MEfirst Midlife Badassery Podcast

Addie Beall | Midlife Badassery | Women over 40
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“There has to be something more than this.” If you’re a midlife woman who has lost weight, regained it, and is tired of starting over — you’re in the right place. Welcome to the MEfirst Midlife Badassery Podcast, where weight loss, mindset, meditation, and real-life habits come together to help you stop fighting your body and start building a life you actually love. I’m Addie B — Certified LIfe Coach (and Fast like a Girl Coach), Meditation and Yoga Instructor, former corporate leader, and a woman who’s lost over 100 pounds ... regained weight… and is choosing to build it differently this time.  Because this isn’t about white-knuckling your way thin. It’s about self-trust. Habits that fit real life.  Healing the part of you that keeps starting over. And creating a life that feels so good, you want to take care of yourself inside it. We talk: Midlife weight loss & weight regainReal-life habit changeMeditation & nervous system workSpiritual growth without the fluffIdentity shifts & future-self embodiment Weight loss is part of the journey. But becoming is the point. You’re not broken. You’re becoming. Let’s light this B up.

  1. 1d ago

    S4 Ep 234: The Missing Ingredient in Weight Loss Nobody Talks About (hint: it doesn't have a macro)

    Something cracked open inside Midlife Badassery this week — and Addie couldn't NOT talk about it. In this episode Addie shares what happened when a group of midlife women showed up for a free 7-day kickstart challenge and had some of the most profound transformation moments she's witnessed in 8 years of coaching. No $10k mastermind. No suffering. Just alter egos, daily prompts, and a whole lot of fun. In this episode: The one ingredient missing from every weight loss plan you've ever triedHow Addie lost 20 pounds from meditation alone — and why that made her furiousThe birth of Slayer — her alter ego born from rage at a broken systemWhy the "you only value what you pay for" coaching myth is bulls**tReal wins from real women in the community this weekWhy groups create exponential transformation (and what Human Design says about it)What happens when you stop measuring macros and start measuring joyCome spin the Midlife Badassery Archetype Wheel inside Midlife Badassery   Free SKOOL community Midlife Badassery is open HERE FOLLOW/WATCH ON YOUTUBE addiebeall55 Free Visioning Meditation (goes with Ep 160 Unlock Your Future: Create Vision for Midlife Transformation)   Get Social with Me! Don't do it alone- us badasses gotta stick together ;) FREE Facebook Community: https://www.facebook.com/groups/mefirstsisterhood Facebook Namaslayer (LIVE Sundays at 9 AM Pacific / Noon Eastern) Instagram @addiebeall_namaslayer

    17 min

  2. Jun 8

    S4 Ep 233: From War to Art: Katya McEwen on Oracle Cards, AI & Healing Through Creativity

    What happens when creativity becomes more than a hobby — and turns into a lifeline, a healing tool, and a business? In this episode of Midlife Badassery, I’m joined by Katya McEwen, creator of Oracle Connections and Oracle Cards Magic, mindset coach, hypnotherapist, and soulful creative guide. I also fully confess that I am basically Katya’s biggest fan. Badge included. 😂 Katya shares her powerful story of being born in Russia, raised in Ukraine, and moving through the grief and identity crisis that came after the war in Ukraine began. When her usual mindset tools stopped working, she found her way back to creativity through painting, AI art, and oracle cards — eventually turning pain into purpose and “war into art.” We also talk about the money blocks spiritual creatives carry, why women need to stop martyring themselves, how oracle decks become transformational tools, the ethics of AI, community over competition, and why midlife women belong in rooms where money, magic, and impact are all allowed to exist together. This conversation is soulful, practical, funny, a little woo, and deeply human. In this episode, we talk about: Katya’s LIFE philosophy: love, impact with integrity, freedom of expression, and evolvement Why so many women think they “aren’t creative anymore” Using art and AI as a way to process grief The story behind Katya’s Ukrainian goddess of protection images The ethical conversation around AI and creativity Money, spirituality, and why Katya says, “I know my shit and I’m going to get paid for it” How oracle cards can become healing tools, business tools, and transformational tools Why your next deck, offer, or body of work may already be hiding in your Google Drive Community, collaboration, and the power of women lifting women The magic her younger self would see in her life now Chapters / Timestamps  00:00 — Meet Katya McEwen + why I’m her biggest fan  03:04 — Katya’s LIFE philosophy: love, impact, freedom, evolvement  08:05 — What to do when you don’t feel creative anymore  12:38 — Katya’s childhood in Russia and Ukraine  16:11 — The war in Ukraine, identity crisis, and finding AI art  22:38 — The ethical conversation around AI and creativity  28:11 — Detaching from outcomes, goals, and the Skool Games  34:17 — Money blocks, spiritual work, and getting paid for your gifts  41:07 — Oracle cards as healing tools, business tools, and transformational tools  49:36 — Community, collaboration, and women lifting women  59:06 — The signature magic question  Katya McEwen joins Midlife Badassery to talk oracle cards, AI art, creativity, money, community, and her powerful journey of turning grief from the war in Ukraine into art, purpose, and transformational work. Free SKOOL community Midlife Badassery is open HERE FOLLOW/WATCH ON YOUTUBE addiebeall55 Free Visioning Meditation (goes with Ep 160 Unlock Your Future: Create Vision for Midlife Transformation)   Get Social with Me! Don't do it alone- us badasses gotta stick together ;) FREE Facebook Community: https://www.facebook.com/groups/mefirstsisterhood Facebook Namaslayer (LIVE Sundays at 9 AM Pacific / Noon Eastern) Instagram @addiebeall_namaslayer

