The Desire Lab

The Desire Lab Podcast
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The Desire Lab is a weekly conversation exploring the psychology, science, stories, and cultural forces that shape desire, intimacy, sex, and long-term relationships.

  1. 4d ago

    Experiment 012: The Orgasm Episode

    Pleasure, Performance, and Why Getting There Isn't Everything Orgasms are great. We're fans. But when did having one become the measure of whether sex was successful? And what happens when the pressure to climax starts getting in the way of pleasure itself? In this episode of The Desire Lab, Caroline and Andrea explore the physiology and psychology of orgasm, including why orgasms feel different across people, across our lifetimes, and even from one sexual encounter to the next. They unpack the cultural myths surrounding clitoral and penetrative orgasms, the expectations placed on women and men, and the shame that can arise when our bodies don't perform the way we think they're supposed to. The conversation also moves into more complicated territory: responsive desire, duty sex, and the blurry line between willingly exploring sexual activity and feeling obligated to continue. What happens when we begin kissing to see whether desire emerges, but it doesn't? Why do so many people feel that once sexual activity begins, there's no graceful way to stop? And because this is The Desire Lab, there's plenty of curiosity about what orgasms actually feel like, whether anyone experiences them the same way, and why learning about our own bodies requires practice, communication, and a willingness to be imperfect. Along the way, Caroline and Andrea discuss the anatomy of the clitoris, Freud's unfortunate ideas about mature orgasms, the limitations of defining sex as penetration, why foreplay is sex, the mythology of blue balls, and the surprisingly useful parallels between learning to orgasm and learning to breastfeed. Questions to Take HomeHow much of your experience of sex is shaped by the expectation that someone should have an orgasm? What might change if pleasure, rather than climax, became the focus?Do you feel comfortable exploring sexual activity without knowing where it will lead, including stopping when something no longer feels good?What questions about your own body or your partner's pleasure have you avoided asking because you think you should already know the answers?Research & ResourcesUnderstanding Orgasm and Anatomy The anatomy of the clitoris, including its internal structures and the role of clitoral stimulation in orgasm.Research on orgasm through clitoral stimulation and vaginal penetration, and the limitations of treating these as entirely separate categories.Sexual response and the biological, psychological, and relational factors that influence orgasm.Desire, Consent, and Sexual Agency Responsive desire and the distinction between willingness, arousal, and obligation.Ongoing consent and the freedom to change one's mind during sexual activity.Expanding definitions of sex beyond penetration and orgasm.Pleasure, Communication, and Learning The role of masturbation and self-exploration in understanding personal preferences.Sexual communication, including asking for feedback and learning what feels good.How cultural expectations and performance pressure can interfere with sexual pleasure.Chapters 00:46 Let's Talk About Orgasms!05:17 Orgasm Myths08:04 Redefining Sex and Pleasure10:18 Difficulty Finding Orgasms12:48 Responsive Desire and Its Implications16:49 Navigating Consent and Emotional Connection19:09 The Complexity of Desire and Orgasm22:34 Understanding Orgasm Experiences26:16 The Emotional Landscape of Orgasm30:02 The Drive for Sexual Fulfillment35:47 Variance in Experience

