The Observing I Podcast

David Johnson
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Award winning podcast about philosophy, psychology, and the human experience. New episode every Tuesday. theobservingi.com

  1. 5 DAYS AGO

    The Tyranny of Pleasure: Aldous Huxley and his Brave New World

    We often imagine tyranny as a heavy hand from the outside, but Aldous Huxley understood a more unsettling possibility. He saw that we can be persuaded to enjoy our own containment. In this episode, we follow Huxley’s journey from the clinical satire of Brave New World to the mystical search for a conscious culture in his final novel, Island. We explore the "reducing valve" of the brain, the modern versions of soma that keep us distracted, and the fragile possibility of a truly humane future. It is an exploration of the bargain we make every day between the relief of comfort and the responsibility of attention. Much love, David x

    45 min

  2. 28 APR

    Be Here Now: The Great Unmaking of Richard Alpert

    Human beings are often drawn to transformation because we aren't entirely comfortable being ourselves. We imagine that if we can just find the right door, we can shed our old personality like a heavy coat and step into a hidden room behind ordinary consciousness. This week, we explore the life of Richard Alpert, the man who became Ram Dass. His story is a map of the return journey from the head to the heart. From the rigid prestige of Harvard to the "fierce grace" of his final years, Alpert’s journey was not one of acquisition, but of a slow and often painful unravelling. We examine the "problem of coming down" from psychedelic experiences, the moment the intellectual "expert" was finally silenced in India, and the realization that the spiritual path does not lead away from our humanity, but directly back into the center of it. It is a reflection on what happens when we stop trying to be "somebody" and finally learn how to be here now. Remember, we are all just walking each other home. Much love, David x Episode 147 of The Observing I is out now on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and wherever you listen. But it’s ad-free, always, at theobservingi.com.

    42 min

  3. 21 APR

    Terence McKenna and the Problem of Enchantment

    In this episode of The Observing I, I explore the life and ideas of Terence McKenna, one of the most fascinating and controversial voices in psychedelic thought. More than just a writer or lecturer, McKenna became a symbol of something deeper: the modern hunger for mystery, wonder, and a world that feels more alive than the one we are usually taught to accept. This episode looks at both the brilliance and the danger in his vision. We examine his call to re-enchant reality, his critique of modern disconnection, and the point where insight can begin to blur into excess. At its heart, this is an episode about consciousness, meaning, and the challenge of staying open to mystery without losing our footing in the process. Much love, David x Episode 146 of The Observing I is out now on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and wherever you listen. But it’s ad-free, always, at theobservingi.com.

    50 min

  4. 14 APR

    Turn on, tune in, drop out: The life and ideas of Timothy Leary

    Timothy Leary is often remembered as a prophet of psychedelic liberation, but his story is more complicated than that. In this episode, we look beyond the slogans, the counterculture mythology, and the public spectacle to explore the deeper tension at the heart of his life. This is not just a story about psychedelics or the 1960s. It is a story about consciousness, ego, escape, and the uneasy line between revelation and performance. Along the way, we explore how Leary became such a powerful symbol, why his ideas still linger in the modern imagination, and what his life reveals about the human desire to break out of ourselves. Because beneath the cultural iconography is a more difficult question: when we say we want freedom, what is it that we actually mean? And at what point does the search for awakening become another way of avoiding the ordinary work of being human? If you enjoyed this episode, make sure you follow The Observing I on Spotify so you never miss a new release. And if this conversation gave you something to think about, share it with someone else who might find it meaningful. You can also leave a rating on Spotify, which really helps more people discover the podcast. Much love, David x

    51 min
  5. Emil Cioran and the Insomnia of Being

    24 MAR

    Emil Cioran and the Insomnia of Being

    Emil Cioran was the most honest philosopher of the twentieth century. He believed, with total intellectual sincerity and forensic rigour, that being born was a catastrophe nobody asked for, that consciousness was evolution's most unfortunate experiment, and that hope was a con dressed up in better lighting. He made this case in thirty-something books, over six decades, in a language that was not his own, from a small apartment in Paris, without a salary, without an institution, without a single day of pretending he thought things were going to be fine. He outlived almost everyone. Born in 1911 in Rășinari, a village in Transylvania, Cioran arrived in Bucharest to study philosophy, encountered Schopenhauer, stopped sleeping, and never fully recovered from any of those three things. By twenty-three he had written his first book, On the Heights of Despair, a work of such concentrated philosophical anguish that Romania gave it a prize. By twenty-five he had made a political error that would follow him for the rest of his life. By his late thirties he had voluntarily destroyed his mother tongue, abandoned Romanian permanently, and rebuilt himself from scratch in French. Not because it was easier, but because it was harder, and the difficulty was the point. What followed was five decades of the most precise, most formally beautiful, most genuinely useful pessimist philosophy in the Western tradition. And a life that, looked at honestly, was proof of something Cioran would never have been caught dead saying out loud: that the accurate description of the worst of it is not what destroys you. It is, improbably, stubbornly, with considerable dark wit, the thing that keeps the lights on. This is the season finale of Fire and Ice. Eleven philosophers. Eleven lives spent finding clarity by walking directly into the thing that was trying to destroy them. Cioran closes the season not because he suffered the most dramatically, but because he suffered the most philosophically, and came back with the best sentences. The Observing I is completely ad-free. You can find every episode in full, as audio and as written word, at theobservingi.com. New episodes on YouTube, Spotify, and wherever you listen. Follow us on TikTok, Instagram, and X at @theobservingi. Get full access to The Observing I at theobservingi.com/subscribe

