Foundation www.beautifulyoumrkh.org Jaclyn’s Pregnancy Journal for Intended Parents Using a Gestational Carrier: https://a.co/d/03Wtnkw1 The Newman Goldfarb Protocols for Induced Lactation: https://static.health-e-learning.com/i/BE09-ITA/The%20Newman%20Goldfarb%20Protocols.pdf Everyone Deserves a Family — Infertility Grants: Everyonedeservesafamilygrants.com Online Infertility Support: Instagram: @Hope.Infertility The Barren Cry: An Infertility & Miscarriage Devotional: https://a.co/d/01DcGhQc Hope Infertility Support Group: https://www.ourfamily.church/small-group-details?id=2121 Connect With The Infertile Diaries Instagram: @infertilediariespodcast We would love to hear your stories, questions, and suggestions for future episodes. Email: infertilediariespodcast@gmail.com From heartbreak to hope. Hope lives here. *The information shared on this podcast is for educational and informational purposes only and is not intended as medical advice. Always consult your physician or qualified healthcare provider regarding your individual circumstances. The views and experiences expressed by guests are their own and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or the podcast. This podcast is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health, legal, or pastoral counseling.

  4. Jul 30

    5: Whitney's Ministry

    Episode 5: Whitney's Ministry | When Suffering Shakes Your Faith "Life never gets easier. What happens is you become someone who handles hard better." What happens when the prayers you've prayed for years go unanswered? When the God you've trusted seems silent? When your pain becomes so overwhelming that you begin asking the question you never thought you would... Is God even real? In this episode of The Infertile Diaries, Whitney pulls back the curtain on the darkest season of her life; a season marked by infertility, heartbreak, unanswered prayers, and a faith that nearly unraveled. But this isn't just a story about suffering. It's the story of how God met her in the ashes, stripped away everything she thought she knew, rebuilt her faith from the ground up, and transformed her deepest wounds into a calling that continues to impact families around the world. Discover how that painful journey became the birthplace of The Barren Cry: An Infertility & Miscarriage Devotional, the Hope Infertility Support Group, and a ministry devoted to helping others find hope when their own story feels hopeless. If you've ever wrestled with God's goodness, questioned His plan, or wondered why your miracle hasn't come, this conversation is for you. From heartbreak to hope, Whitney's story is a reminder that the very thing threatening to break you may become the place where God reveals your greatest purpose. In This Episode We Discuss Navigating the emotional and spiritual battle of infertilityWhat to do when your faith begins to crumbleThe mindset shift that transformed Whitney's view of GodWhy suffering doesn't have to define your futureThe story behind The Barren CryHow the Hope Infertility Support Group ministry was bornHow serving others became part of the healing processThe spiritual discipline and impact of a 21-day Daniel FastResources Mentioned The Barren Cry: An Infertility & Miscarriage Devotional https://a.co/d/01DcGhQcHope Infertility Support @hope.infertilityKara Lawson – "Handle Hard Better" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDzfZOfNki4Hope Infertility Support Group https://www.ourfamily.church/small-group-details?id=2121Verses Mentioned:    1.     Hannah’s Prayer / 1 Samuel 2:1-11    2.    The Stone’s of Joshua / Joshua 4:1-19    3.   The Daniel Fast / Daniel 10:12Learn More About the Daniel Fasthttps://ultimatedanielfast.com/ultimate-daniel-fast-about-the-daniel-fast/https://www.biblestudytools.com/bible-study/topical-studies/whats-the-daniel-fast-and-how-do-you-do-it.htmlhttps://draxe.com/nutrition/daniel-fast/Connect With Us Follow us on Instagram for encouragement, updates, and new episodes: @infertilediariespodcast Have a story to share or a topic you'd love us to cover? Email us at infertilediariespodcast@gmail.com If this episode encouraged you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone who needs hope today. New episodes are released every other Thursday. *The information shared on this podcast is for educational and informational purposes only and is not intended as medical advice. Always consult your physician or qualified healthcare provider regarding your individual circumstances. The views and experiences expressed by guests are their own and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or the podcast. This podcast is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health, legal, or pastoral counseling.