  2. Oct 27

    Experiment 011: The Honeymoon Period: Your Brain on Drugs

    Andrea: https://theemotionallogic.com/Caroline: https://www.desireinreallife.comThe honeymoon period might be temporary. Does that mean passion has to be?02:31 The Honeymoon Period: A Double-Edged Sword05:33 Real or Fake?07:58 The Nature of Passion and Intimacy12:23 The Drop15:53 Chasing the Honeymoon Phase20:28 The Chemistry of Love25:10 Maintaining Connection in Long-Term Relationships29:45 Expectations and Reality35:34 Navigating Change and AttachmentWe have a complicated relationship with the honeymoon period. We romanticize it as the most intoxicating, magical, passionately-in-love time of our lives, and then we dismiss it as infatuation, projection, or a chemically induced delusion that has little to do with real love. Somehow, we believe it's both the realest love and the fakest love. And we're absolutely convinced it has an expiration date. In this episode of The Desire Lab, we get into the science, psychology, and peculiar contradictions of falling in love. Obsessive thoughts, intrusive memories, difficulty sleeping, disproportionate giddiness. Why do we celebrate these experiences when we're falling in love but worry about them in other contexts? We explore dopamine, oxytocin, vasopressin, pair bonding, and why the intense neurochemical experience of early love cannot reasonably be sustained forever. But here's where we make an important distinction: the honeymoon period may be temporary, but passion, desire, and great sex do not have to be. Andrea introduces a theory of passion that considers the rate of change in intimacy. When intimacy is growing rapidly, passion can feel particularly intense. But what happens when we've been together for years? Does intimacy inevitably plateau, or can we continue to discover, surprise, and become new versions of ourselves? Andrea argues that the capacity for change doesn't disappear simply because we've been together for decades. Caroline is interested in a different question: why do we keep chasing a temporary state? We talk about the desire to feel alive, the pleasure of wanting, and why some people spend years trying to recreate their honeymoon period, either within their existing relationship or through the excitement of someone new. Caroline draws on her background in substance use treatment to explore the relationship between reward, craving, and the pursuit of another high. Andrea distinguishes dopamine-driven wanting from liking and pleasure, and we consider what makes early romantic love such an unusual cocktail of both. Then we get practical. If we can't reproduce the original chemical storm, can we recreate some of the conditions that made the honeymoon period so wonderful? Caroline argues that we can, but it requires intention and attention. Not obligatory date nights, scheduled flirting alarms, or checking romance off a to-do list. Rather, paying attention to our partners as people we still desire, and recognizing that what we attend to shapes how we behave. Andrea brings in attachment theory to explain why changes in romantic relationships can feel particularly threatening, while Caroline questions whether we need to become better at updating our expectations as our relationships evolve. We agree on something important: the end of the honeymoon period does not have to mean the end of feeling alive, excited, passionate, or deeply in love. Also discussed: whether falling in love resembles a psychiatric disorder, the existential problem of being permanently high on dopamine, the possibility of having too much of a good thing, and the importance of remembering that sometimes you're just on drugs.

  3. Oct 20

    Experiment 010: Monogamy, Pair Bonding, and Choosing Your Own Rules

    Is monogamy natural, or have we built our relationships around a structure we rarely stop to question? Monogamy is so deeply embedded in our understanding of romantic relationships that most of us encounter it as the default rather than a choice. We date, fall in love, commit, and, somewhere along the way, sexual and romantic exclusivity become part of the deal. But where did that deal come from? In this episode, we take the conversation about infidelity one step further and ask a bigger question: is monogamy actually natural for humans, and does it matter if it is? We explore evolutionary theories of romantic love, pair bonding, paternal care, and oxytocin, while remaining appropriately suspicious of research that begins with heteronormative assumptions and then works backwards to explain why it exists. We distinguish social monogamy from sexual monogamy and wonder whether the benefits associated with long-term pair bonds necessarily require sexual exclusivity. We also get into Esther Perel’s ideas about mystery, distance, and desire in long-term relationships. Creating distance may generate anxiety and pursuit, but is that actually desire? Andrea offers another possibility: perhaps staying interested in a long-term partner has less to do with remaining mysterious and more to do with recognising that the person beside you is still evolving. We also talk about the enormous range of ways humans structure relationships: monogamy, polyamory, sexual non-monogamy, polyfidelity, and plenty of arrangements that do not fit neatly into any category. Andrea shares her own evolution from struggling with being someone’s “secondary” in her twenties to eventually choosing polyamory for herself, not because she needs multiple partners, but because she wants room for whatever is real in her life to be real. Along the way, we discuss the existential terror of “one vagina for the rest of my life,” the questionable methodology of evolutionary psychology. We do not arrive at a verdict on whether monogamy is natural, nor do we decide that monogamy is good, bad, evolved, outdated, or doomed. We land somewhere more useful: do you know why you are doing what you are doing? 01:42 Question: Is monogamy normal?03:43 Evolution of Romantic Love04:37 Paternal Care and Monogamy07:09 Social vs. Sexual Monogamy09:17 Marriage and Societal Constructs10:08 The Benefits of Monogamy10:44 Oxytocin and Bonding13:18 Gender, Sex, and Hormonal Responses15:21 Intimacy and Relationship Dynamics16:42 Esther Perel's Perspectives19:25 The Balance of Mystery and Intimacy21:23 Monogamy: A Construct or Natural State?22:34 The Complexity of Monogamy and Infidelity25:34 Exploring the Nature of Monogamy28:07 The Variability of Relationship Structures30:56 Understanding Personal Relationship Choices34:09 The Evolution of Relationship Norms39:56 The Importance of Continuous Reflection in RelationshipsQuestions to Take Home Did you actively choose your relationship structure, or did you inherit it? What parts of monogamy, non-monogamy, marriage, or partnership have you consciously chosen, and what parts have you accepted because they seemed like the default?What are you asking your current self to promise on behalf of your future self? Are there agreements in your relationship that would benefit from being discussed as ongoing choices rather than permanent assumptions?Does being deeply known by your partner make you feel less desirable, or more free to keep evolving? Where is there still room for surprise, curiosity, and change between you?

