Normalize therapy.

Caleb & Verlynda Simonyi-Gindele
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Normalize therapy.

Formerly: The Marriage Podcast for Smart People

  1. 5D AGO

    Why Do I Keep Attracting Toxic People? Flipping the Script on Relationship Patterns

    Do you find yourself repeatedly involved with people who leave you feeling drained, confused, or questioning yourself? Have you ever wondered, "Why do I keep attracting toxic people?" If so, you're not alone. This question often places the blame squarely on your shoulders, leading to significant self-blame and shame, especially if you've been harmed repeatedly. But here's the truth: It’s not just about who you passively attract. The real issue lies in how individuals with exploitative, manipulative, or abusive behaviors actively target specific vulnerabilities and even positive characteristics in others. In this article, we'll uncover the psychology behind these toxic relationship patterns. We'll show you how manipulators identify and exploit vulnerabilities, reveal their subtle and overt tactics, and most importantly, provide you with research-backed tools to heal, build resilience, and break free from these cycles for good. This isn't about blaming yourself; it's about understanding the pattern, reclaiming your power, and learning how to choose healthier, happier connections. Shifting the Focus The word "toxic" is frequently used, and in our profession, it generally refers to people who engage in harmful behaviors: exploitation, manipulation, abuse, or general disrespect. If you're experiencing this, we want to shift the focus from the self-blaming question, "Why do I attract toxic people?" The Trap of Self-Blame The question "Why do I keep attracting toxic people?" places the onus entirely on the person who has been harmed. It implies that something is fundamentally wrong with you that draws these individuals in. This perspective can lead to deep shame and a feeling of being inherently flawed, especially if it's a recurring pattern. People struggling with this often ask, "What is wrong with me?"—a truly difficult and painful place to be. New Perspective: They Actively Target Vulnerabilities We want to shift away from the idea of passive attraction to focusing on how exploitative individuals actively target others. They aren't just randomly showing up; they are often consciously or subconsciously seeking out specific traits and vulnerabilities. This means the responsibility for the manipulative or abusive behavior lies solely with the person exhibiting it, not the target. Responsibility: Where It Truly Lies The person who abuses or exploits is the one responsible for those actions. Understanding this is crucial because it takes the burden of blame off the person who has been targeted. While you may have vulnerabilities, the issue is their exploitation by someone else. As counselors, we believe you should be able to have your vulnerabilities, your challenges, your past experiences, and not be taken advantage of. You should be able to heal and exist in the world without fear of exploitation. The Predator Analogy: Understanding the Dynamic Consider a predator analogy. A bunny in a garden, happily eating, might ask, "Why do I attract hawks and coyotes?" This isn't the right question because it implies the bunny is flawed. Bunnies are resilient and vital to the ecosystem. They aren't inherently wrong for being bunnies. A better question for the bunny is, "How can I be safer in this world, given there are predators, and I don't have many defenses?" This shifts the focus from self-blame to understanding the environment and developing strategies for safety and resilience. Similarly, for humans, having vulnerabilities doesn't make you flawed; it makes you human. The focus needs to be on understanding how to navigate relationships safely when exploitative people exist. Vulnerabilities are Not Flaws: They Are Targeted This is a critical point: Vulnerabilities are not personal defects or flaws. They often stem from past experiences like trauma, attachment injuries from early caregiver relationships, or even inherent personality traits like a high degree of empathy. To healthy people,

