Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser

Vanessa Reiser
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🎙️ NARCISSISTIC ABUSE WITH VANESSA REISER — Podcast Description Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser is a raw, empowering podcast that gives voice to survivors of narcissistic abuse and toxic relationships. Each episode features real conversations with people who have lived through manipulation, gaslighting, coercive control, and emotional exploitation and lived to reclaim their power. Inspired by the courage of truth-tellers who refuse to stay silent, Narcissistic Abuse explores what manipulation really looks like behind closed doors. Guests share their personal stories, red flags they wish they'd recognized sooner, how they escaped, and what healing actually takes after psychological trauma. This is about naming the abuse, validating survivors, and breaking the silence that protects toxic behavior. Whether you're healing from a narcissistic relationship, supporting someone who is, or trying to understand these dynamics more clearly, Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser offers education, empathy, and real-life insight you won't hear anywhere else. In subsequent episodes, Vanessa's cohost, Dave joins in to chat about narcissistic abuse, politics and pop culture. Because survivors deserve to be heard. Because truth disrupts manipulation. Because healing starts with telling the story.

  1. 6d ago

    DAVE AND I UNPACK THE ANNE MARIE ALLISON EPISODE

    Unpacking You're Dating a Narcissist: Rom-Com, Red Flags, and Real-Life Healing Vanessa Reiser introduces her podcast on narcissistic abuse and, with co-host Dave, unpacks her prior interview with Anne Marie Allison, producer of the film You're Dating a Narcissist. They discuss the challenge of portraying narcissistic abuse as a rom-com while still honoring its darkness, and highlight how survivors can be trauma bonded and unable to leave due to finances, children, or culture. Vanessa shares a "hard way or hard way" framework about leaving, and they explore coercive sexual boundary-pushing as control rather than pleasure. They also cover public misconceptions about narcissism, the risks of couples therapy with abusers (including charm and therapist manipulation), and how narcissists can ruin holidays, isolate partners, and appear beloved in communities. The episode ends with a call to watch the film, build awareness, and seek support and resources. 00:00 Podcast Intro and Warnings 01:17 Recap Setup for Anne Marie 02:04 Catching Up With Dave 02:25 Rom Com Approach to Abuse 04:19 Why Survivors Stay 05:29 Hard Way Either Way 07:16 Sexual Coercion and Control 09:43 Bold Language in the Film 11:07 Learning What Narcissism Is 12:43 Couples Therapy Ethics 15:25 Charm and Therapist Manipulation 19:41 When Good Times Get Ruined 23:29 Trauma Memory and Rapid Cycles 24:33 Chemical Rollercoaster 25:15 Addiction Fuels Chaos 27:14 Eye of the Storm Escape 28:19 Why Leaving Takes Many Tries 29:47 When No One Believes You 31:54 Charm as Community Cover 32:45 Spotting Narcissist Red Flags 35:29 Women Narcissists and Peacocking 37:31 Insecurity vs Narcissism 39:29 Overt vs Covert Detection 40:01 Film Impact and Healing Bonds 41:37 Closing Thanks and Resources

