Confidence After Narcissistic Abuse | Covert Narcissist, Discernment, Boundaries, Healing, Self Worth

Tekyia Nisheka | Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Coach, Self-Trust Restoration Coach’
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Has your confidence and self-worth been shattered? Do you question if you're to blame for the abuse?  Do you feel lost, stuck, and unsure how to move forward? Tired of constantly doubting yourself and wondering if you’ll ever feel whole again? I’m so glad you’re here! This podcast will help you heal from the effects of narcissistic abuse so you can rebuild your confidence and self-worth and finally experience peace, joy, and emotional stability. Hey, I’m Tekyia. A mom and survivor of narcissistic abuse. For years, I carried the weight of guilt and shame, feeling like a failure, convinced something was wrong with me. My confidence was gone. My self-worth? Non-existent. And I couldn’t see a way forward. I tried therapy, self-help books, motivational pep talks. But nothing brought real change until I realized that true healing from narcissistic abuse requires both God’s truth and practical tools that restore the mind and emotions, not just surface fixes. Now I’m here to share the truth and tools that bring real healing…the kind that restores your mind, renews your confidence, and anchors your worth in God’s truth. If you’re ready to start living with peace, confidence, and freedom this podcast is for you! So take a deep breath. You have permission to exhale now. Let’s heal for real. Connect With Me💛 → Narcissism Unmasked Community → Become An Insider → Book A Coaching Call   Resources → Unshackled: Breaking Free From Unforgiveness    Email 📩 → admin@growingthroughpains.com   Next Steps: Step 1: Join a supportive community of women who are ready to heal from narcissistic abuse in the free Narcissism Unmasked Community Step 2: Share this episode with a woman who needs this truth--you never know who’s quietly struggling  Step 3: Leave a quick review on Apple Podcasts — it helps other survivors find this podcast when they need it most.

  1. 2d ago

    46 | Struggling To Feel God’s Love After Narcissistic Abuse? Here's How He Met Me

    Are you healing from narcissistic abuse but struggling to feel God's love even though you intellectually know He loves you? Have you been going through the motions — praying, reading, saying all the right things — and still feeling empty and unseen? What if the gap between knowing God loves you and actually feeling it is not a failure of faith but something narcissistic abuse quietly took from you? Healing from covert narcissistic abuse touches every area of your life  including your relationship with God. In this episode I get honest about a season where I was repeating scripture about God's love and feeling the complete opposite. Unseen. Unloved. Unable to feel what I knew in my mind. I share how God met me — not through a perfectly crafted prayer, but through two songs on a random walk — and what that moment revealed about how He pursues us even when we are not performing. If you are a narcissistic abuse survivor who loves God but feels far from Him, who knows His love is real but cannot seem to receive it, I pray this episode encourages you. Because you're not experiencing a failure of faith. It is what happens when narcissistic abuse teaches your heart that opening up to love is dangerous.  Resources Mentioned Show Me Where You Were — Laney Rene  Solid Ground — Megan Tibbits Connect With Tekyia💛 → Join Narcissism Unmasked Community → Become An Insider → Book A Coaching Call Email 📩 → admin@growingthroughpains.com   Next Steps: Step 1: Join a supportive community of women who healing from narcissistic abuse in the free Narcissism Unmasked Community Step 2: Share this episode with a woman who needs this truth--you never know who’s quietly struggling  Step 3: Follow the podcast and leave a quick review on Apple Podcasts — it helps other survivors find this podcast when they need it most.

    11 min

  2. 6d ago

    45 | Recovering from Gaslighting? Here's Why You Still Feel Crazy After Narcissistic Abuse

    Do you find yourself constantly second-guessing your own memory and perception after covert narcissistic abuse even when you know what actually happened? Have you ever talked yourself out of your own reality, even after someone confirmed it was true? What if the voice telling you that you are crazy is not your voice at all — and recovery from gaslighting starts with finally understanding where it actually came from? Feeling crazy is one of the most painful and most common signs of covert narcissistic abuse and one of the hardest things to shake even after you are out of the situation. In this episode I share a specific moment that shows exactly how deep the self-doubt went: an event witnessed and confirmed by someone who was right there, that I still managed to talk myself out of. We talk about why that happens and why feeling crazy after narcissistic abuse is not evidence of a broken mind but evidence of what was deliberately done to it. And we talk about how God has a way of quietly bringing you back to truth and restoring your confidence in what you know. If you are a narcissistic abuse survivor who has been doubting your own perception and memory long after you got out — this episode is going to bring you real clarity and real relief. Recovery from gaslighting and rebuilding your self-worth starts with understanding that the voice saying you are crazy is not your voice. It was put there. And it is not the truth about you. Connect With Tekyia💛 → Join Narcissism Unmasked Community → Become An Insider → Book A Coaching Call Email 📩 → admin@growingthroughpains.com   Next Steps: Step 1: Join a supportive community of women who are ready to heal from narcissistic abuse in the free Narcissism Unmasked Community Step 2: Share this episode with a woman who needs this truth--you never know who’s quietly struggling  Step 3: Follow the podcast and leave a quick review on Apple Podcasts — it helps other survivors find this podcast when they need it most.

