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Unfiltered & authentic - a real-life glimpse of bipolar disorder. Join mental health advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn as she passionately shares bipolar journey and holds space for others to share their own. It is Shaley’s greatest hope that sharing will give insight, shatter stigma, and offer hope. This is bipolar...

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    • Health & Fitness
    • 4.7 • 64 Ratings

Unfiltered & authentic - a real-life glimpse of bipolar disorder. Join mental health advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn as she passionately shares bipolar journey and holds space for others to share their own. It is Shaley’s greatest hope that sharing will give insight, shatter stigma, and offer hope. This is bipolar...

    BIPOLAR, BIRTHDAYS & BIG FEELINGS with Shaley Hoogendoorn

    BIPOLAR, BIRTHDAYS & BIG FEELINGS with Shaley Hoogendoorn

    This episode of the podcast is being released on MY BIRTHDAY!!!!
    Its all about bipolar, birthdays & BIG feelings! When I asked on Instagram if anyone else gets bipolar symptoms triggered by birthdays the response was huge. I’m not alone when comes to living with symptoms and episodes brought on by this mood disorder. When I look at the comments you all left on the previous post I could see it was something that we need to talk about so I recorded a solo episode! I share stories about the good, bad and often disappointing birthdays I’ve had. I also spilled the beans about what it was like to be an extrovert, teacher and event planner that goes wild planning kids birthdays WITH HYPOMANIA. It was not always pretty behind-the-scenes.
    I didn't realize how much I suffered until I really started talking about my experiences through the years. This episodes tells all of my big emotions and moods I have experienced about getting older or celebrating. The episode also covers practices that I do to that prevent or work through triggers so bipolar doesn’t take over learner ruin my day. I can celebrate that I am much better at managing my big bipolar birthday feelings and I know what I need to enjoy the day.
    If you are listening and have stories or tips or practices that help you cope, I’d love to hear. DM me on @this.is.bipolar on instagram or send me an email at thisisbipolarpodcast@gmail.com. I’d love to connect. 
    Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here.It is my greatest hope that sharing journey living with bipolar disorder will comfort, educate and inspire others. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar’ podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. There is also an option on IG to become a subscriber to have access to exclusive 'going deeper' episodes of the podcast. Hope to see you there.
    We are all in this together.
    Love, Shaley
     
    Shaley Hoogendoorn is a speaker, podcast host and mental illness advocate who aims to dismantle the stigma around mental health and create a safe community for those that struggle. She lives with bipolar 2 and currently hosts “This is Bipolar” vlog and podcast. Shaley is passionate about educating and empowering others about mental health disorders. She has contributed to publications for Sanctuary Ministries, Psych Central and BP Hope magazine. She hosted a series interviewing women living with mental illnesses at SheLoves Magazine in a series named "Sisters in Mental Illness." Shaley is also an elementary school teacher and an event planner. You can connect with Shaley on Instagram & TikTok @this.is.bipolar or email her at thisisbipolarpodcast@gmail.com

    • 49 min
    Conversations about Bipolar and the Workplace Part 1 with Brandon @therealbruss

    Conversations about Bipolar and the Workplace Part 1 with Brandon @therealbruss

    Part 1 of  ‘conversations about bipolar & the workplace’ with returning favourite, rapper and content creator Brandon @therealbruss.
    In this episode, mental health advocates, Shaley and Brandon talk about how living with bipolar has and continues to affect their experiences with work. They talk about their very first jobs, loss of jobs and ideas to help manage symptoms at work. Shaley and Brandon didn't realize how much they needed to be seen and heard by another person walking a similar path. They were so immersed in conversation that it is a long one so it is coming out in two parts. Shaley and Brandon hope starting this hard conversation will educate, comfort and validate others. 
    this is bipolar...
    As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself.
    My dear listeners,
    Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar’ podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. 
    Love,
    Shaley 
    About Brandon: B. Russ (he/him/his) is a rapper and content creator with bipolar 2. Diagnosed in 2017, he’s spent the last few years using social media as a tool to normalize conversations around mental illness. Located in Atlanta, Georgia, he’s currently working on new music that will speak to his struggles with bipolar and addiction. You can connect with B. Russ @therealbruss on Instagram and TikTok.
     
    #thisisbipolar   #mentalhealth #mentalhealthpodcast #mentalillness  #bipolar #bipolardisorder 

    • 1 hr 5 min
    Conversations about Bipolar and the Workplace Pt. 2 with Brandon @therealbruss