    38 min
  6. Not Yet: The Philosophy of Ernst Bloch

    17 MAR

    Not Yet: The Philosophy of Ernst Bloch

    Not yet. Ernst Bloch was born in a factory town on the Rhine in 1885 and spent the next ninety-two years refusing to accept that the present tense was the final word on anything. He built an entire philosophy out of the gap between what is and what should be. He called it the not-yet. The Nazis called it incompatible. The East Germans called it a deviation. The students of 1968 called it exactly what they were looking for. This episode is about what happens when a man bets everything on a future he can’t prove, gets exiled, fired, suppressed, and walled out for doing it, and keeps betting anyway. It’s about hope as a philosophical structure rather than a feeling. It’s about the Vor-Schein, the pre-appearance, the light that the future casts backward into the present before it arrives. And it’s about the knock you hear at 3am when the rest of your brain has the good sense to be quiet, and what Bloch would tell you to do with it. Episode 143 of The Observing I is available now on Spotify, YouTube, Apple Podcasts. and wherever you listen. Subscribe at theobservingi.com to support the show and receive every episode directly. Ad-free. Always. Much love, David x Get full access to The Observing I at theobservingi.com/subscribe

    39 min
  7. Leszek Kolakowski, the man who autopsied his god

    10 MAR

    Leszek Kolakowski, the man who autopsied his god

    What do you do when the thing you used to explain everything stops explaining anything? Leszek Kołakowski was born in Poland in 1927. He grew up under Nazi occupation, educated in secret because the occupiers had made learning illegal. After the war he was handed a blueprint for a new world and he took it with both hands. He joined the Polish United Workers’ Party at eighteen, rose fast, became one of the most gifted Marxist philosophers in Poland, and believed, not as performance, not as career strategy, but as a man who had found the only answer that made sense of the rubble around him. Then he started looking too closely. What followed was thirty years of intellectual honesty so rigorous and so costly that it reshaped the political landscape of the twentieth century. Expelled from the Party in 1966. Expelled from Warsaw University in 1968. Exiled from Poland. And from his study at All Souls College, Oxford, he sat down and wrote Main Currents of Marxism. Three volumes published between 1976 and 1978 that traced the entire intellectual genealogy of the ideology he had given his youth to, and proved, systematically, that Stalinism was not a betrayal of Marx’s ideas. It was their logical conclusion. He wrote the death certificate thirteen years before the burial. But this episode is not about Marxism. It is about what Kołakowski found on the other side of the autopsy. Not a new faith. Not comfortable atheism. Something stranger and more honest than either. The argument that human beings cannot live without myth, that the need for transcendence is not a weakness to be overcome, and that a life lived entirely without reference to the sacred has amputated something essential from itself. This is the episode about what intellectual honesty actually costs. About the version of courage nobody puts on posters. About following the logic past the point where it still flatters you, all the way to the end, and then keeping going. He knew too much. The question is whether you do too. Much love, David x The Observing I is available on all major podcast platforms. Listen on Substack for more in depth articles and to get everything ad-free. Get full access to The Observing I at theobservingi.com/subscribe

    37 min
  8. Vladimir Solovyov and the Philosophy of the World Soul

    3 MAR

    Vladimir Solovyov and the Philosophy of the World Soul

    Three times in his life, Vladimir Solovyov saw her. Once at nine years old in a Moscow church. Once in a lecture hall mid-sentence. Once face down in the Egyptian desert alone at night. He called her Sophia, the soul of the world, the principle that holds everything together instead of letting it fly apart. He spent the next twenty-five years building a philosophy around what he saw. He died at forty-seven in a borrowed house with almost nothing he could call his own. This episode is about what it costs to organise your entire life around a single true perception. About a man who believed that love is not a private comfort but the structural engine of the universe. About the gap between what we know to be true and what we are able to actually live. Vladimir Solovyov was Russia's most important religious philosopher. He was banned from academic life for telling the Tsar to forgive his father's assassins. He argued for the unity of all Christian churches when both sides were excommunicating each other. He influenced Berdyaev, the Russian Symbolists, Florensky, and a dozen Western thinkers who never gave him credit. He was also a man who could not sustain a single ordinary human relationship long enough to call it home. This is his story. This is yours too. The Observing I is a philosophy podcast that makes ideas bleed. No academics. No lectures. Just the raw confrontation with what it means to be alive and thinking and trying to figure out what any of it is for. New episodes every week. Ad free, always, at theobservingi.com. Subscribe. Leave a comment. Tell us what broke open. Get full access to The Observing I at theobservingi.com/subscribe

    41 min
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Award winning podcast about philosophy, psychology, and the human experience. New episode every Tuesday. theobservingi.com

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  • Creator
    David Johnson
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    148
  • Rating
    Explicit
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    © David Johnson
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    The Observing I Podcast

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