  2. Oct 6

    THE ANNE MARIE ELLISON EPISODE

    You're Dating a Narcissist: Anne Marie Allison on Turning Survival into a Rom-Com Vanessa Reiser introduces her podcast on narcissistic abuse and welcomes writer-director-producer Anne Marie Allison, whose film You're Dating a Narcissist is inspired by a narcissistic relationship she survived in her twenties while studying psychology. Allison describes being fast-forwarded into a secret engagement, discovering extensive lying, gaslighting, and devaluation, and being helped by friends who effectively moved her into no contact, after which she was discarded. Years later, a friend's divorce and a therapist's warning helped her name the pattern, reducing shame and motivating her to write the script beginning around 2012–2013, though studios were initially confused by the topic. Reiser and Allison discuss balancing comedic tone with emotional weight, narcissistic cycles, sex as control, and the mother–daughter dynamic in the film. Allison shares that a companion book written in Judy's voice is available for preorder, and the film launches on VOD May 1, with further screenings and international sales planned. 00:00 Podcast Introduction 01:17 Meet Anne Marie Allison 02:45 Vanessa Reacts to Film 04:07 Dating a Narcissist Story 06:20 Finding the Language 07:37 Writing the Script 10:05 Why Representation Matters 11:48 Gaslighting Lightbulb 13:39 Balancing Comedy and Darkness 16:07 Romcom Choices and Casting 18:42 Narcissists in Public 20:53 Three Women Three Stages 21:31 Trauma Bonding Mimicry 22:54 Sex as Control Tactics 25:37 Writing the Bathroom Joke 27:32 Dating Red Flag Questions 28:25 Judy and Eva Backstory 31:15 Helping Loved Ones Escape 34:37 Grace Through the Process 36:50 Personal Escape and Barriers 37:22 Film Impact and Thanks 38:47 Book and VOD Release 42:15 Final Wrap and Healing

