What's The Rusch

Rebecca Rusch

What’s the Rusch is a podcast about finding stillness and shedding the armor we wear to reveal the masterpiece within. Hosted by Rebecca Rusch—a seven-time world champion, Hall of Fame athlete, celebrated endurance icon, Emmy winner, and founder of the Athlete Operating System—the show takes listeners on a transformative journey with some of the world’s most accomplished individuals. Known as the "Queen of Pain" for her unmatched grit, Rebecca shifts the spotlight to a deeper truth: the most profound growth often comes not from what we achieve, but from what we let go of.    Inspired by Michelangelo’s insight in creating the statue of David by chiseling away everything that wasn’t David, Rebecca champions the art of shedding: shedding fear, baggage, and the armor we build to protect ourselves. Each episode delves behind the scenes of high achievers, exploring what they’ve had to lose to become whole. What identities have they outgrown? What vulnerabilities have unlocked their greatest triumphs? And what lessons can we take from their private battles to shed what no longer serves us?   With conversations navigating ancient wisdom, modern science, and personal revelation, What’s the Rusch redefines the boxes we’re put in, revealing the hidden versions of who people are and the powerful truths they carry. Rebecca’s own path—marked by extreme challenges and moments of vulnerability—sets the tone for uncovering the humanity behind the headlines.   This is more than a podcast—it’s an explorer’s guide to becoming your own masterpiece by pausing and removing everything that isn’t you. Through the stories of leaders you know and the truths you don’t, What’s the Rusch invites you to embrace the courage to shed your armor, redefine your identity, and navigate your own extraordinary and adventurous path.

  1. APR 8

    Unraveling Identity and Endurance with Cynthia Carson | EP42

    Cynthia Carson’s journey is about discovering who you are beyond the results. In this episode, Rebecca and Cynthia dig into the realities of ultra-endurance cycling, the challenge of separating identity from outcome, and the courage it takes to show up as your full self, on and off the bike. The conversation is especially meaningful as Rebecca and Cynthia recently met at the finish line of the Atlas Mountain Race, where Cynthia took the women’s win. Together, they explore how adventure, storytelling, and community can help us find presence in the hardest moments and redefine what it means to succeed. Show notes: In this episode, Rebecca and Cynthia discuss: The evolution from racer to community builder and filmmakerWhy Cynthia chooses not to lead with her athletic achievements when introducing herselfThe struggle and liberation of separating self-worth from race resultsHow ultra-distance events create space for presence and reflectionThe making of “Two Steps Forward, One Step Back” and what Cynthia learned from two years of physical and emotional challengesThe importance of showing up authentically, regardless of outcomeLessons from organizing gravel races and fostering community in cyclingThe value of curiosity and humility in adventure and life Transformative Insights: Identity is more than a podium finish—results are just one piece of the storyPresence and self-reflection are found in the quiet, difficult milesCommunity and storytelling can be powerful tools for growth and connectionConfidence is built through consistent effort, not just external validation Vulnerable Moments: Cynthia opens up about the pressure to define herself by results and the work it takes to move beyond thatHonest conversation about feeling “not enough” and learning to embrace the full spectrum of identityBoth guests share stories of meeting at the finish line and the mutual respect that comes from shared struggleCynthia reflects on the emotional journey behind her latest film and the lessons learned from setbacks Practical Wisdom: How to introduce yourself beyond your job or achievementsTools for building self-belief and showing up as your best selfThe importance of community in endurance sports and beyondWhy it’s essential to separate your worth from your wins and losses Personal Growth: Cynthia’s evolution from athlete to organizer, filmmaker, and mentorRebecca’s ongoing journey to find meaning and presence in adventureHow both use movement and storytelling as vehicles for self-discovery and connectionThe role of vulnerability and honesty in building a meaningful life Helpful Links: Cynthia’s Website: wattwagon.ccCynthia’s YouTube: @wattwagonCynthia’s Films: Two Steps Forward, One Step Back: Racing the Transcontinental After Everything Fell ApartCynthia’s Instagram: @watt_wagon Sponsor: This episode is brought to you by Rebecca’s Private Idaho—an event that’s all about showing up as your full self, finding community in the wild, and discovering what you’re capable of beyond the finish line. Whether you’re chasing a personal best or just want to ride with purpose, RPI is where adventure and connection meet. Join us in Sun Valley for an unforgettable experience on and off the bike. Registration is open now at rebeccasprivateidaho.com. Support What’s the Rusch If this episode resonated with you, please share it with a friend, leave a review, or post your favorite insight on social media. Your support helps us keep bringing you these honest, inspiring conversations. Subscribe and Follow Rate, Review, and Share Become a Partner: Interested in aligning your brand with authentic conversations about performance, purpose, and growth? Contact Aerah@RebeccaRusch.com for sponsorship opportunities and our media kit. Connect with Rebecca: Website Instagram LinkedIn Substack Blood Road