    38 min

  2. JUL 11

    Navigating the Storm: Initial Steps After Discovering Partner Betrayal

    The discovery of a partner's betrayal can instantly shatter your world, leaving you reeling with shock, disbelief, and profound pain. This isn't an exaggeration; it's a deep psychological impact that can trigger an "existential crisis," questioning trust, shared reality, and even your own self-worth. This guide offers immediate, trauma-informed "lifelines" to help you navigate these overwhelming initial hours and days, focusing on self-preservation amidst the chaos. Understanding the Initial Impact: Why You Feel This Way Discovering a partner's betrayal is widely recognized as a traumatic event. Concepts like Betrayal Trauma, developed by Dr. Jennifer Freyd, describe the specific injury when someone you depend on for safety violates that trust. While not a formal diagnosis, Post-Infidelity Stress Disorder (PISD) describes a real cluster of trauma symptoms similar to PTSD, arising from infidelity. Experts like Sheri Keffer and Michelle Mays highlight that betrayal trauma deeply affects the attachment bond and can mimic symptoms of Complex PTSD, underscoring the severity of the psychological wound. The immediate aftermath often brings a symphony of painful reactions: Emotional Overwhelm: Intense waves of anger, profound sadness, grief, pervasive fear, anxiety, confusion, and jealousy. Cognitive Disarray: Difficulty concentrating, racing thoughts, intrusive mental images of the betrayal, and obsessive rumination. Physical Symptoms: Nausea, tension headaches, migraines, profound fatigue, changes in appetite or sleep patterns, heart palpitations, and muscle tension. Numbness or Dissociation: Feeling emotionally numb, detached, or as if you're living in a dream. This is a psychological defense against overwhelming pain. Hypervigilance: Being constantly on edge, scanning for threats, and an inability to relax or feel safe. Loss of Trust: Deep trust issues not only with the unfaithful partner but potentially with others and your own judgment. Shame and Self-Blame: Questioning what you did wrong, if you're responsible, or if you're "not good enough." It's crucial to understand that these reactions, however extreme, are normal human responses to an incredibly painful and abnormal situation. You're not "going crazy"; you're experiencing the effects of trauma. This profound traumatic impact often stems from the shattering of the attachment bond. Romantic partners become primary attachment figures, sources of safety and security. When this trusted figure becomes the source of pain, it creates an "attachment-based bind." The person you'd normally turn to for solace is the cause of your distress, leading to intense emotional and physiological dysregulation, often mirroring Complex PTSD. Furthermore, the trauma is often amplified by deception. Dr. Omar Minwalla argues that infidelity often involves creating and maintaining a "secret, separate reality" or a "secret sexual basement." This "deceptive compartmentalization" is a "profound system of deliberate deception," which he characterizes as a form of psychological abuse. The betrayed partner discovers they've been living in a manipulated reality, leading to profound confusion and questioning of their own sanity—a hallmark of gaslighting. Recognizing this element of systemic deception is vital for challenging self-blame; you are not at fault for "not knowing" or for the betrayal itself if you've been actively and intentionally deceived. Your First 7 Lifelines: Trauma-Informed Steps for Immediate Self-Preservation In the disorienting whirlwind after betrayal, these concrete, trauma-informed actions can provide crucial direction and immediate self-preservation. Action Item 1: Prioritize Your Immediate Safety (Physical and Emotional) What & Why: The initial shock throws your nervous system into overdrive. The absolute first priority is to create a sense of safety, however minimal, to begin calming this acute stress response.

    50 min

  3. JUN 23

    Infidelity vs. Sex Addiction: Healing from Betrayal

    Infidelity vs. Sex Addiction: Navigating Betrayal and Paths to Healing When betrayal hits, the pain runs deep. It's an experience that shatters trust and leaves individuals grappling with intense emotions and profound uncertainty. Understanding why it happened can be the first vital step toward healing. But sometimes a deeper question comes up: Is it infidelity, a heartbreaking breach of trust, or something more complex, like sex addiction? Today, we're diving into one of the most misunderstood topics in relationships to help bring clarity to your situation. As licensed counselors, we approach this delicate subject with profound compassion and a non-judgmental stance, recognizing that this information may be encountered by both those who have betrayed and those who have been betrayed, often during a very fragile and intense moment in their relationship history. Our aim is to provide educated, understandable, friendly, and empathetic guidance. This discussion will address some of your toughest questions, including: What are the key differences between infidelity and sex addiction? What are the signs and symptoms of sex addiction? I just found out about my partner's affair: how do I know if this is a one-time thing or the start of an addiction? What role does pornography play in infidelity and sex addiction? Are there assessments for sex addiction that I can use and trust? Let's get into it. Understanding Infidelity vs. Sex Addiction: Key Differences One of the most common questions we hear is, "How do I know if this is infidelity or addiction?" When a couple is grappling with a recent discovery or disclosure, it can be incredibly challenging to differentiate between these two distinct patterns of behavior. While both involve sexual acting out outside of a committed relationship and cause immense pain, their underlying drivers and characteristics differ significantly. Defining Infidelity At its core, infidelity is defined as sexual activity with someone other than a primary romantic partner or spouse. It's important to clarify that today's discussion focuses specifically on sexual infidelity, not emotional affairs. While emotional affairs are undoubtedly a profound betrayal and cause deep hurt, they do not fall under the clinical definition of sexual infidelity, which specifically involves sexual behaviors. Infidelity can manifest in various ways: it might be a single, isolated incident, or it could involve multiple extramarital partners, either serially or even simultaneously. The complexity increases when, for instance, an affair partner is also a sex trade worker, or if a long-term, even decade-long, secondary relationship or "second family" scenario exists. Even in such severe cases, the behavior can still be classified as infidelity if certain key elements of addiction are absent. Defining Sex Addiction Sex addiction, in contrast, is characterized by a recurrent failure to resist sexual impulses. The most crucial differentiator here is the concept of impulse control, or rather, the lack thereof. This isn't just about having sex multiple times with an affair partner; it's about a high level of spontaneity, impulsiveness, and uncontrollability surrounding the sexual activity. The individual feels compelled to act despite a desire to stop. Core Differentiators Between Infidelity and Sex Addiction Impulse Control: This is paramount. With sex addiction, there's a profound lack of impulse control, where the individual feels driven by compulsive urges. In infidelity, while there's a choice made to betray, it typically doesn't exhibit the same level of uncontrollability. Escalation Over Time: Infidelity might deepen emotionally over time, but sex addiction often involves an escalation in the intensity, frequency, and risk of the sexual behaviors. This can mean progressing from one type of acting out to another, or engaging in increasingly dangerous scenarios.

