Grace shares the story of choosing a wild pregnancy and freebirth, transferring to the hospital during labor, and discovering after the birth that she had been carrying twins. She recounts the loss of one baby, the NICU stay of his surviving twin, and the family’s efforts to navigate grief and hospital care while honoring their boundaries. Grace also reflects on faith, motherhood after loss, and the birth of her daughter in a later pregnancy. This is a story that sits with the complexity of grief and how love, praise, and heartache coexist. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Join us for a Free Live Masterclass with Emilee Saldaya - ‘LET THEM TALK: How to Speak Your Truth When People Are Going to Hate It’ on Wednesday, October 28 at 12 pm EST. It's time to face your fear of judgment and learn how to release its control over you. Register at https://www.emileesaldaya.com/masterclass Introducing LEMONADE, my newest training program. Six months, live, with me. LEMONADE is where you stop shrinking your truth and start building the visibility, the spiritual grit, and the real world tools to speak it in public and survive what comes after. Because the backlash isn't a maybe. It's the toll for doing big work in the open, and I'm going to teach you how to turn it into fuel. Learn more at https://www.emileesaldaya.com/lemonade The UCL Freebirth Study, a first-of-its-kind independent academic research project on freebirth, run by University College London. If you've freebirthed or planned to freebirth and shifted your plans for any reason, your story is data the world doesn't have yet. Learn more at https://www.freebirthstudy.com/ The Complete Guide to Freebirth, our popular flagship program, takes you from conception through postpartum with a full education in physiological birth and the mindset of self-responsibility. Learn more at https://www.freebirthsociety.com/cgtf The Radical Birth Keeper School, an in-depth training for women called to sovereign birth-work, blends self-mastery, birth literacy, and practical mentorship outside the medical model. Learn more at https://www.freebirthsociety.com/radicalbirthkeeperschool The Lighthouse, our private membership sanctuary for awakened women, offers four live coaching sessions a month with Emilee, a library of 50+ expert workshops, and a private forum connecting women worldwide. Learn more at https://www.freebirthsociety.com/membership Follow Emilee's next chapter at https://www.emileesaldaya.com/, where business and self-mastery coaching for disruptors, healers, and mission-driven entrepreneurs lives beyond the birth space. Find more from Emilee and all things Free Birth Society on Instagram, YouTube, and the Free Birth Society website. Disclaimer: Free Birth Society, LLC of Florida shares personal and educational stories and experiences related to freebirth and holistic care. This content is not medical advice, and we are not a licensed midwifery practice. Testimonials reflect individual experiences; results may vary. For services or scheduling, contact info@freebirthsociety.com. See full disclaimer at freebirthsociety.com/youtubeterms.