  3. Sep 29

    THE DAVE AND EVAN RACHEL WOOD EPISODE

    Episode Reflections: Evan Rachel Wood on Grooming, Psychological Abuse, and Reclaiming Your Reality Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser EPISODE SUMMARY In this episode of Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser, Vanessa and co-host Dave revisit their conversation with Evan Rachel Wood, reflecting on her account of grooming, manipulation, and psychological abuse during her relationship with Marilyn Manson. Manson has denied allegations of abuse. Vanessa and Dave examine the behaviors Evan described, with particular attention to the calculated, forward-thinking nature of grooming. They discuss how manipulation can unfold over time, how a younger person's inexperience can be exploited, and why understanding the pattern matters more than evaluating each incident in isolation. A line discussed in the episode captures the conversation's focus on vulnerability and exploitation: "They don't trade you for somebody better. They trade you for somebody who doesn't know any better." The discussion explores what this means in the context of grooming, shifting attention away from a survivor's perceived shortcomings and toward the behavior of the person exploiting them. Vanessa and Dave also reflect on the idea that "the mask is the same underneath," considering how apparent honesty, selective vulnerability, and even moments of revealing harmful intentions can become part of a manipulative relationship. They discuss the difference between what someone presents publicly and what a partner experiences privately, including why friends, family members, and others may struggle to recognize the abuse being described. The conversation addresses the severity of psychological harm, including Evan's descriptions of desensitization and exposure to disturbing material. Vanessa and Dave consider how these experiences can affect a survivor's ability to trust their own perceptions and explain what happened to other people. They also examine a difficult question that comes up repeatedly in this work: What happens when the hope that someone will change becomes the reason a survivor keeps waiting? Vanessa and Dave discuss the risks of organizing one's safety and future around the possibility of an exception, rather than attending to the behavior occurring in the present. For clinicians, the episode raises questions about recognition, accountability, and education. Vanessa reflects on the tendency to make concessions for harmful behavior and the importance of helping professionals understand narcissistic abuse and coercive control rather than minimizing a survivor's experience. The conversation also expands beyond intimate relationships. Vanessa and Dave discuss political messaging, family influence, group loyalty, and accountability, including their comparisons between coercive relationship dynamics and larger systems of influence. These segments include discussion of Turning Point USA, youth political engagement, and the midterm elections. A central theme throughout the episode is the impact of speaking out. Vanessa and Dave reflect on the courage involved in Evan's public advocacy, the risks that can accompany disclosure, and their belief that survivors, clinicians, and educators can help others recognize experiences they previously struggled to name. The discussion considers both the potential value and the personal costs of telling one's story publicly. The episode closes with practical discussion of journaling, preserving messages, taking screenshots, and using documentation to reconnect with observable events when gaslighting creates doubt. These approaches can help some survivors validate their experiences, but documentation should always be considered alongside safety and privacy. The National Domestic Violence Hotline offers guidance on documenting abuse and storing information safely. At its heart, this conversation is about recognizing harmful patterns, taking psychological abuse seriously, and supporting survivors as they reclaim their sense of reality. KEY TOPICS DISCUSSED Grooming • Psychological abuse • Coercive control • Gaslighting • Calculated manipulation • Exploitation of youth and inexperience • Desensitization • Public image versus private behavior • Superficial charm • Apparent remorse • Projection and blame shifting • Waiting for an abusive partner to change • Survivor advocacy • The risks of speaking out • Political influence and group dynamics • Family belief systems • Clinician education • Continuing education on narcissistic abuse • Journaling and documentation • Rebuilding self-trust • Supporting survivors TIMESTAMPS 03:29 The forward-thinking, calculated nature of grooming and manipulation 04:22 Targeting youth and exploiting inexperience: "They don't trade you for somebody better" 05:17 "The mask is the same underneath": discussing selective unmasking and manipulation 07:04 Mark Vicente's documentary, The Narcissist's Playbook, featuring Evan Rachel Wood 07:26 Evan's account of desensitization tactics and exposure to disturbing content 08:35 Predatory behavior, high-profile cases, and abuse that remains hidden from others 09:14 Why clinicians may make concessions for abusive behavior, and the hosts' discussion of rehabilitation 10:02 Can narcissists change? The hosts' perspective on the risks of waiting for an exception 10:39 Public image and reinvention, including the hosts' discussion of Russell Brand 12:24 The risks and potential protective value of speaking out publicly 13:25 The hosts' reflections on how survivors, clinicians, and educators can help others 25:16 Turning Point USA, youth political influence, and family belief systems 26:20 The hosts' comparisons between intimate relationship dynamics and political loyalty 30:01 Midterm elections and the discussion of political accountability 31:20 "Accusations are confessions": discussing projection and blame shifting 37:31 Why continuing education on narcissistic abuse matters for clinicians 38:53 "Tiger Balm tears": discussing allegations of manufactured emotion and apparent remorse 41:10 Superficial charm and why friends and family may not see what happens behind closed doors 42:15 Grounding in observable events through journaling, screenshots, and documentation, with safety and legal considerations 45:29 Evan's work, The Narcissist's Playbook, The Shards, and supporting survivors CONTENT WARNING This episode is intended for mature audiences and contains discussions of grooming, narcissistic abuse, coercive control, gaslighting, psychological and emotional abuse, disturbing material, predatory behavior, and the risks associated with speaking out about abuse. It also includes political commentary and discussion of cult-related dynamics. Please listen with care. Pause, skip a section, or step away whenever needed. RESOURCES AND CONTACT INFORMATION Connect with Vanessa Reiser, LCSW Practice: Tell a Therapist, LLC Website: tellatherapist.net Instagram: @vanessareiserlcsw Email: vanessa@tellatherapist.net. Practice phone: 732-996-5969. Contact Tell a Therapist to learn more about services or inquire about speaking engagements, educational presentations, and podcast-related opportunities. Patreon: Exclusive bonus content and deeper discussions. Vanessa's book: Narcissistic Abuse: A Therapist's Guide to Identifying, Escaping, and Healing from Toxic and Manipulative People. Explore the Work Discussed The Narcissist's Playbook: Mark Vicente's documentary featuring Evan Rachel Wood and examining narcissistic abuse, manipulation, and survivors' experiences. The Shards: Evan Rachel Wood's television work includes the FX series The Shards. Support for People Experiencing Abuse U.S. National Domestic Violence Hotline: Call 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) or text START to 88788 for confidential support. Advocates can help with safety planning and connections to local resources. In an immediate emergency, call 911 when it is safe to do so. Digital safety matters: Internet activity and devices may be monitored. Consider using a safer device when seeking help, and discuss documentation and storage options with a domestic violence advocate. DISCLAIMER This podcast is for educational and informational purposes only. It is not a substitute for individualized psychotherapy, mental health treatment, medical care, legal advice, or emergency services. Listening to this podcast, following its social media accounts, or contacting the show does not establish a therapist-client relationship. Discussion of narcissism, narcissistic traits, narcissistic abuse, or other psychological concepts should not be interpreted as a clinical evaluation or diagnosis of any person discussed. Statements about motives, intentions, or the possibility of change reflect the speakers' perspectives and are not individualized clinical assessments. Personal accounts, allegations, and commentary are presented as such. Discussion of a person or an allegation does not constitute an independent determination of criminal or civil liability. Views expressed by the host, co-host, and guests are their own and do not necessarily reflect those of affiliated organizations or platforms. Political comparisons are commentary, not psychological diagnoses of political figures, organizations, or their supporters. Recording and documentation: Laws governing recordings and consent vary by jurisdiction. Consult a qualified attorney about applicable requirements before recording conversations. Documentation and public disclosure can also involve safety risks, so consider working with a domestic violence advocate on a plan suited to your circumstances. You do not have to speak publicly, confront anyone, or collect evidence to deserve support. SUPPORT THE PODCAST Subscribe to Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser, leave a review, and share this episode with someone who may find the conversation helpful. Your support helps these dis

