TRANS CRUSH

Pavie Valsa, Zelah Glasson
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Welcome to Trans Crush – the podcast where we expose everything they never told you about us. Join us as we dive into the real, raw, and spicy world of a trans community. From love and intimacy to the questions no one dares to ask, we’re here to smash taboos and celebrate relationships without boundaries.  Looking for even more unfiltered content? Head over to our Patreon for exclusive episodes, intimate secrets, dating stories, and deeper dives into the topics you crave. http://patreon.com/TRANSCRUSH

  1. Cheza: How Puberty Blockers Affect Teenagers? Trans Women Explain.

    5D AGO

    Cheza: How Puberty Blockers Affect Teenagers? Trans Women Explain.

    Today on Trans Crush Cheza talks about something we do not hear enough about, what it is actually like transitioning as a teenager. She shares her journey starting puberty blockers at 13, going on hormones at 16, and having surgery at 21, and how having a supportive family and safe environment completely changed the outcome of her life. We also talk about why puberty blockers matter so much for trans teens. How they can give young people time, space and safety while they figure themselves out, and why for many they are life saving gender affirming care. And of course we get into the politics around it, why it is so heavily debated right now, and what it means that access has been restricted for under 18s in the UK. It is an honest, important conversation about growing up trans young, and what support can actually do when it is given at the right time. Watch exclusive episodes on Trans Crush Exclusive: http://www.patreon.com/transcrush Follow us on socials: http://www.instagram.com/transcrushpodcast http://www.tiktok.com/@transcrush.podcast If you want to support the work and watch the full unfiltered conversations, Patreon is where it all happens.

    37 min
  2. Navigating Trans Man Identity: Modeling, Stealth Life & The Reality of Top Surgery

    MAR 12

    Navigating Trans Man Identity: Modeling, Stealth Life & The Reality of Top Surgery

    In this powerful episode of Trans Crush, host Zelah Glasson sits down with Kai, a 25-year-old model from Liverpool, to explore the complexities of the trans experience in the UK today. Kai opens up about his journey from realizing his identity as a "masc lesbian" to transitioning into the man he is today.  He shares the raw realities of top surgery, including the unexpected "winky face" nipple loss, the challenges of dating as a trans person, and the vital importance of family support. From the high-pressure world of modeling to the deeply personal process of medical transition, Kai’s story is one of resilience, humor, and radical self-acceptance.  Main Topics Discussed  - The "Stealth" Experience: What it means to navigate the world when people don't perceive you as trans.  - Medical Transition Realities: The difficult choices between starting testosterone and fertility preservation (IVF).  - Top Surgery Deep Dive: A candid look at recovery, "dog ears," scar care, and the emotional freedom of being top-less.  - Modeling as a Trans Man: Finding a safe haven in creative spaces versus the anxieties of traditional workplaces like construction.  - The Power of a Supportive Mother: How Kai's mom became his "rock" throughout his entire journey.  - Dating and Safety: The fears and precautions trans people face in the modern dating world. Patreon Exclusive: Dive Deeper with Kai! https://patreon.com/transcrush/  Want to hear more of Kai's unfiltered story? Join us on Patreon for the exclusive extended cut where we discuss:  - Future Family Planning: Kai's thoughts on ideal methods for having children.  - Sex Life & Sensitivity: A candid discussion on changes in sensitivity after top surgery and his sex life pre and post-transition.  - The complexities of dating as a trans man, including the importance of disclosing biological status.  - Phalloplasty Insights: A detailed look into the phalloplasty process, including wrist to thigh grafts, sensitivity, and laser hair removal.  - Online Persona vs. Reality: The difference between public confidence and private anxieties. Don't miss out on these crucial conversations!  Support Trans Crush and get access to exclusive content.  Join our Patreon: https://patreon.com/transcrush/