    1h 3m

  3. Jun 1

    S4 Ep 232: My Weight Loss Alter Ego Came Back... and Brought a Friend | BTS Alter Ego Workshop

    I thought I was bringing Slayer back. You know... the weight loss alter ego who helped me lose 120 pounds and completely change my life. I showed up to an Alter Ego workshop ready to resurrect her. Instead, I walked away with a surprising realization: the woman I need now isn't exactly the same woman I needed back then. The weight is coming off. The business is growing. But my sacred morning time? The time that keeps me grounded, creative, and connected to myself? That's been getting hijacked. In this behind-the-scenes episode, I'm pulling back the curtain on the exact Alter Ego process I teach inside MEFirst and sharing what happened when I used it on myself. We talk about Slayer, Brookster, the Wine Wench, the Time Bandit, and why identity—not willpower—is what actually changes your life. If you've ever felt like you're becoming someone new, or like the version of you that got you here might not be the version that gets you where you're going next, this episode is for you. In This Episode: ✨ Why I originally created Slayer and how she helped me lose 120 pounds ✨ The surprising problem that showed up this time ✨ Why I think my new arch nemesis is The Time Bandit ✨ Future Self vs. Alter Ego—and why the distinction matters ✨ The role identity plays in lasting transformation ✨ Midlife, menopause, healing, and learning to work differently ✨ The question that changed everything for me: What am I capable of doing that I'm not doing? Grab a notebook and come behind the scenes with me. Until then, witches and bitches... Dream big. Become her. Chapter Markers 00:00 - My Weight Loss Alter Ego Returns 03:12 - Why I Needed Slayer Again 07:08 - The Problem Wasn't the Scale 10:42 - Current Reality vs. Wonder World 15:06 - The Health Journey Nobody Sees 19:20 - Identity Shifts and Lasting Change 24:14 - Midlife, Menopause & Energy 29:48 - The Question That Changed Everything 33:11 - Future Self vs. Alter Ego 38:05 - The Batman Effect 42:52 - Meeting a New Alter Ego 47:20 - The Wine Wench & The Time Bandit 52:04 - Creating New Beliefs 55:18 - My New Creed 57:04 - Slayer Out Free SKOOL community Midlife Badassery is open HERE FOLLOW/WATCH ON YOUTUBE addiebeall55 Free Visioning Meditation (goes with Ep 160 Unlock Your Future: Create Vision for Midlife Transformation)   Get Social with Me! Don't do it alone- us badasses gotta stick together ;) FREE Facebook Community: https://www.facebook.com/groups/mefirstsisterhood Facebook Namaslayer (LIVE Sundays at 9 AM Pacific / Noon Eastern) Instagram @addiebeall_namaslayer