    45 min

  4. JUN 16

    The Art of Healthy Boundaries

    In the intricate dance of life and relationships, the concept of boundaries often arises as a critical tool for maintaining balance and well-being. However, despite their importance, many people unknowingly approach boundary setting in ways that are counterproductive, manipulative, or even harmful to themselves and their relationships. As trained and licensed counselors, we frequently encounter individuals struggling with this very issue; feeling overwhelmed, burnt out, or trapped by dynamics they desire to change. Our goal today is to demystify healthy boundaries and show you how to implement them effectively. There are two primary situations where boundaries become essential: Overextension and Burnout: This occurs when you find yourself saying "yes" to too many demands on your time, energy, and involvement, leading to exhaustion and a sense that your own priorities are constantly being pushed aside. Learning to say "no" is crucial here to reclaim a manageable life. Relationship Challenges: This involves situations where someone is consistently not treating you with respect or kindness, or where the interaction itself is becoming harmful. These are the boundaries that require careful articulation to safeguard your emotional and psychological space. While both aspects are vital, our focus today is on the second scenario: setting boundaries within relationships. We'll delve deep into how to articulate a healthy boundary that feels authentic, isn't controlling or manipulative, and ultimately fosters healthier, more respectful relationships. 1. How Boundary-Setting is Abused It's common to see boundaries being used incorrectly, leading to misunderstandings and further relational damage. Many people believe they are setting a boundary when, in reality, they are engaging in behaviors that undermine the very purpose of healthy limits. Let's explore some common misuses: Ultimatums: The "If You Do X, I'll Never Speak to You Again" Approach An ultimatum is often a desperate attempt to protect oneself or prevent a harmful situation. For example, telling someone, "If you do that again, I'll never speak to you." While the desire for safety is understandable, ultimatums rarely work in a pro-relational way. The problem is that they force the boundary-setter into a position of rigid enforcement. If the person crosses the line, you are then obligated to follow through, even if you don't want to sever the relationship entirely. This can leave you feeling trapped by your own declaration, and it often creates a dynamic that is not conducive to mutual growth or a healthy connection. It’s like saying, "I value the absence of this behavior more than I value our ongoing relationship," which isn't always the case, especially if the relationship is otherwise important. Coercive Control: Forcing Behavior Through "Boundaries" Another misuse is disguised as coercive control, where the "boundary" is an attempt to force someone else to do or stop doing something. Consider the common parenting trap: "If you don't clean your room, I'm going to take away your favorite toy." While consequences for children are necessary, this can easily devolve into manipulation if the consequence is disproportionate or unrelated, or if the primary goal is control rather than teaching responsibility. The true purpose of a boundary is not to make someone change their behavior for your comfort, but to define the terms under which you are willing to engage. If your "boundary" is just a veiled threat to get what you want, it lacks the invitational, relational quality of a healthy limit. Manipulation: Consequences Unrelated to the Boundary Manipulation is closely linked to coercive control. This is when you use consequences that are completely unrelated to the behavior you're trying to address, or when you use power to compel someone. For instance, an older parent saying to an adult child, "If you don't spend more time with me,