    1h 10m
  2. MAR 25

    Clarity Within: Vision and Healing with Dr. Bryce Appelbaum | EP41

    Rebecca Rusch welcomes Dr. Bryce Appelbaum, a visionary in neuro-optometry and founder of MyVision First, Vision Performance Training, and ScreenFit. This episode unpacks how the way we see, literally and figuratively, shapes our sense of safety, healing, and performance. Dr. B’s journey began with his own childhood vision struggles, fueling a mission to help others retrain their visual brains after injury, overload, or simply the demands of modern life. Together, Rebecca and Dr. B explore the intersection of vision, resilience, and the courage to reimagine what’s possible when we address the root causes that limit our potential. In This Episode, Rebecca and Dr. B Explore: The difference between eyesight and true vision—and why it matters for performance, healing, and self-perceptionHow Dr. B’s personal experience with vision therapy transformed his life and purposeThe hidden impact of visual processing on confidence, learning, and movementWhy addressing the root cause—not just the symptoms—unlocks real growthThe shift from reactive to proactive vision care, and what it means for athletes, patients, and everyday humansHow our visual system is overloaded by modern screens and what we can do about itThe power of awareness, patience, and trust in the brain-body connection Transformative Insights Vision is more than seeing clearly—it’s about how we interpret and interact with the worldHealing and high performance both start with understanding and retraining the visual brainOur sense of safety, confidence, and potential is deeply tied to how we see ourselves and our environmentThe brain’s plasticity means change is always possible, no matter your starting point Vulnerable Moments Dr. B shares how childhood struggles with vision shaped his identity and career pathRebecca reflects on her own concussion recovery and the wish to have found vision therapy soonerBoth discuss the emotional journey of moving from frustration and limitation to empowerment and purpose Practical Wisdom How to recognize when vision—not just eyesight—may be holding you backSimple strategies to reduce screen overload and support healthy visual processingThe importance of seeking care that addresses the whole person, not just isolated symptomsBuilding trust in your body’s ability to adapt and heal Personal Growth Dr. B’s evolution from patient to practitioner, and his commitment to changing the paradigm of vision careRebecca’s ongoing journey to integrate new tools for healing and performanceThe ripple effect of sharing our stories—how one person’s breakthrough can inspire hope and action in others Helpful Links Dr. Bryce Appelbaum’s Website: MyVision FirstScreenFit ProgramVision Performance TrainingDr. Bryce Appelbaum on InstagramDr. Bryce Appelbaum on LinkedIn Sponsor Get $200 off ScreenFit™ using code RUSCH Take 10% off selected MyVisionFirst shop products using code RUSCH Connect with Rebecca: Website Instagram LinkedIn Substack Blood Road

    1h 6m
  3. MAR 11

    Jay Petervary, Part 2: Listening to the Trail: Lessons from the ITI | EP40

    This is Part 2 of Rebecca’s conversation with Jay Petervary, recorded just days after his 13th attempt at the Iditarod Trail Invitational (ITI) in Alaska. If you haven’t listened to Part 1: Ride Forward: The Art of Endurance, go back and catch the pregame episode for the full story and context. In this follow-up, Jay is fresh off the trail, still in Alaska, reflecting on what it means to show up for a race with big goals only to have the weather and trail conditions force a different outcome. He shares honestly about the decision to stop short of the 1,000-mile finish, the mental and physical toll of pushing against nature, and the humility required to accept when the trail has other plans. Jay and Rebecca explore the tension between relentless drive and deep listening, the wisdom that comes from decades of endurance, and how letting go can sometimes be the bravest move of all. Key Topics: The reality of facing unpredictable conditions on the ITI and making the call to stop before the finishHow Jay’s mindset has evolved after years of racing, and what it means to listen to the trail and your own limitsThe emotional aftermath of a race that doesn’t go as planned, and the lessons found in disappointmentThe ongoing process of recovery—physically, mentally, and emotionally—after high-stakes adventureThe value of reflection, community, and honest storytelling in the wake of challenge Memorable Moments: Jay describes the moment he realized the ITI would not go as planned, and the internal dialogue that followedReflections on the difference between “old Jay” and the wisdom that comes with experienceHonest talk about the pressure to perform, the expectations we set for ourselves, and the courage it takes to walk away Reflection Questions: When have you had to change course, even when you were deeply committed to a goal?What does it look like to honor your limits without losing your drive?How do you process disappointment and find meaning in the aftermath? Resources & Links: Part 1: Ride Forward: The Art of EnduranceJay's websiteJay's InstagramFat PursuitIditarod Trail Invitational Connect with Rebecca: Website Instagram LinkedIn Substack Blood Road