    23 min

  4. May 25

    S4 Ep 231: I Created an Alter Ego and Lost 100 Pounds - What No One Tells You

    If you're a woman over 50 on a weight loss journey who has tried every program, every diet, every coach — and you're still not there — this episode is for you. This is the midlife transformation story nobody talks about. Not another weight loss tip. Not another mindset hack. This is how I created an alter ego, stepped into her, and lost over 100 pounds — and how that identity shift became the biggest personal growth catalyst of my life. If you're in midlife and feeling like you've hit a wall, if the weight loss feels impossible and you're quietly giving up — I see you. I was you. And this is your midlife reset. 🔥 I was leading a workshop this week and I looked out at the room and saw myself staring right back at me. She had tried all the things. Every diet. Every program. Every coach. Every Monday morning promise. And she was done. She had quietly given up on believing her body could ever change. I had something to tell her that nobody had ever told me. This episode is for every woman in despair who has done everything and still hasn't gotten there. The woman who is quietly giving up. The woman who doesn't believe anymore. I was her. And then I did something nobody taught me to do. I built an alter ego. I stepped into her. And I lost over 100 pounds. This is what nobody tells you about that. In this episode I share: The rock bottom moment that changed everything — Game of Thrones, yoga pants, and three days in bedWhy I looked into weight loss surgery and what stopped meThe Everyday Adventure List that cracked my mind open for the first timeHow I discovered the think, feel, act cycle and why it should be taught in fourth gradeHow Slayer was born — and what she unlocked that had nothing to do with weight lossWhy regaining weight this time felt completely different from every time beforeThe role of community in keeping you going through the messy middleWhy awareness is the real superpower — and how your alter ego accidentally builds itI didn't set out to teach thought awareness or alter ego work. I set out to lose weight because I was a ball of misery. And when I built Slayer, I accidentally became an observer of my own life. Awareness was the superpower I didn't know I was building. The only thing stopping you from feeling good right now is your mind. And okay, maybe a little bit of hormones depending on where you are with perimenopause. 😄 Come build your alter ego with us inside MEfirst Midlife Badassery 👇 https://www.skool.com/midlifebadassery/about Free SKOOL community Midlife Badassery is open HERE FOLLOW/WATCH ON YOUTUBE addiebeall55 Free Visioning Meditation (goes with Ep 160 Unlock Your Future: Create Vision for Midlife Transformation)   Get Social with Me! Don't do it alone- us badasses gotta stick together ;) FREE Facebook Community: https://www.facebook.com/groups/mefirstsisterhood Facebook Namaslayer (LIVE Sundays at 9 AM Pacific / Noon Eastern) Instagram @addiebeall_namaslayer

    31 min

  5. May 18

    S4 Ep 230: They Said I Was Too Much. They Were Right

    Have you ever been pulled into an office, a meeting, or a conversation and told you were too much? Too loud. Too emotional. Too ambitious. Too intense. Too spiritual. Too big. This week Addie gets real about a moment that kept her up at night — being told by a coach that her energy can scare people. And instead of shrinking, she did what she always does: she got honest, got into it, and came out the other side more herself than ever. In this episode Addie talks about: Why being called "a lot" has followed her from corporate America to the coaching world — and why she's finally done letting it stickWhat Human Design revealed about her energy and why she's wired this wayHow years of shrinking herself to fit in contributed to 80 lbs back on her bodyWhy your alter ego GPT might be your best hype person when you need a reality checkThe truth about who your people really are — and why the wrong room is actually a giftWhat's happening inside the MEfirst community, the Alter Ego Challenge, and her first YouTube videoHer morning routine that's changing everything — yoga, meditation, treadmill, MEfirst GuideBrookster, her CEO alter ego, and why putting on real pants is her talismanHer HRT journey, inflammation, and why sleep changed when she went back to her estrogen creamThe visioning book club happening inside MEfirst BecomingIf you've ever been told you were too much of something — this one's for you. Go light this bitch up. Go be too much of something. It's your mission. CHAPTER MARKERS 00:00 — You're A Lot. Good. (Intro + the moment that kept her up at night)  08:11 — Creating and Leading With Purpose (MEfirst community, Alter Ego Challenge, Brookster)  16:27 — Morning Routines and Self-Care Practices (yoga, meditation, HRT, weight loss update) Free SKOOL community Midlife Badassery is open HERE FOLLOW/WATCH ON YOUTUBE addiebeall55 Free Visioning Meditation (goes with Ep 160 Unlock Your Future: Create Vision for Midlife Transformation)   Get Social with Me! Don't do it alone- us badasses gotta stick together ;) FREE Facebook Community: https://www.facebook.com/groups/mefirstsisterhood Facebook Namaslayer (LIVE Sundays at 9 AM Pacific / Noon Eastern) Instagram @addiebeall_namaslayer