    37 min

  5. MAR 31

    How to Tell If You Have PTSD

    Have you ever felt constantly on edge? Like no matter how much you try to relax, your body just won't let you? Maybe you struggle with sleep, feel disconnected from others as you go through daily life, or find yourself reacting to situations in a way that surprises you. It's just kind of not you. And the worst part is, you don't really know why. Today we're breaking down what PTSD looks like. We’ll discuss how it can show up in your daily life and the twelve leading signs that you may be living with unresolved trauma. We'll explore why these patterns develop, how they affect your relationships and daily experiences, and what steps you can take to start making sense of it all. To make this as helpful as possible, we will pull from our experience as therapists who work with trauma survivors. We’ll also refer to the book “The Body Keeps Score,” by trauma expert Dr. Bessel van der Kolk. Whether you've been through a major life event or a series of smaller things that have stacked up on you, if you feel like something isn't quite right, this post could give you the clarity that you've been searching for around PTSD and whether that describes what you have been experiencing. Dr. van der Kolk outlines twelve leading symptoms of complex PTSD. We're going to break these down for you here.  1.   Hypervigilance The first leading symptom of PTSD is a constant feeling of unsafety and hypervigilance. Dr. van der Kolk says that patients with PTSD are always on guard. Their bodies are chronically tense and defensive as if they're still in danger now. We often see this play out in our therapy sessions. When people come in for counseling, they don’t necessarily use the word “hypervigilance.” Instead, they tend to say things like, “I’m very aware of everything that's happening around me.” They say they feel like they’re “always on watch,” they’re “very aware of others and interactions,” and that they're “always on guard.” They may also say that they “feel super awake, all the time.”  Hypervigilance after betrayal: As therapists, we do a lot of work with survivors of betrayal – of infidelity or when your partner has an affair, for example. Our clients who have experienced this type of trauma often tell us that they always feel very aware of when their partner gets a text message. They're keyed right in on that little text notification. If something's a little bit off about how their partner is conducting themselves, or if their partner is two minutes late - things that would've never bothered them in the past - suddenly catch their attention. That’s hypervigilance. One of the biggest things our clients have talked about is always tracking their spouse. If their spouse is out of the home, they need to know exactly where they are at all times. And it's because they’re not feeling safe, so they have to try and make themselves feel safe in some way. Hypervigilance after medical trauma: People can experience hypervigilance around medical traumas as well. Just the other day, we observed a parent whose child went through a major prolonged illness that involved immense hopelessness and fear of losing the child. Thank God, the child did recover and everybody's doing great today physically. But this parent expressed feeling that same hypervigilance and alertness even today, even though the child is healthy. It’s been quite some time of decent health, and the child’s health is getting better all the time. And still, if there's anything off about her – if she has a little cough or something, this parent is right on it. That's an example of hypervigilance in a medical and familial context. That is one of the characteristics of PTSD. Show Yourself Compassion We want to encourage you to have compassion for yourself if you're experiencing hypervigilance. This is happening because your nervous system and your body went through a very dangerous situation. Whether the danger was about you or someone dear to you,

    30 min

  6. MAR 19

    Five Fundamentals of Good Marriage Communication

    Have you ever had a conversation with your spouse where you just couldn’t get through to them? You’re trying to explain something, but they’re either not listening or completely misunderstanding you. Or maybe a small miscommunication turned into a bigger argument, leaving you wondering, “What just happened?” Here, we break down the five key fundamentals that make marriage communication strong, clear, and full of love. We talk about how to truly understand each other, create a safe space for honest conversations, and build deeper trust in your relationship. We also give you a few exercises you can do today to strengthen your marriage connection. Whether you’re newly married or have been together for years, these five fundamentals can transform the way you and your spouse communicate. Empathy and Understanding: The Foundation of Connection The first key to strong marriage communication is empathy and understanding. This is the foundation of communication. We like this quote by Montgomery: The goal of quality communication is the achievement and maintenance of interpersonal understanding.[i] In other words, the reason we communicate at all is so we can understand each other. We want to get to a place of understanding and stay in a place of understanding. Let’s take a close look at empathy.   What Is Empathy? An easy definition of empathy that we like is this: “When I stand in your shoes and look at the world through your lens, through whatever you’re experiencing… when I put myself in that place…it makes sense that you feel what you do.” When we work with couples, there’s one phrase we use a lot: “It makes sense.” This is a basic affirmation of reality. It’s a way of expressing empathy. It doesn’t mean that you agree with everything they say. It’s understanding: “If I were in your shoes, having walked to this point, I would be reacting the same way; your reaction makes sense.” The 3 Components of Empathy There is a widely accepted conceptualization of empathy that says it has three main components.[ii] They are cognitive, emotional, and motivational. Let’s talk about these. Cognitive empathy: The first is called cognitive empathy, which is just the recognition and understanding of the emotional states of others. So, in my brain, I’m aware that you are having sadness right now because there are tears coming down. Cognitive empathy is that attention and awareness of what your spouse is experiencing. We call that attunement in other kinds of therapy. Emotional empathy: The second component is emotional empathy. This part of empathy is experience sharing. It means that I share your emotion. I still maintain a distinction between myself and you, but I share in what you are experiencing and feeling. Our readers who are empaths sometimes may have to remind themselves that there is that distinction between self and other. So, if you’re upset about something that happened at work, I don’t have to go storming into your office to solve the problem on your behalf. Instead, I get upset alongside you, I see that your reaction makes sense, and I feel the upset, but I know there is a distinction between self and other. Motivational empathy: The third component of empathy is motivational empathy. This is also known as empathic care. Motivational empathy is having feelings of concern for the other and having a willingness to put effort into improving their well-being. If I have empathy for you, it’s motivating me to do something to care for you. Now, sometimes we harp on men a little bit when we do seminars. Sometimes men tend to rush to solutions. That’s motivational empathy, sure, but this problem-solving part is at the back of the list. Men often jump straight to “I’m concerned about you and I want to help you solve this.” But, timing is important with this. Before jumping to solve the problem, it’s important to first join your spouse in the emotional experience, notice, and validate.