    Conversations about Bipolar and the Workplace Pt. 2 with Brandon @therealbruss

    Part 2 of  ‘conversations about bipolar & the workplace’ with returning favourite, rapper and content creator Brandon @therealbruss.
    In this second episode, mental health advocates, Shaley and Brandon talk about how living with bipolar has and continues to affect their experiences with work. They talk about further about there experiences managing bipolar at work. They not only share ideas to help symptoms at work, they share thoughts on how with education and understanding employers can really tap into the strengths of employers with bipolar disorder. These two advocates hope talk about the need to empower yourself and embrace your worth and identity beyond work. Shaley and Brandon didn't realize how much they needed to be seen and heard by another person walking a similar path. They were so immersed in conversation that it is a long one so go listen to part . Shaley and Brandon hope starting this hard conversation will educate, comfort and validate others. 
    this is bipolar...
    As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself.
    My dear listeners,
    Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar’ podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. There is also an option on IG to become a subscriber to have access to exclusive 'going deeper' episodes of the podcast. Hope to see you there.
    Love,
    Shaley 
    About Brandon: B. Russ (he/him/his) is a rapper and content creator with bipolar 2. Diagnosed in 2017, he’s spent the last few years using social media as a tool to normalize conversations around mental illness. Located in Atlanta, Georgia, he’s currently working on new music that will speak to his struggles with bipolar and addiction. You can connect with B. Russ @therealbruss on Instagram and TikTok.
     
    #thisisbipolar   #mentalhealth #mentalhealthpodcast #mentalillness  #bipolar #bipolardisorder 

    • 35 min
    CONVERSATIONS about Schizoaffective Bipolar Type- Kit, content creator @schizokitzo

    CONVERSATIONS about Schizoaffective Bipolar Type- Kit, content creator @schizokitzo

    In this episode mental illness advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn has a conversation with content creator, Kit of @schizokitzo. Kit dives deep into what was like before and after her diagnosis of schizoaffective bipolar type. She shares the difference between bipolar type 1 symptoms and schitzoaffective disorder bipolar type symptoms.
    Kit also describes the psychotic break she experienced that lead up to her hospital stay and diagnosis of schizoaffective bipolar type. This authentic and powerful conversation is packed full of information and experience. Kit's mission with her content and advocacy is to bridge the gap between science and lived experience to break the stigma around mental health and she certainly does just that and more in this episode. Kit's work is smashing stigma and changing lives and we are so grateful for her voice.
    This is bipolar... 
    My dear listeners,
    As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself.
    Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar’ podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.
     
    Meet Kit:
    Kit is a mental health advocate and content creator that is diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder bipolar type. Her overall content focuses on her experience with her psychotic disorder, but also includes deep dives into various mental health topics on her YouTube channel. The mission of SchizoKitzo is to bridge the gap between science and lived experience to break the stigma around mental health. 
    You can find and connect with Kit @schizokitzo on facebook, X, instagram, youtube, TikTok and threads! 
    You can connect with Shaley @this.is.bipolar on IG, Threads and TikTok and this is bipolar on Youtube and Facebook. 

    • 1 hr 8 min
    CONVERSATIONS WITH- Bassey Ikpi NYT Bestselling Author "I'm Telling the Truth, But I'm Lying"

    CONVERSATIONS WITH- Bassey Ikpi NYT Bestselling Author "I'm Telling the Truth, But I'm Lying"

    In this episode, Shaley Hoogendoorn sits down and has a in depth conversation with New York Times best-selling author and mental wellness advocate, Bassey Ikpi. 
    This episode shares Bassey's journey starting from her childhood in Nigeria and immigrating to the US with her family. Bassey tells of how she struggled and what her life looked like leading up to her diagnoses. The conversation covers things like how Bassey coped as a little girl by running, spinning and playing sports and how eating became a struggle. She also the full body experience of living with bipolar 2 disorder. Her descriptions of hypomania and depression in this conversation (as well as in her book) are relatable and powerful.
    Shaley and Bassey talk about so much more... 
    -  Bassey's experiences (good & bad) as mental wellness advocate online.
    - Stigma and misjudgement of people struggling with mental illness in the public eye.
    - Bassey's poem about bipolar disorder that she used to end her shows with. Youtube link : https://youtu.be/dGANPZr5deI
    - How she uses Alexa for daily reminders but also as a tool to audibly remind her of her worth.
    -Mindfulness, phone lockers, mini fridges, the STOP acronym and other strategies that help her manage the ups and downs of bipolar.
    Be sure to listen to the entire conversation, this beautiful conversation ends with so many tips and tricks that help both Shaley and Bassey manage their bipolar disorder. Bassey's story is one of struggle but also one of resilience and acceptance. 
    This is bipolar...
     Meet Bassey:
    Bassey Ikpi is a versatile creative force known as a writer, author, ex-poet, performer, speaker, burpee abolitionist, and mental wellness advocate. She first made her mark on the classic 90s show BET’s Teen Summit and gained recognition as a renowned poet on HBO’s Def Poetry Jam. Her global tour with the Tony Award-winning Broadway show came to a pause with a bipolar II diagnosis, leading her to pivot towards mental wellness advocacy in her writing.
    Bassey now openly shares her journey living with a chronic mental illness, inspiring others to navigate life beyond diagnosis. Her story is vividly captured in the Instant New York Times Bestselling debut book, “I’m Telling The Truth, but I’m Lying” (Harper Perennial, 2019). Despite embracing roles like an underachieving overachiever and semi-pro procrastinator, Bassey is diligently working on various creative projects, including her upcoming second book. About the book: In I’m Telling the Truth, but I’m Lying Bassey Ikpi explores her life—as a Nigerian-American immigrant, a black woman, a slam poet, a mother, a daughter, an artist—through the lens of her mental health and diagnosis of bipolar II and anxiety.
    Her remarkable memoir in essays implodes our preconceptions of the mind and normalcy as Bassey bares her own truths and lies for us all to behold with radical honesty and brutal intimacy.
    IG @basseyworld    X: @basseyworld
     
    To my listeners, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar’ podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.
     