  4. Sep 22

    THE EVAN RACHEL WOOD EPISODE

    Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser: Evan Rachel Wood on Grooming, Coercive Control, Family Court, and Reclaiming Your Voice Content Warning and Disclaimer: This episode contains discussion of alleged domestic violence, coercive control, grooming, sexual and physical abuse, substance use, trauma, PTSD, dissociation, and family court conflict. Some material may be distressing or triggering for listeners. This episode reflects the personal experiences, recollections, allegations, and opinions of the individuals speaking. Allegations discussed in this episode should not be interpreted as findings of fact or determinations of guilt. Brian Warner, professionally known as Marilyn Manson, has denied allegations of abuse made against him. Nothing in this podcast constitutes legal, medical, or mental health advice, and discussion of psychological concepts is for educational purposes and should not be interpreted as a clinical diagnosis of any person discussed. In this powerful episode of Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser, psychotherapist and author Vanessa Reiser sits down with actor, musician, and activist Evan Rachel Wood for an in-depth conversation about grooming, coercive control, trauma, survival, advocacy, and what it can take to reclaim your voice after abuse. Wood discusses the abuse she has publicly alleged experiencing after meeting musician Brian Warner, known professionally as Marilyn Manson, when she was 18. She describes her recollections of grooming, isolation, psychological manipulation, escalating control, and alleged physical and sexual abuse. She also explores something survivors frequently struggle to understand: why recognizing a pattern of coercive control can be extraordinarily difficult while you are still living inside it. Wood and Reiser examine how abusive dynamics can develop incrementally. Their conversation explores isolation, manipulation through manufactured crises, intimidation, sleep and food disruption, temperature and environmental control, triangulation, threats, fear, intermittent reinforcement, and the erosion of a person's ability to trust their own perceptions. They also discuss trauma bonding and why leaving an abusive relationship is rarely as simple as "just leave." The conversation examines how fear, attachment, destabilization, substances, dissociation, and repeated cycles of distress and relief can affect a survivor's decision-making and nervous system. Wood describes how connecting with other women who made allegations involving Warner helped validate aspects of her own experience and gave her a new framework for understanding what had happened to her. She discusses the complicated process of speaking publicly, including her advocacy surrounding California's Phoenix Act, legislation that extended the statute of limitations for certain domestic violence offenses. The episode also turns to family court and post-separation abuse, including Wood's perspective on how legal proceedings can become another arena for conflict, intimidation, and control. Reiser and Wood discuss allegations of abuse by proxy, mobilizing followers or third parties, legal intimidation, and the ways survivors may continue to experience fear and destabilization long after physically leaving a relationship. Throughout the conversation, Wood reflects on rebuilding self-trust and learning to listen to intuition again. She discusses PTSD, dissociation, anger, survival responses, and the gradual process of helping the nervous system recognize that danger is no longer constant. The conversation ultimately moves beyond what happened to Wood and toward what she has chosen to do with her voice. She discusses advocacy, survival, creativity, and the freedom she found in telling her own story. For Wood, speaking publicly became part of reclaiming something that abuse had attempted to take from her: ownership of her own reality. Wood also shares what she is working on now, including her music project Lenore Pink, acting work, and her participation in projects examining abuse and coercive control, including Phoenix Rising and The Narcissist's Playbook. This is a conversation about what abuse can look like before we have language for it, why intelligent and accomplished people can become trapped in coercively controlling relationships, what happens when a survivor begins connecting the dots, and what it can mean to finally say: I believe myself. Please note: Discussion of narcissism, narcissistic abuse, grooming, coercive control, trauma bonding, and related psychological concepts in this episode is intended for education and discussion. These terms should not be understood as diagnoses of any individual unless a diagnosis has been established by an appropriately qualified professional with sufficient clinical information. Vanessa Reiser is participating as a psychotherapist, educator, author, and podcast host, not as a treating clinician or forensic evaluator of the individuals discussed. If you or someone you know is experiencing domestic violence or coercive control, consider contacting a qualified local professional or domestic violence organization. In the United States, the National Domestic Violence Hotline is available at 800-799-SAFE (7233) or by texting START to 88788. If you are in immediate danger, contact emergency services. Chapters 00:00 Podcast Introduction 01:17 Meet Evan Rachel Wood 05:48 Her Story and Escape 07:51 Silencing and Family Court 15:55 Safety and Intuition 17:21 Rebuilding Self-Trust 21:28 Validation Through Other Alleged Survivors 25:33 The "Devil" Persona Explained 32:27 Looking Back at Early Red Flags 40:08 Grooming Through Opportunities 43:17 Intimidation, Fear, and Manufactured Urgency 44:42 When the Mask Begins to Slip 45:58 Firing and Fear as Alleged Control Tactics 46:26 Lies, Tears, and Alleged Manufactured Crises 48:19 Destabilization and Coercive Control Tactics 49:25 Trauma Bonds and Why Leaving Is So Difficult 50:26 Substance Use and Allegations of Assault 53:33 Gray Rock and Planning an Exit 57:07 The Aftermath and Decision to Speak Out 59:31 Anger as Part of Healing 01:03:21 PTSD, Dissociation, and Rewiring the Nervous System 01:10:00 Finding Meaning, Advocacy, and Silver Linings 01:15:10 Evan's Current Work and Where to Find Her 01:19:11 Final Takeaways and Outro