  4. Oct 13

    Experiment 009: Infidelity, Betrayal, and the Messiness of Repair

    Andrea: https://theemotionallogic.com/ Caroline: https://www.desireinreallife.com The show: https://www.desirelabpod.com Can a relationship survive cheating, and what does it actually take to rebuild trust? Infidelity looms large in relationships, even when it has never happened. We imagine it as the ultimate betrayal, the rupture from which a relationship may never recover. But affairs, cheating, emotional infidelity, and other forms of betrayal are more complicated than a simple division between the person who did something wrong and the person who was hurt. In this episode, we enter the messy territory of infidelity and ask what actually happens to a relationship when trust is broken. We explore why sexual betrayal can feel uniquely destabilising, whether we place sexual fidelity too high in the hierarchy of relationship values, and what separates understanding the conditions surrounding an affair from excusing it. Infidelity does not happen in a vacuum, but context does not eliminate accountability. We also talk about what repair can look like after betrayal. Time alone does not necessarily heal an attachment injury. Along the way, we wonder whether monogamy is asking too much of modern relationships, compare infidelity to financial betrayal, contemplate the relationship equivalent of accumulated household dust, and establish that “it depends” may be the unofficial motto of couples therapy. 01:15 Question: Can Love Survive Infidelity?03:29 Defining Infidelity: Types and Perspectives05:49 The Impact of Time on Relationships and Infidelity08:03 Trust and Betrayal: Healing After Infidelity11:02 The Complexity of Long-Term Betrayals13:28 Evaluating Trust: Is Infidelity a Reflection of Character?15:41 Monogamy: Natural or Constructed?17:58 The Commonality of Infidelity: Understanding Its Prevalence21:18 Understanding Infidelity: Symptoms vs. Root Causes24:56 The Complexity of Trust and Accountability29:20 The Role of Communication in Relationships33:23 Navigating the Aftermath of Betrayal37:21 Finding Clarity in ConfusionQuestions to Take HomeWhat does fidelity mean in your relationship? Beyond sexual exclusivity, what agreements, expectations, and forms of trust feel most important to each of you?Are you tending to the things between you that are difficult to see? Sex, touch, flirting, curiosity, conversation, and feeling wanted may not be the relationship itself, but they can be vital signs that tell you something about its health.Do you still experience your partner as someone capable of surprising you? What have you learned about them recently, and when was the last time you told them something you still find exciting about who they are?A Note From the LabInfidelity does not have a universal meaning, cause, or outcome. Understanding the context surrounding betrayal is not the same as excusing harmful behaviour, and remaining in a relationship after infidelity is not inherently more or less healthy than leaving one. If you are experiencing betrayal in your own relationship, there may not be a quick answer about what you “should” do. As Andrea points out, sometimes confusion is not evidence that you are doing it wrong. Sometimes it is where the investigation begins.

  5. Oct 6

    Experiment 008: Can Desire Survive Too Much Familiarity?