    19 min

  6. May 11

    S4 Ep 229: 🔮 What Oracle Cards Have To Do With Weight Loss | Midlife Woo, Intuition & Self-Trust

    What do oracle cards have to do with weight loss? More than you might think. In this episode of MEfirst Midlife Badassery, Addie dives into the surprising connection between intuition, nervous system healing, spirituality, and midlife weight loss. Because let’s be honest…most women in midlife already KNOW what to eat. The real struggle is stress, burnout, emotional eating, people pleasing, self-abandonment, and completely losing connection with ourselves. This conversation explores:  why weight loss is often a doorway to self-discovery  how oracle cards became a tool for self-trust and reflection  the role meditation played in Addie’s 120lb transformation  why “woo” practices like breathwork, tapping, visualization, yoga, and grounding actually have science behind them  the difference between masculine hustle energy and feminine intuition  how future self work changes behavior and identity  why midlife women are being called into a new era of purpose and power If you’ve ever felt like:  ✨ “It’s not really about the food anymore…”  ✨ “I know what to do but I can’t seem to stay connected to myself…”  ✨ “There has to be something deeper here…” …this episode is for you. In This Episode 00:00 🔮 Oracle Cards, Intuition & Midlife Weight Loss  04:39 Healing, Self-Discovery & Coming Home to Yourself  06:25 How Oracle Cards Help You Hear Your Inner Wisdom  12:43 Your Body Isn’t Broken: Rest, Burnout & Listening In  15:15 Midlife Awakening: Spirituality, Identity & Reinvention  20:30 Future Self Energy: Visualization & Becoming Her Mentioned In This Episode ✨ Oracle Cards Magic Summit 5/18 join here https://www.skool.com/oracle/about?ref=cba629420ab346f584f912315d5c76b0  ✨ MEfirst Midlife Badassery Community https://www.skool.com/midlifebadassery/about  ✨ Future Self + Alter Ego Work  ✨ Meditation, EFT/Tapping, Visualization & Nervous System Healing Free SKOOL community Midlife Badassery is open HERE FOLLOW/WATCH ON YOUTUBE addiebeall55 Free Visioning Meditation (goes with Ep 160 Unlock Your Future: Create Vision for Midlife Transformation)   Get Social with Me! Don't do it alone- us badasses gotta stick together ;) FREE Facebook Community: https://www.facebook.com/groups/mefirstsisterhood Facebook Namaslayer (LIVE Sundays at 9 AM Pacific / Noon Eastern) Instagram @addiebeall_namaslayer

    24 min

  7. May 4

    S4 Ep 228: I Set Bigger Goals… and It Scared Me (249 + $10K Months)

    I just set new goals… and I’m not gonna lie—this next level feels BIG. And.. That's how I know it's GOOD stuff! Like, next level scary shit! In this episode, I’m taking you inside my real-time goal setting after our MEfirst event—what I’m going after, what’s been holding me back, and how I’m stepping into the next version of me. We’re talking:  🔥 Losing the next 24 pounds (and what’s actually moving the needle now)  🔥 Building back to $10K months in my business  🔥 The mindset shifts around clarity, fear, and identity  🔥 Why habits > food when it comes to weight loss  🔥 How alter egos (hi, Brookster 👑) help you SHOW UP  🔥 Balancing creativity with actual execution  🔥 Visualization + becoming your future self  🔥 Creating a life rooted in freedom, joy, and self-trust This is not a “when I get there” story.  This is me IN IT—with you. If you’ve been feeling the pull to want more… but also low-key scared to say it out loud?  Yeah. This one’s for you. Let’s go become her. 💥 ⏱️ Episode Timestamps 00:00 Setting New Goals and Intentions  02:54 Transformational Journey: Weight Loss and Business Growth  05:57 Mindset and Manifestation: The Power of Clarity  08:40 Creating a Supportive Community and Alter Ego  11:30 Financial Freedom: Setting Income Goals  14:32 Balancing Creativity and Action  17:14 Visualization and Goal Achievement  20:14 Embracing Change and Personal Growth  22:47 Final Thoughts and Call to Action Free SKOOL community Midlife Badassery is open HERE FOLLOW/WATCH ON YOUTUBE addiebeall55 Free Visioning Meditation (goes with Ep 160 Unlock Your Future: Create Vision for Midlife Transformation)   Get Social with Me! Don't do it alone- us badasses gotta stick together ;) FREE Facebook Community: https://www.facebook.com/groups/mefirstsisterhood Facebook Namaslayer (LIVE Sundays at 9 AM Pacific / Noon Eastern) Instagram @addiebeall_namaslayer