  5. Sep 15

    DAVE AND I UNPACK THE EMMA DAVEY EPISODE

    EPISODE SUMMARY In this powerful solo episode, the speaker marks six years since leaving an abusive "cult of one" relationship. They share raw memories of being spit on, having clothing bleached, and receiving threats, while crediting a friend named Natalie for witnessing the abuse and helping validate reality during intense self-gaslighting. The episode offers practical advice such as recording conversations with abusive people to counter "word salad" and circular manipulation. It also explores symbolic and therapeutic outlets for healing, including running in a wedding dress to reject cultural fantasy narratives and throwing plates with names off a cliff to release anger. The speaker discusses extreme harassment by an ex, prioritizing their child's safety by encouraging him to stay with his stable father, and explains how narcissists quickly replace partners — often targeting those who "don't know any better" or viewing strong people as "sport." The episode emphasizes that the abuse is never about the victim and encourages becoming "ungroomable" through strong boundaries, stable finances, supportive friends, hobbies, and a solid career. Healing is framed as rebellion, and peace as revolution. KEY TOPICS DISCUSSED Escaping the Cult of One Natalie Bears Witness Recording the Gaslighting Wedding Dress Myth and Fantasy vs Reality Therapeutic Release Rituals Stalking and Survival Stories Protecting Your Child How Narcissists Replace You Ungroomable Boundaries Peace Is Revolution TIMESTAMPS 00:00 - Escaping the Cult 00:29 - Natalie Bears Witness 01:01 - Record the Gaslighting 01:31 - Wedding Dress Myth 01:56 - Fantasy vs Reality 02:18 - Therapeutic Release Rituals 02:38 - Stalking and Survival Stories 03:05 - Protecting Your Child 03:22 - How Narcissists Replace You 04:07 - Ungroomable Boundaries 04:24 - Peace Is Revolution CONTENT WARNINGS This episode contains discussions of: Narcissistic abuse, gaslighting, physical threats, emotional manipulation, stalking/harassment, parental decisions in abusive situations, and intense personal trauma. RESOURCES Connect with Vanessa Reiser: Instagram: @vanessareiserlcsw Patreon: For exclusive bonus content and deeper discussions Disclaimer: This podcast is for mature audiences and is not a substitute for therapy, legal, or medical advice. Guest opinions are their own and don't necessarily reflect those of the host or affiliated platforms. Produced by Vanessa Reiser and music by Alex Productions "Once Upon a Time". #NarcissisticAbuseWithVanessaReiser #VanessaReiser #TellATherapist #NarcissisticAbuse #HealingAfterAbuse #NoContact #RadicalHealing #SixYearsFree

