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Think you might be in a cult? Want to know the signs? Join Sarah Edmondson and Anthony “Nippy” Ames to talk about things that are..a little bit culty. Or in their case: a whole bunch of culty. As whistleblowers documented in the critically-acclaimed HBO series “The Vow,” Sarah and Nippy have a lot to say about their experience, and burning questions to ask people with similar stories. They’re here to help people understand, heal from, and avoid abusive situations one little red flag at a time. Listen in as they share their stories, have frank and unscripted conversations with other survivors and cult experts, and do a deep dive on how devotion can turn to dysfunction.

A Little Bit Culty Sarah Edmondson & Anthony “Nippy” Ames

    • Society & Culture
    • 4.7 • 2.5K Ratings

Think you might be in a cult? Want to know the signs? Join Sarah Edmondson and Anthony “Nippy” Ames to talk about things that are..a little bit culty. Or in their case: a whole bunch of culty. As whistleblowers documented in the critically-acclaimed HBO series “The Vow,” Sarah and Nippy have a lot to say about their experience, and burning questions to ask people with similar stories. They’re here to help people understand, heal from, and avoid abusive situations one little red flag at a time. Listen in as they share their stories, have frank and unscripted conversations with other survivors and cult experts, and do a deep dive on how devotion can turn to dysfunction.

    The Army of Survivors: Grace French on Empowering Athletes

    The Army of Survivors: Grace French on Empowering Athletes

    This episode is sponsroed by Better Help.
    Content Advisory: This episode contains conversation about sexual assault. Please listen with care.  Former Michigan State University and ex-USA Gymnastics Larry Nassar is serving upwards of 175 years in prison after admitting to molesting some of the nation's top gymnasts for years under the guise of medical treatment. But while he rots in prison, the athletes he preyed upon are moving mountains to prevent more Larry Nassars from walking freely through the world. Grace French is one of those movers and shakers. The founder of the Army of Survivors movement, Grace has dedicated her life to changing the culture of sport, consent, and institutional accountability to make sure that no one has to endure sexual violence or abuse. She joins us in this episode to discuss her story, her advocacy work, and what it will take to keep more predators from infiltrating the culture of sports.
     
    Show notes:
    Sexual assault is not your fault. If you need to talk, reach out to the National Sexual Assault Hotline at any time at 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or visit rainn.org, that’s R-A-I-N-N dot O-R-G.

    About Grace French:
    Grace French is a dancer, marketer, strategist, and founder. Grace is the President and Founder of The Army of Survivors. Her passion for dance lives on through her students that she coaches at a nationally recognized youth studio in Canton, Michigan. As a survivor of the now defamed Michigan State University doctor, Grace has dedicated her life to changing the culture of sport, consent, and institutional accountability to make sure that no one has to endure sexual violence or abuse. Her work in survivors’ rights and advocacy for athletes’ rights has been globally recognized, leading her to speak at the United Nations General Assembly in 2019 to urge the passage of a Worldwide Survivor Bill of Rights. She serves as an Advisory Board member for Safe Sport International as well as the International Safeguard for Children in Sport. Grace has worked on the expert advisory committees for several global projects with the likes of FIFA, the International Olympic Committee, World Players Associations, and the Sports & Rights Alliance. Grace is the recipient of the 2023 "Women who Shape the State" award, a 2022 Liberty Bell award from the Michigan Bar Association, one of the recipients of the Arthur Ashe Courage Award at the 2018 ESPYs, as well as a 2018 Glamour Women of the Year awardee. Grace received her BBA at University of Michigan’s Ross School of Business. For more information, follow online and social media at:

    https://thearmyofsurvivors.org/
    @thearmyofsurvivors (IG/Facebook) 
    @survivorsarmy (twitter)
    @gfrench555 (Insagram/Facebook)
    @gracewashere_ (Twitter)
     
    Also…let it be known that:


    The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Nobody’s mad at you, just don’t be a culty fuckwad.
     