    15 min

  3. Jun 8

    44 | Are You Relating to God Like He's a Narcissist? - What Covert Narcissistic Abuse Does to Your Faith

    Do you ever feel like you have to keep it together before God — like the real version of what you feel is too risky to actually say? After narcissistic abuse, do you find yourself bracing for God's disapproval punishment when things go wrong? What if the way you relate to God has been quietly shaped by everything the narcissist taught you about how people with power behave? This is an awareness episode — no to-do list, just a mirror. I share one of the harder seasons of my healing journey: navigating a court situation with the narcissist, depending on God completely, and realising I was secretly performing for His approval, bracing for punishment when things did not go my way, and terrified that He would expose my shortcomings the way the narcissist did. One question brought it all to the surface. If you are healing from covert narcissistic abuse and struggling to trust God again, I pray that this episode will be a blessing to you. The patterns of narcissistic abuse — conditional love, fear of honesty, performing for approval, expecting the worst — do not stay in the relationship. They follow you into your relationship with God too. And awareness is always where healing begins. Connect With Tekyia💛 → Narcissism Unmasked Community → Become An Insider → Book A Coaching Call Email 📩 → admin@growingthroughpains.com   Next Steps: Step 1: Join a supportive community of women who are ready to heal from narcissistic abuse in the free Narcissism Unmasked Community Step 2: Share this episode with a woman who needs this truth--you never know who’s quietly struggling  Step 3: Leave a quick review on Apple Podcasts — it helps other survivors find this podcast when they need it most.

    11 min

  4. Jun 4

    43 | Sick of Hiding Your Pain? Do This To Grieve and Heal After Narcissistic Abuse

    Are you a narcissistic abuse survivor who knows you need to grieve but you have no idea where to actually start? Have you been keeping it together before God — bringing the cleaned-up version of your pain — because the real version has felt like too much? What if emotional healing after narcissistic abuse started with the most honest prayer you have ever prayed? Today I am introducing you to lament — sacred sorrow — a grief practice that has been sitting in Scripture this whole time that most of us were never taught. I share the moment I found it, why Psalm 109 almost made me close the Bible, and what happened when I finally wrote my own lament — the anger, the tears, writing so hard I almost tore the page, and what came through on the other side. If you are a narcissistic abuse survivor on a healing journey and you have been stuffing your pain because bringing the real version to God felt like a lack of faith — this episode is going to give you some clarity. Emotional healing after narcissistic abuse and restoring your self-worth requires more than managing your pain. It requires being honest about it.  Connect With Tekyia💛 → Narcissism Unmasked Community → Become An Insider → Book A Coaching Call Email 📩 → admin@growingthroughpains.com   Next Steps: Step 1: Join a supportive community of women who are ready to heal from narcissistic abuse in the free Narcissism Unmasked Community Step 2: Share this episode with a woman who needs this truth--you never know who’s quietly struggling  Step 3: Leave a quick review on Apple Podcasts — it helps other survivors find this podcast when they need it most.

    23 min

  5. Jun 1

    42 | You're Not Broken - THIS Is The Missing Piece in Narcissistic Abuse Recovery

    Are you healing from narcissistic abuse but still carrying a heaviness you cannot explain? Have you been stuffing the pain and pushing through, only to find it keeps surfacing anyway? Healing from narcissistic abuse takes more than awareness and setting boundaries; it requires grieving what was actually lost. In this episode, I get honest about something I am personally still sitting with: the grief of unmet expectation and repeated disappointment. Grief is not just for death. It is the natural response to any significant loss and after covert narcissistic abuse, there is so much that deserves to be mourned.  Connect With Tekyia💛 → Narcissism Unmasked Community → Become An Insider → Book A Coaching Call Email 📩 → admin@growingthroughpains.com   Next Steps: Step 1: Join a supportive community of women who are ready to heal from narcissistic abuse in the free Narcissism Unmasked Community Step 2: Share this episode with a woman who needs this truth--you never know who’s quietly struggling  Step 3: Leave a quick review on Apple Podcasts — it helps other survivors find this podcast when they need it most.

    12 min

  6. May 28

    41 | Trying Harder Will Not Heal Your Nervous System After Narcissistic Abuse — THIS Will

    Are you healing from narcissistic abuse but your body still does not feel like it got the message? Still braced, still hypervigilant, still exhausted in a way that rest does not seem to touch? Still waiting for something to go wrong even when everything is actually okay?   Healing the nervous system after narcissistic abuse is not about deciding to calm down or pushing through the anxiety. It requires something far more specific and in this episode I am talking about what that actually is. If you are a narcissistic abuse survivor or healing from a toxic relationship and you are ready to understand what your body actually needs to heal from trauma and chronic stress, this one is going to bring you real clarity and some much needed compassion for yourself. Connect With Tekyia💛 → Narcissism Unmasked Community → Become An Insider → Book A Coaching Call Email 📩 → admin@growingthroughpains.com   Next Steps: Step 1: Join a supportive community of women who are ready to heal from narcissistic abuse in the free Narcissism Unmasked Community Step 2: Share this episode with a woman who needs this truth--you never know who’s quietly struggling  Step 3: Leave a quick review on Apple Podcasts — it helps other survivors find this podcast when they need it most.