  6. Sep 8

    EMMA DAVEY

    From Coercive Control to Justice: A Survivor's Story and Warning Signs Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser EPISODE SUMMARY In this powerful survivor story, a woman shares her harrowing experience of coercive control and abuse that began in 2015 when, at age 26, she entered a fast-moving relationship with a 49-year-old man. What started with intense love bombing and future-faking quickly escalated into severe control over her clothing, finances, car access, and identity, followed by physical and psychological abuse, self-harm, and a suicide attempt. With help from a friend, she fled to Australia, later trained as a counselor, became a certified narcissistic abuse specialist, and returned to the UK. In 2022, her abuser was sentenced to 19 months in prison for coercive control and given a restraining order. She kept extensive evidence, including threats. She now emphasizes the importance of believing victims, the real danger of leaving, and issues a strong warning about strangulation; often minimized online; as a major red flag and precursor to femicide. Her abuser was later convicted again for non-fatal strangulation with another victim. KEY TOPICS DISCUSSED Love Bombing and Future-Faking Control Over Clothing, Finances, and Identity Breaking Point and Escape Justice and Keeping Evidence Why We Stay: Trauma Bonds Helping Survivors Heal Strangulation as a Warning Sign Normalization of Strangulation Online Today TIMESTAMPS 00:00 - Trapped And Doubting 00:26 - Love Bombing Begins 01:04 - Control Takes Over 01:33 - Breaking Point And Escape 02:09 - Justice And Evidence 02:31 - Why We Stay: Trauma Bonds 03:05 - Helping Survivors Heal 03:33 - Strangulation Warning Signs 04:39 - Normalization Online Today CONTENT WARNINGS This episode contains discussions of: Coercive control, narcissistic abuse, love bombing, financial abuse, physical violence, strangulation, self-harm, suicide attempt, and femicide risk. RESOURCES Connect with Vanessa Reiser: Instagram: @vanessareiserlcsw Patreon: For exclusive bonus content and deeper discussions Disclaimer: This podcast is for mature audiences and is not a substitute for therapy, legal, or medical advice. Guest opinions are their own and don't necessarily reflect those of the host or affiliated platforms. Produced by Vanessa Reiser and music by Alex Productions "Once Upon a Time". #NarcissisticAbuseWithVanessaReiser #VanessaReiser #TellATherapist #CoerciveControl #NarcissisticAbuse #StrangulationWarning #SurvivorStory #BelieveVictims