    47 min
  4. MAR 4

    Ride Forward: The Art of Endurance with Jay Petervary | EP39

    In this episode of What’s the Rusch, Rebecca Rusch welcomes ultra-endurance cycling legend Jay Petervary for a conversation that moves far beyond finish lines and records. Jay, known for pioneering bikepacking, setting iconic records on the Tour Divide and Iditarod Trail Invitational, and founding events like Fat Pursuit, opens up about the deeper motivations that drive his journey. Together, Rebecca and Jay explore the art of embracing uncertainty, the quiet power of simplicity, and the importance of community in endurance sports. Jay’s story is a testament to resilience, mentorship, and the freedom found in letting go of perfection. Show Notes: In this episode, Rebecca and Jay explore: The evolution from adventure racing to redefining ultra-endurance cyclingHow Jay’s “Ride Forward” philosophy shapes his approach to life, sport, and mentorshipThe role of adaptability and continuous learning in both racing and personal growthWhy building community and sharing knowledge matter more than medalsThe mental and emotional challenges of self-supported racing—and the lessons found in solitudeGear innovation: how tinkering and necessity led Jay to revolutionize bikepacking equipmentThe origins and spirit behind the Fat Pursuit and Gravel Pursuit eventsNavigating setbacks, uncertainty, and the unexpected with curiosity and grace Transformative Insights: The value of “perfect is good enough” in high-stakes environmentsHow letting go of rigid expectations opens space for discovery and joyThe importance of mentorship and inviting others into the wild unknownWhy the most meaningful achievements are often the ones shared with community Vulnerable Moments: Jay reflects on the discomfort of public recognition and the challenge of self-definitionRebecca and Jay discuss the tension between solitude and connection in endurance pursuitsHonest stories about failure, recalibration, and the courage to keep moving forward Practical Wisdom: Approaching adversity as an opportunity for growth, not just a hurdle to overcomeSimple practices for staying grounded during long, uncertain journeysThe power of curiosity and play in sustaining motivation Personal Growth: Jay’s ongoing journey to balance ambition with presenceRebecca’s reflections on learning from Jay’s mentorship and friendshipHow both have found meaning in letting go of what no longer serves them Helpful Links: Jay Petervary’s Website: https://www.jaypetervary.com/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jay_petervary/Fat Pursuit: https://www.fatpursuit.com/Gravel Pursuit: https://www.gravelpursuit.com/Iditarod Trail Invitational Sponsor: Support What’s the Rusch Love the show? Share it, review it, or text it to a friend who needs it. Connect with Rebecca: Website Instagram LinkedIn Substack Blood Road

    1h 4m
  5. FEB 25

    Birthday Episode 3: Ancient Wisdom Meets Modern Science - What’s the Rusch

    In the final episode of our birthday series, Rebecca Rusch explores how timeless wisdom and cutting-edge science come together to help us grow, heal, and perform at our best. Through conversations with world-class thinkers, athletes, and teachers, this episode dives into the practices, mindsets, and research that bridge the old and the new—reminding us that the most powerful tools for transformation are often found where tradition and innovation meet. Featured Guests & Clips: Andy Walshe Andy shares stories from the world of elite performance, describing how uncertainty, mindset, and ancient selection rituals are used alongside modern data to push athletes beyond their limits. He reflects on the importance of learning, shifting expectations, and the untapped frontier of the mind. Florence Williams Florence discusses her research into awe, resilience, and the healing power of nature. She explains how ancient practices of noticing beauty and connecting to the natural world are now being validated by science—and why we need both the data and the reminders to seek out what our ancestors knew intuitively. Teddi Dean Teddi, a former pro skateboarder turned mindfulness teacher, explores how meditation and Buddhist philosophy help us build a relationship with our minds and bodies. He shares practical wisdom on sitting with discomfort, tuning into our emotions, and using heart-centered practices to transform daily life. Michael Gervais Michael, high-performance psychologist and host of Finding Mastery, reflects on the path from high performance to true mastery. He discusses how ancient insights and modern psychology both point us toward self-knowledge, purpose, and connection as the foundation for a meaningful life. Key Themes: The intersection of ancient wisdom and modern science in personal growth and performanceMindset, uncertainty, and the power of learningThe healing and transformative potential of nature, awe, and mindfulnessThe importance of self-knowledge, purpose, and community Join the Conversation: How do you blend ancient wisdom and modern science in your own life? What practices or research have helped you grow? Share your thoughts with Rebecca on social or by leaving a review. Thank you for being part of this journey and for celebrating a year of meaningful conversations with us. If you enjoyed this episode, please rate, review, and subscribe to What’s the Rusch wherever you listen to podcasts. Click the links below to listen to the full episodes mentioned in today's podcast: Andy Walshe on the Future of PerformanceFlorence Williams on Healing through Nature and HeartbreakTeddi Dean on Identity, Meditation, and Purposeful PacingMichael Gervais on the Dark Side of Success Connect with Rebecca: Website Instagram LinkedIn Substack Blood Road

