Un-holier Podcast

Jenny Smith, Surviving Podcast Network

Exposing cults & Church Trauma. Survivors telling the stories they tried to silence. Deconstruction → Reconstruction  We’re not bitter. We’re awake. 🔥 #ReligiousTrauma ##CultRecovery  #TrueCrimeCommunity  #SpiritualAbuse  #FaithDeconstruction  #HealingJourney  #MentalHealthMatters  #CrimeAndConsequences 

  1. 1D AGO

    The Secrets Behind Barbie’s Pink Walls w/ Heather Ford

    "He was sexually abusing me while casting demons out of me. That is a chapter in my book." 💔 In one of the most raw and courageous episodes of the Unholier Podcast, host Jenny sits down with Heather Ford, author of The Barbie Pink Wall that Kept My Secrets. Heather isn’t just a survivor; she is a witness to the dark side of "Deliverance" culture within evangelical cults. Heather recounts the chilling moment she realized her childhood memories weren't just nightmares, but a reality suppressed by trauma. From being "anointed" with olive oil during horrific abuse to the betrayal of an aunt who prioritized a "prayer closet" over the safety of a minor, this story is a necessary look at the mechanisms of control and silence in religious organizations. In this episode, we discuss: The Deliverance Trap: How "casting out demons" is used as a cover for physical and sexual abuse.The Cult Hierarchy: Heather names the leaders and the organization (Praise, Power and Prayer) that allowed a known abuser to remain in power.The "Barbie Pink Wall": What it means to heal from a lifelong process of indoctrination and the "backfire" of religious neglect.Foster Care to Cult: The systemic failures that led two young girls into the hands of a high-control religious group.If you are currently deconstructing or healing from spiritual abuse, this episode is a reminder that your voice has power and your secrets no longer have to be kept behind a "pink wall." #thebarbiepinkwall #unholierpodcast #spiritualabuse #cultsurvivor #deconstruction #exvangelical #pentecostalcult #churchabuse #deliveranceministry  Support the show

    1h 26m

  2. MAR 3

    Co-Host Drama, False Police Report & Why Unholier Kept Going (1-Year Anniversary)

    Unfiltered Year in Review: Co-Host Drama, False Police Report & Why Unholier Kept Going (1-Year Anniversary) Host Jenny Smith celebrates the one-year anniversary of the Unholier podcast with producer and friend David Keck, reflecting on the highs, lows, and lessons of the past 12 months. They discuss backlash to Jenny’s first episode about her IFB upbringing, arranged and abusive marriage, and speaking truth about her late father while offering grace. They recount the podcast’s turmoil after former co-host Susie quit, including escalating public drama, threats, password lockouts, attorneys, and a false police report alleging Jenny planned a mass shooting related to a proposed survivor meetup at the Rebecca Home in Corpus Christi, which was not investigated after others provided statements. Despite harassment, hate comments, and family strain, Jenny emphasizes boundaries, resilience, deconstruction, new friendships, broader guests beyond IFB, and renewed hope heading into year two. #unfiltered #podcast #drama #religion  Support the show

    1h 6m

  3. FEB 24

    Escaping Spring Creek: Building Platforms Instead of Prisons

    In this episode of the Unholier Podcast, we sit down with Jordan, a survivor of the notorious Spring Creek Lodge Academy. From January 2007 to December 2008, Jordan lived behind magnet-locked doors, enduring a system of "intervention" (solitary confinement), fake schooling, and the constant threat of being shipped to Tranquility Bay in Jamaica. Jordan pulls back the curtain on the Troubled Teen Industry (TTI), exposing the interconnected web of WASP programs, religious cults, and the foster-care-to-prison pipeline. We dive deep into: The Psychological Warfare: From "The Trail of Lights" graduation ritual to censored letters that kept parents in the dark.The Survival Tactics: How Jordan navigated the points/levels system and eventually became "Junior Staff" just to survive.The Aftermath: The raw reality of post-program life—struggling with heroin/meth addiction, homelessness, and the "competitive trauma" conditioned by the TTI.The Turning Point: Jordan’s journey through rehab in Spokane and why he started the Straight Outta BS Podcastto unify survivor voices.We aren't just telling stories; we are building platforms instead of prisons. #TTI #BreakingCodeSilence #Spring CreekLodge #TroubledTeenIndustry #SurvivorStories #Documentary #AddictionRecovery #BuildingPlatformsInsteadOfPrisons #CultRecovery #StraightOuttaBS #HumanRights Str8 Outta B.S. PodcastYouTube · Str8 Outta B.S. Podcast - YouTube1.1K+ followers Str8 Outta B.S. Podcast GroupFacebookhttps://www.facebook.com › Facebook Groups Str8 Outta B.S. PodcastSpotifyhttps://open.spotify.com › show Support the show

    1h 23m

  4. FEB 17

    From RHOSLC to Mom Forums: Are These Social Norms a Cult or Culty?