    Andrea: https://theemotionallogic.com/ Caroline: https://www.desireinreallife.com The show: https://www.desirelabpod.com Closeness, Otherness, and Why Your Partner Is Not a Finished Product Long-term relationships ask us to pull off a strange feat. We’re supposed to know another person deeply, build a life with them, pay bills with them, manage a household with them, maybe raise children with them, and somehow still experience them as an erotic being. So is familiarity the thing that eventually kills desire? Or have we been blaming the wrong thing? In this episode, Caroline and Andrea explore what actually happens to eroticism as relationships become increasingly familiar. Andrea introduces the idea that we often take a mental “snapshot” of our partner at some point in the relationship and stop updating it. We decide we know who they are, what they like, how they think, and what they’ll do next. The problem is that people keep changing, even when our internal picture of them doesn’t. Research offers an interesting counterpoint to the idea that intimacy inevitably extinguishes desire. Closeness itself does not appear to be the enemy. Instead, desire may thrive when closeness exists alongside otherness, the recognition that your partner remains a separate, evolving person whom you cannot ever completely know. Self-expanding experiences can help us see our partners in a new light, and that sense of discovery can be associated with greater sexual desire. So keeping eroticism alive isn’t about buying lingerie, trying a new position, booking a hotel, or adding novelty for novelty’s sake. Those things can be fun, but they can become the relationship equivalent of a workplace pizza party: forced fun layered over a dynamic that hasn’t actually changed. The deeper work may be continuing to reveal ourselves, allowing our partners to change, updating our understanding of who they are, and staying curious about who we ourselves are becoming. Along the way: bathroom boundaries, version 2.0 software updates, European backpacking transformations, tinkering in the garage, rose-colored memories of honeymoon sex, secure bases, red thongs, s****y workplace icebreakers, and why your erotic life probably doesn’t need another f*****g pizza party. 01:35 Question: Can Desire Coexist with Domestic Life?04:17 Hypothesis: Intention and Attention in Relationships07:19 Hypothesis: Updating Your Model of Your Partner09:55 Hypothesis: Passion is a Response to Change13:53 Hypothesis: Surface-Level Solutions16:43 Synthesis: The Fear of Change in Relationships21:32 Synthesis: The Fear of Vulnerability22:58 Synthesis: Stagnation or RIsk25:12 Synthesis: Familiarity and Eroticism29:17 Synthesis: The Balance of Closeness and Otherness32:45 Synthesis: Evolving Together in Relationships34:37 Takeaways: Updates & Evolution40:30 Closing NotesQuestions to Take Home: When you think about your partner, are you responding to who they are now, or to a version of them you formed years ago?Where is there still “otherness” between you, enough separateness and curiosity to keep discovering something new about each other?What has changed in you that your partner might not fully know yet, and what would it feel like to let them see it?

  6. Sep 29

    Experiment 007: When Does Sex Feel Like Pressure? Pressure Paradox, Escalation, & Finding a Way Back

    Andrea: https://theemotionallogic.com/ Caroline: https://www.desireinreallife.com The show: https://www.desirelabpod.com One partner reaches for sex because they want connection. The other experiences that same reach as pressure. Then the reaching slows down, but the pressure doesn’t necessarily disappear. Now one person feels rejected, the other feels guilty, and both start anticipating what the other person is going to do before anything has even happened. In this episode of The Desire Lab, Caroline and Andrea return to the topic of initiation and go deeper into what happens when sex becomes pressure-filled instead of pleasure-filled. They explore the “pressure paradox,” the feedback loops that can leave both partners feeling trapped, and why the person who wants more sex and the person who wants less sex may both be trying to protect the relationship, just in different ways. They unpack the difference between wanting sex and wanting what sex represents: love, reassurance, connection, being wanted, and feeling less alone. From there, they explore what happens when the emotional desire for connection collides with a very real physical barrier, whether postpartum exhaustion, feeling touched out, pain, stress, disability, or simply not being able to access a sexual state in that moment. The conversation turns toward hope: widening the definition of physical intimacy, creating touch that does not automatically escalate into sex, rebuilding trust through clear expectations, using flirtation as a low-level erotic “hum,” and recognizing that adults need transitions too. Rather than deciding whose experience is more valid, Caroline and Andrea ask what becomes possible when couples stop trying to win the argument and start trying to understand the system they are caught inside. Along the way: being a human food source, carrot-chopping hazards, accidental kitchen seduction, ass grabbing, sexy background hums, blissful self-unawareness, mediocre dick jokes, and the radical possibility that maybe both people are right. 01:09 Question: When does sex start to feel like pressure?02:29 Hypothesis: The Pressure Paradox05:24 Hypothesis: We don't just want pressure to stop08:47 Hypothesis: The need for sex is a need for connection11:59 Hypothesis: There's a physical roadblock13:35 Hypothesis: Creativity could be a way out15:28 Hypothesis: Fear of escalation17:57 Hypothesis: We need transitions to play21:28 Synthesis: Make it pervasive23:35 Synthesis: No action is still an action25:36 Synthesis: No covert ops29:46 Synthesis: Experiences of no-escalation32:52 Takeaways: Try to understand the problem, act on what you want37:59 Closing NotesQuestions to Take Home:When sexual initiation feels like pressure or rejection in our relationship, what is each of us actually experiencing underneath the behavior?Does physical or flirtatious touch in our relationship feel safe from escalation, or has every touch started to carry the expectation that it should become sex?If we stopped trying to prove whose experience is more valid, what might we learn about what each of us is actually longing for?

