We Are Standing on the Edge

Sinclair Fleetwood | Spiritual Mentor and Psychedelic Integration Coach
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We Are Standing on the Edge is for the threshold where insight meets integration. Where awakening becomes aligned action. We work with psychedelics, nervous system wisdom, and the intelligence of Nature to ground expanded states into embodied expression. This is initiation through direct revelation. If you’re ready to stop endlessly healing and start becoming, you’re in the right place.

  1. 14H AGO

    1 The End of Endless Healing

    The era of endless healing is over. Are you an awakened, spiritual straight-A-student, and stuck in a never ending spiral of self-doubt and healing? In this inaugural episode of We Are Standing on the Edge (formerly The Psychedelic Integration Podcast), we dive into why “doing the work” (modalities, breathwork, meditation, journaling, reflecting, seeking insight, and even plant medicine) often doesn’t move the needle. I share the revelation that much of our healing comes from the belief that we are broken, and why that belief keeps us trapped in endless mental loops and overwhelm. You’ll hear acknowledgment of the paradox of our current human experience... where suffering, solving, and disconnection from Nature keep us stuck. And why the true path is coming into present relationship with what's here to grow you. Resonance Retreats, 1: 1 Coaching, + Community Membership: https://sinclairfleetwood.com/work-with-me

    19 min
  2. EP 162 | This is the End and What Comes Next

    FEB 12

    EP 162 | This is the End and What Comes Next

    I just published the last episode of The Psychedelic Integration Podcast. When I started this show, integration felt like THE missing piece in closing the circle of care in the psychedelic experience. Sadly, it still is. As much as we have amplified the conversation about what is required for real change after the medicine, it still doesn't feel like it has landed in the collective. At least not to the point that it's a viable place to keep hanging out as a facilitator and coach who is here to help others cross thresholds. The terrain is changing. It’s growing fast. It’s getting louder. And some of what’s popular in spirituality and psychedelics doesn’t feel grounded, responsible, or even true. I have a lot of feelings about that. This show covers such a tiny sliver of what's possible in personal growth and spiritual leadership. It's time to move beyond "psychedelic integration" into doing the collective work of rebirthing humanity. This final episode is raw. It’s fiery. And it’s got all the unapologetic reasons why I'm creating a new container that reflects the level of commitment maturity my work actually requires. Completion is part of integration. And this chapter is complete. WORK WITH SINCLAIR Threshold 1:1 Private Coaching - https://sinclairfleetwood.com/coaching Resonance Retreats: https://sinclairfleetwood.com/events The Medicine Path: https://mystical-heart-collective.kit.com/3bd11becfc

    33 min
  3. EP 161 | Protecting Your Sensitivity After Psychedelics

    JAN 30

    EP 161 | Protecting Your Sensitivity After Psychedelics

    Psychedelics open you fast. They snap you awake. They can return sensitivity, perception, and truth to a system that has been armored for a long time. And then you go back to your life. Where nothing has changed. The pace doesn’t slow down. The stress doesn’t ease. The media keeps shouting. The nervous system stays braced. In this episode, I talk about what happens when sensitivity comes back online in a world that doesn’t know how to care for it. Not because the medicine failed. Not because you’re doing it wrong. But because openness requires protection, rhythm, and support to become embodied and lived. This is a personal story about awakening, destabilization, nervous system overwhelm, and the long road of learning how to root the mystical into everyday reality. It’s about why so many sincere, committed people struggle after powerful medicine work, and why integration is not about fixing yourself, but about creating the conditions where sensitivity can stay open without burning out. WORK WITH SINCLAIR NEST Community Membership - https://sinclairfleetwood.com/nest 1:1 Private Coaching - https://sinclairfleetwood.com/coaching Retreats: https://sinclairfleetwood.com/events Subscribe to The Visionary Within weekly newsletter - https://mystical-heart-collective.kit.com/5623fed941 FREE Ultimate Guide to Healing with Psychedelics: https://mystical-heart-collective.kit.com/ultimate-guide