     
    #thisisbipolar #bipolar #bipolardisorder #mania #hypomania #depression #anxiety #mentalhealth #mentalillness #author #imtellingthetrithbutimlying #basseyikpi

    • 1 hr 30 min
    CONVERSATIONS WITH - Niki Castle, certified Mental Health Coach @healingmindscoaching

    CONVERSATIONS WITH - Niki Castle, certified Mental Health Coach @healingmindscoaching

    In this episode, mental illness advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn sits down with Niki Castle to talk about her journey with Bipolar Disorder. Not only does Niki share her story leading up to and after her bipolar diagnoses, She also speaks to her experience as a black woman, athlete, wife and parent living with a mood disorder disorder. Niki also shares all her strategies and practices that help her stay well. Niki's story is one of strength and resilience, she has turned her pain into purpose. We are so grateful for her willingness to have this conversation.
    This is bipolar... 
    IG @this.is.bipolar
    Meet Niki:Niki Castle is a mental health coach for parents who have a child struggling with their mental health. She specializes in working with young athletes, helping them strengthen their mental mindset and face the difficulties that come with competition. Her drive to help others comes from her own struggles with mental health. An athlete in high school, Niki went on to play basketball at Washington State University. Her freshman year, she started experiencing full-fledged manic and depressive cycles and first thoughts of suicide. The transition from high school to college, along with the pressures of playing PAC 12 basketball were too much to manage. 
    For the next 20 years she struggled with undiagnosed bipolar disorder, attempting to take her life twice followed by two hospitalizations. In 2014, after her second suicide attempt, Niki was finally diagnosed with bipolar i disorder and was introduced to medical professionals that would make up her recovery team. Thus began her journey to becoming a mental health coach and help others with their mental health challenges. 
    Niki is a graduate from the Jay Shetty Certification School. She also shares her story to help combat stigma as a part of NAMI’s (National Alliance on Mental Illness) Ending the Silence program, where she presents to students, teachers, and parents throughout Los Angeles County. As a mother, it is her goal to apply her education and years of experience in the mental health community to help children and their parents equip themselves with the tools to navigate the challenges of life. You can connect with Niki @healingmindscoaching
     
    We have an extra exclusive episode with Niki had about her work as a certified mental health coach. She supports young athletes and their parents. If you want to hear the bonus conversation please sign up to be an Instagram subscriber.
     
    To my listeners, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar’ podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.
    #thisisbipolar #bipolar #bipolardisoder #mania #hypomania #depression #anxiety #suicideprevention #suicideawarness #bipolar1 #bipolar2

    • 1 hr 7 min

Customer Reviews

4.7 out of 5
64 Ratings

64 Ratings

Jo Vro ,

Newly Diagnoses Bipolar II

Thank you for using a platform to reach out and normalize and de-stigmatize our diagnosis. I was diagnosed this last month and finding this podcast has helped me feel so much better knowing that I am not alone and hearing the experience of others which is exactly what I needed in this time. ❤️

MaseFacr ,

Extremely hopeful, helpful and real!

I found this podcast via the This.Is.Polar IG page. I am a mother of a daughter who killed herself 6 yrs ago at 24 years old. She had Major Depressive Disorder with suicide ideation. She tried to kill herself a few times. Her younger brother, my son, has been struggling with his mental health for years now. He has never been officially diagnosed but had a manic episode 7 years ago which his psychiatrist at the time thought may have been triggered by weed. Since that time it’s been rough - quite a few major losses (his sister, his father, grandmother and a few others) - he has not been able to work but has traveled extensively around the world looking for something to help him. He meditates, he studies Buddhism, he practices yoga, he engages in various movement modalities, he has been sober for 5 years - still, he has erratic emotions throughout a single day, it’s painful for him to focus, make decisions, and he often reacts impulsively looking for the “next right thing.” He has been refusing to get help or go back on medication. I’m saying all this because I want to learn about various MI’s and it seems very possible that he has BP. I realize that all these years I’ve been walking on eggshells in fear of saying the “wrong thing” and that I need to research, to listen and to learn. This is very different than what my daughter experienced. I don’t have the knowledge and the tools and “google just ain’t gonna cut it.” I want to communicate in a way that is supportive and loving. This podcast, Shaley’s IG, and a few others I’ve discovered, have been eye-opening, heart opening and are extremely important and helpful as I walk this path as a loved one of someone struggling. I learned more from this podcast than I do from reading any clinical book on the subject. It provides me with the human side, the lived experience of incredible people who are doing it, a day at a time. It is both hopeful and very very real. Thank you Shaley.

Aly Frazer ,

I stopped listening

I stopped listening after the host started stating her pronouns like we didn’t already know she was a her. She also has her guests do the same. It’s just so cringe that I can’t listen to anything else she says and take her seriously.

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