    14 min

  7. May 25

    40 | The Hidden Evidence That You Are Healing From Narcissistic Abuse Even When It Doesn't Feel Like It

    Have you ever felt like you were going backwards in your healing even after everything you have been through to get out? Have you ever been in a season so hard that you genuinely wondered if the healing was even working? Have you ever looked around at your life and not been able to see any evidence of how far you have actually come?   In this episode I get really personal about one of the hardest seasons of my healing journey — navigating legal abuse after narcissistic abuse, carrying what I knew alone while people around me could only see the surface and wondering in the middle of all of it whether I was regressing. This one is for the woman who is in the deep layers of her healing and needs to be reminded that what feels like going backwards might actually be the healing going deeper. And that God knows exactly what He is doing — even when you cannot see it yet.  Save your seat for Restore Your Confidence After Narcissistic Abuse Workshop Happening on Tuesday, May 26 at 7 PM ET → www.growingthroughpains.com/workshop   Connect With Me💛 → Narcissism Unmasked Community → Become An Insider → Book A Coaching Call Email 📩 → admin@growingthroughpains.com   Next Steps: Step 1: Join a supportive community of women who are ready to heal from narcissistic abuse in the free Narcissism Unmasked Community Step 2: Share this episode with a woman who needs this truth--you never know who’s quietly struggling  Step 3: Leave a quick review on Apple Podcasts — it helps other survivors find this podcast when they need it most.

    17 min

  8. May 21

    39 | Always Exhausted and On Edge After Covert Narcissistic Abuse? Here Is What Is Actually Happening in Your Body

    Are you out of your abusive situation but your body still feels like it is in it? Do you find yourself on edge, exhausted, hypervigilant, reacting to things before you even have a chance to think? Have you ever wondered why leaving did not make the physical symptoms go away?   In this episode I am getting honest about something most healing conversations skip over — what narcissistic abuse actually does to the body. I am sharing from my own experience and what I came to understand through my healing journey. If you are a narcissistic abuse survivor who is tired of feeling like your body is working against you, I pray this episode brings you some real relief and a lot of compassion for yourself.  Save your seat for Restore Your Confidence After Narcissistic Abuse Workshop Happening on Tuesday, May 26 at 7 PM ET → www.growingthroughpains.com/workshop   Connect With Me💛 → Narcissism Unmasked Community → Become An Insider → Book A Coaching Call Email 📩 → admin@growingthroughpains.com   Next Steps: Step 1: Join a supportive community of women who are ready to heal from narcissistic abuse in the free Narcissism Unmasked Community Step 2: Share this episode with a woman who needs this truth--you never know who’s quietly struggling  Step 3: Leave a quick review on Apple Podcasts — it helps other survivors find this podcast when they need it most.

    14 min
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Has your confidence and self-worth been shattered? Do you question if you're to blame for the abuse?  Do you feel lost, stuck, and unsure how to move forward? Tired of constantly doubting yourself and wondering if you’ll ever feel whole again? I’m so glad you’re here! This podcast will help you heal from the effects of narcissistic abuse so you can rebuild your confidence and self-worth and finally experience peace, joy, and emotional stability. Hey, I’m Tekyia. A mom and survivor of narcissistic abuse. For years, I carried the weight of guilt and shame, feeling like a failure, convinced something was wrong with me. My confidence was gone. My self-worth? Non-existent. And I couldn’t see a way forward. I tried therapy, self-help books, motivational pep talks. But nothing brought real change until I realized that true healing from narcissistic abuse requires both God’s truth and practical tools that restore the mind and emotions, not just surface fixes. Now I’m here to share the truth and tools that bring real healing…the kind that restores your mind, renews your confidence, and anchors your worth in God’s truth. If you’re ready to start living with peace, confidence, and freedom this podcast is for you! So take a deep breath. You have permission to exhale now. Let’s heal for real. Connect With Me💛 → Narcissism Unmasked Community → Become An Insider → Book A Coaching Call   Resources → Unshackled: Breaking Free From Unforgiveness    Email 📩 → admin@growingthroughpains.com   Next Steps: Step 1: Join a supportive community of women who are ready to heal from narcissistic abuse in the free Narcissism Unmasked Community Step 2: Share this episode with a woman who needs this truth--you never know who’s quietly struggling  Step 3: Leave a quick review on Apple Podcasts — it helps other survivors find this podcast when they need it most.

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