  7. Sep 1

    DAVE AND I UNPACK THE SARMA MELNGAILIS EPISODE

    Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser Guest: Dave and I talk about the Sarma Melngailis episode! EPISODE SUMMARY In this powerful episode, Vanessa Reiser sits down with Dave to talk about Sarma Melngailis, the celebrated chef and restaurateur who built a New York City culinary empire with her acclaimed vegan restaurant Pure Food and Wine. Behind the glamour, Sarma endured years of hidden psychological torment, financial exploitation, isolation, gaslighting, trauma bonding, and coercive control from her abuser, Anthony Strangis. What began as intense love-bombing and shared fantasies spiraled into manipulation tied to her beloved dog Leon, promises of immortality, and a fabricated reality that led to fraud, public humiliation, prison time, and the unraveling of her career and identity. Sarma shares her raw journey of breaking free, the challenges of reclaiming her narrative amid media misrepresentation (like Netflix's Bad Vegan), and the long road to healing from profound betrayal. Her story highlights how charm, money, and public perception can trap even the most accomplished victims in abusive dynamics that function like a one-on-one cult. KEY TOPICS DISCUSSED Sarma's Hidden Abuse The secret psychological torment behind her successful public life Weaponizing Love and Fantasy Love-bombing, future faking, and exploitation of deep vulnerabilities like her bond with dog Leon Interview Vibes and Triggers Contrasting clinical interviewing with casual conversation; how certain topics trigger survivors Netflix Fallout and Distrust Public misrepresentation in media portrayals and how they worsen harm and distrust Alex Jones and Denial Broader patterns of denial (e.g., Alex Jones on Sandy Hook) and the dangers of misinformation Radical Acceptance of Reality Coming to terms with a "world is f****d" truth while refusing to stay silent Truth Is Binary The clarity that truth is absolute, not subjective, in abusive dynamics Isolation After Leaving Losing friends, the cult-like aftermath, and rebuilding after escape Renaissance of Truth Tellers Hope for more survivors speaking out amid social media filters, grifts, and misinformation Kids and Dark Internet Concerns about children encountering disturbing content like Epstein files and related claims TIMESTAMPS 00:00 Sarma's Hidden Abuse 00:27 Interview Vibes and Triggers 01:20 Weaponizing Love and Fantasy 02:15 Netflix Fallout and Distrust 02:40 Alex Jones and Denial 03:16 Radical Acceptance of Reality 03:30 Truth Is Binary 03:46 Isolation After Leaving 04:00 Renaissance of Truth Tellers 04:25 Kids and Dark Internet RESOURCES Sarma Melngailis' Book: The Girl with the Duck Tattoo (available on Amazon and major retailers) Connect with Sarma: Instagram: @sarmamelngailis TikTok: @sarmamelngailis Linktree: linktr.ee/sarmamelngailis Connect with Vanessa Reiser: Instagram: @vanessareiserlcsw Podcast: Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser (link in bio) Patreon: For exclusive bonus content CONTENT WARNINGS This episode contains discussions of: Narcissistic abuse and coercive control Psychological manipulation and gaslighting Financial exploitation and fraud Trauma bonding Public shaming and media misrepresentation Cult-like dynamics in one-on-one relationships Misinformation and denialism Concerns about children's exposure to dark online content QUOTES TO REMEMBER (Adapted from discussion themes) "The charm and fantasy they sell can trap you deeper than any chains—until you see the reality." — Sarma Melngailis (paraphrased insight) "Truth is binary. There's no gray area when it comes to abuse." — Vanessa Reiser "We're in a renaissance of truth-tellers—survivors are breaking the silence despite the filters and grifts." — From the recap Disclaimer: This podcast is for mature audiences and is not a substitute for therapy, legal, or medical advice. Guest opinions are their own and don't necessarily reflect those of the host or affiliated platforms. Produced by Vanessa Reiser and music by Alex Productions "Once Upon a Time". #NarcissisticAbuse #NarcissisticAbuseRecovery #CoerciveControl #CultAwareness #SurvivingNarcissists #SarmaMelngailis #BadVegan #TraumaBonding #EmotionalAbuse #HealingJourney