    30 min
  7. NEWS RELEASE: Life Update for Caleb & Verlynda, plus rebranding and new shows coming!

    MAR 12

    NEWS RELEASE: Life Update for Caleb & Verlynda, plus rebranding and new shows coming!

    We discuss our personal experiences, including burnout, career changes, and coping with the pandemic. The episode covers the transition from our old OnlyYouForever brand to the new Therapevo Counselling brand, highlighting the expanded focus on diverse counseling topics and services. We also touch on rebranding the podcast to 'Normalize therapy.' and adding a new YouTube channel. We talk about upcoming content and plans to expand our social media presence and blogging.

    18 min
  8. Why Is My Spouse So Controlling?

    07/08/2020

    Why Is My Spouse So Controlling?

    We're here to talk There’s a level of control that occurs in relatively few marriages that we would see as part of an abusive power and control dynamic. But then there’s a lower level of control that doesn’t come from an abusive spouse that can still be frustrating and lead to conflict in the marriage. We’ve talked about the abusive kind of control before, so if you want to learn more about that kind of control feel free to go back to our previous episodes of the podcast to learn more about what that looks like.  Today, we’re talking about the annoying kind of controlling. This is not so much about the spouse’s power and dominance as the controlling spouse’s worry, fear, anxiety, and maybe even mental health issues that are driving this behavior. And sometimes the non-controlling spouse may also be acting in ways that prompt this behavior. If you’re listening to this to try to figure out your spouse, you may ask yourself what your role might be and how might you help your spouse feel less of a need to be in control. Where Control Issues Come From 1. Fear Control issues are often rooted in fear. This is the first place to look. If you’re afraid and you want to make it safer, you’re going to want to control the variables. This is quite a common response to fear. Fear can come from a number of different places. One place fear can come from is trauma. When something very frightening or overwhelming happens, it may cause a person to install certain requirements or demands in order to preserve safety. For example, you’ve been in a late night car accident, and you now want to control all of the family travel so that there’s no late-night travel going on and no one is allowed to go out after dark. So now you’ve become “controlling.” You’ve installed requirements or demands on others in order to preserve your sense of safety and well-being, to stop the horror from repeating itself. Another source of control is abandonment (fear of being left alone). If you were left alone at some point as a child or at a point in your marriage, that may result in the kind of controlling behavior where you don’t let your spouse do things on their own or do certain things on their own. You always have to be there, or you always have to do things together. 2. Betrayal Betrayal may also lead to controlling relationships with certain kinds of people in order to prevent re-betrayal. For example, if in your first marriage you were sexually betrayed by your spouse, in your second marriage you may marry a faithful person, but you exert control on them to make sure that that previous betrayal doesn’t re-occur, much to the frustration of your current spouse. That can get difficult because it can cause such distress in your marriage that there’s an emotional separation, or drifting apart that occurs between you. Thus, controlling behavior can lead to further dysfunction.  3. Mental Health Issues Now that we’ve talked about a few fear-related causes of control, we’re going to move on to look at mental health. Some mental health issues can cause controlling behavior. Take personality disorders like Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). Someone with BPD may say if you leave, I’ll hurt myself, or I might not be ok somehow (there’s a clinging aspect of BPD that does relate to fear of abandonment, but it is also a mental health condition and the fear piece is a part of that).  BPD is something some individuals suffer with, but it is not a common disorder. A more common mental health issue would be anxiety of various forms: generalized anxiety disorder, social phobia (we can’t go out, or we go there and I make you turn around and take me back home), etc. which may manifest as need to control/limit behaviors or activities with others in attempt to reduce the symptoms of anxiety. The other spouse may find themselves saying “why are you always contr...

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Formerly: The Marriage Podcast for Smart People

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    Caleb & Verlynda Simonyi-Gindele
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