    37 min
  3. From Male Model to Trans Woman - Phoebe’s Story of Growing Up Deaf

    MAR 5

    From Male Model to Trans Woman - Phoebe’s Story of Growing Up Deaf

    The uncensored, extended conversation is available here: https://patreon.com/TRANSCRUSH/  Phoebe joins Trans Crush to share her extraordinary story of growing up deaf, becoming an international male model, and eventually transitioning after years of hiding her identity. Born in New Zealand and later traveling the world through modeling in cities like Sydney, New York, Los Angeles, and Tokyo, Phoebe spent over a decade performing masculinity on camera while privately struggling with identity, addiction, and self-acceptance.  After getting sober and finding the courage to transition, she left everything behind and moved to London to start a completely new life. In this episode, Phoebe opens up about transitioning at 25, navigating the queer nightlife scene, DIY hormones, surviving family rejection, and rebuilding her life with the support of the trans community.  She also shares the emotional reality of growing up deaf, being bullied for femininity, and learning to trust herself after years of being told who she should be.  This is an honest conversation about identity, resilience, community, trauma, and what it means to finally live as your authentic self as a trans woman.  In This Episode We Discuss:  ◼️ Growing up deaf and learning to lip-read before getting hearing aids  ◼️ Being bullied for femininity as a child  ◼️ Traveling the world as a male model while hiding her identity  ◼️ Addiction, sex parties, and the darker side of nightlife  ◼️ The moment sobriety led to her transition epiphany  ◼️ Moving alone to London to begin her transition  ◼️ Starting HRT and navigating DIY hormones  ◼️ Finding support in London’s trans community  ◼️ Family rejection and discovering relatives supporting anti-trans politics  ◼️ Dating, safety, and traumatic experiences with men  ◼️ Why Phoebe believes being trans can be a superpower

    44 min
  4. Morgana on Transitioning at 19, Sex Reassignment Surgery at 22 & Surviving Thailand

    FEB 26

    Morgana on Transitioning at 19, Sex Reassignment Surgery at 22 & Surviving Thailand

    The uncensored, extended conversation is available here: https://patreon.com/transcrush/ Morgana joins Trans Crush to share her story of starting HRT, undergoing sex reassignment surgery at 22, and navigating identity, recovery, relationships, and unexpected medical drama in Thailand.  From growing up as an androgynous teen in London to facing long NHS waiting lists, going private for hormones, and ultimately flying to Bangkok for surgery, Morgana opens up about what transition really looked like for her, emotionally, physically, and socially.  She talks about going through SRS alongside her ex-partner, the complications that followed, the guilt she felt when her recovery went smoothly, and how she feels now, three months post-op.  This is a conversation about autonomy, timing, risk, resilience, and what it means to choose yourself as a trans woman in UK.  In This Episode We Discuss:  ◼️ Realising she was trans and starting HRT at 19  ◼️ Growing up queer in London  ◼️ NHS waiting lists and going private for hormones  ◼️ Her relationship with her parents  ◼️ Choosing surgery at 22 despite people saying she was “too young”  ◼️ The emotional lead-up to sex reassignment surgery  ◼️ Recovering in Thailand  ◼️ Her ex-partner’s serious surgical complication  ◼️ Survivor’s guilt and breakup aftermath  ◼️ Life now, three months post-op  ◼️ Hormones, testosterone blockers, and what changes after surgery

    42 min
  5. I Left the UK at 58 to Start My Trans Life. Do I Regret It?

    FEB 12

    I Left the UK at 58 to Start My Trans Life. Do I Regret It?

    Today on Trans Crush our guest is Maria, a 60 year old trans woman who transitioned at 58.  She opens up about growing up as a transvestite, dressing in secret, the people who shaped her journey, and revisiting the long hidden part of her life she kept to herself for years. We talk about her 20 year marriage, moving from the UK to France, how her sexuality evolved, whether she has any regrets about not transitioning earlier, and what message she has for people transitioning later in life.  This is a beautiful conversation about self love, self acceptance, and what real happiness actually looks like.  Support us on Patreon:  http://www.patreon.com/transcrush  Follow us on socials:  http://www.instagram.com/transcrushpodcast  http://www.tiktok.com/@transcrush.podcast  Creative director: https://jacobra.link/