  8. Aug 25

    SARMA MELNGAILIS

    Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser Guest: Sarma Melngailis Episode Summary In this raw and powerful episode, host Vanessa Reiser, licensed therapist and author, sits down with Sarma Melngailis — the trailblazing vegan chef and entrepreneur behind Pure Food and Wine who became the subject of Netflix's 2022 docuseries Bad Vegan. Sarma opens up about the psychological manipulation, coercive control, and media distortion she endured, and how her 2025 memoir, The Girl with the Duck Tattoo, reclaims her truth. Topics Covered Sarma's background: from Wall Street to Wharton to the French Culinary Institute and founding New York's first upscale raw vegan restaurant How she was targeted by Anthony Strangis (referred to as "Mr. Fox"), who entered her life through a false identity during a period of vulnerability The role of Alec Baldwin's Twitter connection in lending Mr. Fox false credibility How the Netflix docuseries Bad Vegan re-traumatized abuse survivors by manipulating its audience — mirroring the gaslighting tactics of abusers The pattern of narcissists and predators targeting successful, accomplished women — and why How predators exploit spirituality, future faking, and manufactured "destiny" narratives to destabilize their victims The Epstein connection: how even powerful men are not immune to manipulation and cult-like attachment Sarma's late-in-life autism diagnosis and how unrecognized vulnerabilities can be exploited The criminal justice system's failure to recognize coercive control — and how the post–#MeToo landscape may have changed her outcome Life after incarceration at Rikers Island, ongoing re-traumatization, and the long road to healing The healing power of storytelling, journaling, and the process of writing her memoir Practical advice: gray rocking, safely recording interactions, and reclaiming power while still in a toxic situation Why survivors who've lived through abuse are more willing and able to face these dark stories — and what that says about healing About the Guest Sarma Melngailis is the founder of Pure Food and Wine and One Lucky Duck, author of The Girl with the Duck Tattoo (2025), and the subject of Netflix's Bad Vegan. She is working on a new documentary that tells the true story behind the headlines. Book: The Girl with the Duck Tattoo — available on Amazon and at thegirlwiththaducktattoo.com (signed copies available) Audiobook: Released March 19th, narrated by Sarma with exclusive bonus content Website: sarmaraw.com Instagram: Active and responsive to DMs Key Quotes "It took getting arrested to set me free." — Sarma Melngailis "He wormed into my brain and grabbed hold of something. It wasn't love — it was a sickening, cultish attachment." — Sarma Melngailis "His motivation was to maximally destroy me." — Sarma Melngailis "Those of us who've been through this have the lens to understand it — and that's part of the healing." — Sarma Melngailis Resources & Links 📚 The Girl with the Duck Tattoo by Sarma Melngailis — thegirlwiththaducktattoo.com 🌐 sarmaraw.com — Sarma's writing and blog 📸 Instagram: Search Sarma Melngailis 🎙️ Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser — Follow/subscribe on your podcast platform 💬 Support the show on Patreon | Follow on Instagram or YouTube: @VanessaReiserLCSW Content Warning: This episode contains discussions of psychological abuse, coercive control, financial fraud, incarceration, and trauma. It is intended for mature audiences. Guest opinions are their own. This podcast is not a substitute for therapy, legal, or medical advice.

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🎙️ NARCISSISTIC ABUSE WITH VANESSA REISER — Podcast Description Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser is a raw, empowering podcast that gives voice to survivors of narcissistic abuse and toxic relationships. Each episode features real conversations with people who have lived through manipulation, gaslighting, coercive control, and emotional exploitation and lived to reclaim their power. Inspired by the courage of truth-tellers who refuse to stay silent, Narcissistic Abuse explores what manipulation really looks like behind closed doors. Guests share their personal stories, red flags they wish they'd recognized sooner, how they escaped, and what healing actually takes after psychological trauma. This is about naming the abuse, validating survivors, and breaking the silence that protects toxic behavior. Whether you're healing from a narcissistic relationship, supporting someone who is, or trying to understand these dynamics more clearly, Narcissistic Abuse with Vanessa Reiser offers education, empathy, and real-life insight you won't hear anywhere else. In subsequent episodes, Vanessa's cohost, Dave joins in to chat about narcissistic abuse, politics and pop culture. Because survivors deserve to be heard. Because truth disrupts manipulation. Because healing starts with telling the story.

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