  5. Jul 16

    4: Lindsey's Ministry

    On Episode 4, Lindsey shares the inspiring story behind the creation of her nonprofit, Everyone Deserves A Family, an organization dedicated to providing financial assistance to couples navigating infertility through fertility treatments, adoption, or surrogacy. She reflects on the unforgettable “aha” moment of wiring $50,000 before she and her husband had the opportunity to meet their adoptive son, Gavin, a pivotal experience that reinforced her mission to help others build their families. Lindsey candidly walks you through her family’s journey with infertility treatments, adoption, and surrogacy, offering insight into the emotional, logistical, and financial complexities of each path to parenthood. Most importantly, she shares how couples can apply for the 2026 Everyone Deserves A Family Grant and explains how her ministry is committed to helping the next family in line move one step closer to welcoming their own miracle baby. In this episode we are diving into: *Infertility  *Adoption  *Surrogacy  *Cost and logistics of Adoption  *Cost and logistics of Surrogacy  *Being a mom while never birthing your own children   *Following your heart and listening to God for next steps  *How to Apply for a 2026 Everyone Deserves A Family Grant   Be sure to subscribe and follow along as we release new episodes every other week. Resources Mentioned: https://everyonedeservesafamilygrants.com/ 2026 Grant Application Season will start September 1, 2026- https://everyonedeservesafamilygrants.com/grant-application/ Everyone Deserves a Family Annual Fundraiser is Tuesday October 15th 2026 @ 5:30pm at the Windermere Brewing Company. You can donate now at this link- https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=J5GZTA2QE4RDJ Cost of Adoptions- https://www.congress.gov/crs_external_products/R/HTML/R44745.html?utm_source=chatgpt.com Cost of IVF- https://www.frontiersin.org/journals/reproductive-health/articles/10.3389/frph.2025.1490917/full Samantha and Kyle Busch Bundle of Joy Fund- https://bundleofjoyfund.org Connect with us through instagram @infertilediariespodcast  We would love to hear your stories and topic suggestions by email: infertilediariespodcast@gmail.com *The information shared on this podcast is for educational and informational purposes only and is not intended as medical advice. Always consult your physician or qualified healthcare provider regarding your individual circumstances. The views and experiences expressed by guests are their own and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or the podcast. This podcast is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health, legal, or pastoral counseling.

  6. Jul 2

    3: Amanda Lewis's Story

    Episode 3: Amanda Lewis (Infertility, IVF, Miscarriage, Adoption) Join us as we sit down with Amanda Lewis to hear her beautiful and deeply unique infertility journey.  Amanda, the true definition of a servant-hearted friend, lives in Windermere, Florida, with her husband and two children. She is the co-owner of Golden Bear Academy in Orlando and somehow still finds time to volunteer at just about every event involving her kids. In this episode, we laughed, we cried, and trudged through the depths of her journey: * Undiagnosed infertility in her early 20s * Four Failed IUIs * Miscarriage * IVF * Failed Embryo Transfers * Secondary Infertility *Adoption Amanda’s vulnerability, faith, empathy, and passion to encourage others who are walking through dark seasons will leave you feeling seen and understood. She is a true light.  This is one conversation you won’t want to miss.  Be sure to subscribe and follow along as we release new episodes every other Thursday. ---------------------------------- Social: @infertilediariespodcast  We would love to hear your stories and topic suggestions by email: infertilediariespodcast@gmail.com *The information shared on this podcast is for educational and informational purposes only and is not intended as medical advice. Always consult your physician or qualified healthcare provider regarding your individual circumstances. The views and experiences expressed by guests are their own and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or the podcast. This podcast is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health, legal, or pastoral counseling.