    Check out our lovely sponsors
    Join ‘A Little Bit Culty’ on Patreon
    Get poppin’ fresh ALBC Swag
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    Cult awareness and recovery resources
    Watch Sarah’s TEDTalk
     
    CREDITS: 
    Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony Ames
    Production Partner: Citizens of Sound
    Producer: Will Retherford
    Writer & Co-Creator: Jess Tardy
    Theme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel Asselin
     

    • 42 min
    From Hell to Stanford: Cameron Black on Thriving After Abuse

    From Hell to Stanford: Cameron Black on Thriving After Abuse

    This episode is sponsored by Better Help!
    Here’s our conversation with Cameron Black, a 20-something Stanford University student who has overcome some very culty, very harrowing challenges. He chats with us about his healing process and the hard work of finding himself again after the abuse he experienced in a commune, a hellish Jesuit school experience, and  several wilderness programs for troubled teens. How he got from there to Stanford is nothing short of a miracle. Be sure to check out his TedX talk for even more context. Also please take note: Cameron survived childhood abuse of every kind both inside and outside the cult(s) that he grew up in, from parents as well as the people who were supposed to help him heal. Content Warning: This episode delves into those topics, although Cameron has tried to keep some of those details vague out of sensitivity to other victims. Be sure to listen with care. 
     
    Also… let it be known that:


    The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Nobody’s mad at you, just don’t be a culty f*****d.
     
    Check out our lovely sponsors
    Join ‘A Little Bit Culty’ on Patreon
    Get poppin’ fresh ALBC Swag
    Support the pod and smash this link
    Cult awareness and recovery resources
    Watch Sarah’s TEDTalk
     
    CREDITS: 
    Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony Ames
    Production Partner: Citizens of Sound
    Producer: Will Retherford
    Writer & Co-Creator: Jess Tardy
    Theme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel Asselin
     

    • 53 min
    TwinRay: ‘We Are the Resurrection’

    TwinRay: ‘We Are the Resurrection’

    This episode is sponsored by Better Help.
    On this week’s show, we’ll talk to Demetria. She was immersed in TwinRay — an Oregon-based shop and health center that organizes “mass global meditations for peace.” But our guest says there’s way more going on here than peaceful reflection. She talks about how TwinRay’s leaders exploit people for cash and dose event attendees with psychedelic substances — among other forms of profiteering and manipulation — at a gold-covered Ashland mansion. We sat down with her to find out everything there is to know about TwinRay’s mysterious leaders.

    Demetria — also known as Sarai — writes about the parallels between money and emotions through her experience as a certified public accountant and a wage investigator for the federal government. She is in the midst of a 16 year deep exploration into alternative healing and spirituality that includes her intense recovery from spiritual abuse and childhood trauma. She writes at https://demetriam.substack.com/
    Also…let it be known that:


    The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Nobody’s mad at you, just don’t be a culty fuckwad.
     
    Check out our lovely sponsors
    Join ‘A Little Bit Culty’ on Patreon
    Get poppin’ fresh ALBC Swag
    Support the pod and smash this link
    Cult awareness and recovery resources
    Watch Sarah’s TEDTalk
     
    CREDITS: 
    Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony Ames
    Production Partner: Citizens of Sound
    Producer: Will Retherford
    Writer: Matt Stroud

    Co-Creator: Jess Tardy
    Theme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel Asselin

    • 51 min
    The Polygamist’s Daughters: Anna & Celia LeBaron on Escape and Redemption

    The Polygamist’s Daughters: Anna & Celia LeBaron on Escape and Redemption

    This episode is sponsored by Better Help.
     
    Anna Lebaron is one of more than fifty children born to infamous polygamist cult leader Ervil LeBaron, aka “Mormon Manson.” So you can probably imagine that her upbringing was both extraordinary and devastating: As she recounts in her excellent book, The Polygamist’s Daughter, she lost multiple family members at the hands of other family members, including those she lost in the infamous “4 o’clock murders” — a bit of blood atonement that led to four people being killed. Those murders are depicted in the 2024 Hulu documentary “Daughters of the Cult.” 
     
    This week, we hear from Anna and her sister, Celia, about their stories — and their capacity to believe in rehabilitation and redemption. You might think that Anna would hold a lot of resentment against her father. (We sure would!) But that’s not the case. Anna and Celia speak candidly about their father — and compassionately of their siblings who committed murders at their father’s bidding.
     
    Learn more and buy Anna’s book at: https://annalebaron.com/
     
    Also… let it be known that:


    The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Nobody’s mad at you, just don’t be a culty fuckwad.
     
