A doctor told Sarah Robinson her diagnosis was chronic and she'd manage it for the rest of her life. She told him four months. It took seven years, two miscarriages, a near-fatal drug reaction, and a lot of prayer — and this week she tells the whole story. You know the appointment. The one where someone doesn't look up from the clipboard, hands you a word you've never heard, and tells you this is your life now. Here's your medication. Here's a diet that might take the edge off. See you in a couple of months. Sarah Robinson had that appointment in September of 2018, the day after her birthday, in the same week she lost her first baby. This week at the kitchen table, Sarah tells us the whole arc — and she doesn't tidy it up. Two miscarriages, the second one ectopic. An ulcerative colitis diagnosis she'd never heard of. A prescription she turned out to be allergic to, that two doctors later told her would have killed her if she'd stayed on it another two days. Fifteen days of bed rest at ten weeks pregnant, down to ninety-something pounds, watching her husband on the carpet begging God for her life. A season she calls her glass season, where she sat behind glass and watched everyone else live. And running alongside all of it: a father who walked into a prayer closet with a bone to pick and came out changed. A four-year-old who spoke a promise over her mother's grief. A stranger at a house church who prayed over a wound she had no way of knowing about. And a vision of a room Sarah had never seen — that she walked into a week later in Mesa, Arizona. What makes this one worth your time isn't the ending. It's that Sarah refuses both easy versions of the story. She won't tell you medicine is the enemy, and she won't tell you faith made it simple. She held both at once. She took the medication when she was pregnant and dependent and out of options, and she prayed the entire time. She calls grief holy, and says it never once cost her her faith. There's a moment near the end where she names something most of us walk right past. We have no trouble saying I am forgiven because Jesus died. We have an enormous amount of trouble saying I am healed. Same cross, she says. Same sentence. Sarah is also just a joy to sit with. There's a bonfire s'more confession, a running argument about weighted vests, and a story about how she cold-called our clinic and informed us we were going to be best friends. She was right. If you've been handed a diagnosis and told to make your peace with it, this one is for you. Stay to the end — she prays over you. Chapters Time0:00 | Welcome back to the kitchen table0:38 | Health win and health sin of the week6:29 | "80% stewardship, 20% YOLO"9:28 | Weighted vests, morning walks, and syncing your rhythm12:45 | Sarah's morning routine — and why consistency changed everything16:53 | Leeches and life givers: the friendships that fill you19:19 | The cold call that started it all22:11 | Belmont, Nashville, and meeting Jake25:01 | "His spirit preceded him"26:14 | Raised charismatic — where tongues was like passing the salt27:35 | Her dad's prayer closet30:53 | Falling in love with Scripture at a Nashville coffee shop32:04 | "Like a thick velvet on your skin" — the first encounter34:44 | 3 a.m., locked hands, and fire in both their chests37:56 | "This life isn't just for random people"41:42 | What Jake actually saw the night he noticed her45:29 | "Every baby brings its own cake to the party"47:07 | The first miscarriage48:20 | Sophia: "God has a baby for us. He promised."50:06 | The symptoms that didn't fit — and the colonoscopy51:02 | The diagnosis, delivered without looking up51:53 | "That word's not in my Bible"52:30 | Allergic to the prescription — two days from fatal55:05 | Dr. Snow and the first supplement protocol56:36 | The symbolic dream, and the school it led to58:37 | The healing class: pray for a hundred people59:59 | "That produced a righteous anger"1:04:01 | 2 Kings 2 — "it will never again miscarry"1:04:55 | A stranger prays over her womb1:07:44 | Hope in a Kroger aisle: "Get one."1:11:39 | Ten weeks pregnant and the worst flare of her life1:14:05 | The glass season — grief, despair, and faith holding at once1:16:48 | The three questions Sarah asks every doctor1:17:56 | The book she threw away1:19:39 | "I have" vs. "I was diagnosed with" — why the language matters1:21:43 | Forgiven and healed: same cross, same sentence1:22:17 | On earth as it is in heaven1:24:28 | Taking the medication anyway — faith for both1:26:21 | COVID, pancreatitis, and the worst flare yet1:27:26 | "Party gifts" — climbing the autoimmune drug ladder1:30:01 | "Jesus, where are you?"1:31:08 | Google, Mesa, and 90 million stem cells1:32:20 | Walking into the room she'd already seen1:34:07 | Finding Dr. Patrick Flynn and The Wellness Way1:36:20 | "Do you believe I could have a baby again?"1:37:28 | Test, don't guess — nine months of herbs1:38:10 | The results, on the anniversary of the diagnosis1:38:46 | The migraines she's still navigating1:40:01 | Mercy healings and journey healings1:42:03 | The tassel, the word, and where authority comes from1:44:00 | What God is doing in Cincinnati1:46:00 | A sick body can't serve1:46:40 | "Christianized humanity" — a paragraph worth sitting with1:47:33 | Planting a church in Maineville1:48:58 | Sarah prays over you1:50:51 | Closing blessing Lines worth writing down "That word's not in my Bible." — on being told chronic"There's leeches and life givers as friends. And the life giving comes from the life that's within you.""Mommy, it's okay. God has a baby for us. He promised. The rainbow." — Sophia, age four"Grief doesn't mean you've lost faith. The world is broken and bodies break and flesh hurts. But in my heart, I still had faith.""Do you believe in Jesus? Do you believe Jesus still heals? Can you see me healed in your mind right now? If you can't, we cannot work together.""I would never say I have. It was always I was diagnosed with, or I have symptoms of.""We have no problem saying because Jesus died, I am forgiven. But we have such a hard time saying because Jesus died, I am healed.""A sick body is not able to serve, is not able to be present, is not able to glorify God." — AnnieMentioned in this episode People Jake Robinson — Sarah's husbandDr. Patrick Flynn — founder of The Wellness Way, heard on The SpilloverDr. Jacqueline Berens — The Wellness Way, ColoradoRandy Clark — the Anderson, Ohio meetingsDr. Josh Axe and Dr. Jordan Rubin — The Maker's DietJudah Akers — Judah & the Lion, from the Belmont daysScripture 2 Kings 2:19–22 — Elisha, the salt, and the water that would "never again miscarry"John 10:10 — life, and life in abundanceMatthew 9:20 / Luke 8:44 — the woman with the issue of blood, and the tassel she grabbedAlso mentioned The Intellectual Life by Fr. A.G. Sertillanges, OPGlam and Glow — Sarah's businessSarah and Jake's church plant in Maineville, OhioSarah's single, "Daughter of Eve"About the show Health in the Spirit is hosted by Dr. Ryan DeNome, DC and Annie DeNome at The Wellness Way - Mason —...