    45 min
  4. EP 160 | High Functioning, Deeply Depleted: Why Your Life Isn't Working Anymore

    JAN 22

    EP 160 | High Functioning, Deeply Depleted: Why Your Life Isn't Working Anymore

    You are running out of time. Not in the “you’re going to die tomorrow” way. But in the “you need to hit the brakes NOW because you’re out of runway” kind of way. Our work together begins here. In the moment where you finally admit you can’t pretend anymore. You can’t carry your own transformation. When your body and heart are moving from subtle alerts to full on fire alarms. Parts of you crying out for relief and softness and acknowledgement. Depressed. Numb. Anxious. Still functioning. On a quest to solve the next mystery symptom your body is throwing out to get your attention. What I see over and over are the best minds and hearts, the most magic-filled, loving, creative people dragging themselves through life. Living a life that is out of coherence. And wondering why everything hurts. Or you feel nothing at all. This was my frantic-yet-secret pace for decades. This is where my own life broke open. I know the texture of invisible, relapsing, chronic symptoms so intimately. And slowly, I found my way back home. This episode is about the breaking point. WORK WITH ME: Integration Foundations: https://sinclairfleetwood.com/coaching

    37 min
  5. EP 159 | The Medicine of Winter - Tending Your Hearth

    12/19/2025

    EP 159 | The Medicine of Winter - Tending Your Hearth

    Winter is the deep dive into the void. It seems empty. Lonely even. But this is the season where everything is born. The Winter Solstice is the darkest night. It's time to start our return to the light. In this episode, we are closing down the year with honor to the light, in reverence to the fruitful darkness. The necessary spaces of stillness and emptiness. When there is nowhere to go and nothing else to be done. Can you stay? Can you tend the hearth? Can you chop wood and carry water when the party is over? Let's get into it. MAKE A DONATION: https://mystical-heart-collective.ck.page/products/podcast-tip-jar Venmo @sinclairfleetwood WORK WITH SINCLAIR NEST Group Integration Membership - https://sinclairfleetwood.com/nest 1:1 Private Coaching - https://sinclairfleetwood.com/coaching Subscribe to The Visionary Within weekly newsletter - https://mystical-heart-collective.kit.com/5623fed941 FREE Ultimate Guide to Healing with Psychedelics: https://mystical-heart-collective.kit.com/ultimate-guide Retreats: https://sinclairfleetwood.com/events

    33 min
  6. EP 158 | Resistance is Futile: The Spiritual Physics of Surrender

    12/12/2025

    EP 158 | Resistance is Futile: The Spiritual Physics of Surrender

    Why do we fight ourselves so hard when we’re standing at the edge of real transformation? In this episode, we explore the spiritual physics of surrender — the natural laws that explain why resistance shows up, why it gets louder right before a breakthrough, and how surrender becomes the doorway to clarity, relief, and alignment. You’ll learn what resistance actually is (on a nervous system, ego, and soul level), why your patterns intensify when change is near, and how plant medicine teaches the mechanics of letting go. If you’re exhausted from gripping, forcing, overriding your intuition, or pretending “this is fine,” this conversation will help you understand what’s really happening beneath the surface. Surrender isn’t weakness. It’s a path of grace, responsibility, and collaboration with the deeper intelligence guiding your life. WORK WITH SINCLAIR NEST Group Integration Membership - https://sinclairfleetwood.com/nest 1:1 Private Coaching - https://sinclairfleetwood.com/psychedelic-integration Subscribe to The Visionary Within weekly newsletter - https://mystical-heart-collective.kit.com/5623fed941 FREE Ultimate Guide to Healing with Psychedelics: https://mystical-heart-collective.kit.com/ultimate-guide Retreats: https://sinclairfleetwood.com/events