    25 min

  8. Apr 27

    S4 Ep 227: Midlife Reinvention: Why Weight Loss Isn’t the Real Goal

    If you’re here for weight loss… this might piss you off (in the best way 😏). Because the truth?  It’s never been about the weight. In this episode, I’m sharing a real-life update from my week—what’s working, what’s messy, and what I’m learning as I build my next level in real time. We’re talking:  Why chasing outcomes (weight, money, relationships) keeps you stuck but make great goals  The identity shift that actually creates lasting change  How habits really get built (and why most people do it backwards)  The connection between not living your truth… and what shows up in your body  Why community is the missing piece for transformation  And what I’m building next (and why it matters) This is not a polished “I have it all figured out” episode.  This is me in the arena… figuring it out as I go. If you’ve ever felt like:  👉 You know what to do but aren’t doing it  👉 You’ve lost weight before but can’t keep it off  👉 You’re meant for more but keep playing small This episode is for you. Because this work?  It’s not about becoming perfect. It’s about becoming the woman who follows through. ⏱️ CHAPTERS (clean + SEO friendly) 00:00 The Truth About Weight Loss (It’s Not What You Think)  00:53 Identity vs. Outcomes: Why You’re Stuck  08:07 Building Habits That Actually Stick  15:30 Creating Community & My New Membership  18:23 Moving Through Fear & Stepping Into Growth 📣 If this hit for you, come join us inside Midlife Badassery.  This is where we stop talking about her… and start becoming her. Free SKOOL community Midlife Badassery is open HERE FOLLOW/WATCH ON YOUTUBE addiebeall55 Free Visioning Meditation (goes with Ep 160 Unlock Your Future: Create Vision for Midlife Transformation)   Get Social with Me! Don't do it alone- us badasses gotta stick together ;) FREE Facebook Community: https://www.facebook.com/groups/mefirstsisterhood Facebook Namaslayer (LIVE Sundays at 9 AM Pacific / Noon Eastern) Instagram @addiebeall_namaslayer

    19 min
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“There has to be something more than this.” If you’re a midlife woman who has lost weight, regained it, and is tired of starting over — you’re in the right place. Welcome to the MEfirst Midlife Badassery Podcast, where weight loss, mindset, meditation, and real-life habits come together to help you stop fighting your body and start building a life you actually love. I’m Addie B — Certified LIfe Coach (and Fast like a Girl Coach), Meditation and Yoga Instructor, former corporate leader, and a woman who’s lost over 100 pounds ... regained weight… and is choosing to build it differently this time.  Because this isn’t about white-knuckling your way thin. It’s about self-trust. Habits that fit real life.  Healing the part of you that keeps starting over. And creating a life that feels so good, you want to take care of yourself inside it. We talk: Midlife weight loss & weight regainReal-life habit changeMeditation & nervous system workSpiritual growth without the fluffIdentity shifts & future-self embodiment Weight loss is part of the journey. But becoming is the point. You’re not broken. You’re becoming. Let’s light this B up.

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  • Creator
    Addie Beall | Midlife Badassery | Women over 40
  • Years Active
    2020 - 2026
  • Episodes
    238
  • Rating
    Explicit
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    © 2026 MEfirst Midlife Badassery Podcast
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