Just for Today Podcast

Adriana Sansam

Just for Today Podcast is a raw podcast hosted by Adriana Sansam. In it, she shares her own experiences with grief, her late husband's addiction, and mental health. No topic is off-limits because sometimes the hardest truths are the ones we need to hear.

  1. The Phone Call That Changed Everything | EP 22 | Just for Today Podcast

    10/22/2025

    The Phone Call That Changed Everything | EP 22 | Just for Today Podcast

    In this deeply moving and raw episode of the Just for Today podcast, host Adriana Sansam sits down with Elaine, a mother who shares the heartbreaking story of losing her 27-year-old son, Joe, to an accidental fentanyl overdose.​ Elaine paints a vivid picture of Joe, a charismatic and loving young man with a "bursting personality" and a "vibrant smile," who was adored by his family and friends. She shares cherished memories that highlight who Joe was, emphasizing that his death was the tragic result of a single choice, not a life of addiction.​ The conversation explores the depths of a mother's grief as Elaine recounts the harrowing day she learned of her son's death, the gut-wrenching phone call from the coroner, and the "blur" of the days that followed. Adriana and Elaine connect on a profound level, sharing their parallel experiences with the shock of sudden loss, the struggle to get answers, and the complex emotions of guilt and regret that can linger for years.​ This episode is an intimate and powerful testament to a mother's enduring love and a crucial conversation about the real human impact of the fentanyl epidemic. Join us for an unforgettable story of love, loss, and the long road of grief. ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING This conversation contains mature themes about death, grief, addiction, overdose, and trauma. Connect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcast This podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

    1h 18m
  2. Breaking Free from the Addiction Cycle | EP 20 | Just for Today Podcast

    10/08/2025

    Breaking Free from the Addiction Cycle | EP 20 | Just for Today Podcast

    In this raw and unflinching episode, Ally opens her heart about the devastating reality of loving addicts: first as a spouse to an alcoholic for 13 years, and then as a mother watching her teenage son spiral into marijuana addiction. Ally's story begins at 13 when she met her future husband, believing she could control his drinking through sheer willpower and denial. What started as young adult partying evolved into a marriage filled with broken promises, DUIs, and the exhausting cycle of "I won't drink anymore" followed by inevitable relapses. When their son exhibited aggressive behavior, throwing knives and threatening violence over marijuana use, Ally faced an impossible choice: protect her other children or continue enabling her addicted child. Through her nine-year journey in Al-Anon, Ally learned the hardest lesson of all: you cannot love someone out of addiction. She shares the moment she had to ask her own son to leave their home, the guilt of family members blaming her parenting, and the misunderstood reality that today's marijuana is not the same substance from decades past. Ally's testimony reveals how marijuana addiction led her son into psychosis, stealing money, and rage episodes that terrorized their household. She discusses the challenge of setting boundaries with a child versus a spouse, the judgment from those who don't understand addiction as a disease, and finding peace through detachment with love. Key moments include: 12:54 - The moment Ally's son admitted he didn't feel safe with his father 24:25 - When aggressive behavior escalated to threats and violence 28:37 - Discovering stolen pills and money, the final breaking point 43:19 - Learning to separate the disease from the person she loves 51:41 - How Al-Anon meetings provided life-saving community and tools This episode is essential listening for anyone loving someone through addiction, offering hope that recovery, for both the addict and their family, is possible, even when it doesn't look like what you expected. Connect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcast This podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

    1h 4m
4.9
out of 5
13 Ratings

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Just for Today Podcast is a raw podcast hosted by Adriana Sansam. In it, she shares her own experiences with grief, her late husband's addiction, and mental health. No topic is off-limits because sometimes the hardest truths are the ones we need to hear.

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