First and Feral- Utah Unfiltered

First and Feral- Utah Unfiltered

First & Feral: Utah Unfiltered is the bold, funny, and unfiltered podcast hosted by Utah sisters Jordyn and Jess. From The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives, MomTok drama, and Bachelor Nation to reality TV, Utah influencers, and exclusive guest interviews, nothing is off-limits! Dive into Mormon culture, motherhood, marriage, relationships, and the untold stories behind the headlines. Expect juicy revelations, hilarious sister banter, and raw, powerful conversations that go beyond the gossip. New episodes every Thursday. Follow and join the Feral Crew! 🧡

  1. Oct 15

    FIRST & FERAL X KENDRA JAYMES | Mormon Wives, MomTok Secrets & Surviving Her Past

    Kendra Jaymes is spilling some unexpected MomTok tea, opening up about The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives, and sharing the heartbreaking story behind the woman you see online. In this episode of First & Feral: Utah Unfiltered, Jordyn and Jessica sit down with content creator, survivor, and host of The Ugly Sister Podcast, Kendra Jaymes, for one of our most emotional and unfiltered conversations yet. 👀 Has Kendra been asked to join The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives? YES. And not just once. Kendra reveals she's been approached multiple times about appearing on the hit reality series. After previously declining, she admits that the last time she was asked, she said YES. But does that mean we'll see her on a future season? And what does she know that she can't talk about yet? We also get into her connection to Taylor Frankie Paul, her experience with early MomTok friendships, and what really happened behind the scenes of her former influencer circle. But beyond the reality-TV conversations, Kendra shares a side of herself that many people have never heard. 💔 Growing up in a home where she says she experienced abuse and rejection. 💔 Being bullied by the very people who were supposed to protect her. 💔 Why she made the difficult decision to cut ties with much of her family. 💔 Surviving an abusive marriage and rebuilding her life. ❤️ How becoming a mother changed everything and inspired her to break generational cycles. 🎙️ Why she created The Ugly Sister Podcast and how she's using her voice to help other survivors tell their stories. From MomTok drama and reality-TV possibilities to childhood trauma, motherhood, and healing, Kendra holds nothing back. This isn't just a conversation about reality TV. It's a story about survival, finding your voice, and refusing to let your past define your future. 🎧 Listen now, and tell us: Would YOU want to see Kendra Jaymes on The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives? 🧡 Follow First & Feral: Utah UnfilteredInstagram & TikTok: @firstandferalutahYouTube: @FirstandFeral 🎙️ New episodes every Thursday! Content warning: This episode discusses childhood abuse, domestic violence, and traum

    FIRST & FERAL X KENDRA JAYMES | Mormon Wives, MomTok Secrets & Surviving Her Past
  2. Sep 3

    FIRST & FERAL X MAKENNA GIBBONS: The Other Side of the MomTok Swinging Scandal

    For years, Makenna Gibbons’ name has been connected to the MomTok swinging scandal—but most people have never heard the story from her perspective. In this episode, Makenna sits down with Jordyn and Jessica to share her side in her own words. She opens up about how she became part of the friend group, how the “soft swinging” began, the role alcohol played in blurring boundaries, and what she believes people have misunderstood about the timeline between the swinging and the affair that ultimately impacted her marriage. Makenna also takes us inside what happened after everything became public: filing for divorce, suddenly having strangers dissect her life online, stepping away from social media, carrying guilt over the ripple effects, and trying to hold everything together for her young son. But this conversation is about so much more than the scandal. Makenna shares how therapy helped her rebuild, why she and Miranda became so close, how she created a healthy co-parenting relationship with her ex, what it was like learning to trust again, and how she found love and remarried. And after staying mostly silent for years, she answers the question she hears constantly: Why tell your story now? Because everyone deserves the chance to share their story—and their story still matters. This is Makenna’s side. In her words. Follow First & Feral: Utah Unfiltered so you never miss an episode. Follow Makenna:Instagram: @makenna.gibbins94TikTok: @kenna.gibbons

    FIRST & FERAL X MAKENNA GIBBONS: The Other Side of the MomTok Swinging Scandal
  3. Aug 20

    FIRST & FERAL X KEATON HOSKINS: The Man Behind “The Muscle”

    You know Keaton Hoskins as “The Muscle” from Diesel Brothers. But you probably don’t know this version of him. Keaton joins First & Feral for one of our most raw and unexpected conversations yet, taking us from the kid who barely graduated high school and ended up in jail to becoming a millionaire, building and buying 50+ businesses, starring on one of Discovery Channel’s biggest reality shows, and ultimately walking away from the version of himself everyone thought they knew. And he holds NOTHING back. Keaton opens up about the wild story that landed him in jail, serving an LDS mission, losing his dad at only 47, how Diesel Brothers really began, the truth about his relationship with Heavy D and Diesel Dave, and why reality TV was never where he made his real money. Then we go deeper. He takes full accountability for the breakdown of his first marriage , including being unfaithful and a workaholic and explains how divorce forced him to realize: “I’m the problem… but I’m also the solution.” We also get into faith, fatherhood, money, confidence, scarcity vs. abundance, Limitless Society, and one of Keaton’s most controversial beliefs: What if putting God first actually starts with putting YOURSELF first? This isn’t just the story of “The Muscle.” It’s Keaton Hoskins without the TV character , talking about failure, money, marriage, faith, fatherhood and becoming the person capable of building the life you actually want. 🎙️ Keaton Hoskins × First & Feral: Utah Unfiltered Follow First & Feral on Instagram & TikTok: @firstandferalutah Subscribe on YouTube: @FirstandFeral 🖤 Utah born. Chaos sworn.

    FIRST & FERAL X KEATON HOSKINS: The Man Behind “The Muscle”
  4. Aug 6

    FIRST & FERAL X CAIT CONNELL: From Heroin to Healing: Cait Connell's Incredible Story

    From heroin addiction to successful entrepreneur—Cait Connell's story is one you won't forget. In this powerful episode of First & Feral, we sit down with Cait Connell, owner of Bare Aesthetics Studio, master esthetician, educator, entrepreneur, and mother of three, to hear the incredible story behind her success. Before building a thriving business, Cait battled heroin addiction, overdosed, nearly became homeless, and lost the man she loved to addiction. She shares what it was like growing up in Southern Utah, how childhood trauma and addiction shaped her early life, and the moment she decided to fight for a different future. This honest conversation explores addiction recovery, sobriety, motherhood, entrepreneurship, mental health, healing from trauma, and the resilience it takes to rebuild your life after rock bottom. Whether you're in recovery, love someone struggling with addiction, are navigating your own healing journey, or simply need hope that change is possible, Cait's story will leave you inspired. In this episode, we discuss: • Heroin addiction and recovery • Growing up in Southern Utah • Childhood trauma and family addiction • Overcoming rock bottom • Mental health and healing • Building a successful business • Entrepreneurship and motherhood • Life after addiction • Finding purpose through adversity If you enjoyed this episode, follow First & Feral, leave a 5-star review, and share it with someone who needs to hear Cait's story.

Ratings & Reviews

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First & Feral: Utah Unfiltered is the bold, funny, and unfiltered podcast hosted by Utah sisters Jordyn and Jess. From The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives, MomTok drama, and Bachelor Nation to reality TV, Utah influencers, and exclusive guest interviews, nothing is off-limits! Dive into Mormon culture, motherhood, marriage, relationships, and the untold stories behind the headlines. Expect juicy revelations, hilarious sister banter, and raw, powerful conversations that go beyond the gossip. New episodes every Thursday. Follow and join the Feral Crew! 🧡

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