  7. Jun 18

    Dear Diary: Infertility Question and Answer Forum Part 2

    On today's episode, we explore part two of Whitney and Lindsey's LIVE Question and Answer Forum. Hard infertility questions answered in real conversation and experience.   What if the hardest part of the journey isn’t the shots, the hormone imbalances, the procedures, or the waiting? What if it’s believing you’re still worthy when the dream of motherhood feels out of reach? For years infertility whispered a lie we both believed all too well:  You’re not good enough. You’re not worthy.  Maybe you were never meant to be a mom.   Join us as we share how we fought back against that terrible lie and more! In this episode we are diving into: *Infertility  *IVF Shots  *Insurance Coverage  *Being your own advocate  *Doctor compatibility  *Knowing your emotional threshold  *Overcoming “not feeling worthy” to be a mom  *Spousal support and connection during infertility  Be sure to subscribe and follow along as we release new episodes every other week. Resources Mentioned: Non profit website for Grants: Everyonedeservesafamilygrants.com Online infertility support: @Hope.Infertility  Infertility Support Book: The Barren Cry: An Infertility & Miscarriage Devotional link: https://a.co/d/01DcGhQc Hope Infertility Support Link: https://www.ourfamily.church/small-group-details?id=2121 Connect with us through instagram @infertilediariespodcast  We would love to hear your stories and topic suggestions by email: infertilediariespodcast@gmail.com *The information shared on this podcast is for educational and informational purposes only and is not intended as medical advice. Always consult your physician or qualified healthcare provider regarding your individual circumstances. The views and experiences expressed by guests are their own and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or the podcast. This podcast is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health, legal, or pastoral counseling.

  8. Jun 4

    Dear Diary: The Stories Behind the Infertile Diaries Part 1

    Join Whitney and Lindsey on this episode as they tell their stories and bring you into their space! Whitney and Lindsey relive every detail of their own infertility journeys:  From disbelief they couldn’t get pregnant, meltdowns in the waiting rooms, lightning strikes (for real), and exploring roads to motherhood less traveled.  These two woman never gave up hope to be moms and now they want to use their stories to help you, the next mom waiting in line.  In this episode we are diving into: * Infertility  * Adoption * Surrogacy * Chemical Pregnancies  * Endometriosis  * Keeping your faith during infertility  * Cost of Adoption * Learning to advocate for next steps in your infertility journey  * Dealing with other challenges of life while going through infertility Be sure to subscribe and follow along as we release new episodes every other week. --------------------------------- Resources Mentioned: Non-profit website for Grants: www.Everyonedeservesafamilygrants.com  Online infertility support: @Hope.Infertility   Infertility Support Book: The Barren Cry: An Infertility & Miscarriage Devotional:  https://a.co/d/01DcGhQc Hope Infertility Support Group Orlando: https://www.ourfamily.church/small-group-details?id=2121 --------------------------------- Connect with us on Instagram @infertilediariespodcast  --------------------------------- We would love to hear your stories and topic suggestions by email: infertilediariespodcast@gmail.com *The information shared on this podcast is for educational and informational purposes only and is not intended as medical advice. Always consult your physician or qualified healthcare provider regarding your individual circumstances. The views and experiences expressed by guests are their own and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or the podcast. This podcast is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health, legal, or pastoral counseling.

  9. May 27

    Welcome to the Infertile Diaries!

    Welcome to The Infertile Diaries, a sacred place where vulnerable, real stories are shared through the journey of infertility. Created to be a safe and compassionate space, our hope is that you feel seen, understood, and a little less alone along the way. Join Whitney Henneman, author of “The Barren Cry”, and Lindsey Tomaszewski, founder of Everyone Deserves A Family, as we pour our hearts into supporting you. After walking through a combined eight years of infertility and more than fifteen years of ministry born from our own struggles, we understand the deep ache of waiting, hoping, and grieving the dream of motherhood. We see you because we were you. And we’re building the kind of space we desperately longed for during our own season of uncertainty and pain. Together, we will share stories through a faith-based lens as we navigate the beautiful, painful, and often complicated road surrounding motherhood and the longing for it. From infertility and miscarriage to child loss, adoption, surrogacy, and beyond, we will explore what it means to endure suffering with grace, hold onto hope, and encounter God in the midst of it all. This is more than a podcast. This is your place and these are your stories. A holy space of sorrow and joy, grief and grace, longing and redemption.  A place where heartbreak meets hope. This is The Infertile Diaries Podcast   XO, Whitney and Lindsey DM us if you would like to share your infertility journey Instagram: @infertilediariespodcast https://linktr.ee/Infertilediaries *The information shared on this podcast is for educational and informational purposes only and is not intended as medical advice. Always consult your physician or qualified healthcare provider regarding your individual circumstances. The views and experiences expressed by guests are their own and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or the podcast. This podcast is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health, legal, or pastoral counseling.

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From Heartbreak to Hope: Two infertility survivors, Whitney and Lindsey, are creating the space and curating the stories we wished we had in our time of need. With 8 years of infertility between them and over 15 years of resulting ministries, we take on all things infertility with honest faith-based conversations, expert insights, and real stories. Your stories!

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