    30 min
  6. FEB 18

    Birthday Episode 2: Redefining Success & Identity | EP37

    In this second episode of our special birthday series, Rebecca Rusch explores the theme of redefining success and identity. Over the past year, What’s the Rusch has become a space for honest conversations about what it means to grow, change, and find purpose beyond the finish line. This episode features stories from athletes and leaders who have reimagined what achievement looks like, let go of old expectations, and found new meaning in their journeys. Featured Guests & Clips: Caroline Buchanan Caroline opens up about building her identity both on and off the bike, navigating reinvention, and learning to define success on her own terms. She shares how she’s found purpose beyond podiums by mentoring others and embracing new challenges. Kate Courtney Kate reflects on what it means to define success beyond the podium. She shares how she’s learned to measure achievement by effort and growth, not just results, and how her work with the She Sends Foundation is helping to expand opportunities and redefine what winning looks like for herself and the next generation. Allen Lim Allen shares how growing up as part of an immigrant family in Los Angeles shaped his sense of identity and belonging. He reflects on how the bicycle, the Olympic movement, and the power of community helped him redefine what success means—not just as winning, but as connection, dignity, and inspiring others. Alexandera Houchin Alexandera talks about how her identity has evolved and so has her sense of responsibility. She shares how her early drive to right past injustices and give voice to her family story has shifted toward embracing her own presence and authenticity, and creating space for others to do the same. Key Themes: Redefining what it means to succeedLetting go of old expectations and embracing new identitiesThe power of community, mentorship, and giving backFinding purpose and meaning beyond traditional measures of achievement Join the Conversation: How has your definition of success changed? What does identity mean to you? Share your thoughts with Rebecca on social or by leaving a review. · Thank you for being part of this journey and for celebrating a year of meaningful conversations with us. If you enjoyed this episode, please rate, review, and subscribe to What’s the Rusch wherever you listen to podcasts. Connect with Rebecca: Website Instagram LinkedIn Substack Blood Road

    24 min
  7. FEB 11

    Birthday Episode 1: Embracing Vulnerability - What’s the Rusch | EP36

    Episode Summary: To celebrate one year of What’s the Rusch, Rebecca Rusch brings together some of the most honest and courageous moments from the past year. This special episode is all about embracing vulnerability, slowing down, letting go, and sharing the real stories behind the highlight reels. Rebecca introduces and reflects on powerful clips from four guests who have opened up about their struggles, growth, and the lessons they’ve learned along the way. Featured Guests & Clips: Stacy Sims Stacy shares her experience of moving to New Zealand, facing postpartum depression, and reaching a breaking point that led to a suicide attempt. She talks about the importance of support systems, rebuilding, and the need to reach out for help—even when you feel you have to be stoic. Jess Kimura Jess opens up about the loss of her partner, the overwhelming grief that followed, and how she found herself again through surfing and allowing herself to be vulnerable. She discusses the pressure to appear tough in her sport and the relief of finally letting herself be seen. Rush Sturges Rush recounts a harrowing experience in Nepal, surviving a massive earthquake while on a river expedition. He describes the trauma and PTSD that followed, the physical symptoms he endured, and the long journey of healing through therapy, mindfulness, and learning to listen to his nervous system. Chris Burkard Chris reflects on a transformative darkness retreat and the power of being vulnerable with others. He shares how opening up to a stranger after the retreat changed his perspective, and how he’s learning to bring more honesty and connection into his everyday life—not just during extreme adventures. Key Themes: The strength in sharing what’s real, even when it’s uncomfortableNavigating grief, trauma, and mental health challengesThe importance of support, community, and self-compassionRedefining what it means to be strong and successful Connect with Rebecca: Website Instagram LinkedIn Substack Blood Road Brain Storm Podcast Join the Conversation: What does vulnerability mean to you? How have you learned to let go or ask for help? Share your thoughts with Rebecca on social or by leaving a review. Thank you for being part of this journey and for celebrating a year of meaningful conversations with us. If you enjoyed this episode, please rate, review, and subscribe to What’s the Rusch wherever you listen to podcasts.