  7. Sep 22

    Experiment 006: What Are We Really Fighting About? Conflict, Sex, & the Need Underneath the Argument

    Andrea: https://theemotionallogic.com/ Caroline: https://www.desireinreallife.com The show: https://www.desirelabpod.com You’re fighting about the dishes. Again. Except maybe you’re not actually fighting about the dishes. Conflict in relationships often attaches itself to tangible problems: dishes, laundry, childcare, sex, money, who remembered what, who initiated, who didn’t. But underneath those arguments are often much bigger questions: Do you care about me? Am I important to you? Are you on my team? Do you still want me? Can I count on you? In this episode of The Desire Lab, Caroline and Andrea explore what happens when conflict and sex collide. They talk about pursue-withdraw dynamics, the difference between the thing we ask for and the need underneath it, wanting to be wanted, sex as a form of emotional communication, and why good sex during a difficult period in a relationship may be meaningful data rather than “false hope.” They also dig into the difference between genuinely not being able to access sex during conflict and using sex as leverage, reward, or punishment. Along the way: the damn dishes, birthday flowers, bedroom marriages versus kitchen marriages, mind-body dualism, sex treats, $5,000 worth of free couples therapy, and the apparently revolutionary suggestion that we figure out what we’re actually fighting about. 00:50 Question: What Are We Actually Fighting About?02:43 Hypothesis: We are not fighting about what we think we are04:08 Hypothesis: Conflict has a structure06:14 Hypothesis: The big things are intangible07:58 Hypothesis: We're not asking for the right things10:29 Hypothesis: We need to know the reason12:25 Synthesis: It's the same process with sex15:28 Synthesis: It's still about desire18:14 Synthesis: Sex can happen alongside conflict23:06 Synthesis: Sexual connection is emotional connection30:23 Synthesis: It's always about sex32:21 Footnote: Coercion in relationships35:36 Takeaways: No hierarchy, everything is intertwined, say the real thing36:35 Closing Notes Questions to Take Home:When we fight about something tangible, what am I hoping my partner’s behaviour would ultimately make me feel?When conflict shows up around sex, am I actually asking for sex, or am I asking to feel wanted, connected, reassured, important, or chosen?Are there parts of our relationship that are working well even when other parts are struggling, and do we allow those experiences to count as real information about our relationship?

  8. Sep 15

    Experiment 005: Do I Have to Feel Sexy to Want Sex? Body Image, Agency, & Bodies That Are Hilarious

    Andrea: https://theemotionallogic.com/ Caroline: https://www.desireinreallife.com The show: https://www.desirelabpod.com What happens to our sexuality when we don't feel particularly good about our bodies? Bodies change. Weight fluctuates. We age, get pregnant, get injured, recover, gain strength, lose strength, and sometimes simply wake up feeling completely different about the body we saw in the mirror yesterday. But does every shift in body image have to determine whether we feel sexual, desirable, or entitled to pleasure? In this episode of The Desire Lab, Caroline and Andrea explore the complicated relationship between body image and sexuality. They talk about the difference between how a body looks and what it can do, body appreciation versus body appearance, the influence of partners and culture on how we see ourselves, sexual performance, self-objectification, masturbation, and whether we can loosen the connection between I don't like my body today and therefore I don't get to feel sexual today. Along the way: craft herpes, Kama Sutra page 37, Teflon children, sweatpants, mangled ear piercings, funhouse mirrors, glitter in the carpet, and the rather freeing conclusion that bodies are hilarious, perceptions are unreliable, and maybe we should all just live. 02:36 Question: Do I Have to Feel Sexy to Want Sex?03:53 Hypothesis: Bodies are fluid07:30 Hypothesis: Bodies are functional09:20 Hypothesis: There's a gender difference11:52 Hypothesis: Confidence in context16:31 Synthesis: Maintaining sexual agency20:43 Synthesis: Parents are Teflon24:17 Synthesis: Self-intimacy and sexuality31:36 Synthesis: Appearance is bullshit34:24 Takeaways: Bodies are hilarious and perceptions are unreliable36:28 Closing NotesQuestions to Take Home:When I don't feel good about my body, do I automatically disconnect from my sexuality too?How much of my sense of being sexually desirable comes from my own experience of my body, and how much comes from what I imagine other people think about it?What changes if I ask not only, How does my body look?, but also, What can my body feel, experience, express, and do?

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The Desire Lab is a weekly conversation exploring the psychology, science, stories, and cultural forces that shape desire, intimacy, sex, and long-term relationships.

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