    Jenny Smith hosts a lighthearted Un Holier Podcast episode with Brittany Racine from the Might Get Loud Podcast about “culty” social norms that aren’t technically cults. They joke about being pulled into the Real Housewives of Salt Lake City fandom and discuss cult-like dynamics in hustle culture and burnout, work-life balance guilt, survival-mode productivity, and diet/wellness trends like detoxes, fasting, and sourdough. They also cover people-pleasing, family pressure and obligations, social media as a cult-like system driven by algorithms and influencer behavior, and parenting and youth sports culture—including judgment on mom forums and team identity. The conversation ends with rapid-fire takes on things like answering emails on vacation, meal prepping, leaving group chats, toxic positivity, dress codes for women, wedding trends, and AI-generated social posts, and plugs Brittany’s Might Get Loud Podcast. #UnHolierPodcast #MicAtLoud #Culty #HustleCulture #Burnout #WorkLifeBalance #DietCulture #WellnessCulture #Sourdough #PeoplePleasing #SocialMedia #Algorithm #Influencers #Parenting #MomGuilt #YouthSports #RealHousewivesOfSaltLakeCity #RHOSLC #Podcast https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=https://www.youtube.com/%40mightgetloudpodcast&ved=2ahUKEwjq7pq7x9-SAxVS5ckDHdU_E7oQFnoECCMQAQ&usg=AOvVaw25ds4qh4tw5gWY7hsHM2gk https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/might-get-loud-with-brittany-racine/id1816734729&ved=2ahUKEwjq7pq7x9-SAxVS5ckDHdU_E7oQFnoECBwQAQ&usg=AOvVaw1UTjrJpY4GTK8IYAbPOWo4 Support the show

    1h 11m

  5. FEB 12 · BONUS

    Is Valentine's Day Overrated? Honest Talk on Romance & Intentional Love

    Unholier Podcast: The Valentine’s Day Survival Guide – Love Languages & Better Dates! Is Valentine’s Day a Hallmark holiday or a vital day for romance? In this special bonus episode of the Unholier Podcast, the host and her husband pull back the curtain on their own relationship to discuss all things love. From debating the true significance of February 14th to a deep dive into the five love languages, this episode is packed with heartfelt advice and plenty of laughs. Whether you need unique date night ideas to break the routine or want to learn how to be more intentional with your partner, we’ve got you covered. Love comes in many forms—let’s make sure we aren’t taking it for granted! Tune in for: 💡 Creative & fun ways to celebrate your partner.🧠 Why understanding love languages changes the game.🍷 Real talk on marriage, quality time, and intentionality.#UnholierPodcast #ValentinesDay2026 #LoveLanguages #DateNightIdeas #RelationshipGoals #IntentionalLove #CouplesPodcast #ValentinesDate #MarriageAdvice #QualityTime https://www.buzzsprout.com/2448874/support Support the show

    1h 6m

  6. FEB 10

    Exploring the Spiritual Realm with A Psychic Medium

    Welcome to the Un Holier Podcast, where we delve into the beliefs that shaped us and explore the spiritual gray areas we were taught to avoid. In today's episode, Kirsten, a psychic medium, joins us to discuss what happens when we die, how loved ones may still contact us, and what exists beyond the physical world. Discover the difference between psychics and mediums, learn about grounding, and hear fascinating insights about life reviews and spirit guides. Whether you're a skeptic or a believer, this episode invites you to wonder without fear. #Spirituality #psychicenergy  #medium  #lifeafterdeath  #UnHolierPodcast #curiosity Support the show

    1h 35m

  7. FEB 4

    What Really Happened Inside the Ariel Ben Sherman’s Compound

    In this gripping episode of the End Holier podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Jeremy Paskell, who shares his harrowing experience of growing up in a cult led by Ariel Ben Sherman during the 1980s and 1990s. From dealing with extreme control and fear to ultimately finding freedom, Jeremy's story is a testament to resilience. Now a mural artist and author, Jeremy discusses how he transformed his traumatic past into creative expression and is currently writing a book about his experiences. His account sheds light on the hidden realities of cult life and offers a message of hope and redemption. Don't miss this powerful conversation about survival, creativity, and the journey to reclaiming one's voice. #tiktok #YouTube #podcast #cult #religiousabuse Support the show

    1h 34m

  8. JAN 27

    Unmasking Gluttony: An Honest Talk on Overconsumption in Church Culture

    In this eye-opening episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith engages in a candid conversation with her best friend Chrissy about the often overlooked topic of gluttony within church culture. From the abundant potlucks in Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) churches to the broader implications of overconsumption in our daily lives, Jenny and Chrissy explore how gluttony extends beyond food to include material excess, social media addiction, and even workaholism. They share personal anecdotes, thought-provoking insights, and challenge listeners to reconsider what it means to practice self-denial and discipline. The episode ends on a positive note, encouraging ways to give and help others in the community. #cult #religion #IFB #gluttony Support the show

    52 min
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Exposing cults & Church Trauma. Survivors telling the stories they tried to silence. Deconstruction → Reconstruction  We’re not bitter. We’re awake. 🔥 #ReligiousTrauma ##CultRecovery  #TrueCrimeCommunity  #SpiritualAbuse  #FaithDeconstruction  #HealingJourney  #MentalHealthMatters  #CrimeAndConsequences 

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  • Creator
    Jenny Smith, Surviving Podcast Network
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    51
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 Un-holier Podcast
  • Show Website
    Un-holier Podcast

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