    51 min
  7. Ep 157 | How to Die Well: A Celebration of Death

    12/06/2025

    Ep 157 | How to Die Well: A Celebration of Death

    Our linear, materialist understanding of death is fundamentally flawed because it allows the terrified ego to define what death is — instead of looking to Nature and Spirit for the truth. We intuitively know the life cycle is a circle, yet we run from death because it appears to be THE END. But the medicine of a conscious life shows us a deeper truth:Life is circles and spirals and expansions. Death is life is death is life.Nothing ever dies. Everything transforms. Energy is eternal. We are here to escape the cages of our own belief systems and fears. And it’s LOVE that is patiently nudging us off the cliffs of our limitations. The constructs of our understanding, the frameworks we’ve existed in, the structures and agreements we inherited — they’re being rejected. New worlds are being created inside our consciousness. This is our work individually and for the collective.The spiritual path is here to teach us how to die well.To remember that death is a ritual. A ceremony. A holy initiation. So if you can feel something in you loosening, cracking, shedding… if you’re standing on the edge with an abyss waiting to swallow you — this episode is your parachute, roadmap, and featherbed once you jump. Listen to this invitation to stop resisting, to honor your endings, and to step into the initiation that’s already unfolding. WORK WITH SINCLAIR NEST Group Integration Membership - https://sinclairfleetwood.com/nest 1:1 Private Coaching - https://sinclairfleetwood.com/psychedelic-integration Subscribe to The Visionary Within weekly newsletter - https://mystical-heart-collective.kit.com/5623fed941 FREE Ultimate Guide to Healing with Psychedelics: https://mystical-heart-collective.kit.com/ultimate-guide Retreats: https://sinclairfleetwood.com/events

    54 min
  8. EP 156 | Stop Overriding Your Body

    11/26/2025

    EP 156 | Stop Overriding Your Body

    The rebellion within is the rebellion without. It comes from nervous system activation. From boundaries being crossed again and again. From unprocessed anger. It comes from the silent rage of the feminine inside that is beyond done with being silenced, coerced, and violated. And most often, in conscious embodiment, you are forced to accept that you are the one doing violence to yourself. Not on purpose. But by living in constant override of your own intuition and inner knowing. By ignoring your body's simple requests. By trying to avoid feeling your feelings because your unconscious thinks it feels safer to struggle with symptoms and pain. The body says, "No. I will not participate in this fabrication." It has refused to engage in anything that is not radically authentic and softly nourishing. The old coping mechanisms no longer work. It is unbearably loud. And there is nowhere left to run. Because as you well know, you can't go backward. You can't unring the bell. The answer is to listen and surrender. To do that as many times as it takes. As long as it takes. Until you feel yourself release into safety. And real safety isn't destruction of all the systems and rules and scaffolding. It's the wisdom of knowing how to thrive inside of it. This week's show is a messy exploration of all the ways we override the body and how to stop. How to stay. How to be here now. WORK WITH SINCLAIR NEST Group Integration Membership - https://sinclairfleetwood.com/nest 1:1 Private Coaching - https://sinclairfleetwood.com/psychedelic-integration Subscribe to The Visionary Within weekly newsletter - https://mystical-heart-collective.kit.com/5623fed941 FREE Ultimate Guide to Healing with Psychedelics: https://mystical-heart-collective.kit.com/ultimate-guide Retreats: https://sinclairfleetwood.com/events

    46 min
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We Are Standing on the Edge is for the threshold where insight meets integration. Where awakening becomes aligned action. We work with psychedelics, nervous system wisdom, and the intelligence of Nature to ground expanded states into embodied expression. This is initiation through direct revelation. If you’re ready to stop endlessly healing and start becoming, you’re in the right place.

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  • Creator
    Sinclair Fleetwood | Spiritual Mentor and Psychedelic Integration Coach
  • Years Active
    2021 - 2026
  • Episodes
    162
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Sinclair Fleetwood | Spiritual Mentor and Psychedelic Integration Coach
  • Show Website
    We Are Standing on the Edge

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