    29 min
  8. JAN 28

    Wild Resilience: From Surviving to Thriving with Dr. Jaimie Lusk | EP35

    Episode Summary In this episode, Rebecca welcomes Dr. Jaimie Lusk, a Marine Corps veteran, clinical psychologist, and endurance athlete, whose life’s work bridges the worlds of trauma recovery, adventure, and community healing. Their conversation moves beyond the surface of resilience, exploring what it means to truly thrive after survival. Together, they unpack the messy, beautiful process of listening to your inner wisdom, honoring the body’s need for rest, and finding clarity through movement and nature. This episode is a deep dive into the art of staying open, even after life cracks you wide open, and the power of community in the healing journey. Show Notes Rebecca and Dr. Lusk explore: The difference between surviving and thriving and how to recognize when you’re ready for more than just getting byHow Jaimie’s experience as a Marine and psychologist shapes her approach to trauma, moral injury, and complex griefThe role of nature, movement, and adventure in building resilience and self-trustWhy healing is never a solo endeavor, and how community and purpose fuel recoveryThe importance of tuning into your “inner knower” and honoring intuition, even when it runs counter to external expectationsPractical ways to integrate mind-body practices, from breathwork to outdoor experiences, into daily life Transformative Insights Healing is a practice, not a destination—one that requires both fierce compassion and honest self-reflectionSometimes the nervous system needs space and movement before words can landTrue resilience is about staying open and choosing connection, even after hardshipThe “script” of toughness can drown out our real needs; learning to listen inward is a radical act Vulnerable Moments Jaimie shares her journey from the battlefield to the therapy room, and how her own healing informs her workRebecca and Jaimie reflect on the challenges of letting go of high-performance identities to embrace rest and recoveryBoth discuss the ongoing process of moving from impenetrable strength to authentic vulnerability Practical Wisdom How to use nature as a co-therapist: simple ways to bring the outdoors into your healing processTools for checking in with your intuition and honoring what you need in the momentThe value of community, mentorship, and shared adventure in sustaining long-term growth Personal Growth Jaimie’s evolution from “mud-loving kid” to Marine, psychologist, and advocate for wild resilienceRebecca’s reflections on the power of collaboration and shared values in the healing journeyHow adventure and evidence-based psychology intersect to create new pathways for thriving Helpful Links Modern Elder Academy: Wild Resilience Retreat with Rebecca & Dr. Jaimie LuskDr. Jaimie Lusk’s WebsiteLinkedIn: Dr. Jaimie LuskPsychology Today Blog Sponsor Support What’s the Rusch Love the show? Share it, review it, or text it to a friend who needs it. Connect with Rebecca Rusch Website Instagram LinkedIn Substack Blood Road Brain Storm Podcast

    1h 5m

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What’s the Rusch is a podcast about finding stillness and shedding the armor we wear to reveal the masterpiece within. Hosted by Rebecca Rusch—a seven-time world champion, Hall of Fame athlete, celebrated endurance icon, Emmy winner, and founder of the Athlete Operating System—the show takes listeners on a transformative journey with some of the world’s most accomplished individuals. Known as the "Queen of Pain" for her unmatched grit, Rebecca shifts the spotlight to a deeper truth: the most profound growth often comes not from what we achieve, but from what we let go of.    Inspired by Michelangelo’s insight in creating the statue of David by chiseling away everything that wasn’t David, Rebecca champions the art of shedding: shedding fear, baggage, and the armor we build to protect ourselves. Each episode delves behind the scenes of high achievers, exploring what they’ve had to lose to become whole. What identities have they outgrown? What vulnerabilities have unlocked their greatest triumphs? And what lessons can we take from their private battles to shed what no longer serves us?   With conversations navigating ancient wisdom, modern science, and personal revelation, What’s the Rusch redefines the boxes we’re put in, revealing the hidden versions of who people are and the powerful truths they carry. Rebecca’s own path—marked by extreme challenges and moments of vulnerability—sets the tone for uncovering the humanity behind the headlines.   This is more than a podcast—it’s an explorer’s guide to becoming your own masterpiece by pausing and removing everything that isn’t you. Through the stories of leaders you know and the truths you don’t, What’s the Rusch invites you to embrace the courage to shed your armor, redefine your identity, and navigate your own extraordinary and adventurous path.

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