    41 min
  6. Black Trans Masc Voices: Kenya on Race, Identity, and Hormones

    FEB 5

    Black Trans Masc Voices: Kenya on Race, Identity, and Hormones

    Welcome to a new episode of Trans Crush, hosted by Zelah Glasson.  His first trans masc guest is Kenya, and they talk about Kenya’s childhood, his journey as a trans masc person, and what the difference is for him between being trans masc and being a trans man. They also dive into politics, the stereotypes of Black men in society, and Kenya’s experience being fetishised as a Black person.  Kenya opens up about his top surgery, how much it costs, and his life on hormones and how they’ve affected him.  This episode is real, funny, and full of honest conversation about identity, race, and dating.  ONLY ON PATREON: http://patreon.com/transcrush Kenya, who is trans masc, talks about kink in the trans community, one interesting Grindr story, being fetishised, and what it is really like dating as a trans man. They also get into how people react when Kenya tells them he is not a cis man, what he loves about being on hormones, and whether it changed his sexuality and sex life. Kenya also shares his experience with other trans men and trans women, and answers all the questions people are afraid to ask, or questions you’ve always wanted to know about trans masc people. Support the podcast  http://patreon.com/transcrush http://instagram.com/transcrushpodcast http://tiktok.com/@transcrush.podcast  Creative director: https://www.jacobra.link/

    36 min
  7. Zelah Glasson Talks Trans Identity, Relationships, Masculinity and Big Brother

    JAN 29

    Zelah Glasson Talks Trans Identity, Relationships, Masculinity and Big Brother

    Today on Trans Crush, we have our first ever trans man on the podcast!  Zelah, who you might know from Big Brother UK 2025, joins us to talk about his journey from childhood, through his teenage years, dating girls as a masc lesbian, and slowly understanding himself as a trans man.  We get into hormones, masculinity, identity, his time in the Big Brother house, and one very uncomfortable moment with another guest in the house.  Zelah also shares what he wishes cis people understood, and what he thinks about the whole debate around where trans men belong.  This episode is first of its kind, very real, and long overdue.  And we have a big surprise waiting for you at the end of the episode!!!!  EXCLUSIVE PART OF THIS EPISODE ON PATREON: patreon.com/TRANSCRUSH  On Trans Crush Exclusive, we have our first ever trans man as a guest. Me and Zelah talk in detail about the effects of hormones on his body, gender-affirming care for trans men, and the differences between medical care for trans women and trans men.  Zelah also opens up about how he felt after top surgery, what options exist for bottom surgery, and his personal perspective on them. We dive into the dynamics of his relationship, intimacy, communication, and how transitioning shaped the way he experiences love and partnership. This episode is honest, spicy, real, and as always, without the filter.  Watch now: patreon.com/TRANSCRUSH

    1 hr
  8. ⁠I Came Out as Trans After Marriage & Kids at 48, Sophie's Story

    JAN 22

    ⁠I Came Out as Trans After Marriage & Kids at 48, Sophie's Story

    In today’s episode, our guest Sophie opens up about growing up Catholic, being labelled problematic at school, leaving at 13, getting married, having three kids, and coming out at 48 to her wife. She also talks about not being able to see her daughter, going through four surgeries in one year, and how she’s finally living her best life right now.  Don't forget our episode continues on Trans Crush EXCLUSIVE on Patreon!  🌶️ On Trans Crush Exclusive, me and Sophie go deep into her medical transition and how hormones really changed her body and mind. We talk in detail about the difference between SRS1 and SRS2, her sex life, a shocking experience she had with a lesbian, and all her dating stories and romances so far. It’s honest, spicy, fun, and as always without the filter. WATCH NOW! http://patreon.com/transcrush ___  Creative producer: https://www.jacobra.link  Support the podcast:  http://patreon.com/transcrush  http://instagram.com/transcrushpodcast  http://tiktok.com/@transcrush.podcast  #trans #comingout #lgbtq #podcast

    44 min
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Welcome to Trans Crush – the podcast where we expose everything they never told you about us. Join us as we dive into the real, raw, and spicy world of a trans community. From love and intimacy to the questions no one dares to ask, we’re here to smash taboos and celebrate relationships without boundaries.  Looking for even more unfiltered content? Head over to our Patreon for exclusive episodes, intimate secrets, dating stories, and deeper dives into the topics you crave. http://patreon.com/TRANSCRUSH

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  • Creator
    Pavie Valsa, Zelah Glasson
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    55
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 TRANS CRUSH
  • Show Website
    TRANS CRUSH

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