    Check out our lovely sponsors
    Join ‘A Little Bit Culty’ on Patreon
    Get poppin’ fresh ALBC Swag
    Support the pod and smash this link
    Cult awareness and recovery resources
    Watch Sarah’s TEDTalk
     
    CREDITS: 
    Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony Ames
    Production Partner: Citizens of Sound
    Producer: Will Retherford
    Writer & Co-Creator: Jess Tardy
    Theme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel Asselin
     

    • 1 hr 8 min
    The Grotto: Crypto, NFTs, & An Online Hellscape (Part 3)

    The Grotto: Crypto, NFTs, & An Online Hellscape (Part 3)

    This is episode is sponsored by Better Help.
    This week: The final installment of our talk with four people lured into The Grotto — a mostly online hub for digital art that turned into a kind of Ponzi cult with plenty of love bombing and possible fraud. Our guests — anonymous, but going by Charm, Kateryna, Shayna, and Fomo — say it all begins with Jaime Dubuar Dean, aka “@thr33som3s,” who is a supposed former professional baseball player-turned digital artist who used Discord to coerce people to invest in his NFTs. With each dollar spent on his art, he promised that his followers could get closer to him. Our guests will say that Dean used coercion, financial manipulation, and empty promises to draw them in. And then he took his power too far. 
     
    Our artists are mostly anonymous, but you can find Kateryna — and her incredible art — here and here.
     
    Also…let it be known that:


    The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Nobody’s mad at you, just don’t be a culty fuckwad.
     
    Check out our lovely sponsors
    Join ‘A Little Bit Culty’ on Patreon
    Get poppin’ fresh ALBC Swag
    Support the pod and smash this link
    Cult awareness and recovery resources
    Watch Sarah’s TEDTalk
     
    CREDITS: 
    Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony Ames
    Production Partner: Citizens of Sound
    Producer: Will Retherford
    Writer & Co-Creator: Jess Tardy
    Theme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel Asselin
     

    • 1 hr 9 min
    The Grotto: Crypto, NFTs, & An Online Hellscape (Part 2)

    The Grotto: Crypto, NFTs, & An Online Hellscape (Part 2)

    This is episode is sponsored by Better Help.
    On this week’s show, the second installment of our wide-ranging, in-depth, and ultimately hopeful talk with four people lured into The Grotto — a mostly online hub for digital art that turned into a kind of Ponzi cult with plenty of love bombing and possible fraud. Our guests — anonymous, but going by Charm, Kateryna, Shayna, and Fomo — say it all begins with Jaime Dubuar Dean, aka “@thr33som3s,” who is a supposed former professional baseball player-turned digital artist who used Discord to coerce people to invest in his NFTs. With each dollar spent on his art, he promised that his followers could get closer to him. Our guests will say that Dean used coercion, financial manipulation, and empty promises to draw them in. And then he took his power too far. 
     
    Our artists are mostly anonymous, but you can find Kateryna — and her incredible art — here and here.
     
    Also…let it be known that:


    The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Nobody’s mad at you, just don’t be a culty fuckwad.
     
    Check out our lovely sponsors
    Join ‘A Little Bit Culty’ on Patreon
    Get poppin’ fresh ALBC Swag
    Support the pod and smash this link
    Cult awareness and recovery resources
    Watch Sarah’s TEDTalk
     
    CREDITS: 
    Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony Ames
    Production Partner: Citizens of Sound
    Producer: Will Retherford
    Writer & Co-Creator: Jess Tardy
    Theme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel Asselin
     

    • 42 min

Customer Reviews

4.7 out of 5
2.5K Ratings

2.5K Ratings

Marlowest ,

Landmark Worldwide Forum is the reason I am here

I was extorted in 2015. It happened much like the way a cult, leader, grooms, and shapes you. I lost over $400,000 in credit credit and they got around 30,000 in cash. I have often wondered how this has happened this podcast and it’s guest have shown me so many valuable resources. I recently recently signed up for landmark worldwide forum. I started reading about them because I did have a little red flag go off and that ceiling in my gut which I ignored same thing happened in 2015. Never ignore your gut it is your lifeline it is, your intuition telling you that something is wrong. I have much to learn thank you for this podcast.

eeevvvvaa ,

Used to love, but…

Sarah and Nippy, I absolutely love you both and you are incredible. This was the first podcast that I ever stuck with. I listened from the beginning and learned so much that helps me in my daily life! Understanding how cults (and culty things) work completely changes your worldview, so thank you for that. I thought that most of the ET episode was word salad, but that’s okay, just not my cup of tea. You have had so many fascinating guests and I love all the rest! However, seeing the names Jordan Peterson and Megyn Kelly were a deal-breaker. Using knowledge I learned from your own show, I can see that both Peterson and Kelly are extremely culty. How can you not see the red flags? They are both racist, privileged, sexist, ableist, discriminatory, hypocritical… the list goes on and on. I truly hope that this show wakes up and sees that someday. And I will absolutely come back when you do.

KimWinship ,

Great podcast

Obviously a lot of work and research goes into this. Their influence and reach is growing - helping people in so many different situations.

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